Cannon fodder please stop tea talk
Chapter 41 Sense of Crisis
"Are you at ease?"
Ji Fengmian's fingers trembled slightly.He lowered his eyes and quickly put his hands in his trouser pockets.
"Yeah." Jiang Nanshu nodded, "Love is a terrible and paranoid emotion, and my parents are like that."
He paused, staring up at the photos on the wall in a daze.
Ji Fengmian followed his line of sight and found that it was a row of family portraits. Judging from Jiang Nanshu's age in the photos, one should be taken every year.
Jiang Nanshu: "From the photos, do you think this is a very happy family?"
He didn't need anyone's answer, and continued, "But this is the only time I met them in a year. The nature of their work is not suitable for starting a family, but they got married because of love, and they were born because of love." I."
Kang Nam-soo's parents are photographers who shoot documentaries.
The two met at work and fell in love at work.The shooting of a documentary may take several years, stationed in the wilderness, just waiting for the momentary shot.
This is their ideal and their love. It looks beautiful enough, but Jiang Nanshu is the only one who ignores it.
Since he was three years old, he was handed over to a nanny by his parents.
The only relatives in Lizhou City, grandma and uncle's family, are all extremely hypocritical.Jiang Nanshu's parents run around all year round, and their income is considered good.
They will only show up for a while when Jiang Nanshu's parents return to China, showing their hypocritical family affection.
Jiang Nanshu: "I understand their ideals, and I understand their love, but love is so...selfish and extreme emotion."
He turned his head and looked at Ji Fengmian, "It's still friendship, which makes me feel more at ease. Right, my best friend."
Ji Fengmian's fingertips were icy cold, and he even felt that the coolness pierced through the barrier of his skin and penetrated deep into his heart.This is obviously something he realized on the first day after his rebirth.
It is most suitable for him and Jiang Nanshu to stay in the position of good friends.
However, why is he still a little unwilling.
Ji Fengmian was silent for a moment, "Well, I will always be by your side as your best friend"
He got up, "Okay, it's late now, there are too many things to do today, you must be tired, I'll go first, have a good rest."
After finishing speaking, without waiting for Jiang Nanshu's response, he turned and left.
However, no matter how you look at Ji Fengmian's back, it reveals a sense of running away.
Jiang Nanshu didn't move, just stood by the desk, watched Ji Fengmian leave, watched the light in the opposite room turn on, and watched the light in the opposite room turn off.
So much the better,
What he said just now was actually to remind himself.
While in the car, he knew he...
My heart beat faster.
When he hugged Ji Fengmian, he was impulsive.
He Shanshan's paranoid liking made him feel troublesome and scary, but when he saw Ji Fengmian, he felt at ease again.
At that moment, it was rare. Jiang Nanshu didn't think rationally, but relied on instinctive emotion.
When he realized it, he had already unbuckled his seat belt and hugged Ji Fengmian.
Then, he heard a heartbeat.
Bang, bang, bang bang—
He didn't know if it was his own or Ji Fengmian's, but he felt a crisis in the mixed voices.
If it goes on like this, it won't work.
Jiang Nanshu calmed down when he walked in from the gate of the compound and stopped at the gate of the house.
He thought of that dream again, about the ending of the novel, about his parents, about He Shanshan's paranoid love.
Everything seems to point to one thing.
Between him and Ji Fengmian, it is best to stay in the position of a good friend and not take a step forward.
Going forward, it is beyond redemption.
***
two months later.September [-]st.
Jiang Nanshu walked into University B with a suitcase, and the square in the student activity center was extremely lively.
At a deserted booth in the corner, he saw the signboard of Wenbo College.Compared with the flow of people in front of other booths, this one is really deserted.
The seniors and sisters sitting behind the booth are almost in a state of doing nothing.
In fact, it was quite normal. Almost all the majors in the School of Cultural and Museology were unpopular majors. The number of majors was small, and the number of students enrolled was also small. It is estimated that the total number of new students per year would not exceed 100.
