Miss Gojo can't figure it out

Four months after taking office as a cadre, Youyue finally bid farewell to the turmoil at the beginning, handled the work in an orderly manner, and cleaned up the leader's mess by the way.Although she has become a cadre, she still needs to shoulder the task of protecting the leader.

There are two difficulties in protecting Dazai, one is the assassin from outside, and the other is to prevent him from killing himself by killing himself.

The latter is often more difficult to guard against than the former, and most people can't figure out his suicidal idea, which is weirder than DIO's escape route.

"Obviously I don't really want to die, please don't increase my workload!" Youyue couldn't bear it anymore.

"No, my desire to die is very sincere." Osamu Dazai said calmly, "It's just that now is not the time."

For such words, Youyue usually regards it as a deaf ear.Of the words that come out of this mouth, only one out of ten can be believed, and the only one is "I want to eat crab meat rice".

On the fourth month and three days after becoming a cadre, Tsunayoshi Sawada visited the PortMafia headquarters, and the whole port began to prepare for the drill a week in advance, trying to impress the mafia godfather and facilitate the cooperation between PortMafia and Pengo Lie.

On formal occasions, Tsunayoshi Sawada still has a spring-like demeanor, well-spoken, gentle and polite. It is difficult for people to compare this gentle brown-haired youth with the unique wild father in the world and the leader of Pengele's absolute rule. ... and other key words are linked together.

He pretended to meet Youchu for the first time, and greeted him indifferently.But when he turned his head, he winked quietly at her in a corner where no one was looking.

That night, Sawada Tsunayoshi chatted with Yuzuki in private for a while.

"How are you doing recently? Did you find the 'book'?" he asked.

Youyue answered truthfully one by one, and tried to show off without leaving a trace that she had accomplished a lot after becoming a cadre.

Sawada Tsunayoshi smiled gently: "Do you think Osamu Dazai is worthy of cooperation?"

In Yokohama and even Japan, PortMafia is one of the best black organizations.

However, looking at a larger area, it is not enough.For years, PortMafia has been trying to get on Vongola's boat.

"He is an annoying person." Youyue asserted, and then whispered, "But as a collaborator and leader, he is excellent... he is quite qualified, at least it will not damage the interests of the collaborators and the organization he leads. "

"That being said, Xiaoyou doesn't hate Mr. Dazai that much, does she?"

Youyue showed an ugly expression of being insulted: "..."

"If you really hated him, you wouldn't mention it at all." Sawada Tsunayoshi said, "After all, I saw you in another time and space, and you have a good relationship with Osamu Dazai?"

Youyue turned pale with shock: "How could this be, can't I get rid of him in another time and space? Help!"

In the end, the cooperation between Peng Gelie and PortMafia was facilitated smoothly, involving huge profits, and everyone involved in the project had considerable quarterly performance. Everyone happily held a celebration banquet.

Not long after, Osamu Dazai finds Yuzuki privately and entrusts her with an important personal mission.

"I want to find out the restless rat behind the scenes." Osamu Dazai said casually, "So I need you to defect to Vongola and come back in two months."

Did he... find out?

Youyue raised her eyebrows unrecognizably, nodded as calmly as possible, and waited for Osamu Dazai to describe more about this task.

And the other party didn't say anything, just looked at her flatly, there was no emotion in the kite-colored eyes.

The two looked at each other for a while, Dazai looked away as if nothing had happened, stood up and patted her on the shoulder and said, "Can it be done, Yujiang? Keep it a secret from everyone."

Youyue smiled: "If I really surrender to Peng Gelie, what if I don't come back?"

"Then I can't help it." Dazai also smiled, "After all, Yujiang's heart is not with me?"

He looked at the gemstone ring on Youyue's middle finger, and said in a drawn-out tone: "My most important things are all given to Youjiang, so in order not to let me lose too badly, you must come back to me."

Youyue died fish eyes: "Stop acting, it's disgusting, when will I leave? At least give me some time to prepare, and also, why did Pengo Lie take me in?"

Dazai threw a file and said, "Go, it will be done as soon as possible."

Even though returning to Unshou base only needed to call Hibari in advance, Yuzuki still delayed for about a week before telling Dazai that he was ready.

Then she waved to Dazai, took nothing with her, and set off alone.

Feeling like a middle school student coming home from boarding school for the weekend, relaxed and without homework.

Back at Yunshou Base, the first thing to do is to turn off the phone—I never dared to do this before. I was woken up at two o’clock in the middle of the night and worked until seven o’clock. I ate something and went to sleep. I didn’t sleep for two hours. It is also common to have to go to work again.

