Rebirth this time I love you

Su Teng felt sad, every word Zhuo Qi said was like a stab in his heart, and it hit the biggest weakness in his heart.For so many years, he has always felt that he is relying on Cheng Xi, and what he fears most is losing the meaning of existence with Cheng Xi.

But this doesn't mean that he would rather trust an outsider than his closest lover, and it doesn't mean that he will easily judge what Cheng Xi's feelings for him are without Cheng Xi's presence.

Cheng Xi's hard work for so many years was not in vain. Every look, every movement, every care, every bit of tenderness of Cheng Xi made Su Teng dare to tell everyone how much Cheng Xi loved him.Su Teng is just worried that he is not good enough to deserve such love, not even doubting this love.Just like when he saw Zhuo Qi and Cheng Xi standing together, he was just afraid that he was not good enough, but he didn't suspect Cheng Xi's empathy.

Seeing Zhuo Qi saying these incomprehensible things like a clown at this moment, Su Teng suddenly calmed down.Cheng Xi said that when encountering an enemy, he must cut through the mess quickly, and use the simplest and quickest method to achieve the effect, so as to avoid future troubles.

Su Teng picked up the phone and dialed it before Zhuo Qi could react: "Hey, can you come over, I'm in the central square." Before the other party could speak, his phone beeped, and he simply Shut down.Only then did Su Teng remember that he forgot to charge his phone.However, his voice was still trembling at the moment. After all, he had just gone through an extremely painful struggle. Those who were familiar with him would definitely be able to tell that his voice was wrong. He was not worried that Cheng Xi would not be able to catch up.

Zhuo Qi never expected that Su Teng, who has always been quiet and unwilling to cause trouble, would do this. He suddenly panicked, bit his lip and gave Su Teng a look, then turned around and left.Zhuo Qi instinctively knew that Cheng Xi was someone to be messed with, and he came out to Su Teng today because he saw Su Teng's silent temperament, and believed that even if he was bullied, he would not dare to complain, but he did not expect him to come Such a trick that caught people off guard.Zhuo Qi had no choice but to leave the scene of the crime. In any case, Cheng Xi couldn't let Cheng Xi catch him directly. He avoided the limelight first and then thought of a way to smooth things over.

There were many pigeons parked beside Su Teng, and one of the bold ones jumped over to peck Su Teng's foot.Su Teng was stunned for a while, bought a package of grains for pigeons from a small stall next to him, curled up and sprinkled food among the pigeons.

It's not that Su Teng won a big victory by scaring Zhuo Qi away, on the contrary, his mood really fell to the bottom.

For a long time, the uneasiness that had been hidden in his heart was stimulated by Zhuo Qi's catalyst. He drooped his head and shrunk into a small ball, and couldn't help recalling the things that happened between the two since they met Cheng Xi when they were ten years old.The beef brisket that Cheng Xi offered him for the first time, the note under the cypress tree in front of his father's grave, the first time he ate seafood, Cheng Xi's confession, the hammock in Luge Village, the beach in Suiyang... all in his memory With Cheng Xi's full love, Su Teng really couldn't escape, and didn't want to escape.

Su Teng recalled that in high school, in order to be able to go to the same university as Cheng Xi, he forgot to study all day long.He suddenly felt that when he was in high school, he had the determination to work hard for Cheng Xi, why did he shrink back now?If you feel that you are not worthy of Cheng Xi, then you should try to make yourself better instead of feeling sorry for yourself here.Cheng Xi has already taken 99 steps for him, why is he unwilling to take the remaining step?

When Du Feng arrived, he saw Su Teng hugging his knees and squatting among a bunch of pigeons, looking lonely.He heard that Su Teng's voice was wrong on the phone, so he rushed over without even changing his clothes. He was rarely wearing a simple T-shirt and jeans.

Walked over and patted Su Teng on the back: "Why are you interested in coming here to feed the pigeons?"

Su Teng turned around suddenly, saw him, and asked in surprise, "Why are you here?"

