birth
Chapter 43
"Hey!" Zhang Yi shook his hand in front of Fuer, "What are you thinking about? Are you distracted?"
Fu Er let out an "ah", then withdrew his thoughts and looked at Zhang Yi, "Second Uncle."
"Hey." Zhang Yi sat down and sighed, as if he had experienced a great psychological struggle, before he asked, "Little Fuer, you... tell me honestly, is your inner demon related to Zaiqing?" What about those days in Shishan?"
Fu Er was taken aback, "Second Uncle, why do you ask such a question?"
"I..." Zhang Yi kept blushing for a long time, and finally confessed to Xu Jia, "I heard what that bastard Xu Jia said."
Fu Er was even more confused, "What did he tell you?"
"He told me..." Zhang Yi raised his head, and after seeing Fuer's expression, he also realized that something was wrong, and asked in a daze, "Could it have nothing to do with Qingshi Mountain?"
Fu Er didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "What does it have to do with Qingshi Mountain?"
Zhang Yi heaved a sigh of relief in his heart, brought Xu Jia up again and counted it from the beginning to the end. Seeing that Fuer was still staring at him, he waved his hand and said, "It's nothing, just pretend I didn't ask."
Fu'er poured tea for him, and said with a smile after hearing this, "Okay."
Zhang Yi, "What about you? Have you thought about it? After this year, do you want to go with me?"
Although it was agreed at the time that he would help Xu Jia detoxify, Fu Er would go with him, but if Fu Er was not willing, he would never be able to do business that is difficult for others.
Fu Er paused, and asked, "Second Uncle is leaving?"
Zhang Yi, "I won't be here for long."
Fu Er raised his eyes, "Leave after this year?"
Zhang Yi, "Alright."
After going around for a long time, Zhang Yi still didn't answer his original question, "So, have you made up your mind? Should you go with me, or stay?"
"Little Fuer, you should think about it. If you stay, your demons will not be resolved, but you will be in danger of dying at any time."
Fuer pursed his lower lip and lowered his head silently.
When Zhang Yi was thinking about what happened back then, he coughed dryly and said, "Don't worry, if I say I'll take you away this time, I won't leave without saying goodbye like last time."
Fuer raised his eyes to look at him, this action instantly inspired Zhang Yi, he patted his leg, and said with interest, "Hey, I've made up my mind, then we will go to Nanqi, the weather is good, it is suitable for healing, and people's hearts are also good." Jing, the demons in your heart are the most..."
Fu'er interrupted him, and smiled softly, "Second Uncle, let me think about it again."
He knew that Zhang Yi was doing it for his own good, and he also knew that the best choice for him was to go to Nanqi.
But so many "knows" are nothing compared to a single sentence - what will Xu Jia do when he is gone?
Xue Rongbao couldn't hide anything in his heart, ever since he heard Zhou Shun say "looking for a wife" that day, he has been in his own troubled vortex, he thought, which girl is his godfather's wife?He thought, will there be girls who will fall in love with him in the future?
He also wanted a wife.
When he absent-mindedly went to Saitama Hall to find Zhang Yi, Zhang Yi noticed something was wrong at a glance, "Hey, what's wrong with you?"
Xue Rongbao shook his head violently when he heard this, and said without silver 300 taels, "It's nothing, I don't know anything."
Fuer, "..."
"..." Zhang Yi snorted, put the teacup on the table, and said with a chuckle, "How dare you hide things, you brat?"
Xue Rongbao bit his lower lip, seemed to be struggling for two or three seconds, and then bent over happily, "Okay, if godfather asks, you forced me to say it."
As soon as Zhang Yi heard that it was Zhou Shun's business, he immediately lost interest. Just as he was about to raise his hand to signal to stop, Xue Rongbao started muttering, "My godfather said, he has a wife!"
Hearing this, Fu Er smiled in surprise, "Really? This is a good thing, which family's girl is it?"
Zhang Yi snorted, "Isn't he a eunuch?"
Xue Rongbao said aggrievedly, "I am also a eunuch." But he also wanted to marry a wife.
Zhang Yi loved this silly boy from the first time he saw him, and comforted him when he heard this, "You are different from him."
Xue Rongbao sniffled, "It's different, my godfather has a wife, but I don't."
Zhang Yi raised his head and slapped him on the back of the head, "Then you still have a master, what's wrong with him? You silly boy."