Jiang Nanshu stopped, "Senior sister, hello, I am a freshman this year."
"Come and live, come and live!"
The senior who sat behind the booth and was playing with her mobile phone said to the person next to her without even looking up, "Zhao Haifeng, boy, it's your turn."
A boy who was sorting things behind looked up and looked over, "Oh, what's the name of this classmate?"
"Jiang Nanshu."
He just said these three words, and the girl who hadn't looked up all this time raised her head, "Jiang Nanshu?"
Wearing glasses, she looked very capable, but the blazing eyes that looked at her made Jiang Nanshu want to take a step back.
"Well, I am."
"Are you that legend who was a candidate in Province Y but chose to apply for the Department of Archeology, and was taken to Province C by Mr. Tao to do a project before the admission notice was issued?"
Jiang Nanshu: "I just followed to open my eyes. In fact, I didn't do anything. Instead, I caused a lot of trouble for Professor Tao and the others."
"Okay, okay, your deeds have been spread in the college group. Professor Tao and the others are full of praise for you. Come on, come on, fill out this form, and I will take you to the dormitory to settle down first."
"...Sister..."
"What are you doing?" Zhang Ru glared at the boy next to him.
"Didn't you say that boys are under my control?"
"Ah? Did I say that? You heard me wrong, for someone who cares about my juniors like me, of course he should take the lead in anything."
Zhang Ru glanced at Jiang Nanshu who was filling out the form, and quickly sent a message in the group.
[I saw Jiang Nanshu. 】
【how is it going?Is the photo photoshopped? 】
[It must have been P, I don't believe that someone can be so handsome and have such good grades! 】
[That's not necessarily the case, isn't that freshman in the law school just looks better than the photo?Unanimously certified. 】
[That is something that can be met but not sought after. Could it be possible to have another one?Even if there is another one, it will not be our academy's turn. 】
[Hey hey hey, it looks better than the photo. 】
"Sister, fill it out."
"Well, okay, I'll take you to the dormitory and introduce you to the facilities along the way."
"Okay, thank you, senpai."
The distance from the student activity center to the dormitory is not too far, it takes about ten minutes to arrive, passing the third canteen and several teaching buildings along the way.
B University is a famous school with a long history. Many buildings are old buildings left over from dozens or even hundreds of years ago, mixed among the lush trees, with a quiet and classic atmosphere of books.
The dormitory area needs to cross a river. After crossing the bridge, it seems to have entered another brand new world, with modern buildings everywhere.
Zhang Ru said: "The dormitories here are all newly built. Your freshmen are really lucky. The dormitories are all equipped with air-conditioned bathrooms, unlike when I first entered school."
Jiang Nanshu asked, "Did the accommodation conditions not be so good at that time?"
"That's right, especially in the unpopular colleges like our college, where people live in old dormitories, and you have to take a bath and walk 10 minutes to the collective bathhouse. It's a kind of torture in winter... ...Okay, here we are, it’s here, it’s not convenient for me to go in, you just go in and report your student number to the dormitory aunt.”
Jiang Nanshu raised his head and glanced at the building in front of him.
"By the way, there are not many new students in our college, and there are fewer boys. It is estimated that they will be mixed with people from other colleges. It depends on your luck."
Zhang Ru paused, "But you boys don't care, I'll go first, goodbye."
He nodded, "Thank you senior sister, goodbye."
Jiang Nanshu reported his student number at the dormitory aunt at the door. The aunt quickly found his name on the form, and then turned to look for the key.
He glanced at the form casually, and found that it only said that the student number was registered. Except for him, the other student numbers in the 508 dormitory had all been checked. It seemed that everyone had come.
Although there is only a student number, Jiang Nanshu can tell from the code of the student number that his other three roommates are not from this college.
It seems that, as Zhang Ru said, he is the student who was random enough to live with other colleges.
No...it's such a coincidence, right?
Jiang Nanshu suddenly remembered Ji Fengmian. After the college entrance examination, he seemed to have said that he wanted to live in the same dormitory as him.
