And the actor who secretly loves HE [entertainment circle]

Seeing the smile on Fu Junzhen's mouth, Shen Haoxi was a little embarrassed, stuffed the clothes into his arms, pushed the person out, and urged: "Okay, go take a bath!"

Pushed to the door by him, Fu Junzhen said helplessly, "You haven't told me where the bathroom is yet."

"Just go out of my bedroom and go to the right, until you reach the end." Shen Haoxi explained.

Fu Junzhen still stood still, grabbed his wrist, and looked at him with a half-smile: "Aren't you going to wash together?"

Recalling the previous interaction after wiping guns and misfires in the bath together, Shen Haoxi was ashamed, pretending to be calm and said: "I just...washed."

Fu Junzhen: "Oh."

He let go of his hand, grabbed his clothes and walked out the door.

Shen Haoxi: "..." I don't know why, but I always feel that his boyfriend seems a little disappointed?

Before he could figure it out, his body had reacted subconsciously, grabbing the corner of Fu Junzhen's clothes.

Fu Junzhen's walking out paused for a moment, then turned around: "What's wrong?"

Shen Haoxi: "Wait for me, I will accompany you."

Seeing Shen Haoxi start to rummage through his clothes, Fu Junzhen's mouth curved slightly.

His little boyfriend is so easy to deceive, he can be hooked just by showing a little disappointment.

The two have met honestly several times, but Shen Haoxi always felt that her boyfriend's figure was perfect, and when he was soaking in the bathtub, he couldn't help touching Fu Junzhen's tight eight-pack abs.Shen Haoxi has always felt that her boyfriend has perfect abs, looks good and feels good to the touch, and he couldn't put it down as soon as he got started.

Fu Junzhen let him touch indulgently, until Shen Haoxi's hand became more and more presumptuous, and his abdomen tightened, then he grabbed Shen Haoxi's troublesome hand, and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't make trouble."

Fu Junzhen didn't intend to do anything else. After all, this is Shen Haoxi's home. There are several owners in the house. He is considered a guest, so it's always a bit inappropriate to do those things.

Seeing that he had scruples, Shen Haoxi thought of teasing him. After all, he was usually molested, but now he can take this opportunity to moles Fu Junzhen.

So he intensified his efforts, Fu Junzhen dodged a few times, his eyes gradually darkened.

How could he not understand what his little boyfriend was thinking, but even if he couldn't do anything, there were still many ways to suppress Shen Haoxi.

Before Shen Haoxi had time to experience the joy of anti-molesting her boyfriend, her mouth was blocked by Fu Junzhen.

Afterwards, naturally, as usual, he was kissed a little breathlessly, and when he was let go again, their foreheads were pressed against their foreheads, Shen Haoxi slowed down, and complained: "It's not fair, you usually molested me so hard ! Why do you use this method to bully people when I want to tease you! It's too foul!"

Fu Junzhen pecked him lightly again: "So ambitious? How about I let you tease us when we go back there?"

Shen Haoxi: "..." Waiting there, the ending will be different.

The two showered and did nothing but kiss. When they were getting dressed, Fu Junzhen took advantage of Shen Haoxi's lack of time to put on his shirt, and brought back the scene just now.

After being tormented by him like this, Shen Haoxi had a few ambiguous marks on his neck and chest, and his whole body was made a little limp. In the end, he was carried back to the bedroom by Fu Junzhen.

When the two returned to the room, Shen Haoxi sat on the bed with the computer in his arms and coded, while he leaned against Fu Junzhen.

Shen Haoxi wanted to concentrate on coding, but Fu Junzhen didn't make a sound to disturb him. He adjusted his posture, hugged Shen Haoxi from behind, put his chest against Shen Haoxi's back, wrapped him in his arms, and lightly embraced Shen Haoxi with both arms. Lightly wrapping around Shen Haoxi's waist.And he himself rested his chin on Shen Haoxi's shoulder, watching the number of words in his coding software gradually increase with the sound of the keyboard.

Shen Haoxi finished the content of the chapter, clasped his palms, stretched his arms outward, turned his head, and smiled: "Brother Zhen, aren't you bored just looking at my code like this?"

Fu Junzhen: "It's not boring, I can see the article better than other readers, and I can also see the production process."

He paused, and then said: "I thought that when I wrote handwritten essays, it was all done in one go, but I didn't expect that this process seems to be quite difficult."

He just saw Shen Haoxi delete and edit a certain place several times, and opened Baidu to find idioms in the middle, and felt a little fresh for a while.

"Writing is so easy. Sometimes it's hard to get stuck, and sometimes you can't remember some key idioms you want to use. In the end, you have to rely on the power of Baidu." Probably with the addition of a lover Cheng Zai, Shen Haoxi finished coding the update ahead of schedule today, he lay comfortably in Fu Junzhen's arms, and explained.

"Haoxi, why did you choose to write web articles?" Fu Junzhen asked.

He was a little curious about the reason why Shen Haoxi wrote the article. After all, with the situation of Shen Haoxi's family, he should not be short of money, but if it was because of interest, he would not just rush into the entertainment circle and divide his time over there.