Xue Rongbao covered his head and looked at him with tears in his eyes, wanting to say that it would be great if Master didn't have a wife, who could hug and kiss, and give birth to a fat boy in the future... Oh, this might not work.But it's still better than Master.
But for a rare moment of cleverness, he swallowed the original words with his lips pursed, and said, "Yes, Master is the best."
Zhang Yi couldn't see his duplicity, so he laughed and scolded, "Get out, go outside and ask them to prepare an extra lunch, I'll eat here today."
Xue Rongbao quickly ran out again, Fu Er stared at his flustered back and said, "Second Uncle, you really love him."
Zhang Yi, "Although this kid is stupid, he is warm-hearted and welcomes people."
Fu'er nodded and said, "What Second Uncle said is true."
All the nonsense that came and went just now, in the end, Fuer still couldn't find out which girl Zhou Shun's wife was.
Fu Er is not a gossip person, and he is not enthusiastic about other people's affairs, so he quickly forgets about them.He was thinking about where to go after sneaking out of the palace that day, he wanted to eat delicious food with Xu Jia, he wanted to go to Lesi Temple to pray for blessings together, or he wanted to do nothing but wander around Shangyuan Street, It is very happy to see the lanterns and the surging crowd.
Thinking of this, a long time ago, when the two of them first came to Gancheng, they were going to the Youge to make up for the formation, and when they passed by Huamanlou, there was a girl who kept waving to Xu Jia , he was angry, Xu Jia coaxed him.
Coax, coax, coax all the way without losing my anger.
Thinking about it now, it seems that there is nothing to be angry about.
More than half a year has passed in the blink of an eye. When they came, it was still a summer with heavy rain. Now it is the end of the year. Thinking about Fuer, he sighed with emotion, and was caught off guard by the Xu Jia hooked his waist, Xu Jia rubbed against his waist, the other hand was still flipping through the memorial, "What are you thinking?"
Fuer put down the teapot, "No, I just remembered when I first came to Gancheng."
Hearing what he said, Xu Jia paused when he was flipping through the memorial, and then returned to normal, "Then why are you sighing?"
Fule stared down at his hair crown, sniffed and said, "Because you were too bad back then."
As soon as he finished speaking, Xu Jia raised his eyes to look at him, closed the memorial with a "snap", and said with a light smile, "Why is it broken?"
"Why isn't it broken?" Fuer became a chatterbox as soon as he mentioned this, as if he wanted to say all his grievances, "Leaving from the inn without saying a word, first of all it made me look for you for a whole month, I finally found it, and..."
"And all of a sudden, the kid has grown up to such a big size."
Xu Jia laughed out loud when he heard this, put his hands around Fu Er's waist and pulled him forward, "What else?"
"and also……"
That's too much, when they meet each other, they don't greet or exchange pleasantries, they start to talk a lot of bastards when they come up, and after they get annoyed, they still recklessly deny their account, and the heart that just fell follows him The arrow in the middle hangs up again, and after waiting so long at his bedside in fear, he wakes up and starts doing stupid things a few days later, kneeling him on the road, and then getting angry for no reason, not knowing what to do Liren, he moved out of the palace, didn't even ask, and ran to the Prime Minister's Mansion in the middle of the night to bite him hard on the neck unreasonably...
These past events flashed through my mind as Fuer whispered in a low voice, as if it really happened yesterday, as if looking back, I could still see Fuer wrinkled after being angered by him on the street. She frowned and asked him, "Then should you apologize to me?"
At that time he was messing around, he didn't know how to cherish, he didn't care about anything, he was only thinking about how to achieve his goal, he was satisfied and reckless towards his goal, until Zhou Shun came back that day and told him, "National Master Xiang disappeared."
At that time, it was hard to describe how I felt. It was more like I was lost in the air and I couldn’t find my way. I completely forgot what I was doing now and what I wanted to do in the future. My mind went blank and my breathing changed. It became an afterthought.
But he still remained stubborn, guessing him with suspicion, suspecting that he would betray him, suspecting that this was a trap designed by him and others.
It wasn't until everything became a foregone conclusion that he really caused irreparable damage to Fu Er that he woke up like a gambler and swam desperately to the shore named "Fu Er".
It was Fuer who picked him up, it was Fuer who smiled and told him it was okay, he didn't blame him.
At that moment, he really fell completely, and the person in front of him seemed to choose to forgive unconditionally no matter what he did.