In the past two months, they have hardly had much contact.
After what happened to He Shanshan, Ji Fengmian went back to Anping to see Grandpa Ji, and by the way, told the old man about his score and school admission.
He invited Jiang Nanshu to go with him, but Jiang Nanshu refused.
After that, Jiang Nanshu received a call from Professor Tao of the Department of Archeology.
They happened to have an excavation project in Province Y, and they heard that Jiang Nanshu, a Tanhua in this province, insisted on applying for the Department of Archeology, so they warmly invited him to experience the archaeological excavation work.
Jiang Nanshu agreed without saying a word.
This project is located in an extremely remote mountain where there is no mobile phone signal. Before entering the mountain, he called Ji Fengmian and told Ji Fengmian. After that, the two had almost no contact.
This time back to Anping City, Jiang Nanshu called Ji Fengmian at the airport, but the other party only said that he had already reported and was waiting for him at B University.
"Classmate, your key."
"Thank you auntie."
Jiang Nanshu dragged the box into the elevator, and 508 was on the right hand side of the elevator, in the middle of the corridor.
The door of 508 is closed, there seems to be no one inside, it is very quiet.
Jiang Nanshu tapped lightly, but there was no sound from inside.
Probably the other three roommates were out.
Then it should not be Ji Fengmian, if it was him, he would definitely be waiting for him in the dormitory.
Jiang Nanshu couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, obviously when he refused Ji Fengmian to go to Anping City for two months, he felt a little evasive.
He felt that the distance between the two was too close, and the way they got along was a bit abnormal, especially after talking with the Sports Commissioner, he felt that they needed independent space between each other.
However, when he knew that his roommate was not Ji Fengmian, he felt a little strange.
This is wrong.It's better if the roommate is not Ji Fengmian, so that when we can maintain the relationship of good friends, no accidents will happen again...
Jiang Nanshu quickly calmed down, took out the key, and opened the door.
"!"
Unexpectedly, there were people inside.
The person standing by the window turned around and showed a very familiar smile.
"Ginger! Surprise!"
Ji Fengmian's fingers trembled slightly.He lowered his eyes and quickly put his hands in his trouser pockets.
"Yeah." Jiang Nanshu nodded, "Love is a terrible and paranoid emotion, and my parents are like that."
He paused, staring up at the photos on the wall in a daze.
Ji Fengmian followed his line of sight and found that it was a row of family portraits. Judging from Jiang Nanshu's age in the photos, one should be taken every year.
Jiang Nanshu: "From the photos, do you think this is a very happy family?"
He didn't need anyone's answer, and continued, "But this is the only time I met them in a year. The nature of their work is not suitable for starting a family, but they got married because of love, and they were born because of love." I."
Kang Nam-soo's parents are photographers who shoot documentaries.
The two met at work and fell in love at work.The shooting of a documentary may take several years, stationed in the wilderness, just waiting for the momentary shot.
This is their ideal and their love. It looks beautiful enough, but Jiang Nanshu is the only one who ignores it.
Since he was three years old, he was handed over to a nanny by his parents.
The only relatives in Lizhou City, grandma and uncle's family, are all extremely hypocritical.Jiang Nanshu's parents run around all year round, and their income is considered good.
They will only show up for a while when Jiang Nanshu's parents return to China, showing their hypocritical family affection.
Jiang Nanshu: "I understand their ideals, and I understand their love, but love is so...selfish and extreme emotion."
He turned his head and looked at Ji Fengmian, "It's still friendship, which makes me feel more at ease. Right, my best friend."
Ji Fengmian's fingertips were icy cold, and he even felt that the coolness pierced through the barrier of his skin and penetrated deep into his heart.This is obviously something he realized on the first day after his rebirth.
It is most suitable for him and Jiang Nanshu to stay in the position of good friends.
However, why is he still a little unwilling.
Ji Fengmian was silent for a moment, "Well, I will always be by your side as your best friend"
He got up, "Okay, it's late now, there are too many things to do today, you must be tired, I'll go first, have a good rest."
