And the actor who secretly loves HE [entertainment circle]

Shen Haoxi did not fall asleep.

Close your eyes, but it is easier to think of things.

Maybe it was because of the big sister's complaint just now, and now relying on Fu Junzhen, he naturally recalled the past.

When Shen Haoxi was in the sixth grade of primary school, his parents suddenly became busy, and even his elder brother jumped into the film crew and often didn’t go home. He came home from school many times, and there was no popularity at home except for the meals prepared by his aunt. .

Shen Haoxi was always favored and raised since he was a child, but suddenly he was left out in the cold, the gap was too great, he thought that his parents and brother didn't care about him anymore, all kinds of grievances and dissatisfaction accumulated in his heart for a while, and he developed early, Teenagers who have just entered adolescence are a little confused and eager to get the attention of their parents, so Shen Haoxi's rebellious period came very early compared to his peers.

He started to quarrel with his family members. It was rare for his parents to go home, and he refused to talk properly, and insisted on confronting them with yin and yang.

He didn't know what was wrong with him. He planned to speak well, but as soon as the words reached his lips, they turned into sharp and ugly words.

However, this way of getting along did not make him happy, but made him more uncomfortable.

Later, he even developed a huge prejudice against his parents, his brother's job, and even the entire entertainment circle - if it wasn't for filming, they wouldn't be so busy that they wouldn't even go home, and he wouldn't have to stay alone In an empty villa in the suburbs, I was so afraid to sleep at night that I dared not turn off the lights.

Because of this prejudice, he also repelled filming, and he didn't even want to practice the usual sound stage training.

Obviously when he was a child, he said that when he grows up, he wants to be like his parents and be a great actor. Because of his words, his parents invited professional teachers to teach him on weekends, and planned to let him cultivate Professional ability paves the way for him.

There is no doubt that Shen Haoxi was confused and entangled during that time.

At that time, he had another young girl named Lingye, who knew about Shen Haoxi's troubles, and began to encourage Shen Haoxi to go out with him.

Ling Ye didn't study well since he was a child, but he was very good at playing other things. At a young age, he knew how to go out and make all kinds of troubles.

Shen Haoxi was a little moved by Ling Ye's persuasion, and also a little eager to try.

As a result, he accidentally saw a TV series.

This TV series mainly tells about the emotional entanglement between the rebellious child and his family members. The protagonist in the play is also a teenager. Because his parents don’t pay enough attention to him, he is sad and entangled. He speaks and does things with thorns. Hedgehog-like.

Shen Haoxi resonated with the boy's story.

So he followed the show episode by episode, and didn't go out with Ling Ye.

In the early stage of the TV series, the teenager and his family were tit for tat. After the quarrel, because his parents didn't understand him, he hid in the room and cried secretly.

Later, after the teenager had a quarrel for a while, he found that his family still didn't pay much attention to him, so he stopped studying hard and tried to use the decline in his grades to attract the attention of his family.

As a result, the boy's head teacher couldn't sit still and took the initiative to talk to him.

Under the patient persuasion of the teacher in charge, the boy was finally willing to confide out the awkward emotions in his heart.

The head teacher’s advice to the teenager is: Hold back your bad temper, find a good opportunity to talk to your family members, and confess your inner thoughts—you don’t speak well, how can others understand what you think in your heart and want to express it? what, want what.If it still doesn't work after talking, he can come forward to talk to his family members instead of him, but the effect is not as good as the boy himself.

The young man seemed to understand, but what the head teacher said sounded very reasonable, so he followed suit, and he took the initiative to try to communicate with his family.

Through communication, the teenager's parents know the child's specific demands, the child's inner thoughts, and their own psychological negligence towards the child.

Through communication, the teenager realized that his parents didn't want to pay attention to him, but were forced by life. They had to spend a lot of time to make a living, and they could only wrong the child to stay at home alone.

Although the process was somewhat bumpy, the teenager finally solved the problem of his relationship with his family satisfactorily.

There is no doubt that this is a typical chicken soup TV series about how children in the rebellious period get along with their families, but Shen Haoxi watched it.

He remembered very clearly that in the previous plot of this TV series, after a particularly fierce quarrel, the mother in the drama had red eyes and secretly wiped away tears.

At first, Shen Haoxi still didn't understand why his mother was crying because the wronged one was obviously a teenager.

Only after seeing the back did he understand that the parents would feel sad and sad when they quarreled with their children, but they are adults and it is impossible to show their vulnerable side in front of their children.

So every time he gets into trouble, parents will be very sad.

Shen Haoxi began to take pictures of cats and tigers, trying to restrain his bad temper and communicate with his parents.

It was indeed difficult at the beginning. After all, he was still young and didn't know how to control his emotions. After killing his parents, he was too embarrassed to apologize, so he simply tore a few pages from his diary. Write down what you want to say and apologize on paper, and then sneak it into the crack of the door of Mom and Dad's room.

This method still has a certain effect. Although his parents hurried back to the set early the next morning, Shen Haoxi can always get a piece of paper with a reply at the door of his room.

He began to receive letters from his parents and brother from the crew one after another.