Xu Jia couldn't do it, he was born with a small belly, and if others wronged him, he wanted others to pay with their lives.
What can be given to Fuer is nothing more than a worthless and worthless wolf.
From that moment he told himself, it's okay, even if Fuer really betrayed him in the future, it doesn't matter.
Because he owes him his life.
It's more because...he loves him.
He loves Fuer.
Xu Jia's throat was choked up, his eyes were sore, he raised his head and asked him with a smile, "Why didn't you say anything?"
Fu Er inserted his hand into his hair roots, bit his lip and stopped talking, besides... besides, he was kidnapped by Hong Gangming, tried to invade by Qi Qi, and had no choice but to abolish his cultivation.
Fu Er didn't want to bring up this too heavy past, so he smiled and said, "Because you became better afterward."
Xu Jia buried her face in his stomach and said in a muffled voice, "I'm not good."
I'm not good, I'm not good enough.
Fuer noticed his abnormal emotion, touched his head and kept silent, silently comforting him.
After a while, he wanted to divert Xu Jia's attention, so he asked, "Oh, by the way, do you know that Zhou Shun has a wife?"
Xu Jia raised her head upon hearing this, and said in a daze, "Daughter-in-law? Him?"
Fuer, "Yes, you don't know?"
Xu Jia swallowed, "I..."
Fu Er smiled, "I don't know which girl it is from, I just need to give you a congratulatory gift when I see you some other day."
Xu Jia nodded vaguely.
Only two people knew that Zhou Shun was a fake eunuch, one was Pei Yu and the other was Xu Jia.
Back then Xu Jia was still the prince in the East Palace, and it was precisely because he accidentally learned that Zhou Shun was a fake eunuch, so he was retained from among the eunuchs.
It's easy to handle if you have a handle.
If the story of the fake eunuch gets out, it will not only be a felony of beheading.
Zhou Shun was greedy for life and afraid of death, but he was clever and tactful, and he followed whoever he was, and even though Xu Jia often didn't behave like a human being, after getting along with him, he gradually developed a sense of master and servant, so he stayed.
Now that Xu Jia knew that he "had a wife", he must have questioned him carefully, "I heard that you have a wife?"
Zhou Shun, who was studying ink at the side, almost knelt down on the ground with a "plop", swallowed, and when he raised his eyes to meet Xu Jia's gaze, he reluctantly said "ah", and then nodded.
Xu Jia glanced at him indifferently, "Tell me?"
The two words had no beginning or end, but they pressed directly onto Zhou Shun's back like a mountain.
Zhou Shun didn't think there was anything shameful about Long Yang's goodness, but he was worried that Xu Jia would mind Pei Yu and his identities. After all, the taste of two right-hand men getting together...is not easy to say.
When Xu Jia listened to Zhou Shun's talk, his expression was always calm, as if he was just listening to Zhou Shun's report on his daily work. After listening to it, he didn't have any big reaction. After two seconds, he said, "Fucking around under my nose!" , you two have something to do."
Xu Jia suddenly remembered whether he had taken the initiative to send Zhou Shun to defend the city before?
Thinking of this, he nodded his cheeks in displeasure, feeling like a fool giving favors in a daze.
Zhou Shun couldn't control his attitude, so he wisely chose to stand on one side without saying a word.
Xu Jia glanced at him, lowered his head and said, "Don't let Fu Er know."
Zhou Shun was taken aback for a moment, realizing that he was acquiescing, and then burst into laughter, "No, this subordinate obeys."
Xu Jia has been having a headache recently about how to tell Fu Er about the New Year's Eve.
It has been a century-old custom for the emperor to have a reunion dinner with the concubines of various palaces, so there is no reason not to go.Moreover, this is a family banquet, and no ministers can be present.Thinking of the cheerful tone he had promised before, Xu Jia suddenly became one head and two big.
The day after tomorrow is New Year's Eve, if you don't talk about it, you won't have a chance.
Xu Jia added a piece of crispy meat and put it on Fuer's plate, inexplicably feeling a little silly, "Eat more."
Fu'er raised his eyes at Xiao Surou, and looked up at him again with clear eyes, "What's wrong with you?"
"Ah, it's okay." Xu Jia put down his chopsticks and rubbed the back of his neck uncomfortably. He wasn't so nervous when he was fighting with monsters, "That's just..."
