Please forgive the world for being so ruthless

no matter what you think

I like Tang Zongyue very much, so I can't help but write more about him and An Sujun~

Tomorrow is Sunday, Heavenly Maniac is going to help the friends in the dormitory with part-time jobs

So stop for another day~ If you want to remind me, please feel free to complain~~

☆, once in a lifetime, so far all the year round 【4】

The author has something to say: Look, let me say this is the last chapter~~

Then, because I applied for the No. 26 list

So, today or tomorrow

Brother will double update~~

A look at my life, so far all the year round【4】

In the past few days, Tang Zong has been surprisingly abnormal, treating An Sujun with extra gentleness and consideration.If it wasn't for the fact that the other party would still habitually hit him occasionally, he really felt that Tang Zongyue's account had been hacked.

After the affection, An Sujun lay powerlessly in Tang Zongyue's arms.I really don't know where this man got so much strength. Every time after finishing, he is as tired as a dog, but the other party is still very energetic.Hey, it really is that people are more popular than people.

"Tang Zongyue...I want to go home and have a look tomorrow, okay..." An Sujun raised his head slightly, looking at Tang Zongyue who was smoking.He can't guarantee that Tang Zongyue will agree to him, but he has been away from home for more than half a month.

In fact, it was a lie to say that he was homesick. He had been away for so long and his brother hadn't called or sent him a message at all, which made him feel extremely uncomfortable.He wanted to go home and see how his brother was doing recently.

"I've always wanted to ask you, are you in love with your brother?" Tang Zongyue lowered his head, looking at An Sujun while stroking his soft hair.He likes to touch his hair, which is always admirable.

He always felt that An Sujun had strange feelings for his brother. Every time he mentioned the topic about his brother, the things in An Sujun's eyes made him feel a little uncomfortable.

"What love brother! I didn't have it, okay!" An Sujun didn't want to admit it, at least not in front of Tang Zongyue.Don't ask him why, he doesn't know either.

Tang Zongyue extinguished the cigarette in the ashtray, kissed An Sujun's mouth, "If you want to go back, go back, just remember to come back then." He didn't want to restrain An Sujun, although he really wanted to do that.

With Tang Zongyue's approval, An Sujun happily packed up some of his things and went back to "visiting relatives at her mother's house".

In fact, whether it is Tang Zongyue or An Sujun, they have each thought about the way they get along with each other.An Sujun is also someone who has read many novels.

Of course, there are some plots in it, such as Xiao Shou being given to Xiao Gong as a condition, and then the poor Xiao Shou was abused to pieces.

However, thinking about the more than half a month that he and Tang Zongyue have been together, Tang Zongyue has really treated him very well.Except for the first violence against him, she has always doted on him.

However, it was this kind of pampering that made An Sujun a little scared.He felt that he had another layer of feelings for Tang Zongyue in his heart, and that feeling was very strong.

He has loved An Jining, has always loved her, and has loved her for so many years.Of course he knew what his feelings for Tang Zongyue were in his heart, which was stronger than that for An Jining.

"Why are you back?" Seeing An Sujun appearing at the door, An Jining was a little surprised.Shouldn't he be in Tang Zongyue now?

An Jining couldn't help but take a step back. Could it be that Tang Zong got tired of An Sujun and asked him to come back and replace him?

Looking at the nervous elder brother, An Sujun sighed helplessly, after all, they are also brothers.Why, it feels like I am unilaterally committing a crime here.

What An Jining was thinking in his heart could be seen from his expression.An Sujun was really helpless, why did he love this person so deeply in the first place?Sure enough, when there is a comparison, you will find out what is the best.

"Brother, don't worry. Tang Zongyue and I are getting along very well now. I just want to get some things when I come back today, just to see you by the way."

Hearing what he said, An Jining was slightly relieved. "Then leave as soon as you finish taking your things. I'm fine, so you don't need to look. You hurry back and take good care of Tang Zongyue, so as to save him from doing any annoying things."

"Brother! What do you mean by that!" An Sujun frowned and looked at An Jining.This might be the first time he spoke to An Jining in this tone, which made An Jining stunned for a moment.

