birth

Fu'er stayed in Lesi Temple for a day, where no one respected him as a prime minister, everyone was busy with their own affairs, there were too many people who came to sing blessings, and they couldn't take care of him at all. It just happened to be clean, I stood by and helped Jifu draw lots, and I didn't have any free time all day. If I didn't have free time, I naturally didn't have time to think about those messy things.

But now, the night is quiet, the people are scattered, the moon has quietly climbed up, and those suppressed emotions are sprouting out like weeds, which cannot be controlled.

Fuer sat in the small yard, took off his boots and played with the water in the pool with his feet, daydreaming, not daring to let himself be idle.

I don't know when the abbot came to his side, glanced at him, and said with concern, "The water is cold in winter, your body is weak, so you will inevitably get sick."

Fuer was brought back to reality, but when he looked up at him, his eyes were still blunt, after a while, his mind was completely restored, he shrank his toes in embarrassment, and said with a smile, "Don't worry, Abbot, I know it well. "

He needs some external stimulation to help him ignore the strangeness in his heart.

The abbot stood behind him, bowed his head and asked, "Aren't you going back to the palace today?"

Fuer shook his legs, a little absent-minded, "...not going back."

The abbot never takes the initiative to care about people, even if he does open his mouth, he always likes to say something that Fuer can't understand. Today he has taken the initiative to speak twice, and he still cares about him. This warms Fuer's heart, and he raised his head and said, " Abbot, don't worry about me, I'm fine."

"..." The abbot flicked the beads for a moment, and said, "You're fine, but there's something wrong with Lesi Temple."

Fuer let out a "hmm" at first, then raised his head in surprise, "Huh?"

When Fu'er drove out, the front and back of Lesi Temple had already been surrounded by the Royal Forest Army, and there were still many people watching jokes on the periphery, and the voices of discussions could not stop ringing in our ears.

"Hey, do you think something has happened to this Lesi Temple Fair?"

"That's not sure. After all, there are still few people who hide and donate money secretly?"

"How can it be like this! I just came here not long ago, and it's all our respect to the gods."

"I just came here today."

"Me too! Me too! It was the Prime Minister who helped me remember my blessings."

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Fu Er clenched his hands hidden in his sleeves into fists, walked up to Pei Yu and asked, "What's going on here?"

Pei Yu bowed his head and said, "My lord, the emperor said to take you back to the palace."

How could this be taking him back to the palace?This is clearly a threat to him: Either go back, or the Imperial Forest Army will stay with him.

bastard!

Fuer glanced at the surrounding crowd again, and his face turned cold at a speed visible to the naked eye. What happened tonight will definitely have a bad impact on Lesi Temple. If he stays like this for another night, the rumors of tomorrow will be unknown What should be passed on.

Seeing Fu Er angry for the first time, Pei Yu couldn't help smacking his tongue inwardly, how could the prime minister be more frightening than the emperor when he got angry?

After a while, Fu Er seemed to be calmer, and said to him, "Let's go."

Hearing this, Pei Yu immediately ordered to be put in line, and the group of people lined up again, waiting for the order.

"Please stop!"

The abbot's voice came from behind, Fuer's footsteps stopped, and the cold air all over his body was completely hidden the moment he turned around, as if he had changed into that gentle and jade-like appearance again - he never let his breath out on innocent people.

Fuer said, "Abbot, I have caused you trouble today."

The abbot looked at him and sighed, shook his head, twirled the beads and asked, "Do you remember what I said to you?"

Fu Er opened his eyes wide, and instantly understood what the abbot said - he didn't know what to say.

He seemed to have returned to that sunny afternoon again, when he looked at the little Zen beads in his hand, almost melting into the light - at that moment, his mind was extremely close to the clarity of divinity.

It was at that moment that he heard the old abbot's dreamy words, "I don't know where the love comes from."

But did not understand.

The abbot said, "I still have something to tell you today."

"Life and death, love and love are all tied together on one thread. For what you were closest to divinity, you must also be for what you will be—forever."

Xu Jia didn't realize that something was wrong until he was having dinner. At noon, when Wang Ruochang said that Fu'er was going to Lesi Temple, he didn't pay attention, thinking that Fu'er was just idle and wanted to sneak out to play.But he didn't come back after dark, which was obviously avoiding him.

The kiss from last night came to mind again.

Thinking of this, Xu Jia felt inexplicably aggrieved. It was Fuer who took the initiative, but in the end, he let himself be left behind.

Ah wait - so Foll remembers last night - so he really wasn't drunk last night - so -

So that kiss was because Fu Er really wanted to kiss him, not because he was drunk and having sex.

There was a "ding" in Xu Jia's heart, as if someone was holding a clock and rang next to his ear. The sound that shook his soul kept echoing and rang in his ears, and it seemed that he stepped on the ground while walking. Only later did he realize that it was Dropped into the cotton layer, it was soft and comfortable.