After touching Fu Er's eyes, the four eyes met, and the words he wanted to say immediately stuck in his throat, and Xu Jia's mind went blank.
Fuer asked, "Is there anything you want to say?"
Xu Jia couldn't speak for a moment, and instead smiled, "It's okay, I just wanted to ask if you want to have another bowl of sweet potato and sweet rice soup?"
Fuer, "Didn't you say it's not good to eat sweets at night?"
Xu Jia, "It's okay to eat once in a while."
Fuer smiled, "Then I want to eat."
Seeing him laugh, Xu Jia's heart softened, and she also smiled, "Okay."
After the dinner was over, Zhou Shun reminded in a low voice, "Your Majesty, if you can't speak, how about I help you?"
Xu Jia sighed, "No need, I will do it myself."
Even if Fuer would get angry with him, he didn't want someone else to tell Fuer about it.
This is a matter of attitude.
Xu Jia's consciousness is very high.
But thinking is one thing, doing it is another.No matter how gentlemanly the idea is, if it is implemented in action, it may be a stinky hooligan.
Smelly hooligans are not scary, the scary thing is that stinky hooligans are the most capable of poking your heart and acting like a baby.
As soon as the lights went out, Xu Jia got into Fu Er's bed and hugged him from behind.
In the darkness, all senses were infinitely magnified, and Fuer's waist straightened in an instant, struggling to get up, but was held tightly by Xu Jia, unable to move, "Xu Jia! What are you doing?"
Xu Jia rubbed his nose and couldn't help thinking in his heart, if Fu Er knew that he sneaked into his bed every day in the future, would he be angry with him for a year?
Xu Jia buried her face in Fu Er's neck, and called him softly, "Brother."
As soon as he called "Brother", Fu Er's heart softened, and when he thought about Xu Jia's abnormal behavior at dinner today, he thought something happened to him, so he stopped struggling and let him hold him, " What's wrong?"
Xu Jia paused for a while, and arched his neck like a puppy, itching and sore, "Brother, I won't be able to go out with you to play the day after tomorrow."
Hearing this, Fu'er's hands shrank slightly, but he still asked him with a smile, "What's going on that day?"
Xu Jia said in a muffled voice while lying on his stomach, "Yes."
After a while, Fuer moved twice, turned around and faced Xu Jia, no one could see clearly in the darkness, only the other's bright eyes could be seen, "Hey, what did I think, It would have been better to say it earlier."
"I made an appointment with my second uncle, Zhou Shun and Pei Yu that day, so you can just do your business in the palace with peace of mind, don't worry about it."
Hearing this, Xu Jia inexplicably felt a sense of grievance in his heart. It turned out that he was not the only one looking for, but so many people.
It turned out that it was okay for him not to go, and he was tangled up like a fool for almost a week.
The hand on Fu'er's waist involuntarily strengthened, and it happened to draw back Fu'er's attention.
Fu'er took his hand away, then grabbed the quilt with both hands and drove Xu Jia out, "Okay, you can sleep now."
But Xu Jia still looked at him without blinking, neither pulling his quilt nor covering her own quilt.
Silent gaze, confrontation.
Fu'er thought that he was only wearing a layer of underwear, but he was defeated in the end, fearing that he would catch a cold.Reluctantly, he propped himself up and wanted to cover him with the quilt, but when he passed Xu Jia to pull the quilt, he grabbed it with one hand.
The next moment, he looked for his neck without saying hello and just took a bite.
Fu Er let out a cry of pain, tightly clutching Xu Jia's wrist with his hands.
Xu Jia was like a wolf cub who had grabbed his beloved meat, and would not let go of it.
one second.
two seconds.
……
six seconds.
seven seconds.
Fu Er frowned, trying to break away from him, "Xu Jia, let go, I hurt."
After pausing for another two seconds, Xu Jiacai reluctantly let go of him. There was a sweet smell of blood between his lips and teeth. He licked the corners of his mouth with some nostalgia, and even smacked his mouth twice.
Fu Er, "..." Is this really treating him as food?
Xu Jia was originally filled with anger, but it all dissipated in this mouthful. He told him with some joy, "Brother, your blood is sweet."
Fuer knelt down beside him, heard this and silently lowered his head to look at him for two seconds, this time he didn't care if he was going to freeze or not, he lay down in anger, moved inside, with his body on his back. ignore him.