Putting his arms around his chest, An Jining snorted coldly, "Am I not right? You have been away from home for more than half a month, right? How could Tang Zongyue let you go, your body has already been toyed with by him, right? "

An Jining's words made An Sujun unacceptable. He knew that An Jining hated him, but he never thought that he would say such words.

"That really disappointed me. Tang Zong and I had a good time together. I love him, he loves me, and we are very happy. It's not as bad as what my brother said before. I should also thank my brother for letting Tang Zong go. me."

I'm oh... what did I just say?As soon as he finished speaking, An Sujun really wanted to slap himself.Although he likes Tang Zongyue, Tang Zongyue doesn't like him at all.Will he be punished by God for lying like this!

Originally thought that An Sujun was having a bad time in Tang Zongyue, but now hearing what An Sujun said, An Jining became even more angry.He never forgot how rough he was with Tang Zongyue that night.

An Jining raised his hand and slapped An Sujun on the face. "Then you and Tang Zongyue will be together forever! Never come back again! Get lost!"

An Sujun was a little unresponsive as he clutched the painful place from the slap.He has grown so big, and he has never been beaten by anyone.Unexpectedly, such a first time was broken by his favorite brother.

An Sujun lowered his eyes, "Brother...I know you hate me, but I still call you brother. Maybe, you don't know, I like you very much from a long time ago, not the kind of relationship between brothers .I never thought we would become like this before, I always felt that even if you hate me, it doesn't matter, you are still my brother..."

Tears were in the corners of his eyes, An Sujun tried his best not to let them stay. "However, now it seems that I overestimated my position in your heart. Brother, I will call you brother one last time, and I want to tell you: I love you, I loved you before, and I will love you in the future. I don't I'm going to bother you now, as you said, my body is already unbearable, and my father wouldn't want a son like me..."

Clenching his hands tightly into fists, An Sujun turned around and turned his back to An Jining. "An Jining! I love you! Goodbye..." Goodbye, goodbye, never again...

After a while, An Sujun really couldn't bear it anymore, so his father kept telling him that men don't cry easily, but he really couldn't bear it.He loves An Jining even more than he imagined. After so many years of love, it has come to such a result.

An Sujun wiped his tears while running, and the pedestrians on the side of the road looked at An Sujun curiously.He can't control so much now, he only has one idea now, he wants to see Tang Zongyue, right now!

"Sir, I'm sorry, Mr. Tang is not in the company right now. Excuse me, what's your business?" The secretary looked at the crying man with red eyes, and his first reaction was that another man who had been played by his boss came to the boss up.

"Ah? He's not in the company? Where did he go?" An Sujun was extremely disappointed when he got the answer. What he wanted to do most now was to throw himself into Tang Zongyue's arms and cry.

The secretary apologized, "Well, I'm sorry, I don't know. How about you go back first? We will contact you when Mr. Tang comes back?" Because he didn't know the origin of the other party, the secretary didn't dare act rashly.

An Sujun bit his lower lip tightly, he wanted to see what he would do... Seeing An Sujun with a sad face, the secretary also felt a little unbearable.However, as a senior secretary, he must consider all aspects.

Forget it... let's go back first.Just as An Sujun turned around and wanted to leave, he suddenly thought... he took out his mobile phone from his pocket and dialed Tang Zongyue's number.

"I'm outside your office now, where are you?" Why didn't I remember just now that I still have my mobile phone?

Before An Sujun finished speaking, the door of the president's office opened.Tang Zongyue looked at An Sujun, "Why are you here?" Perhaps, Tang Zongyue didn't expect that An Sujun would come to him.

Seeing Tang Zongyue's face, An Sujun felt that he was full of grievances.He didn't answer Tang Zongyue's question, but threw himself into Tang Zongyue's arms.

Glancing at the embarrassed secretary next to him, Tang Zongyue winked at him, then hugged An Sujun back into the office and closed the door.

The secretary outside the door heaved a sigh of relief. It looked like that man was someone the boss valued very much.Fortunately, I didn't do anything unreasonable just now, otherwise it's very likely that the game would be over.