So... why did you run away?Why avoid him?

shy?

Xu Jia rubbed his chin and thought for a long time, but only one reason came to his mind.

So Fu Er is waiting for him to pick him up at Lesi Temple now?Then should I give Fuer a step down?After all, this brother is so shy.

Thinking of this, Xu Jia's heart was as sweet as soaking in a honeypot, so he raised his hand and ordered Zhou Shun to let Pei Yu go to the Lesi Temple to pick him up. Zhou Shun even asked him if it would affect him badly. On the contrary, it will make Fu Er angry?

But Xu Jia swears that it's fine, just go.

Anyway, it's not that people don't want to come back, the battle is just a formality, just to let Fuer know that he misses him very much.It will not be listed at the entrance of the temple all the time, so there will be no bad influence.

But Xu Jia didn't expect that Pei Yu waited at the entrance of the temple for half an hour before receiving someone, and Fu Er went straight into the Qiyu Temple and ignored him as soon as he came back.

Pei Yu followed behind Fu Er and said, "Master Guo Xiang, the emperor said that he will wait for you in Yugan Palace."

Fule turned his head and thanked him politely, and then entered the gate of Saitama Hall without hesitation.

Pei Yu, "..." Why do you say one thing and do another.

Seeing that Pei Yu had been away for so long, Xu Jia also guessed all kinds of things in his heart, thinking that Fu Er was angry because of what happened last night, plus he sent such a large army to Lesi Temple today, it was because of his thinking It's not a week.

Xu Jia pushed the door of Fuer's bedroom—but didn't push it.He touched his nose and thought to himself, did he really make people angry?In the past, even if he was angry again, he would not lock him out of the door.He thought that after last night, the whole year from now on would be sweet and happy. Who knew that he would eat cold nails on the first day of the new year.

Ouch.

Xu Jia knocked on the door tentatively. Seeing that there was no movement inside, she knocked a few more times, but there was still no movement, so she called out, "Brother? Are you there? Can you hear me?"

What responded to him was the extinguished candles in the temple.

Xu Jia continued knocking unwillingly, "Brother, I know I was wrong. I shouldn't have asked Pei Yu to pick you up, and there was such a big fight. Don't be angry, okay? I really didn't expect this to happen, I thought As soon as he goes..."

I thought you came back as soon as he left.

Xu Jia swallowed his saliva, and swallowed the words in his stomach, and then said, "Brother, if you don't open the door, I will keep shouting until everyone in the Qiyu Palace can hear it. Tomorrow they should say that the emperor is outside." Called at the door all night."

"Brother, I..."

The door was pulled open without any warning, Xu Jia was still concentrating on thinking about the words of apology, he threw forward inadvertently, and just landed on Fuer's lap, he hugged Fu Er's lap without letting go, raised his head and said with a smile, "Brother , don't be angry, okay?"

Fu Er looked down at him, his heart softened at the first glance, obviously he had done a long time of psychological preparation before opening the door, no matter what Xu Jia said, he would not be shaken, only after opening the door did he know, what need Xu Jia say? He just looked up at him like a dog, and he couldn't stand it.Fu Er looked away, and said sullenly, "Let go."

Xu Jia, "It's really wrong."

Fu Er, "let go."

Taking advantage of people not paying attention, Xu Jia directly took Fuer's hand and pulled him down. Fuer didn't notice for a while, and was hugged by him, angry but didn't dare to speak loudly, so he could only lower his voice and say, " Xu Jia! What are you doing?"

Fu Er already knew the difference between a brother and a lover, so when he hugged Xu Jia again at this moment, he could no longer have the original pure state of mind. When people think too much, they will naturally have a lot of troubles. For example, the question that has been troubling Fu Er now is: what kind of feelings does he have for Xu Jia?

Is it the brother's love for the younger brother?Is it his own tolerance for others?Or... the emotion between lovers?

He didn't know, to be precise, he didn't dare to know, so he subconsciously chose to escape, and he has been avoiding since returning to the palace yesterday, and at a certain moment when he was unconscious, he even made a move that surprised him- —He kissed Xu Jia.

As soon as this idea popped up, Fuer was suffocated, and his brain went into a mess uncontrollably.

And Xu Jia still thought he was losing his temper, smiled and rubbed against his neck, raised her head and said, "Don't you like my little dimple?"

Hearing this, Fu Er subconsciously lowered his head, his eyes fell on the two dimples at the corners of Xu Jia's mouth.

"I'll show you Xiaolidi, don't be angry, okay?"

Fuer was taken aback for a moment, and stretched out his hand as if he had really bewitched him, wanting to poke his dimple like before, but stopped half an inch away, the stunned expression on his face disappeared, like It was Dameng who withdrew his hand as if he had just woken up, and struggled to get up from Xu Jia's arms.