Xu Jiashang helped him pull the quilt, and said with a smile, "Good night, brother."
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Fu Er let out an "ah", then withdrew his thoughts and looked at Zhang Yi, "Second Uncle."
"Hey." Zhang Yi sat down and sighed, as if he had experienced a great psychological struggle, before he asked, "Little Fuer, you... tell me honestly, is your inner demon related to Zaiqing?" What about those days in Shishan?"
Fu Er was taken aback, "Second Uncle, why do you ask such a question?"
"I..." Zhang Yi kept blushing for a long time, and finally confessed to Xu Jia, "I heard what that bastard Xu Jia said."
Fu Er was even more confused, "What did he tell you?"
"He told me..." Zhang Yi raised his head, and after seeing Fuer's expression, he also realized that something was wrong, and asked in a daze, "Could it have nothing to do with Qingshi Mountain?"
Fu Er didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "What does it have to do with Qingshi Mountain?"
Zhang Yi heaved a sigh of relief in his heart, brought Xu Jia up again and counted it from the beginning to the end. Seeing that Fuer was still staring at him, he waved his hand and said, "It's nothing, just pretend I didn't ask."
Fu'er poured tea for him, and said with a smile after hearing this, "Okay."
Zhang Yi, "What about you? Have you thought about it? After this year, do you want to go with me?"
Although it was agreed at the time that he would help Xu Jia detoxify, Fu Er would go with him, but if Fu Er was not willing, he would never be able to do business that is difficult for others.
Fu Er paused, and asked, "Second Uncle is leaving?"
Zhang Yi, "I won't be here for long."
Fu Er raised his eyes, "Leave after this year?"
Zhang Yi, "Alright."
After going around for a long time, Zhang Yi still didn't answer his original question, "So, have you made up your mind? Should you go with me, or stay?"
"Little Fuer, you should think about it. If you stay, your demons will not be resolved, but you will be in danger of dying at any time."
Fuer pursed his lower lip and lowered his head silently.
When Zhang Yi was thinking about what happened back then, he coughed dryly and said, "Don't worry, if I say I'll take you away this time, I won't leave without saying goodbye like last time."
Fuer raised his eyes to look at him, this action instantly inspired Zhang Yi, he patted his leg, and said with interest, "Hey, I've made up my mind, then we will go to Nanqi, the weather is good, it is suitable for healing, and people's hearts are also good." Jing, the demons in your heart are the most..."
Fu'er interrupted him, and smiled softly, "Second Uncle, let me think about it again."
He knew that Zhang Yi was doing it for his own good, and he also knew that the best choice for him was to go to Nanqi.
But so many "knows" are nothing compared to a single sentence - what will Xu Jia do when he is gone?
Xue Rongbao couldn't hide anything in his heart, ever since he heard Zhou Shun say "looking for a wife" that day, he has been in his own troubled vortex, he thought, which girl is his godfather's wife?He thought, will there be girls who will fall in love with him in the future?
He also wanted a wife.
When he absent-mindedly went to Saitama Hall to find Zhang Yi, Zhang Yi noticed something was wrong at a glance, "Hey, what's wrong with you?"
Xue Rongbao shook his head violently when he heard this, and said without silver 300 taels, "It's nothing, I don't know anything."
Fuer, "..."
"..." Zhang Yi snorted, put the teacup on the table, and said with a chuckle, "How dare you hide things, you brat?"
Xue Rongbao bit his lower lip, seemed to be struggling for two or three seconds, and then bent over happily, "Okay, if godfather asks, you forced me to say it."
As soon as Zhang Yi heard that it was Zhou Shun's business, he immediately lost interest. Just as he was about to raise his hand to signal to stop, Xue Rongbao started muttering, "My godfather said, he has a wife!"
Hearing this, Fu Er smiled in surprise, "Really? This is a good thing, which family's girl is it?"
Zhang Yi snorted, "Isn't he a eunuch?"
Xue Rongbao said aggrievedly, "I am also a eunuch." But he also wanted to marry a wife.
Zhang Yi loved this silly boy from the first time he saw him, and comforted him when he heard this, "You are different from him."
Xue Rongbao sniffled, "It's different, my godfather has a wife, but I don't."
Zhang Yi raised his head and slapped him on the back of the head, "Then you still have a master, what's wrong with him? You silly boy."
