Reborn Emperor's Wife

The human heart is the most difficult to understand. If you treat her well, she feels that it is not enough. If you treat her badly, she will feel that your badness is always there.Rou'er's arrival seemed like an insignificant, small episode, which didn't bring much change to the dinner, but it also left faint ripples in people's hearts.People's likes and dislikes are not achieved in a pinch. They are often the accumulation of various small things and finally become the result.

Delicious food can take away all unhappiness, and the taste of green bamboo brew is mellow, soft, clear and tempting, as if you are a little drunk without drinking two cups.

After the meal, everyone said something and dispersed. Lou Yinan was stopped by his father Lou Zhenshan, and the two came to the inner study. The breeze in the courtyard brought the scent of sweet-scented osmanthus. And slowly dispersed.The lanterns hanging under the eaves swayed leisurely a few times under the blowing of the wind, and the long tassels under the lanterns swayed, evoking the most comfortable and pleasant time in autumn.

Lou Zhenshan and Lou Yinan, father and son, sat opposite each other across the small table, on which Pu'er for digestion and a few plates of refreshing snacks were neatly placed.In his past and present lives, Lou Yinan has never sat with his father so calmly as he is now. In the past, it seemed that whenever he touched it, it was like a firecracker with a fuse ignited, ready to explode at any time.

The two people have similar tempers on the one hand, and on the other hand, it is Lou Yinan's knot in his heart. It is impossible to untie the knot in his heart that has been entangled with him for more than ten years, but now he has learned to look at it calmly and calmly. To think, instead of letting your knots control you.

His mother, Rong Shi, was already in her 30s when she gave birth to Liu Niang, and her health was not very good. Lou Yinan always remembered that when her mother was four months pregnant, Qin Shi suddenly fell down and was found to have a change in complexion during pregnancy. How sad it is to be diagnosed as pregnant for more than three months, when she is almost the same as her mother.

Later, Rou'er and Liu Niang were born one after another. Lou Yinan can't remember exactly what happened that day, but Qin suddenly fell down in front of his mother and father, and then pointed at his mother and cried loudly that he would let her go. The child, and the younger Rou'er became the elder sister, and the older Liu Niang became the youngest in the family.

My mother hurt her body when she gave birth to Liuniang, and she hurt her heart because of the concubine serving the concubine. It took more than a year of recuperation before it was considered good. Later, she also suffered from abdominal pain in rainy days.

At that time, the young Lou Yinan blamed all the faults on his father, and this knot in his heart became bigger and bigger as time went by, and it became more and more inexplicable.

In fact, Lou Yinan was too young at that time, and ignored some details, such as Lou Zhenshan's indifference and disgust towards the Qin family, his shock at having a concubine daughter, and the thoughtfulness and meticulousness of the Rong family after giving birth to a daughter... Lou Zhenshan As the head of the family, Shan is not good at analyzing and expressing himself in front of his son, and he doesn't want his son to watch his love for his old wife. Over time, the knot in Lou Yinan's heart became a knot, until the two lives, Lou Yinan Only then did I gradually let go, and knew how to pull myself out and watch everything from the sidelines. Once the subjective feelings were left behind, things would become clear.

Father's concubines were all sent by powerful people, especially the Qin family, who were rewarded by the emperor himself.The concubines are just for display in the Lou's house, the father doesn't go to them, and the mother doesn't need them to serve them, in the lonely backyard, there is only the Qin family and a soft son as support.

On the bright and clean sky, there is a bright moon in the sky, and the stars are beautiful, with an eternal light.

Sitting facing each other is a rare experience for both father and son, but it would be embarrassing to be silent. The first to break the calm was Lou Zhenshan, who took a sip of tea and said: "I As soon as I came back, I was summoned into the palace. Many people in the court impeached me for teaching my son Wufang and letting him commit murder, saying that you injured Song Bingyi, the son of the Minister of Rites for no reason, and should be severely punished. My book has set up a table with the emperor."

