i may be a bug

There are monsters around me, and I get along well with them.

What's wrong? ?

——Tanikawa Kakutani

It should be said that nothing is right.

I am a human being, but now it seems that I am no different from the rumored evil spirit.

If you want to ask me what I did?

I just want to die.

When they saw me and wanted to ask me for help, I just glanced at them and had no other reaction.Then get hated.The monsters who ate them didn't have their resentment, and they gave me all their resentment.

As for why?

Their grievances began to appear at the moment of encountering the devil, and midnight turned into human faces, twisted, full of resentment in my ears: "Why didn't you save me??!!"

I:? ? ?

If you don't save it, you won't save it.Why?

If I really want to find a reason, I never save people who want to die.

They have been reminded that there are man-eating monsters here, and they have to catch up, so they should be prepared for any accidents.rather than like this.

I didn't even dare to look for the monsters that made them die, and when I turned my face, I, the person who put up the reminder card, became fierce.

Double standard.

I put up a sign for them, and used the buff to let all the literate and illiterate people understand that I have done my best.As for saving lives——

"Don't give them any hope, it's still a good deal to save a lot of people by killing two people."I was exhausted because I saved two people, and I also hurt a lot of people, oh, are you like this, Ms. Gu Chuan? 』

Saving lives is a virtue.

I didn't, I only saved my friends.

They didn't listen to the advice and went into the mountains, and their behavior was like hanging a sign with me, "There are vicious dogs inside, please stop". They didn't listen when they saw it, and then they were bitten by the vicious dogs inside.

But I'm not the one who raises these vicious dogs, I just put up a sign to remind them that it's dangerous and don't come here.

Are their resentments really, look at me as a bully?

I, a human being, can live here safely and securely, no monster dares to come over and make trouble in front of me, and both sides treat each other as if they don't exist.I'm not easy to mess with already made it clear, right?

If I was just an ordinary person with good luck, when I saw the scene of monsters eating people, and the people who were eaten but were still alive shouted for help in my direction, when the monsters looked over, I was already finished.

I don't quite understand what these people are thinking, whether they want to drag someone to hell if they die, or they just want to survive without thinking about anything.

I have a lot of human malice in me recently, the resentment that follows me and wants me to die is just one of them, the other source of malice is somewhat inexplicable, it seems to be because of the reminder card.

When the first person entered the mountain against dissuasion and was lucky enough to survive, they said that the person who put up the warning sign wanted to cut off their way of life and prevent them from entering the mountain.

Later, it developed into a baby in the mountains.

I want to be exclusive.

The bravest among them organized together and went up the mountain with sticks and stones, not to fight monsters, but to drive out me, the person who put up the reminder card, so as not to hinder them from finding treasures.

seek death.

That day, the mountain was filled with the sound of crunching and chewing bones. Those who escaped were the fastest, and they used all their teammates as bait to attract the attention of monsters.

After escaping, in order not to bear the reputation of being helpless and not to be stared at with resentment by others, he crazily threw the blame on me.Although he doesn't even know who I am.

He said that I was a big monster with a hideous face, eating people raw, and that I put up warning signs just to make them fall for it. He also said that I was good at deceiving others and turning into a beautiful woman to make others fall for it. Only he was determined, so he ran out.

"I don't know if there are other means, probably not, otherwise I can't escape."

Is the beauty of labor and capital hindering you?

Since this rumor came out, for a period of time, most of the people who came here were looking for excitement. They wanted to meet the legendary beauties, but all they saw were crooked monsters.

Because of these several times of tossing, the reminder sign I stood on the mountain was ruined by people who hated me. It is also because of these resentments that I have become less human now.

Extreme human emotions, similar to fear and hatred, can create ghosts and gods. For example, Ibaraki Doji, the ghost of Rashomon, has the experience of being feared by people and then becoming a ghost.I am a human being, and now I am only one death away from becoming a monster.

One can imagine their resentment towards me.

I am an ordinary human profiler. My current image is cold and white, my eyes and hair are as black as ink, and my lips are as red as blood. It is like an ink painting that gives birth to wisdom and eats human blood.

When I go out now, people say that I am a monster, and no one does not believe it. Even after I went out for a couple of laps, they were so scared that they invited an onmyoji over.

Then there were rumors of ink ghosts killing people.

Those resentments were stained on the pen by me as ink, and when I threw it out, I broke through the barrier formed by Yin Yang, and easily took people's lives.

This is the reason for my second big move.

The time when I really settled down has to be pushed back several times. I have experienced the third, fourth, fifth and fifth moves, and the reasons for moving are also very strange.

Some people said that I was a ghost born in the painting, who killed countless people, filled with resentment, and then they all disappeared.I also moved.

Some people say that I am a ghost who eats children, because several children have disappeared from their place since I moved here.I experienced what it was like to be on the fire that time, but they didn't get a chance to light the pile of firewood under my feet because they were gone and I moved again.

There was another time that had nothing to do with me. I stayed by the sea for a while to paint drowned people.When Shenzi who was thrown into the sea stood on the cloud again, it brought a tsunami, and the whole village ceased to exist. I was carelessly drawing in the tsunami.

The resentment in me has been used up by me, ordinary ink can't be printed on the drawing paper even if it is used in sea water, it will only make me look like a squid in the sea, surrounded by ink.

I was floating in the sea water, drawing casually on the wet drawing paper with a paintbrush dipped in sea water, so I was careless.