While Youyue was playing games tirelessly and enjoying the personal service of a grass-walled male nanny, the news that the port officials had surrendered to Peng Gelie had swept across PortMafia.

Of course, on the port anonymous forum, there are all ghosts crying and howling: my CP is BE, why is my favorite big triangle gone, the whole port love story is over, what's the point of staying in the port without melons to eat?hold head high……

As a member of the Great Port Triangle, Chuya Zhongya was not told the truth about his defection. He rushed to Youyue's office immediately, but the room was empty.

I went to ask Dazai for an explanation, but the latter just spread his hands and said, "I can't stop Yujiang, maybe Peng Gelie gave too much?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also took out the cigarettes that he hadn't smoked for a long time. The shredded tobacco was damp and not easy to light after sitting for too long.

Leaning against the railing, he pressed the green dial button one after another to call the familiar number.

"Hello, the phone you dialed is off, please try again later..."

"Hello, the phone you dialed is off, please try again later..."

"Hello, the phone you dialed is off, please try again later..."

Electronic female voices and busy audio are like repeated nightmares, but after he really wakes up from the dream, he still has to accept this matter: PortMafia cadre, Gojo Yuzuki, defection.

And Youyue lived a leisurely fairy life in Yunshou base, and from time to time made the work more difficult for Master Yunshou, and reaped the other party's cold face.

But Master Yunshou is also easy to coax, as long as she takes off the goggles, puts her hands together sincerely, apologizes and says "I'm sorry, Mr. Skylark", his icy expression will melt away.

Youyue said to Cao Bi: "Mr. Yunque is really a very coaxable person?"

Cao Bi was making cocoa milk for her, and said in horror, "What did you do again?"

"Huh?" Youyue wondered, "I didn't do anything..."

Due to the failure of the rocket launcher for ten years, Kusakabe was exchanged to another parallel world. In that world, Yuzuki was the same age as Hibari Kyoya. She was a super star in Japanese politics and was expected to become Japan's first female prime minister.

In just one week, Kusakabe saw many times the thunderous tactics (?) of this Frost beauty against Hibari, as long as she asked, no matter how outrageous the request, Hibari Kyoya would agree, and then tired all the employees of the Disciplinary Foundation.

The executives were tearful: "Sometimes I can't help but think, is our company going to die?"

However, it is impossible for the Fengji consortium to go bankrupt with Pongoretuo, and Gojo Yuzuki actually became the female prime minister of Japan.

Just when everyone was guessing that "Master Hibari spends so much time and money to support her, she must embrace the beauty", three of Japan's four major financial groups publicly expressed their support for Gojo Yuzuki.

On the day of the election, the Akashi Foundation even announced the construction of [-] Hope Primary Schools as a gift for the new prime minister.

Everyone's heart: Ah, is Mr. Gong being treated as a spare tire?

The next day, Hibari Kyoya ordered the establishment of one hundred different types of public welfare foundations, forcing the chief financial officer to jump off the building with tears in his eyes.

"Do you want to be the Prime Minister of Japan in the future?" Kusakabe asked seriously.

"I don't want it. That kind of position sounds boring." Youyue complained, "I just want to be a peaceful office worker."

Fortunately, she is not only young in this world, she has different experiences, and her aspirations should also be different.The Fengji Consortium seems to be saved.

Cao Bi's heart fell steadily.

However, Yuzuki began to sing: "My name is Gojo Yuzuki, I am 15 years old, I live in Yunshou base in Tokyo, and I am unmarried..."

Cao Bi was terrified: "..."

"Just kidding." Youyue clasped her hands together and said expectantly, "Can the ten-year bazooka really travel through time and space? I want to play too."

Kusakabe said, "Yeah, but only 10 minutes."

"Let me try, let me try." She said happily.

After taking over the bazooka from the Povino family, the Vengley Technology Department thoroughly researched it and doubled the original exchange time.

In fact, permanent exchange can be achieved, but it will have a great impact on the cause and effect of the entire world line, so the currently used version is 10 minutes.

Under Youyue's expectant gaze, the purple bazooka suddenly grew bigger, swallowing her whole like a giant snake devouring its prey.

She was exchanged into her own bedroom, which was very luxurious. The princess bed alone was three meters wide, and the entire bedroom was a hundred square meters.The lighting is also very good, and the sunlight falls on the soft wool carpet through the circular floor-to-ceiling windows.