Gently stroking An Sujun's hair, letting An Sujun cry so sadly in his arms.When An Sujun was tired from crying, he thoughtfully wiped his tears with toilet paper.

Tang Zongyue didn't ask An Sujun why he was crying so sadly, but just stayed with An Sujun like that.His thoughtfulness makes An Sujun feel very heart-warming, maybe Tang Zongyue is really suitable for him, and it's not necessarily true.

"Tang Zongyue...can I tell you something?" An Sujun took Tang Zongyue's hand to wipe his tears, and he wanted to take this opportunity to tell Tang Zongyue what he was thinking.It might not be the right time, but he needs to do it to fill the void in his heart.

"Well, I'm listening."

"I don't know what you think of me, but I like you, I like you very much. You are my enemy, but I like you. I don't ask if you like me, but today, I think you like me Me. No, I think you love me today!"

Although he also knew that such a statement would be more unfair to Tang Zong, but now he couldn't care less.An Jining really chilled him. He has been a bitch for too long, and he wants to be liberated.

Even if he didn't say anything, Tang Zongyue could almost think about what happened after he returned home.He has already investigated clearly about his brother and so on.An Sujun's appearance today must have something to do with that An Jining.

Tang Zong lowered his head and kissed An Sujun fondly.An Sujun let go of Tang Zongyue's hand, put his hands on his neck, and responded enthusiastically to Tang Zongyue.

He needs Tang Zongyue to help him fill that vacancy, and he also believes that Tang Zongyue can do it.An Sujun made up his mind in his heart that from now on, he would kick An Jining out of his heart, and he only had to concentrate on thinking about Tang Zongyue.

"Do you want to be here..." Looking at Tang Zongyue who was unbuttoning his clothes, An Sujun said softly.Although, he also wanted to do it, but this is an office after all.

"Don't worry, it's okay. Without my permission, they can't come in." Tang Zongyue comforted An Sujun, both of them had □□ in their eyes, or they could solve it on the spot, he didn't have the confidence to persist until the return Home.

The air conditioner in the office was turned on very low. Although he was covered with a pair of clothes, An Sujun was still so cold that he shrank into Tang Zongyue's arms.

Looking at An Sujun who was sleeping soundly, Tang Zongyue caressed his face. At this moment, he had the feeling that this "little cat" belonged to him. It shouldn't be an illusion.

Tang Zongyue always had a doting smile on the corner of his mouth, and it was this kind of "cat" that he couldn't put it down.Originally, he couldn't get it in his life, but now he got it.

"Fool, how could I love you only today? In the future, I will love you too. So, you have to love me like I love you..."

☆, because they are not called Pan Suning

Because they are not called Pan Suning

"Hi everyone, I am a midway transfer student. My name is Shang Shaoran. Although it is rare to see transfer students in the third year of senior high school, I came to this school because of my parents' work. I have a cheerful personality and hope to be able to follow Have fun with everyone!"

Rubbing her astringent eyes, Pan Suning slowly opened them.He raised his head and looked at the boy who was introducing himself on the podium.When he saw the boy clearly, Pan Suning was stunned.

He couldn't be more familiar with that face, but why did it feel like he hadn't seen it for a long time?Silly looking at the boy on the podium, Pan Suning felt that something was rolling inside him.

"Well, student Shang Shaoran, you can sit in the empty seat over there." The teacher looked at the students in the audience, and only the seat behind Pan Suning was vacant.

Looking at the place pointed by the teacher, the first thing Shang Shaoran saw was Pan Suning.Shang Shaoran was stunned for a moment, maybe he didn't expect that he would meet Pan Suning again.

"Shang Shaoran, go and sit down. Then, pack up your things, class will start soon." The teacher patted Shang Shaoran on the shoulder, reminding Shang Shaoran that he can go down first.

Looking at the boy walking towards him, Pan Suning huddled together.Damn it, if there was a crack in the ground at this time, he would definitely get in right away.