Du Feng pulled him up: "Didn't you call?"

After squatting for too long, Su Teng's legs became numb. Du Feng supported him for a while before he recovered.It was only then that he remembered that Cheng Xi was usually the only one who called him, and he didn't look carefully just now, he just clicked back from the first call record on his phone, but forgot that he happened to be on the phone with Du Feng.But now Su Teng is still quite willing to meet this good friend who knows his secret, and can't help but confide to him: "I don't think I'm good enough..."

Du Feng knew what was going on as soon as he heard it, and interrupted him directly: "I knew this kid would have such a day. Come on, please come to my shop for a while."

"Hey, but... I came out before the meal was cooked. My brother..." Su Teng looked hesitantly at the tenderloin in his hand, and Cheng Xi was still waiting for him to go home and cook.

"Come on, my little master! If you miss this meal, Cheng Xi won't starve to death!" Du Feng pulled him into the car involuntarily.

It wasn't until Su Teng got there that he realized that the shop Du Feng was talking about was actually a bar.Su Teng has never been to a bar at such a young age, and stood at the door hesitantly. If Cheng Xi knew about it, he would definitely be called him for a long time.

Du Feng didn't care so much, he coaxed Su Teng into it.Cheng Xi's big, stupid man is not worthy of the obedient and pleasant Su Teng being so determined, at least let Cheng Xi worry for a while today, or if Su Teng is really eaten by him in the future, he will not be turned upside down.

However, the bar opened by Du Feng is not as noisy as ordinary bars, and it looks quite tasteful, at least the behavior of the guests here is quite cultivated.

Du Feng took Su Teng to the bar to sit down, and the bartender came over and shouted, "Boss." Du Feng nodded and ordered two glasses of wine.Su Teng thought to at least give Cheng Xi a call so he wouldn't worry him, so he borrowed a cell phone from Du Feng.After dialing Su Teng's number, Du Feng saw that he was going to call Cheng Xi, hung up the phone politely, and pushed the wine glass to him: "Okay, have a drink first. Our shop's signboard."

Su Teng saw that the color of the wine was pretty, so he thought it was a drink. He picked it up and took a sip, and it tasted good. He happened to be a little thirsty, so he couldn't help but take a few more sips.Du Feng was laughing beside him, it's no wonder that Su Teng could still remember the phone call after drinking these few sips.

Sure enough, Su Teng began to talk about his thoughts like pouring beans, saying that he had just had a conversation with Zhuo Qi, and that he thought Zhuo Qi made sense... After drinking a whole glass of wine, Su Teng blushed and raised his head, as if When asking Du Feng, it seemed to be talking to himself: "How can I become better..." Du Feng took some food and handed it to him: "You are already very good."

In fact, Du Feng is very envious of Cheng Xi, who can pamper such a Su Teng who treats him wholeheartedly.

***

Cheng Xi waited at home but did not see Su Teng coming back. When he dialed the phone, the phone was turned off again. He was so anxious to change his shoes that he had to go out to find someone.The phone rang as soon as I went out, rang for a while and hung up again.Cheng Xi saved Du Feng's number, and Cheng Xi knew that Su Teng might be at Du Feng's place, and he called back, but the other party refused to answer.

Cheng Xi walked out angrily, and hurriedly called Qian Fan: "Help me find out the address of Du Feng's bar."

***

Su Teng was chatting with Du Feng in a daze, when the bodyguard at the door called and came in, saying that there was a 1.9-meter-long man with an unfriendly expression and wanted to break in here.The corner of Du Feng's mouth curled up, and he came quite quickly.He gave orders to let people in, got up and left the bar, and hid in the dark.

On the nearby table was a well-mannered man in a suit, who hadn't looked away since Su Teng came in.Du Feng's eyes are sharp, so he noticed it a long time ago. Now he walked away a bit, but he still hid nearby to prevent Cheng Xi from being too late, or that person really did something radical.