Xue Rongbao covered his head and looked at him with tears in his eyes, wanting to say that it would be great if Master didn't have a wife, who could hug and kiss, and give birth to a fat boy in the future... Oh, this might not work.But it's still better than Master.
But for a rare moment of cleverness, he swallowed the original words with his lips pursed, and said, "Yes, Master is the best."
Zhang Yi couldn't see his duplicity, so he laughed and scolded, "Get out, go outside and ask them to prepare an extra lunch, I'll eat here today."
Xue Rongbao quickly ran out again, Fu Er stared at his flustered back and said, "Second Uncle, you really love him."
Zhang Yi, "Although this kid is stupid, he is warm-hearted and welcomes people."
Fu'er nodded and said, "What Second Uncle said is true."
All the nonsense that came and went just now, in the end, Fuer still couldn't find out which girl Zhou Shun's wife was.
Fu Er is not a gossip person, and he is not enthusiastic about other people's affairs, so he quickly forgets about them.He was thinking about where to go after sneaking out of the palace that day, he wanted to eat delicious food with Xu Jia, he wanted to go to Lesi Temple to pray for blessings together, or he wanted to do nothing but wander around Shangyuan Street, It is very happy to see the lanterns and the surging crowd.
Thinking of this, a long time ago, when the two of them first came to Gancheng, they were going to the Youge to make up for the formation, and when they passed by Huamanlou, there was a girl who kept waving to Xu Jia , he was angry, Xu Jia coaxed him.
Coax, coax, coax all the way without losing my anger.
Thinking about it now, it seems that there is nothing to be angry about.
More than half a year has passed in the blink of an eye. When they came, it was still a summer with heavy rain. Now it is the end of the year. Thinking about Fuer, he sighed with emotion, and was caught off guard by the Xu Jia hooked his waist, Xu Jia rubbed against his waist, the other hand was still flipping through the memorial, "What are you thinking?"
Fuer put down the teapot, "No, I just remembered when I first came to Gancheng."
Hearing what he said, Xu Jia paused when he was flipping through the memorial, and then returned to normal, "Then why are you sighing?"
Fule stared down at his hair crown, sniffed and said, "Because you were too bad back then."
As soon as he finished speaking, Xu Jia raised his eyes to look at him, closed the memorial with a "snap", and said with a light smile, "Why is it broken?"
"Why isn't it broken?" Fuer became a chatterbox as soon as he mentioned this, as if he wanted to say all his grievances, "Leaving from the inn without saying a word, first of all it made me look for you for a whole month, I finally found it, and..."
"And all of a sudden, the kid has grown up to such a big size."
Xu Jia laughed out loud when he heard this, put his hands around Fu Er's waist and pulled him forward, "What else?"
"and also……"
That's too much, when they meet each other, they don't greet or exchange pleasantries, they start to talk a lot of bastards when they come up, and after they get annoyed, they still recklessly deny their account, and the heart that just fell follows him The arrow in the middle hangs up again, and after waiting so long at his bedside in fear, he wakes up and starts doing stupid things a few days later, kneeling him on the road, and then getting angry for no reason, not knowing what to do Liren, he moved out of the palace, didn't even ask, and ran to the Prime Minister's Mansion in the middle of the night to bite him hard on the neck unreasonably...
These past events flashed through my mind as Fuer whispered in a low voice, as if it really happened yesterday, as if looking back, I could still see Fuer wrinkled after being angered by him on the street. She frowned and asked him, "Then should you apologize to me?"
At that time he was messing around, he didn't know how to cherish, he didn't care about anything, he was only thinking about how to achieve his goal, he was satisfied and reckless towards his goal, until Zhou Shun came back that day and told him, "National Master Xiang disappeared."
At that time, it was hard to describe how I felt. It was more like I was lost in the air and I couldn’t find my way. I completely forgot what I was doing now and what I wanted to do in the future. My mind went blank and my breathing changed. It became an afterthought.
But he still remained stubborn, guessing him with suspicion, suspecting that he would betray him, suspecting that this was a trap designed by him and others.
It wasn't until everything became a foregone conclusion that he really caused irreparable damage to Fu Er that he woke up like a gambler and swam desperately to the shore named "Fu Er".
It was Fuer who picked him up, it was Fuer who smiled and told him it was okay, he didn't blame him.
At that moment, he really fell completely, and the person in front of him seemed to choose to forgive unconditionally no matter what he did.