There is a small wall of photos next to the dressing table.Youyue sees herself in different periods.

In the group photos, the handsome white-haired guy who looks like her, the handsome black-haired guy with weird bangs... She looked at each of them, and every five Youyue smiled very vividly.

There is also a group photo with Zhong Ye, posted quite close, the other party looks reluctant, with his forehead combed, and his handsomeness is comparable to that of a movie star.So, Chuya should be very angry at her defection, right?You have to apologize when you go back.

Youyue scanned the past line by line with satisfaction, her smile changed from deep to shallow.

— because there is no silver hour in these photos.

She patrolled the room with a sullen face, and accurately opened a notebook. The notebook is a self-binding coil book. The first half is a plastic album, and the second half is paper.

There are yellowing photo stickers and Yinshi's personal photos in the plastic album.But it's strange that his photos don't look like photography, but more like edited from some artist's original painting collection.

Youyue quickly turned to the second half of the paper pages, and the handwriting on the first page was neat.

To my old self:

I don't know if Youyue in other parallel time and space will meet him, but you who opened this book must have met him.

I tried so hard to get home, but it turned out to be in vain.

I got the "book" and I'm sure you will too.Do you know the Möbius ring?

Fate is such a thing, the process may be tortuous, but the cause and effect are always circular.People who want to struggle out of established laws are often trapped in cause and effect.

I, and you, will see Eunshi again, but I will never have the chance to live with him again.

But I am living a good life now, I have something I want to do with all my strength, and I am fulfilled and happy every day;

Ah Yin is also doing well, and his new partner is a very lovely person.

……

I sincerely wish you to live the life you like too.

The face

Youyue hugged the notepad, unable to speak for a long time.The six eyes tell the reason over and over again, "This is the room of another Wujo Youyue, and this is the message she left for you."

Seeing too clearly was a fault, and she began to hate her good eyesight. Ten minutes passed quickly, and Cao Bi, who was waiting in place, seemed to be in a good mood, perhaps having a pleasant conversation with her future self.

Cao Bi asked: "What do you think about your future?"

Youyue pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled, but walked towards the bedroom silently without answering.

I began to regret having such a future journey.

Countless clues prove the same ending: she can no longer live with Yinshi.

Youyue wanted to cry very much, but she couldn't shed a single tear. Sitting in front of the window and watching the sunset slowly fall, the chill slowly climbed up her arms. She shivered and suddenly thought: "Then how should I live in the future? Woolen cloth?"

During the one year of living in Saiki's house and the two years of searching under the code name "Beast", he grew from 151cm to 168cm.

These three years have been wasted in vain. Youyue can't accept what she has been trying to touch and want to get. It turns out that it no longer exists and can never be obtained. The backbone of her life has been taken away like this. He also pulled away from his body and lay weakly on the bed to breathe.

She knew a lot of times that even if she worked hard, she might not get a good result.Just watering every day, I hope that flowers will grow in the soil, how can it be?

In the world of gain and loss, she is not the only one who can't get what she wants.God doesn't favor anyone.Everything is done, and the life accompanied by that person is like a dream.

It seems that I can live without Ah Yin.For three years, I crossed the cliff lightly like a deer, occasionally thinking of him more, and occasionally thinking of him less.

But if the thing you want falls to the altar because of the dust for three years, it would be too self-deceiving.And Youyue has never been good at deceiving herself.

So Youyue had to make a choice, even though it was painful.Even in a world without Ah Yin, he must live well and become a person who makes him proud across time and space.

Let's go for a walk in the street.Youyue used to walk to the nearby bus stop, and got on the nearest bus. She leaned aimlessly by the window, watching the scenery staggeringly receding.

When stopping at the third stop, Youyue saw a familiar figure on the street.A handsome young man with orange hair and blue eyes in a black coat was answering the phone, his brows were tightly frowned, probably because he had encountered a difficult matter.

She rested her chin on her hand and stared intently at Chuya Nakahara.Following the irritable posture of answering the phone, the other party's eyes drifted around, and finally when the bus closed the door and was about to start to go to the next stop, Zhong Yuanzhong also looked at her.

He stared at her in astonishment.However, the bus started slowly, Zhong Yuan was distracted for a while, and without thinking about it, he hung up the phone and ran towards the rear of the car that disappeared far away.

Youyue was also shocked when she saw that he would choose to chase the bus. Fortunately, the next stop was more than a hundred meters away, and she got off immediately.

Youyue smiled feebly, and shouted: "Zhongye."