Shang Shaoran was about to walk in front of Pan Suning, and Pan Suning really wanted to bury himself inside the desk.Such a meeting was really embarrassing, and he was not prepared at all.

"Pan Suning, we meet again."

When he walked in front of Pan Suning, Shang Shaoran slowed down slightly.At the moment when the two passed by, Shang Shaoran said in a voice that only the other party could hear.

Feeling his whole body froze, hearing the stool behind the man being pulled away, hearing the man sitting behind him, hearing the sound of the man packing things, Pan Suning felt that he could no longer think .

That person was sitting behind him, and Pan Suning could already feel a gaze staring at him. It shouldn't be his illusion, right?Shouldn't he be too narcissistic?It's just that someone is watching him, right?

However, thoughts belong to thoughts, but Pan Suning didn't have the courage to look back.He was afraid of seeing Shang Shaoran's face, even though it was a face he was so familiar with that he could never forget it.

Speaking of Shang Shaoran, it should be his first love for Pan Suning.Although the reason for the breakup was that the two of them were too young to understand love at all.However, Pan Suning knew that Shang Shaoran had never been forgotten in his heart.

The mathematics teacher on the podium explained the exercises in the book, and Pan Suning supported his chin with his left hand.I played the game all night last night, and now I only feel that the upper and lower eyelids are fighting.

Rubbing his temples, he let out a big yawn.He really felt sleepy. After holding on for a while, Pan Suning felt that he couldn't go on anymore, so he simply lay down on the table and started to sleep.

"Hey, wake up Pan Suning, it's time to have lunch, you can really sleep, you've slept all morning." I don't know how long I slept, but I felt someone push me again.

Although he didn't want to open his eyes, but hearing such a familiar voice, Pan Suning wanted to see who it was.So familiar with the sound, where did you hear it?

Seeing that Pan Suning didn't respond, the man helplessly grabbed Pan Suning's ear and shouted towards his ear: "Pan Suning! Get up! Don't sleep anymore!"

"I'm sub-Ao! I'm scared to death!" Someone yelled at his ear, which made Pan Suning almost jump up from his chair. The sound made his ears hurt.

Pan Suning rubbed his ears, glaring at the person who woke him up. "Shang, Shang Shaoran...how did you become like this?" He was anxious one second, and stunned the next.

Blinking and looking at Shang Shaoran in front of him, Pan Suning wiped his eyes. He suspected that there was something wrong with his eyes.I just fell asleep, how did Shang Shaoran become like this?

"What have I become? Are you sleepy? Hurry up, let's go eat, I'm starving to death!" Shang Shaoran rolled his eyes, why did he think Pan Suning was so stupid, how could he Like this idiot?

Pan Suning pouted, the reason why he didn't react was because Shang Shaoran in front of him now was the same as he was in middle school.That face has always been hidden in the depths of my memory, and I have never forgotten it.

Pan Suning hadn't realized it yet. He hadn't seen this face for a long time. He thought he was dreaming.However, he didn't pinch himself, or hit himself to prove it.Because even if it was a dream, he didn't want it to wake up.

"Woooo, Shaoran, I miss you so much!" Pan Suning threw himself into Shang Shaoran's arms, he really missed Shang Shaoran, really.Although the two have not been together for a long time, he has always loved him.

"Hey, hey, can you do it? Why did you suddenly say such a thing, and you fell asleep?" Shang Shaoran was a little embarrassed to be treated so enthusiastically, and a circle of blush appeared on his beautiful face.

Pan Suning rubbed Shang Shaoran's face. Fortunately, there are no classmates in the class now, otherwise he would definitely be gossiped about. "Hey, Shang Shaoran, I like you. I liked you before, and I will like you in the future. Let's be together!"

Shang Shaoran was even more embarrassed by the sudden confession, "Stupid, stupid, what are you talking about? Aren't we already together?"

Although both he and Pan Suning belong to the kind of very extroverted people, he belongs to the kind of person who doesn't like to talk about love, and Pan Suning belongs to the type who will tell the other party if he has love.

Hearing what Shang Shaoran said, Pan Suning felt that his heart was relieved. It turned out that they were already together at this time.That's great... This time, he won't let go of him no matter what.