Xu Jia didn't notice for a moment, but was pushed to the ground by him.If it was someone else, or another time, Xu Jia would have been suffocating, but today he smiled at him with a good temper, still obediently, and coaxed him, "Are you still angry?"

Fu Er stood up, his gaze fell directly on Xu Jia who was sitting on the ground.

Neither of them spoke. Xu Jia deliberately wanted to ease the tense atmosphere, and joked, "Hey, do you think it was a disadvantage to kiss me last night? Then how about I..."

Before he could finish his words, Fu Er's face was obviously not right, and Xu Jia's voice gradually quieted down. He stared at Fu Er, and finally realized his abnormality dullly, "What's wrong with you?"

Fu Er gritted his teeth, exerted so much force that his shoulders were shaking, he swallowed, tried his best to keep his tone steady, and said, "Xu Jia, you've been lying to me all this time."

"Before there were no brothers there would be..."

He paused for a moment, as if he couldn't speak, and then continued, "No younger brother will hug your elder brother like you did just now, and no older brother will be like me... like I did last night..."

Xu Jia, "What kind?"

Xu Jia's voice suddenly came close to his ears, and Fuer's pupils shrank suddenly because of the fright, he raised his head suddenly, and looked at Xu Jia, who was very close, Xu Jia didn't know when he stood up from the ground, let alone Knowing when he was standing so close to him, now when Fuer was in a daze, he stretched out his hand to hook his waist and bring him forward.

Fu Er pushed him as if he had woken up, so hard that his face was flushed, he roared, "Xu Jia!"

Xu Jia's eyes were also red, and he restrained his waist with both hands without hesitation, just repeating the same sentence, "Which one?"

A lot of bad memories flooded in instantly, Qi Qi's ferocious face seemed to be close in front of his eyes, his callused hand walked wantonly on his body, and the sound of clothes being torn was close at hand again, that hand—now Stretching towards the last piece of obscene trousers that he used to hide his shame.

The great sense of humiliation made Fuer nearly collapse, he raised his hand, and landed on Xu Jia's face with a "slap".

Xu Jia was taken aback by this palm, and the strength in his hand also relaxed a little. He tilted his head and opened his eyes wide in disbelief.

And Fuer took the opportunity to break free from his embrace, holding the door frame with one hand and gasping for breath, it took a while to wake up from the memory, but his heartbeat still didn't stop, he looked at Xu Jia who was standing not far away , A tingling pain flashed in my heart, but I still resisted not reaching out, biting my lip and standing where I was.

Xu Jia slowly turned his head that was deflected by him, and Fuer beat him hard, only to find that blood was coming out when he turned his head. He looked at him for two seconds, and then laughed out loud, but there was clearly no smile on his face.

He leaned against the door on the other side, something seemed to be broken in his eyes, "Can't accept it?"

Fuer looked at him, his eyes were calm, like a pool of stagnant water, without nodding or shaking his head.

Xu Jia, "Disgusting?"

Fuer, "Yes, I'm sick."

The back of Xu Jia's head was leaning against the door, and he stayed there for about ten seconds. What Fuer didn't know was that during these ten seconds, his "disgusting" shattered all of Xu Jia's pride, It turned Xu Jia's full of love and persistence into a joke.

In the end, he raised his chin with a icy smile, then got up, and used all his strength to support what little pride and dignity he had left, and pressed his tongue against the place Fuer had beaten, " OK."

"Full."

This was the first time he called his name so seriously.

"In the future, even if I am as cheap as I am, I will never come to you again."

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"I'll show you Xiaolidi, don't be angry, okay?"

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"Yes, I'm sick."

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"In the future, even if I am as cheap as I am, I will never come to you again."

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It rained a lot that day, it was so heavy that the Milky Way poured down, it was so heavy that the wind and rain fell, and it was so heavy that it seemed that the moon was about to rush down.Zhang Yi drank unconsciously and slept on the hallway in the yard. The heavy rain poured down on the weeds, making the sound of crackling rain. "Second Uncle" pierced the rain curtain and disrupted his drunkenness.

Zhang Yi opened his eyes in a daze, took an umbrella casually, and shuffled towards the door. When he opened the door with a frown, his half-yawned yawn suddenly stopped in mid-air.

"Little...little Fuer."

"I'll go with you."

Fuer's eyes were blank at first, but when he raised his head to look at him after saying this sentence, he gradually became focused, and he repeated stubbornly, "I'll go with you."

He didn't seem to be talking to Zhang Yi, but more like saying to himself, "Second Uncle, I'll go with you."

These three words seemed to have exhausted all his strength, Fu Er closed his eyes, and with the tears streaming down, there was a gradually lax consciousness and a body that lost its support.