After finishing speaking, without waiting for Jiang Nanshu's response, he turned and left.
However, no matter how you look at Ji Fengmian's back, it reveals a sense of running away.
Jiang Nanshu didn't move, just stood by the desk, watched Ji Fengmian leave, watched the light in the opposite room turn on, and watched the light in the opposite room turn off.
So much the better,
What he said just now was actually to remind himself.
While in the car, he knew he...
My heart beat faster.
When he hugged Ji Fengmian, he was impulsive.
He Shanshan's paranoid liking made him feel troublesome and scary, but when he saw Ji Fengmian, he felt at ease again.
At that moment, it was rare. Jiang Nanshu didn't think rationally, but relied on instinctive emotion.
When he realized it, he had already unbuckled his seat belt and hugged Ji Fengmian.
Then, he heard a heartbeat.
Bang, bang, bang bang—
He didn't know if it was his own or Ji Fengmian's, but he felt a crisis in the mixed voices.
If it goes on like this, it won't work.
Jiang Nanshu calmed down when he walked in from the gate of the compound and stopped at the gate of the house.
He thought of that dream again, about the ending of the novel, about his parents, about He Shanshan's paranoid love.
Everything seems to point to one thing.
Between him and Ji Fengmian, it is best to stay in the position of a good friend and not take a step forward.
Going forward, it is beyond redemption.
***
two months later.September [-]st.
Jiang Nanshu walked into University B with a suitcase, and the square in the student activity center was extremely lively.
At a deserted booth in the corner, he saw the signboard of Wenbo College.Compared with the flow of people in front of other booths, this one is really deserted.
The seniors and sisters sitting behind the booth are almost in a state of doing nothing.
In fact, it was quite normal. Almost all the majors in the School of Cultural and Museology were unpopular majors. The number of majors was small, and the number of students enrolled was also small. It is estimated that the total number of new students per year would not exceed 100.
Jiang Nanshu stopped, "Senior sister, hello, I am a freshman this year."
"Come and live, come and live!"
The senior who sat behind the booth and was playing with her mobile phone said to the person next to her without even looking up, "Zhao Haifeng, boy, it's your turn."
A boy who was sorting things behind looked up and looked over, "Oh, what's the name of this classmate?"
"Jiang Nanshu."
He just said these three words, and the girl who hadn't looked up all this time raised her head, "Jiang Nanshu?"
Wearing glasses, she looked very capable, but the blazing eyes that looked at her made Jiang Nanshu want to take a step back.
"Well, I am."
"Are you that legend who was a candidate in Province Y but chose to apply for the Department of Archeology, and was taken to Province C by Mr. Tao to do a project before the admission notice was issued?"
Jiang Nanshu: "I just followed to open my eyes. In fact, I didn't do anything. Instead, I caused a lot of trouble for Professor Tao and the others."
"Okay, okay, your deeds have been spread in the college group. Professor Tao and the others are full of praise for you. Come on, come on, fill out this form, and I will take you to the dormitory to settle down first."
"...Sister..."
"What are you doing?" Zhang Ru glared at the boy next to him.
"Didn't you say that boys are under my control?"
"Ah? Did I say that? You heard me wrong, for someone who cares about my juniors like me, of course he should take the lead in anything."
Zhang Ru glanced at Jiang Nanshu who was filling out the form, and quickly sent a message in the group.
[I saw Jiang Nanshu. 】
【how is it going?Is the photo photoshopped? 】
[It must have been P, I don't believe that someone can be so handsome and have such good grades! 】
[That's not necessarily the case, isn't that freshman in the law school just looks better than the photo?Unanimously certified. 】
[That is something that can be met but not sought after. Could it be possible to have another one?Even if there is another one, it will not be our academy's turn. 】
[Hey hey hey, it looks better than the photo. 】
"Sister, fill it out."
"Well, okay, I'll take you to the dormitory and introduce you to the facilities along the way."
"Okay, thank you, senpai."