Xu Jia couldn't do it, he was born with a small belly, and if others wronged him, he wanted others to pay with their lives.
What can be given to Fuer is nothing more than a worthless and worthless wolf.
From that moment he told himself, it's okay, even if Fuer really betrayed him in the future, it doesn't matter.
Because he owes him his life.
It's more because...he loves him.
He loves Fuer.
Xu Jia's throat was choked up, his eyes were sore, he raised his head and asked him with a smile, "Why didn't you say anything?"
Fu Er inserted his hand into his hair roots, bit his lip and stopped talking, besides... besides, he was kidnapped by Hong Gangming, tried to invade by Qi Qi, and had no choice but to abolish his cultivation.
Fu Er didn't want to bring up this too heavy past, so he smiled and said, "Because you became better afterward."
Xu Jia buried her face in his stomach and said in a muffled voice, "I'm not good."
I'm not good, I'm not good enough.
Fuer noticed his abnormal emotion, touched his head and kept silent, silently comforting him.
After a while, he wanted to divert Xu Jia's attention, so he asked, "Oh, by the way, do you know that Zhou Shun has a wife?"
Xu Jia raised her head upon hearing this, and said in a daze, "Daughter-in-law? Him?"
Fuer, "Yes, you don't know?"
Xu Jia swallowed, "I..."
Fu Er smiled, "I don't know which girl it is from, I just need to give you a congratulatory gift when I see you some other day."
Xu Jia nodded vaguely.
Only two people knew that Zhou Shun was a fake eunuch, one was Pei Yu and the other was Xu Jia.
Back then Xu Jia was still the prince in the East Palace, and it was precisely because he accidentally learned that Zhou Shun was a fake eunuch, so he was retained from among the eunuchs.
It's easy to handle if you have a handle.
If the story of the fake eunuch gets out, it will not only be a felony of beheading.
Zhou Shun was greedy for life and afraid of death, but he was clever and tactful, and he followed whoever he was, and even though Xu Jia often didn't behave like a human being, after getting along with him, he gradually developed a sense of master and servant, so he stayed.
Now that Xu Jia knew that he "had a wife", he must have questioned him carefully, "I heard that you have a wife?"
Zhou Shun, who was studying ink at the side, almost knelt down on the ground with a "plop", swallowed, and when he raised his eyes to meet Xu Jia's gaze, he reluctantly said "ah", and then nodded.
Xu Jia glanced at him indifferently, "Tell me?"
The two words had no beginning or end, but they pressed directly onto Zhou Shun's back like a mountain.
Zhou Shun didn't think there was anything shameful about Long Yang's goodness, but he was worried that Xu Jia would mind Pei Yu and his identities. After all, the taste of two right-hand men getting together...is not easy to say.
When Xu Jia listened to Zhou Shun's talk, his expression was always calm, as if he was just listening to Zhou Shun's report on his daily work. After listening to it, he didn't have any big reaction. After two seconds, he said, "Fucking around under my nose!" , you two have something to do."
Xu Jia suddenly remembered whether he had taken the initiative to send Zhou Shun to defend the city before?
Thinking of this, he nodded his cheeks in displeasure, feeling like a fool giving favors in a daze.
Zhou Shun couldn't control his attitude, so he wisely chose to stand on one side without saying a word.
Xu Jia glanced at him, lowered his head and said, "Don't let Fu Er know."
Zhou Shun was taken aback for a moment, realizing that he was acquiescing, and then burst into laughter, "No, this subordinate obeys."
Xu Jia has been having a headache recently about how to tell Fu Er about the New Year's Eve.
It has been a century-old custom for the emperor to have a reunion dinner with the concubines of various palaces, so there is no reason not to go.Moreover, this is a family banquet, and no ministers can be present.Thinking of the cheerful tone he had promised before, Xu Jia suddenly became one head and two big.
The day after tomorrow is New Year's Eve, if you don't talk about it, you won't have a chance.
Xu Jia added a piece of crispy meat and put it on Fuer's plate, inexplicably feeling a little silly, "Eat more."
Fu'er raised his eyes at Xiao Surou, and looked up at him again with clear eyes, "What's wrong with you?"
"Ah, it's okay." Xu Jia put down his chopsticks and rubbed the back of his neck uncomfortably. He wasn't so nervous when he was fighting with monsters, "That's just..."
After touching Fu Er's eyes, the four eyes met, and the words he wanted to say immediately stuck in his throat, and Xu Jia's mind went blank.
