i may be a bug

People are forced to do anything.

no.I was pushed to turn over the table of the world, but I couldn't solve a math problem.

——Tanikawa Kakutani

So I say that I am a complete scumbag in the world of mathematics, physics and chemistry.

When facing a set of math problems, one hour is divided like this - half an hour is used for blank mind, 20 minutes is used for thinking about the philosophy of life and why we should live in this world, and the last 10 minutes is used for doing problem, and then be pushed back to the beginning of the hour by the problem.

As a high school student, why should I do advanced mathematics?Why do I need to know about L'Hopital Lagrange?

I sat at the table with a bleak smile.

This is the most important part of my daily routine when I return to this world to continue my normal life, and the other parts are allocated to physical chemistry and so on.

Ability is the root of all evil.

The ability is called "mathematical analysis", which can analyze the principles of this world, but the premise is that you must understand it before you can control it, otherwise you will be controlled by the ability.Think about the vast amount of information and discoveries, even if all human wisdom is concentrated, it is impossible to exhaust the principles of this world, not to mention that the principles of each world are different.It can be said that this ability is destined to be uncontrollable, but the harm is not as great as imagined. It only tortures me who accidentally awakened this ability.

Seeing does not mean understanding, and understanding does not mean mastering thoroughly.

Maybe it's better to give this kind of supernatural ability to a humanoid self-propelled computer like Yifang Accelerator, at least his brain is much smarter than mine.I can use theorems to explain this level of power, and he should be able to dig deeper, no, he will definitely use a deeper level of power.

A vector has been played by him.

Even if I was dragged in by supernatural powers to experience various theories and have a deeper understanding of theories, I still couldn't do it.

I am only suitable for simple and rough waste, not for fine manipulation.

In Academy City, I was a fake level 5, with a very low degree of brain control and stupid ability, and I was dragged out and beaten by supernatural abilities every day.And someone like Yifang Accelerator Misaka Mikoto is the real level 5, not only a living computer but also capable and controlled.

Then my fake level 5 was smashed to the ground by a building picked up by an uncle, and there was not even ash on my body when I climbed out.

In Academy City, where computing power is required to use abilities, Kamijou Touma and I, the rumored "Fantasy Killer", are two bugs in the worldview.He can nullify any ability, but I can use my ability without calculation.

But so what?

I am not an ordinary high school student who needs to do mathematics and science problems, and even in order to solve a problem and understand a theorem, I don't want to ask for money or face.

Just like now, I asked Mr. Kunikida for one-on-one tutoring in the form of a commission in the Armed Detective Agency, staring at the high math questions with a serious face, hoping to get the answer.

A small table has four positions, Kunikida-sensei is opposite me, Junichiro and Naomi are on both sides of me.If the math problem is spiritual, it should be shy and blushing under the eyes of four people, and then jump out the answer.But it is cold like a male god that I will never be able to lick.

Since Kunikida-sensei took this commission, the number of times the four of us got together to solve math problems has increased. It has been a long time since the exhausted Kunikida-sensei broke his pen and threatened his poisonous partner with force.He will only let his partner who has been wasting bandages to solve math problems, physics problems, chemistry problems, biology problems...

Dazai Osamu: "..."

Osamu Dazai let his soul and body separate, his eyes were empty and lifeless, and he fell limply on the sofa, muttering: "So there are more terrible things than being alive!"

No matter how smart and filthy he is, it can't change the fact that Osamu Dazai, who is a brain school, has never received a diploma.

He is indeed smart, many times smarter than me, and can even vaguely guess my supernatural ability, but this does not erase the fact that he gave me half of the wrong answers when doing math problems.

I have endless questions here, endless conjectures to verify, and endless explanations of terms.Osamu Dazai would squat beside me like a cat and flip through the exercise book when he was tired of work and no one would die for love. Sometimes I would feel dizzy when I did the exercises, and when I looked up, I saw the bandages protruding from the cuffs of his windbreaker. It moved as he turned the pages of the book.

When he smiles, it's not because he's happy, and when he's expressionless and quiet, it doesn't mean he's in a bad mood.Even if Mr. Kunikida dragged him over to solve the problem, facing the sea of ​​problems, he could still laugh easily: "Ah, Kunikida is really cruel."

One can imagine how terrifying it is for a person who can't even force his true thoughts out of math problems.

When I stare at him he stares back at me, as a courtesy.He even smiled when he looked at it, sometimes it was a subtle smile on his lips, sometimes it was a very clear laughter, and sometimes he covered his mouth and snickered like a child.

He said, "Tani Chuan, you have a very fulfilling life."

Laughter rolled in his throat.

This time he should mean it.

"Tan Chuan, who has no time to think about future life and death, is enviable."

I threw him a biology exercise book, his expression was very cold and numb because of too many questions: "I think you have too little dopamine secretion."

I see Osamu Dazai as a creature whose biological rhythms are not time changes but suicide behaviors.In a more literary way, he is a young man who grew up with death.

Kunikida-sensei once said that his partner had committed many crimes.

He has experienced enough of abandoning him to commit suicide during the mission, and the behavior of suspected pranks that stepped on the bottom line of people.

In short, too many books to write.

I developed mild guilt in front of my drunken teacher.After all, as long as Osamu Dazai can solve math problems, my favorability for him will never be lower than 60.Yes, the origin of my affection for people is so superficial. If I can be pulled up a little bit from the pit of science and let me see a little more sky, my affection for others will be very easy to increase.

Of course, it was also used by people in parallel worlds for this reason.I am referring to the world derived from this world similar to the if line mentioned in the light novel.

The person who used me was Osamu Dazai who became the leader of Port Mafia.That Dazai Osamu did not have the camouflage of being friendly like the Dazai Osamu of the detective agency, and had a strong aura. When he stared at me from a distance of a desk, I remembered the scene of a large carnivore hunting.

He asked me to protect a person.

The only one in the parallel world who is still writing novels is Oda Sakunosuke.As my boss, he gave me lectures.I am indeed the most easily controlled supernatural being in Yokohama. Apart from doing problems, I basically have no needs, and I have no interest in becoming the king of the world.

"Gu Chuan's supernatural ability is really amazing."

His comments about my supernatural powers were neither good nor bad.

I have no chance to meet Oda Sakunosuke in this world because he has passed away.From what I saw in the if line world, Oda Sakunosuke is a good person, and he can still influence Dazai Osamu, a black muddy person. The pale and tired leader did a lot of things because this person can live well.

He pursed his lips to extract the news of Oda Sakunosuke from a pile of fragmented information, and Oda Sakunosuke didn't know him.

There is a boy named Akutagawa Ryunosuke next to Oda Sakunosuke. His expression often has a ferocious meaning. When he has no expression, he doesn't feel how kind the boy with a beautiful face is. His ferocity is not because of his expression, but his experience.

I hope that I in this world can also have such a vicious boy.

When he wanted me to walk with him, he would cut the exercise book on my desk into pieces with a fierce expression on his face.Then he stared at me, waited for me to stand up, and said sternly:

"Ryunosuke, go buy an exercise book."

His Rashomon is more honest than him, it has already been wrapped around my wrist, waiting for its owner to take me out for a walk.

Even if there is no such vicious young man, then the white tiger is not bad.The sharp claws can easily tear up paper products and raise a pile of paper scraps. I can have a quiet afternoon without writing questions in the paper scraps.

The leader Osamu Dazai once said: "Tanigawa really loves writing questions!"

It's a joke.

I replied: "I don't like any kind of thing that is linked to survival. It is forced, not liked."

That was the first and last time I saw a smile on his face.

Because he is dead.