The distance from the student activity center to the dormitory is not too far, it takes about ten minutes to arrive, passing the third canteen and several teaching buildings along the way.
B University is a famous school with a long history. Many buildings are old buildings left over from dozens or even hundreds of years ago, mixed among the lush trees, with a quiet and classic atmosphere of books.
The dormitory area needs to cross a river. After crossing the bridge, it seems to have entered another brand new world, with modern buildings everywhere.
Zhang Ru said: "The dormitories here are all newly built. Your freshmen are really lucky. The dormitories are all equipped with air-conditioned bathrooms, unlike when I first entered school."
Jiang Nanshu asked, "Did the accommodation conditions not be so good at that time?"
"That's right, especially in the unpopular colleges like our college, where people live in old dormitories, and you have to take a bath and walk 10 minutes to the collective bathhouse. It's a kind of torture in winter... ...Okay, here we are, it’s here, it’s not convenient for me to go in, you just go in and report your student number to the dormitory aunt.”
Jiang Nanshu raised his head and glanced at the building in front of him.
"By the way, there are not many new students in our college, and there are fewer boys. It is estimated that they will be mixed with people from other colleges. It depends on your luck."
Zhang Ru paused, "But you boys don't care, I'll go first, goodbye."
He nodded, "Thank you senior sister, goodbye."
Jiang Nanshu reported his student number at the dormitory aunt at the door. The aunt quickly found his name on the form, and then turned to look for the key.
He glanced at the form casually, and found that it only said that the student number was registered. Except for him, the other student numbers in the 508 dormitory had all been checked. It seemed that everyone had come.
Although there is only a student number, Jiang Nanshu can tell from the code of the student number that his other three roommates are not from this college.
It seems that, as Zhang Ru said, he is the student who was random enough to live with other colleges.
No...it's such a coincidence, right?
Jiang Nanshu suddenly remembered Ji Fengmian. After the college entrance examination, he seemed to have said that he wanted to live in the same dormitory as him.
In the past two months, they have hardly had much contact.
After what happened to He Shanshan, Ji Fengmian went back to Anping to see Grandpa Ji, and by the way, told the old man about his score and school admission.
He invited Jiang Nanshu to go with him, but Jiang Nanshu refused.
After that, Jiang Nanshu received a call from Professor Tao of the Department of Archeology.
They happened to have an excavation project in Province Y, and they heard that Jiang Nanshu, a Tanhua in this province, insisted on applying for the Department of Archeology, so they warmly invited him to experience the archaeological excavation work.
Jiang Nanshu agreed without saying a word.
This project is located in an extremely remote mountain where there is no mobile phone signal. Before entering the mountain, he called Ji Fengmian and told Ji Fengmian. After that, the two had almost no contact.
This time back to Anping City, Jiang Nanshu called Ji Fengmian at the airport, but the other party only said that he had already reported and was waiting for him at B University.
"Classmate, your key."
"Thank you auntie."
Jiang Nanshu dragged the box into the elevator, and 508 was on the right hand side of the elevator, in the middle of the corridor.
The door of 508 is closed, there seems to be no one inside, it is very quiet.
Jiang Nanshu tapped lightly, but there was no sound from inside.
Probably the other three roommates were out.
Then it should not be Ji Fengmian, if it was him, he would definitely be waiting for him in the dormitory.
Jiang Nanshu couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, obviously when he refused Ji Fengmian to go to Anping City for two months, he felt a little evasive.
He felt that the distance between the two was too close, and the way they got along was a bit abnormal, especially after talking with the Sports Commissioner, he felt that they needed independent space between each other.
However, when he knew that his roommate was not Ji Fengmian, he felt a little strange.
This is wrong.It's better if the roommate is not Ji Fengmian, so that when we can maintain the relationship of good friends, no accidents will happen again...
Jiang Nanshu quickly calmed down, took out the key, and opened the door.
"!"
Unexpectedly, there were people inside.
The person standing by the window turned around and showed a very familiar smile.
"Ginger! Surprise!"
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