Later, Shen Haoxi got a mobile phone. Although his parents and brothers are still very busy and not at home, they still call at night, sometimes telling him about interesting things that happened in the crew, sometimes Simply talk about what you ate and tell him to eat well at home.

Shen Haoxi's rebellious period came early and fiercely, but passed quickly.

After he entered junior high school, the classmates in the class began to step into the rebellious period one after another, and most of the topics discussed every day were complaints about their parents, and he had completely passed the rebellious period.

In addition, Shen Haoxi's stature is fast, and his already delicate face has grown a lot. When others are still frizzy and rebellious boys, Shen Haoxi is already full of vigor and charm. A casual smile can make girls fall in love The school grass male god.

And Shen Haoxi, who has learned a lot of truths from that play, also began to silently pay attention to the young lead actor - Fu Junzhen.

Later, after seeing Fu Junzhen's amazing performances in movies many times, he had another idol, ranked only behind his parents and brother.

He began to pay attention to the movies that Fu Junzhen participated in, and would buy tickets to go to the cinema to support the box office.

Shen Haoxi also politely declined Ling Ye's invitation to "find excitement together" several times, and because Shen Haoxi and Cheng Xingyao had always been considered top students, while Ling Ye only knew how to play crazy, with the lowest grades. The friendship between the three is still there, but also Because personal biases have changed, there are fewer and fewer common topics between them, and the relationship naturally fades.

When Shen Haoxi entered the first year of high school, he had a charming dream in which he and Fu Junzhen were the protagonists. When he woke up early to wash his underwear, he realized that his admiration for Fu Junzhen turned into admiration at some point. Feelings.

Shen Haoxi was calm and accepted the fact that he was bent.

In the summer vacation of freshman year, Ling Ye celebrated his birthday and invited Shen Haoxi and Cheng Xingyao. The three of them were young, even if the relationship faded, the friendship was still there, and the two of them did not refuse.

Shen Haoxi and Cheng Xingyao didn't pass too early that day, because Shen Haoxi was obsessed with Fu Junzhen, and it happened that a movie starring Fu Junzhen was released that day, so he planned to wait until he had finished watching the movie before going to the appointment.

Cheng Xingyao had been at the same school as Shen Haoxi before university, and after entering university, the two schools were close, so the friendship between the two was as good as ever, so he went to the movies with Shen Haoxi first.

After watching the movie, on the way to find Ling Ye, Shen Haoxi received a call from his brother.

Before he could speak, his brother was already pouring beans into a bamboo tube, talking a lot, his mind was buzzing, and he could only hear one thing.

Ling Ye was in the box of the KTV, gathering people to take/drugs, and he had already been arrested.

After confirming that Shen Haoxi and Cheng Xingyao were not there, Shen Youchen heaved a sigh of relief and let them go home directly.

On the way home, Shen Haoxi still couldn't recover. He knew that Lingye had always played big, but he never expected that he would dare to play to such an extent! ! !

At the beginning, Ling Ye planned to enter the entertainment industry, but now, both his future and his life are completely ruined.

And if he and Cheng Xingyao attended the party on time and appeared in the box, there was no telling what would happen.

Even if they didn't touch those things, if they were photographed, it would inevitably affect their future.

Especially Cheng Xingyao, who was already planning to become an actor, was photographed suspected of gathering people to take/drugs. This alone can become the handle of many competitors.

At first, the two of them were a little afraid, but later, they simply kept silent on this topic in tacit understanding, so as not to increase their troubles.

It is undeniable that during Shen Haoxi's hesitant and rebellious period, Fu Junzhen's play was like a guiding light, pointing him in the right direction.

Later, because he liked Fu Junzhen, he indirectly avoided the possibility of being suspected of taking drugs.

It can be said that Fu Junzhen played an indispensable role in his youth, making his life turn a few big turns.

If he hadn't seen Fu Junzhen's play, would he have lost himself completely after hanging out with Ling Ye a few times, doing nothing all day long, only knowing to seek excitement, and finally embarked on that road of no return?

Shen Haoxi didn't know, he didn't dare to think about that possibility, and there was no need to think about that possibility.

Because now, he is leaning on the shoulders of the idol male god he has followed for many years.

No matter how hypothetical, this is reality.

Before getting in touch with Fu Junzhen, Shen Haoxi never thought that he would really have the opportunity to be intimate with Fu Junzhen.

Fu Junzhen's body temperature and breath gave him an inexplicable sense of peace of mind, and his consciousness began to blur.

In the haze, he seemed to feel that Fu Junzhen had adjusted his posture to make him lean more comfortably.

Shen Haoxi's heart warmed up, and finally fell into a deep sleep.

Hearing the gradual and steady breathing of the people around him, Fu Junzhen couldn't help turning his head slightly, lowered his eyes, and traced Shen Haoxi's sleeping appearance with his eyes.

Looking at it from his angle, one can count Shen Haoxi's thick and long eyelashes.

Li Xuan, who occasionally raised his eyes to look in the rearview mirror: "..." couldn't bear to look directly.

I shouldn't be in the car, I should be under it.

Although she thought so in her heart, she still slowed down the speed of driving.

Anyway, in this kind of weather, it's not safe to drive too fast, Li Xuan found a reasonable excuse for himself, and felt at ease.

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