So what are you doing seriously?

It’s so boring to soak in the sea, how to pass the time without doing anything with your hands, my real profile time is after the tide goes out, the sea is clean, and drawing a beach can express everything.

The name can be called God's Punishment.

What do you ask God?

gone.

What about the punishment?

I passed the penalty.

The first time I met Huang was like this. He was the god who caused the tsunami, and I was the painter who floated in the sea and was regarded as a monster.

But when I really talked, it was later, when I met for the first time, all I could see was the indifferent eyes of the gods.

After the sea water receded, I had already soaked in the water for a day and a night, and my lips were rarely whitened by soaking, not the bright red color anymore.No matter how much I look like a monster, I am still a human being, but it is difficult to die.

God's methods are very clean. When I came out, all traces of the small village on the coast were swept into the sea, including the people living in the village.

I am the only living person on the coast.

I drew God's Punishment very easily.

It may be because this painting is too abstract that the fate between me and the god has not been broken. Every time I appear at a disaster scene, I will see the shadow of the seaside god.

He is literally everywhere.

The background picture of meeting face to face and saying the first sentence is still very tragic, with scorched land, collapsed houses, and flames.

We both looked at each other.

Neither side felt that the other was here to save someone.

"You're still alive," he said.

"Alive."

God's impression of me is still Haili's indifference, but the more times I encounter him, the impression I have in his heart becomes "a painter who doesn't want to die".

Neither of us is interested in each other's past.I don't want to know why he caused a tsunami, and he doesn't want to know who I was before.

Say hello when you meet, and don't remember if you don't.

"Why are you here?"

"I just wanted to paint a picture."

I can't laugh, I feel like I have the buff of death on my head every time I go to a place. Is it a natural disaster or a man-made disaster?

Is this the buff of the legendary profiler?

It's so terrifying.

"You will become the God of Misfortune."

I:……

Ha ha.

I thought I would become a monster sooner or later if I went on like this, but a predictable god told me that I would not be a monster in the future, but a god of misfortune, the kind of god who will continue to suffer from natural disasters and man-made disasters wherever I go.

I thank him for acknowledging the power of my profiler buff, but it doesn't conflict with my feeling that life is hard.

In the end, even this god would frown when he saw me appearing in a certain place, which was not obvious, but his dislike for me could already be seen.

"Are you going to Gaotianyuan?"

I wiped the dust from my face. It was just a landslide that threw me up. I was lifted up to the sky by the god with one hand. I asked him sincerely: "Master Huang, are you sure you are the god of Gao Tianyuan?"

Now that I have such a disaster physique, if I go to Gaotianyuan and become a divine book, maybe Gaotianyuan will disappear the next day, and 800 million gods will live on the streets, and there will be no shelter.

"believe in yourself."

Huang's face remained unchanged, if he hadn't picked me up with one hand, he would have looked like a lonely and unapproachable star, cold and holy, he looked like a big boss god.

However, this big boss god just wanted me to go to the place where Huo Huo lived.

I... Of course I agreed!

There is the Great Misfortune God on Gaotianyuan, and the other Misfortune gods have not fallen. I don't think a human like me has such great power... Maybe.

Later, Boss Huang was very satisfied: "It's okay, it's just a few shrines that have collapsed."

Profiler, truly terrifying.

I am a repeating machine with no emotion.

When I was still a human being, I relied on the boss to go through the back door once and entered a divine book in Gaotianyuan. The shrines and halls that collapsed after finishing the shrines are really awesome.The gods who were still saying that the boss is not just smiled kindly, and said that it is all right, go down and have more fun, we will give you paid leave.

I only went to Gaotianyuan once, and the boss took me all over the world.

There is also an Inari god Yuyatsu beside the boss, who once tried to pray for me and let me change my luck.

I followed the boss for a month, and the boss saw the volcanic eruption and floods. After walking around, the big catfish crashed into the mountain, making the surroundings rumble and rumble non-stop.

As long as he lets me choose my own path, no matter how peaceful the place I go before, accidents will happen.This instinct of chasing disaster is useless even if Yu Yanjin prays for me once a day. It is instinct and has nothing to do with luck.

I'm actually... quite lucky.

Huang said "hmm", "The mountain collapsed after you finished painting. The flood came after you finished painting the river. You are very lucky."

I added, "People are what I didn't have before painting."

He took a deep look at me, and then left me with a back full of disgust.

It's sad to say, because of my personal constitution, now I'm the weapon of causality that Huang would use when he couldn't understand Gao Tianyuan's style.He said without any ups and downs, "Wojin Shensui wants to come and take a look, do you agree?"

The atmosphere of the entire god meeting will immediately become harmonious and friendly.Every god is communicating in a cordial and friendly manner, as if the solemnity just now did not exist at all.

Wotsujinsui, that is me, I was the one who collapsed the residence of Amaterasu Omikami by myself.Fortunately, Amaterasu Omikami was not in the residence at that time.

I slumped my upper body on the low table: "Master Huang, I feel like I will be assassinated, I'm just a human being."

"You'll be fine."

Huang is not a god who likes to joke, and has the ability to predict. What he said is quite credible to me.

I sometimes ask him, "Can everything be predicted?"

"No."

"Then can you see how the village I lived in first? I don't think I have a disaster physique, it's just a coincidence."

Huang understated: "It's gone."

"what?"

"Prajna came out after you left."