Shen Haoxi was stunned for a moment, and then said after a while: "I chose to write essays, on the one hand, because I was interested, and on the other hand, because I needed to find something to divert my attention."

"After my brother's incident, I began to care about what other people think of me. When I was traveling after my third year of high school, I met a psychiatrist. She saw the depression in my heart and tried to communicate with me. At that time, she also felt that my heart was too serious, so she suggested that I, accompanied by my family, try the method of fighting poison with poison. My parents had already blocked my way into the entertainment industry at that time. After a long time, I decided to write an online article.”

"The hostility in the online literature circle is not as strong as that of Weibo, but readers are also very strict with authors. At first, I struggled to care about the bad comments from readers. Later, I gradually discovered that there are still more positive comments than negative comments in the comment area. And when they are praising, they will help me to criticize those mindless comments. Gradually, I figured out that although there are critics, there are more readers who support me. Why should I care about those few? The words of the clown, and ignore other people’s support for me. By analogy, about my brother, although some people said he was gay and disgusting, but there are more people who like him and support him.”

"People are very strange creatures. Once I figured it out, all the knots I had before would be cleared up. After that, my mentality gradually improved, and gradually I didn't care what others thought of me."

Fu Junzhen listened to him quietly, feeling a little distressed.Shen Haoxi said it lightly, but the process of unraveling his heart knot is definitely not easy, he tightened his arms, and gently kissed his side face: "You didn't untie your heart knot so thoroughly at that time, then you will meet with me in the car." It still hurts when I say that.”

"At that time..." Shen Haoxi also remembered what happened back then, and smiled, "That's because I filmed Bai Yue's scene where I knew the family was ruined, in order to mobilize my emotions, I acted out that feeling of despair and powerlessness , I deliberately let myself recall that incident, imagining what my brother said to me after he broke down. But you still want to talk about my personality problem. I didn't get out of my emotions at the time, so..."

"Actually, I still had a knot in my heart at that time, but I hid it deep in my heart. Normally, as long as I don't think of it, I won't feel any pain at all, but as long as I think of it, I still feel a little uncomfortable." Shen Haoxi said this He said with some annoyance, "I thought about it because my brother was slandered as gay, so I was worried about it in my heart, but I made plans for him on my birthday, and he told me that he was gay... ...Well, if I had known about his sexual orientation earlier, I wouldn't have struggled with it for so long."

Fu Junzhen: "After all, sexual orientation is not a trivial matter, so he naturally has to hide it well. Although there were some twists and turns in the process of resolving your knot, at least the result is good."

"It's more than a few twists and turns, it's a lot of twists and turns." Shen Haoxi said, "When I first started writing, I was just a newcomer, and it was quite difficult without the list exposure. Later, I met a wealthy reader. I have given me a lot of support during the most difficult period. Although he has not commented, he will reward my articles every day. Because of his rewards, I know that I still have readers supporting me, so I persevere. Later, it gradually improved, and then gradually more and more people came to read my article. And that reader has been supporting me from the beginning. Although he has not commented a word, I am still very grateful to him. .”

Fu Junzhen: "Isn't the reader you mentioned named 'Poems and Books Have Jubilant Action'?"

"Yeah, you should know him from my articles. He is the number one reader in my list." Shen Haoxi admitted that just after he finished speaking, he suddenly thought of something and asked in surprise, "The reader, what should I read?" Could it be you?!"

Fu Junzhen: "It's me. I'm usually busy with filming, and I don't have much free time at all. That is, when I take a break in the middle of filming, I read a few novels for entertainment. At that time, I saw it on the latest update list. I clicked in and found that the settings were all It’s very novel, so I would read that book in my spare time. Unfortunately, except for the recent update, there seems to be no exposure after that article. I saw that the author said in his words that he seemed to have been on a stand-alone computer, and no one read it. He planned to cheat me. At that time, I wanted to see the follow-up, so I spent money to rank that author, hoping to make him persevere."

"If I had known that the author would be my future boyfriend, I should have spent more money and treated it as a bride price." When Fu Junzhen said this, he couldn't help laughing, and there was an obvious smile in his voice.

Shen Haoxi was completely stunned. He never expected that the person he liked for a long time had silently been by his side in a special way when he was in the most painful and difficult time a few years ago. He made it through.

This kind of accidental coincidence is really surprising.

If it wasn't for Fu Junzhen's silent support at the beginning, he might have given up long ago.No one would read it, and no one would even notice when he canceled his pseudonym. Naturally, he didn't have to consider other people's opinions, and he didn't have to think about perfection.

But if he really abandoned the pit at that time, then his knot might not be relieved, and he is still trapped in that whirlpool until now.

Shen Haoxi couldn't tell what it was like in his heart.He turned around, took the initiative to hug Fu Junzhen, rested his head on his shoulder, and murmured in a low voice: "Brother Zhen, it is really my luck to meet you."

You are the light in my life.

The author has something to say: Surprise or surprise, Brother Zhen not only served as a lighthouse for Haoxi during his rebellious period, but also silently accompanied him when he was saddest.

happy new year! ! !

感谢在2019-12-3122:25:44~2020-01-0122:38:11期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: 1 for each little Fei;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 14 bottles for a little Fei; 10 bottles for the person in front of you who is your sweetheart;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!