"It can be seen that father is not worried, and the emperor should not punish him. Besides, I beat the person who should be beaten, and the Minister of Rites should thank me for teaching his son." Lou Yinan also felt that beating Song Bing was easy, if he had no scruples, he would take care of him With his temperament, he can kill people.

Lou Zhenshan had the urge to help his forehead, but the corners of his mouth covered by his beard twitched. He had already asked people to investigate the cause and effect. What Song Bingyi did was not clever, so it was easy to investigate. Now that I think about it, I feel terrified. If he succeeds, his cute and cute little girl will end up in Beiliang, so he thinks his son should be punished for beating Song Bingyi.

It's just that this wind can't last long, if you praise Lou Yinan, Lou Yinan will only be more presumptuous and impolite, as a father, Lou Zhenshan speaks earnestly, and he continued: "Your Majesty said that you have a youthful spirit, and you didn't have to be restrained outside much before. , I am used to wantonness, unlike in the capital, where there are rules and regulations everywhere. It is said that you are still good in nature, and you have to take care of it when you arrive in the capital. You also said that Song Bingyi has a big problem this time, and the fault is not yours alone. Your Majesty asked the two of you to contemplate your mistakes behind closed doors at home, reflect on what is wrong with you, and let your father take care of your temper. Although it is understandable for you to do so, you can find a better way to solve it. Let His Majesty be very disappointed, and I have already given you the impression of being impulsive and reckless in my heart."

"I don't want to be biased, each hit [-] boards." Lou Yinan sneered, "So what about being impulsive and reckless, good times and bad times are just because of his thoughts, and my bad points just fit his heart."

The Lou family that Emperor Wenchang wants is a Lou family that is easy to control. If the descendants of the Lou family are all outstanding and outstanding, then Emperor Wenchang will be afraid. No sleep.Lou Yinan doesn't distinguish between serious and bad, frizzy and short-tempered, this is what Emperor Wenchang wanted to see.

"Song Bingyi plotted against your sister. It is understandable for you to take action, but in the future, you are not allowed to do so in vain, lest you lose your mouth and disappoint the emperor." Lou Zhenshan frowned, thinking that his son and himself had finally become harmonious, so he endured it. Temperament preaching.

"It's good to be disappointed, don't you want the emperor's attention, then the Lou family is not far from death." Lou Yinan retorted.

"You...presumptuous, the Lou family has been loyal for generations, and they are prudent and responsible, how can you be rude to the emperor." Lou Zhenshan reprimanded him rigidly, but watching his expression carefully, he said this with powerlessness and entanglement.

"Father, the emperor is not in good health, and he will..." Lou Yinan did not say clearly, but both of them understood what the unfinished words were, "It is not a day or two that the emperor fears our Lou family, the better the Lou family is." , the more he felt uneasy, the more he thought about how to get rid of the Lou family. The Lou family's ancestral training, to protect the family and defend the country, is to guard the Daqi, not the Daqi of the Qi family alone. Dad, the people in power already feel that we are Obstacles, shall we just wait for him to get rid of us?"

Lou Yinan couldn't help asking, his father, Lou Zhenshan, had already sensed the emperor's intentions, and had already started to make arrangements. The older sisters were all married well, so even if something happened to the Lou family, they would be safe and sound. After going on, he also arranged a retreat for him. The Lou family collapsed. As the only son, he was able to live on in the world, but he didn't leave a way out for himself. Be open.

Lou Zhenshan is contradictory. On the one hand, he knows that the emperor fears the Lou family and it will be detrimental to the Lou family. On the other hand, he fantasizes that the emperor will not kill them all.Because of the contradiction, Lou Zhenshan, who has always had a clear goal, hesitated, and finally died under the guillotine of Emperor Wenchang. He chopped up the downtown area and exposed his corpse for three days. Lou Yinan asked himself more than once, if he could let his father recognize the truth earlier , If you don't have illusions about the emperor, will the result be different?