"Hey, Shang Shaoran, I love you! You must remember, I will always love you! Really, believe me. In the future, whether we are still together or not, I will always love you!"

Pulling Shang Shaoran's collar, Pan Suning lifted his chin slightly and kissed Shang Shaoran's lips.This should be a dream, but why does he still feel that there is a wave of emotion in his heart, if he remembers correctly, that feeling is called throbbing...

"Fool, what are you talking about. You like me, I like you, we will always be together! No one will separate us." If he could, he would naturally not let him go.

The two confessed to each other, this scene made Pan Suning want to cry.People say that there are thoughts in the day and dreams in the night.Being able to be with Shang Shaoran all the time should be what he has always dreamed of.

At the beginning, he and Shang Shaoran had such a strong love. Although both of them were still in the second grade of junior high school and were of the same sex, they didn't care about it.At that time, I just thought about loving each other.

In the end, what separated them... Pan Suning felt tears filling his eyes, why he couldn't remember.Maybe, I just don't want to think about it at all.

At that time, being separated from Shang Shaoran really hit him hard.Although, he also made a boyfriend later, but no one can give him the same feeling as when he was with Shang Shaoran.

"Shang Shaoran, let's break up..." When the camera turned, Pan Suning saw himself with his hands in his pockets, lowered his head, and said the most cruel words.

Pan Suning didn't dare to look up at Shang Shaoran's expression, he couldn't bear to see him sad.That expression shouldn't be on that face, that person should be smiling all the time.

"Why do you say such things suddenly! Aren't we always good! Why did we break up?" Shang Shaoran stretched out his hand to grab Pan Suning's arm, but Pan Suning shook him off.

"No reason, just because I don't love you anymore. We are still young and don't understand what love is at all. We are just blinded. In fact, we don't love as deeply. Let's break up and stop loving. "

Pan Suning still remembers what mood he used to say these words at the beginning.Everyone thought that he really didn't love Shang Shaoran anymore, only he knew, he didn't even lie to himself.

"Impossible! You are wrong to say that! I really love you! It's not like what you said!" This was Shang Shaoran's first gaffe in front of Pan Suning. All Shang Shaoran's emotions.

Although Shang Shaoran begged him not to break up, he still resolutely separated from Shang Shaoran.Later, they really separated.The next day, Shang Shaoran transferred to another school and left.

Feeling something blurring his eyes, Pan Suning touched his face, is it tears.Although it was a dream, it was so real. Like a bystander, Pan Suning saw the memory of him being with Shang Shaoran in the past.

Pan Suning wants to wake up, he doesn't want to have this dream anymore, his heart hurts so much, he doesn't want to watch it anymore.I don't want to look at my heartless face anymore, I don't want to look at Shang Shaoran's disheartened expression anymore.

"Pan Suning? Pan Suning! You are too courageous! You dare to sleep in my class!" In a daze, Pan Suning heard the class teacher shouting his name at the top of his voice.

All of a sudden, Pan Suning opened his eyes and saw the head teacher standing in front of him.Scratching his head in embarrassment, "Old, teacher, I'm sorry. Last night, I studied too late, so I couldn't help falling asleep."

The head teacher glared at Pan Suning angrily, "Too late in studying? I think you are playing games too late! Well, wipe your tears and listen to the class. Really, you are so old, I can still cry like this in my dreams.”

The head teacher's words caused the students in the class to burst into laughter, but Pan Suning didn't care.Because the students didn't even know what he dreamed about.

Pan Suning turned his head to look behind him, Shang Shaoran was looking at him helplessly.It's really him, he's really back.It's really Shang Shaoran, Shang Shaoran is back!

Thinking of this, instead of the sadness in the dream just now, Pan Suning only felt that he was extremely happy now.He wiped the tears on his face with his sleeve, turned his head, and listened to the class teacher's lecture.

As long as Shang Shaoran is still there, he still has a chance!This time, no matter what he said, he would not let go of his hand again.Even if Shang Shaoran doesn't like him anymore, as long as he likes him, that's fine!