He asked in a deep voice, "Why didn't you answer my phone? Are you really defecting to Peng Gelie?"

"Are you tired? The dark circles under your eyes have become serious."

"Don't change the subject for me." Zhongyuan Zhong also gritted his teeth, "I'm asking you, are you really defecting? Never coming back again?"

Zhong Ye, who was often ashamed to look at her face, fixed his eyes on her face for a moment, trying to see half an inch of flaws, so that he could find some psychological comfort, so that he could pass on this matter emotionally. Negate the things that are still certain in the world, and find some excuses for her behavior.

However, Youyue was destined to disappoint him.

She was so sad that she couldn't make any expression, so she could only smile quite far-fetchedly and said: "Yes. I'm leaving..."

I made an agreement with Dazai that this matter must not be told to the third person in the world.Even though she knew she couldn't go home, she didn't want to go back to the port.

"Uh..." Zhong Yuanzhong also pressed the brim of his hat, and his voice couldn't distinguish between sorrow and joy, "I see."

Zhong Yuanzhong also turned sideways, his clothes slightly raised, and he didn't look at her face.

After a long pause, he raised his head slightly and said, "I'll see you later, we are the enemy."

Youyue looked at him gently.No one spoke again.

It wasn't until the next bus slowly pulled up and she walked up that Zhongya Zhongya heard a sigh-like "hmm" from afar.

Today is really an extra day.Youyue couldn't help laughing at herself. PortMafia really doesn't want to go back, and she also feels tired of staying in this world, why not follow Kusuo's suggestion, stay for a few more days, and return to the world she should be in.It's fine to go elsewhere, but in short, it must be a place without a port and Dazai.

She slowly made up her mind.Yokohama was full of chaos, seeing the time approaching 08:30, Yuzuki walked into a convenience store and bought rice balls. When she finished paying and was about to go out, she saw a new issue of "Shounen Jump" in the newsstand on the left. The front page of the cover : "On May 5th, Gintama will finally return, and the serialization will resume."

The man with the picture had a face she was very familiar with.The silver hair is naturally curly, and the leather jacket is covered with a half-worn white curly moiré kimono, and a wooden knife is pinned to the waist.The youthfulness of early adulthood has faded from his 25-year-old face, his eyes are deep, gentle and firm.

Youyue suddenly understood where the photos that looked like colored cartoons that made up half of the album came from.

That's right.She wanted to laugh inexplicably, and paid for this issue of the magazine.

Yuzuki walked into a nearby shop with the book in her arms, but happened to meet Oda Sakunosuke who was eating.

She greeted her, put the books on the table, and ordered an appointment casually.

"Do you watch JUMP too?" Oda Saku asked.

"I haven't seen it before." Youyue said, "Do you know Gintama?"

"Well, it's very popular and funny. My children have been following it and watched a few episodes."

"What kind of story is it about?"

"That's right." Oda Saku thought for a while, "The protagonist is an unreliable silver hair with natural curly hair, but he will be handsome when it comes to serious moments. Funny daily interspersed with bloody battles, and the friendship between him and the members of the master house is also It's quite touching... Maybe so?"

"Really." Youyue lightly touched the face of the man on the cover with her fingers, "He must be having a good time."

"That's right. I heard that the theatrical version is quite tear-jerking, but they all have a happy ending." Oda Saku wondered, "But it's really strange that the paper man asks this question?"

Youyue smiled: "That's good."

The protagonist in the Sanya movie always adds chili to the food when he is sad, eats it in tears and then says that the food is too spicy.

It's too tacky, Youyue doesn't want that.Despite the absurdity and sadness, she ate a bowl of noodles very calmly, and repeated to Oda Sakunosuke before leaving: "I will repay you, Mr. Oda, goodbye."

Oda Sakunosuke didn't understand why her tone was so solemn, and said blankly: "Oh, okay. Goodbye then?"

After returning home, Youyue downloaded a video software on the PAD.She is obsessed with games and has never liked watching movies and TV dramas, let alone anime.Search Gintama, press the play button, and watched more than 60 episodes in one night.

I'm so envious...

For the new partner who appeared next to Ah Yin, Youyue admitted that she was envious and jealous, her eyes were sour, and her heart seemed to be grabbed by someone, and it was painful.I can't breathe a little bit, it's hard to breathe.

I didn't cry all day, but I couldn't cry in Gintama's classic funny BGM, and I was so embarrassed.Jealousy should look ugly, right?But she couldn't stop.