Fuer asked, "Is there anything you want to say?"
Xu Jia couldn't speak for a moment, and instead smiled, "It's okay, I just wanted to ask if you want to have another bowl of sweet potato and sweet rice soup?"
Fuer, "Didn't you say it's not good to eat sweets at night?"
Xu Jia, "It's okay to eat once in a while."
Fuer smiled, "Then I want to eat."
Seeing him laugh, Xu Jia's heart softened, and she also smiled, "Okay."
After the dinner was over, Zhou Shun reminded in a low voice, "Your Majesty, if you can't speak, how about I help you?"
Xu Jia sighed, "No need, I will do it myself."
Even if Fuer would get angry with him, he didn't want someone else to tell Fuer about it.
This is a matter of attitude.
Xu Jia's consciousness is very high.
But thinking is one thing, doing it is another.No matter how gentlemanly the idea is, if it is implemented in action, it may be a stinky hooligan.
Smelly hooligans are not scary, the scary thing is that stinky hooligans are the most capable of poking your heart and acting like a baby.
As soon as the lights went out, Xu Jia got into Fu Er's bed and hugged him from behind.
In the darkness, all senses were infinitely magnified, and Fuer's waist straightened in an instant, struggling to get up, but was held tightly by Xu Jia, unable to move, "Xu Jia! What are you doing?"
Xu Jia rubbed his nose and couldn't help thinking in his heart, if Fu Er knew that he sneaked into his bed every day in the future, would he be angry with him for a year?
Xu Jia buried her face in Fu Er's neck, and called him softly, "Brother."
As soon as he called "Brother", Fu Er's heart softened, and when he thought about Xu Jia's abnormal behavior at dinner today, he thought something happened to him, so he stopped struggling and let him hold him, " What's wrong?"
Xu Jia paused for a while, and arched his neck like a puppy, itching and sore, "Brother, I won't be able to go out with you to play the day after tomorrow."
Hearing this, Fu'er's hands shrank slightly, but he still asked him with a smile, "What's going on that day?"
Xu Jia said in a muffled voice while lying on his stomach, "Yes."
After a while, Fuer moved twice, turned around and faced Xu Jia, no one could see clearly in the darkness, only the other's bright eyes could be seen, "Hey, what did I think, It would have been better to say it earlier."
"I made an appointment with my second uncle, Zhou Shun and Pei Yu that day, so you can just do your business in the palace with peace of mind, don't worry about it."
Hearing this, Xu Jia inexplicably felt a sense of grievance in his heart. It turned out that he was not the only one looking for, but so many people.
It turned out that it was okay for him not to go, and he was tangled up like a fool for almost a week.
The hand on Fu'er's waist involuntarily strengthened, and it happened to draw back Fu'er's attention.
Fu'er took his hand away, then grabbed the quilt with both hands and drove Xu Jia out, "Okay, you can sleep now."
But Xu Jia still looked at him without blinking, neither pulling his quilt nor covering her own quilt.
Silent gaze, confrontation.
Fu'er thought that he was only wearing a layer of underwear, but he was defeated in the end, fearing that he would catch a cold.Reluctantly, he propped himself up and wanted to cover him with the quilt, but when he passed Xu Jia to pull the quilt, he grabbed it with one hand.
The next moment, he looked for his neck without saying hello and just took a bite.
Fu Er let out a cry of pain, tightly clutching Xu Jia's wrist with his hands.
Xu Jia was like a wolf cub who had grabbed his beloved meat, and would not let go of it.
one second.
two seconds.
……
six seconds.
seven seconds.
Fu Er frowned, trying to break away from him, "Xu Jia, let go, I hurt."
After pausing for another two seconds, Xu Jiacai reluctantly let go of him. There was a sweet smell of blood between his lips and teeth. He licked the corners of his mouth with some nostalgia, and even smacked his mouth twice.
Fu Er, "..." Is this really treating him as food?
Xu Jia was originally filled with anger, but it all dissipated in this mouthful. He told him with some joy, "Brother, your blood is sweet."
Fuer knelt down beside him, heard this and silently lowered his head to look at him for two seconds, this time he didn't care if he was going to freeze or not, he lay down in anger, moved inside, with his body on his back. ignore him.
Xu Jiashang helped him pull the quilt, and said with a smile, "Good night, brother."
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