The whole morning class passed quickly.As soon as the bell rang for the end of the fourth class, Pan Suning turned his head and looked at Shang Shaoran solemnly, "Come with me later, I have something to tell you."

Without asking him what he wanted to say, after packing up his things, Shang Shaoran followed Pan Suning to the back of the teaching building. "Shang Shaoran, I have something to tell you first!"

"Tell me, I'm listening." Shang Shaoran didn't have a smile on his face, which made Pan Suning feel a little sad.Wanting to meet again, he is still very happy, but why does it feel like Shang Shaoran is not happy about this meeting.

"Shang Shaoran! I still like you! Can we be together again! This time, I won't let you go!" Although Pan Suning felt a little uncomfortable, he wanted to tell Shang what he was thinking. less so.

Shang Shaoran didn't make a sound, just kept looking at Pan Suning like that.This made Pan Suning a little embarrassed and tangled, and he was always worried.

Even if Shang Shaoran said no, he could accept it, so the silent stalemate made Pan Suning feel so embarrassed. "I know, you may not accept it. But, I really still like you! I have never forgotten you! Back then, there was a reason for breaking up with you! You believe me!"

"I know...I've always known."

"Ah? What? What do you know?" Pan Suning blinked and looked at Shang Shaoran. How could this guy's thinking jump so fast, he still hadn't realized what the other party was saying.

Shang Shaoran pulled Pan Suning into his arms, and hugged Pan Suning tightly. "I know the reason why you broke up with me, and I also know that you have been very sad and minded. So, this time I am back, and I am back to find you!"

Being hugged by Shang Shaoran like this made Pan Suning feel extremely warm. He had forgotten when was the last hug.This belated hug made him feel that he was still loved by Shang Shaoran.

"Is it because my mother told you about us? That's why you reluctantly broke up with me and said so many things that hurt me, right?"

What Shang Shaoran said was right, it was his mother who found him at the beginning and said: You should stop dating in the future and let her live a normal life. You are not young anymore, and you should understand many things.

Indeed, both of them were still children at the time, and he couldn't harm Shang Shaoran for his own feelings.So, in the end, after much deliberation, he reluctantly parted with Shang Shaoran.

However, even after being separated for so many years, he still loves Shang Shaoran deeply and has never forgotten him.Shang Shaoran said that he came back for him, he believed, and he also believed that they would really do it again in the future.

This time, he will never be timid again, and there is nothing that can make him give up on Shang Shaoran.He has hurt him once, and this time he will make it up to him.

"Shang Shaoran, have you dated anyone in these years?"

"kindness......"

Hearing this answer, Pan Suning felt very uncomfortable, but why not.After breaking up with Shang Shaoran, he also had other boyfriends.

"Then why the separation? You don't really like them, do you?"

Actually, Pan Suning didn't want to know the answer.He felt that he was really an idiot. The two of them finally reconciled and got together, yet he actually asked such a stupid question.Isn't it a pain to be idle, looking for something to do!

Shang Shaoran kissed Pan Suning's lips, "Because they are not called Pan Suning!"

The author has something to say: The reason why he writes about the freshness of first love this time is because he is willing.

In the past few days, I have revisited "The World's First Love"

Suddenly I feel that first love is really beautiful~

So, I want to write about my first love again in a similar form

This is not plagiarism~~~

☆、You give me forever, death without a tomb

The author has something to say: I wrote this chapter in the form of a diary.

To be honest, after I finish writing, I feel that the writing is a bit messy when I read it myself!

It’s really hard for you guys to read this chapter!

I apologize to you here (￣ε(#￣)☆╰╮o(￣炿￣///)

In order to express my apology, friends who reply to this chapter will send red envelopes~~

You give me forever, death without a grave

——September 2014, 9, the weather was fine——

Today my mood is not particularly good, it's a little bit bad, I know that the reason for my mood ups and downs is all because of him.

Because I saw him walking with a boy very intimately today, with the two of them shoulder to shoulder.They should be friends, right?I can only comfort myself like this.However, it still feels uncomfortable to watch.