Who can I confide in such absurd things?It seems that there is no more.Youyue laughed at herself while crying, how ridiculous?It turned out that what you were after was nothing but nothing?However, after the great sadness passed, she actually felt lucky.

Very good.Ah Yin had a good life, he did not continue to be alone, it was great that someone loved him and accompanied him.

You can also read the sorrows and joys of his life in the manga called "Gintama", although she is not the person in the story.

Youyue remembered the third birthday that Yinshi spent with her. She ordered a beautiful cake and asked Yinshi to go to the store to get it back. The decor was also falling apart.

For this reason, Youyue accused him of not having any sense of ceremony, and Yin Shi laughed guiltyly, seeing the clothes she was wearing, suddenly had a flash of inspiration: "Wait, what right do you have to accuse me, neither do you?" Wear the skirt Ah Yin gave you?"

Youyue choked: "..."

"Hmph." Yinshi seemed to grab her handle, "He also said that I don't have a sense of ceremony, and that you would wear them for the first two years. It's been a long time, and you're tired of it, right? She's really a hateful playboy. "

Youyue Shiyuyan: "Ah, yes, you are really old and have no interest."

Yin Shi ran away when he heard the words: "What?! How could this happen! Ah Yin, I'm only in my early twenties!"

While he was chattering, Youyue tried hard to save the crooked fault cake, and inserted candles one by one.

It's not that she doesn't want to wear that skirt, it's that after two years, she can't wear it anymore.

Hard sets are fine too, but the gestures can get ridiculous.Youyue was afraid that the skirt would be damaged, so she put it away again.

The wish of that year was still to live with Ah Yin.

Expired strawberry milk spilled on the table, and the moon turned into thin shortbread.The sky is still so clear, how can the rivers rushing in different directions return to the same one?

But after crying, Youyue slowly regained a little strength.She recharged the mobile phone that had been shut down for many days, then dialed Chuya Zhongyuan, pressing it again and again persistently.

"Hello, the phone you dialed is off, please try again later..."

"Hello, the phone you dialed is off, please try again later..."

"Hello, the phone you dialed is off, please try again later..."

Maybe she was too angry to block her.Youyue felt a little regretful, and wanted to say goodbye to Zhong Ye.

The second call was to Osamu Dazai.It was already dawn, but the other party answered within a second.

"Dazai."

Youyue tried to speak in a calm tone, but her voice was still a little trembling after crying a lot.

"What's the matter, pomelo sauce." He said gently, but his voice gradually sank, "Is someone bullying you? Who is it?"

"No. I'm going to tell you two things."

She was still a little speechless, shaking her lips, trying to piece together words, "First of all, I will not return to PortMafia, and we will never see each other again."

"That's it." The other party said in a sigh-like tone, "Pomelo sauce, you're going far away, right? You won't be coming back."

"Well." Youyue trembled, "I won't come back. So before I leave, I want to tell you another thing. Do you remember my answer? About the place I want to go."

That day.

Dazai asked, "What if the place you want to go can never go back?"

At that time, Youyue replied without thinking: "Then I hope that the people I care about are all well."

He sneered: "Even if this happiness is not your participation? After you get it and lose it, can you really wish it sincerely? Pomelo sauce... you are really tolerant and open-minded?"

"I'm now. hiccup..."

Youyue covered her mouth and calmed down, but fortunately the other party listened quietly and did not laugh at her.

"It seems that there is really no way to go back to the place I want to go. I want to tell you that my answer is the same. It doesn't matter if I am no longer in the life story of the person I care about, or I will never see you again...Happiness Nothing to do with me, no problem...I just, really, really, really want him to be well."

Osamu Dazai said slowly: "That's right. Yujiang, do you feel happy?"

"Yeah." Youyue raised her head, slowed down her blinking, and kept her tears from falling, "I will be very happy, but not now. Without him, I will live a good life."

"No matter where we are, he and I are each other's greatest confidence."

The dress that she could no longer wear, because it was given by that person, she was reluctant to throw it away.

It's a blessing to meet each other once in a while.

Where can I ask to have it all the time?

Dazai said softly, "Cry if you want? I won't laugh at Yuzu."

On the other end of the phone, he seemed to have adjusted his posture for holding the phone.

"You Jiang's determination, I heard it." He said, "We won't meet again in the future. Don't throw away that ring, okay?"

"I... I will throw it away tomorrow."

"Then I shall be very sad. Good-bye, then."

Dazai said softly, "Good night, Yujiang, everything will go as you wish."