Seeing Du Feng leaving, the man stood up uncontrollably and walked towards the bar, and asked politely: "Friend, can I borrow a seat?" Su Teng was a little dizzy from drinking, and didn't respond for a while.The man in the suit tried to put his hand on Su Teng's shoulder, but before he touched it, he was thrown away by a strong force, and then he was kicked to the ground unceremoniously.

The man in the suit broke out in a cold sweat from the pain, Cheng Xi had no strength left, he had to lie in bed for at least a week.He frowned and looked over, and found a tall young man standing in front of him with an uncontrollable hostility on his face, but after touching the drunken eyes of the well-behaved young man who was drunk on the bar, he turned helpless again.

Cheng Xi carefully hugged Su Teng. Seeing him, Su Teng didn't feel shy because it was a public place. Instead, he hugged Cheng Xi's neck enthusiastically, moved his mouth to gently rub Cheng Xi's ear, and kissed him. .

With a buzzing sound, Cheng Xi felt his heart beating faster and his blood surging, he even forgot his unhappiness at seeing a man trying to plot against Su Teng, leaving only this distressed little guy in his eyes and heart.He hugged Su Teng tightly, pecked Su Teng on the mouth, and turned to leave the bar.The reason why he didn't continue to kiss was because he didn't want Su Teng to be seen by others when he kissed.

Sitting in a taxi, Cheng Xi received a call from Du Feng.Cheng Xi just wanted to settle accounts with him, so he said "Hi" as cold as if he had been fished out of an ice cave.But Du Feng knew that he was going to get angry, and before Cheng Xi said anything unpleasant, he said first: "Today, your old friend who is outside has come to your door, and Xiao Su Teng is very angry."

"Who?" Cheng Xi stopped his anger, thought for a moment, his eyes darkened, "It's Zhuo Qi."

"You're not stupid. Look, Xiao Su Teng is very marketable. You don't like it..." Du Feng chuckled.

"Don't think that I don't care about you taking Su Teng to the bar." The little guy in his arms moved, and Cheng Xi hung up the phone, stroking Su Teng's back to make him feel better.

Back in the room, Su Teng also knew that he was in a familiar place, so he relaxed.Cheng Xi wanted to put him on the bed and go out to cook him some hangover soup, but he held him back and refused to let him go.Su Teng leaned forward like a stalking kitten, and moved his hands restlessly, as if deliberately provoking Cheng Xi's anger.Cheng Xi was made to have feelings by him, and couldn't restrain himself from pressing on him and wanting to kiss him.Su Teng didn't mean to refuse at all, his chin slightly raised to cater to Cheng Xi's movements.

Cheng Xi was about to kiss, when he heard Su Teng mumble subconsciously: "I'm better than Zhuo Qi, so you don't want to leave me..." Cheng Xi's heart warmed when he heard this, and his impatient movements softened. He only pressed a kiss on Su Teng's forehead, and murmured softly: "I can't leave you for a long time." I don't know if Su Teng understood what he said, and he also became quiet.

Cheng Xi thought rather unkindly, it doesn't feel bad to make Su Teng jealous once in a while.

Today's matter can't just be left alone, Cheng Xi thought and knew that Zhuo Qi must have said some nasty things in front of Su Teng, which made Su Teng so sad.Those who dare to make Su Teng sad must have the consciousness of being sad.

Cheng Xi used to do business in Qu Zhan, and he had some way to find out the address of Zhuo Qi's benefactor in Qu Zhan easily.From the photos Qian Fan took of him last time, Cheng Xi found Zhang Zhuoqi's hand on Cheng Xi's shoulder. In this photo, Zhuo Qi could be seen clearly but Cheng Xi could not be seen clearly. Cheng Xi went out overnight to take the photo Print it out and send it out.I believe that after tomorrow, when I go to school again, I won't have to see Zhuo Qi, an eyesore.As for how Zhuo Qi would be punished by the benefactor, Cheng Xicai didn't care.

The author has something to say: happy to add updates~Zhuo Qi’s cannon fodder era is finally over~