Today is the 21st day that I like him, and I dare not confess to him.I am afraid that after confessing, he will reject me, he will look down on me, and I am afraid that he will disgust me.Is it because I am too timid and cowardly?However, I just didn't dare to go up and talk to him.

Looking at him secretly like that every day, I feel like a thief.This feeling made me a little excited again. When I went to the bathroom after class, I happened to see him.

But it was because I liked him so much, when he was standing opposite me, I didn't dare to look at his face, so I could only keep my head down.It felt like he was looking towards me, hoping he wouldn't see my discomfort.

I found out his name from the classmates in the next class. This should be the only happy thing for me today.Although I haven't been able to talk to him yet, it feels like the relationship between the two of us is much closer.This kind of sleepiness is very good, and I hope it can continue!

It turned out that his name was Lin Xiaxia, which was really a very nice name. As expected, a handsome person like him should have such a nice name.I feel like I like him more.

Lin Xia... Lin Xia... Do you know that I like you!I, Gao Hang like you!It's really annoying, I feel very embarrassed myself when I say such things.

Hey, I feel like an afterthought.This kind of words can only be written in the diary, and when I see the real person, I can't say anything.Such a character is really annoying!

But no matter what, good things happened today!Hope tomorrow, more good things will happen!Good night, Lin Xia~

——September 2014, 9, the weather was fine——

Today's weather is very good, the sun is shining.When I was in physical education class, the sun shone on my body, which made me feel very comfortable.Such a good weather, but also good things happen.

The second class in the afternoon was physical education, but the physical education teacher was sick and did not come.Later, there was no way, the head teacher helped us find a physical education teacher for a specific class.

To be honest, I don't like PE class.As a boy, I couldn't play basketball or soccer, so gym classes really didn't appeal to me.

However, even the physical education class that I don't like anymore has become very wonderful for me today.Because the substitute PE teacher was the one who taught Lin Xiaxia's class!

Then, naturally, I took physical education class with Lin Xiaxia.In other words, he is really handsome.This is also the first time I watched him play basketball, and he scored several goals in a row.what to do?I like him more and more...

Today is the 22nd day that I like Lin Xiaxia, and I remind myself to write a diary every day at this time.If my little friends know that I keep a diary every day, they will definitely laugh at me, because I still look like a primary school student.

In fact, there is a reason why I insist on keeping a diary.One, I want myself to remember how I felt when I liked Lin Xiaxia; two, I want to leave a memorial for my future self.Even if I am still alone in the future, at least I still have some memories.

Today, cleaning at school, oh my god!I actually washed a bucket of rags!It's amazing, the school uniform is stained and the sleeves are so horrible,

Ahem, I was wrong... It seems that this has nothing to do with my liking for Lin Xiaxia.However, I am actually very happy today. I told my friends that I like Lin Xiaxia.

The little friend didn't feel that I was a disgusting person at all, and encouraged me to confess my love to Lin Xiaxia.It's great, he's always by my side, which makes me so moved that I want to cry.

However, a classmate dropped out of school, probably because he broke up with his boyfriend, right?Sure enough, the love between two men cannot last forever...

Lin Xiaxia, what are you doing now?You probably don't know that there is a guy named Gao Hang secretly in love with you, right?I hope I can have a good dream of you tonight!

——September 2014, 9, the weather was fine——

When I opened the diary just now, I discovered something extraordinary.Yesterday, I actually forgot to write a diary.Because I suddenly had a fever yesterday, I fell asleep at home all day, and I didn't have time to write in my diary.

Today, Lin Xiaxia came to talk to me.Although I just said, "You blocked me".However, I will still feel very happy.Because this is the first time he has spoken to me.Am I being too mean?

However, I found that Lin Xiaxia always looked at me today.It must be my illusion, right?Whether it is an illusion or not, I feel very happy.Does this mean that we have taken another step forward?

The cold has not healed yet, and my head is still dizzy, so I will write these first today.I want to go to bed and lie down for a while, and I haven't done my homework yet.

——September 2014, 9, the weather was fine——

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