In the previous life, there was no solution. In this life, Lou Yinan must let his father recognize the facts and stop having any unrealistic fantasies about the royal family and the emperor.

Lou Zhenshan opened his mouth, but in the end he was speechless, and gave a wry smile. The fantasy in his heart was ruthlessly pierced by his son. He also wanted to recognize the facts, but he was taught to be loyal to the emperor, patriotic, and to defend the territory since he was a child. A man can only stand and die on the battlefield, not a useless life at home.The emperor's repeated probing and use forced Lou Zhenshan to retreat again and again, and Lou Zhenshan, who was forced into a corner, didn't even think about fighting back, but was just arranging a way out for his children and family members.

"Father, you have to look clearly and find out whether the person sitting on the throne is worthy of allegiance. You have taught me to be loyal to the emperor and patriotic since I was a child, but this emperor himself is not a virtuous person, and he wants to kill us all. Aren't you working for the tiger and harming the country and the people?" In the previous life, the Lou family was destroyed, there was the pressure of the royal family, and there was also Lou Zhenshan's personal hesitation, loyalty to the emperor and the country is right, but it is foolish to be loyal.

The fault of Emperor Wenchang was not serious in his life, but it is okay to say that he was blind to the emperor and harmed the country. Emperor Wenchang was narrow-minded, wary of loyal ministers, and reused villains.If he hadn't reused Prince Min and his son, and he hadn't eliminated the Lou family, Daqi would not have been at war, and there would have been no false emperors to lure wolves into the house.

Lou Yinan has never followed the rules, and if the person sitting on the throne is not enough to convince him, he would rather be exiled to the mountains than serve such a person. This is what he thought in his previous life, but now, if the person on the throne The person is not Qi Chengqian, so he will rise up for Qi Chengqian, willing to be a sinner through the ages, and let Qi Chengqian soar into the sky.

"Father, is it worth dying for a virtuous king?" Lou Yinan stood up and said, his voice heavy and regretful.

Lou Zhenshan was speechless by his son's words, only a sigh could express the complexity in his heart.After a long time, Lou Zhenshan said: "The current emperor is very suspicious and overthinking. On the surface, he looks magnanimous and graceful, but in fact he is extremely vengeful. I understand all this. That's how the Qin family sent him in." Lou Zhenshan smiled wryly, "Your aunt has a bright personality, not suitable for life in the palace, and she has no good looks towards the emperor. In order to show his benevolence and devotion, he never treated your aunt, but sent the Qin family here."

Lou Yinan was silent. He had only vaguely heard about the old story of his father. It was because his father looked at him twice when he was serving his father. It turned out that this is the case, the emperor is really a person who feels uncomfortable when he sees that others are comfortable.

"You don't know many things, but I see it in my eyes and remember it in my heart. I don't know the emperor is a man. The Lou family is already a thorn in his side and a thorn in his flesh. He is just waiting for a suitable opportunity to get rid of it quickly."

"Father, since you can see clearly, why are you still loyal to him?"

Lou Zhenshan's heart is in a mess at the moment, why is he loyal?He couldn't find the answer himself, it seemed to be a habit, he was used to being loyal to the emperor and patriotic.

Habits are terrible. They affect people's thoughts, behaviors, and even the future.Lou Zhenshan sat there in a daze, with a lot of "why" in his mind, which gave him a splitting headache.

Lou Yinan suddenly felt a little slumped, making a person who is used to being loyal to the monarch and patriotic suddenly want to rebel against his monarch, no matter how resolute the person is, he would suddenly be confused.But Lou Yinan's depression didn't last long. For his father and for their family, his father had to figure it out even if he couldn't figure it out, and he had to find the answer to this "why".

The author has something to say: Habits are terrible. It’s like walking up the stairs step by step. Suddenly someone asked me why I walked step by step. I definitely couldn’t answer why.

Lou Fu should be in this mood at the moment. When he thinks it through, he won't think about everything because of this habit.