birth

By the way, Zhou reported Sheng Wanwan's miscarriage and the black double-headed snake pattern, but Xu Jia's expression was always calm, without any ups and downs. When Zhou Shun reported the riot at the temple fair that day, he asked, "Have you found out why the demon suddenly appeared in the temple?"

Zhou Shundao, "Back to the emperor, the devil's lair on the west side of Sichuan has somehow torn open, and all kinds of monsters began to make trouble in the streets, not to mention the common people, even many monsters died here, so there are also many monsters. The monsters mingled among the people and came to take refuge in Gancheng."

"It's not that simple." Xu Jia said, "It's just to eat a few people in the temple rewards? It's not worth your life? This business is not worth it, and monsters are not so stupid."

Zhou Shun thought about it, "Then according to the emperor's idea..."

Xu Jia narrowed his eyes and said calmly, "What if the monster didn't mean it?"

What if all of this is actually secretly planned by someone, and the monsters were premeditated in the temple rewards?

Zhou Shun bowed his head after hearing this and said, "Slave servant, send someone to investigate."

"Yeah." Xu Jia tilted his head, and suddenly chuckled, "By the way, where are the monsters?"

Zhou Shundao, "Oh, that monster, he was drained of blood by his second uncle to extract poison, so he should still be locked up in prison now."

"Keep it, it's still useful."

"promise."

The conversation fell into silence, Xu Jia looked back at him, "It's gone?"

"No... no more."

"Oh." Xu Jia turned his head again, pressed his tongue against his chin, and asked, "How is the poison removed?"

"..." Zhou Shun was absolutely unwilling to tell Xu Jia about this matter, for fear that Xu Jia would blame him for raising Bingdu flowers in a fit of anger. It was Zhang Yi's idea, so he didn't want to carry it pot.

Besides, Fu Er is not only weak because of this incident, but also has a heart demon because of it. Xu Jia must find someone to settle the account. At this critical juncture, Zhou Shun really doesn't want to be The man who rushed to the forefront of the artillery fire.But under Xu Jia's oppressive gaze, Zhou Shun inexplicably felt that if he didn't say anything, he would die a worse death, so he laughed dryly and said, "Actually, we have to talk about it when you were unconscious. At that time, didn't you put up a notice to save you, so..."

When he heard that Fu Er was trying to use his own body to grow Bingduhua, Xu Jia's complexion darkened at a speed visible to the naked eye, while Zhou Shun just couldn't see it, and said everything in one breath with his head down. Then he let out a long breath, stood on one side with his head down and began to play dead.

Xu Jia didn't speak for a long time, he was still sitting on the ground like that, with his hands carelessly resting on his knees, his beautiful eyes were hidden in the shadows, he couldn't see clearly his thoughts were full of preoccupations.

Unhappy, very unhappy.

I was upset about why I had to argue with Fuer that day, and why I was saying those stupid things.

I'm not happy about why I was so useless and finally asked Fu Er to save him.

But what's more, it's distressed, it's the heart wrinkled up and unable to breathe.

Fuer.

His silly brother.

The silence lasted so long that Zhou Shun felt uncomfortable even if he wanted to pretend to be dead, but if you lend him a hundred and eight courages, he would never dare to speak at this moment, and could only stand aside and endure the long torture.

Just when Zhou Shun was almost out of breath, Xu Jia finally took the initiative to say, "You go down first, I want to be quiet."

Zhou Shun seemed to have won the gold medal for avoiding death suddenly. After saluting, he flew back outside, but when he retreated to the gate of the palace, he still couldn't help turning around and looking back at Xu Jia—he was still alone like that Sitting there quietly, he looked even more lonely than when Zhou Shun came.

It was not until dawn that the closed door was opened.

Xu Jia stayed up all night, when he saw the door opened, he quickly stood up, opened his eyes and asked, "How is he?"

Zhang Yi originally wanted to scare him, but when he saw the bloodshot eyes, his words turned into comforting words, "It's temporarily suppressed, but it's not a long-term solution. It will take time." Only by finding out where his inner demons lie is the only way to completely solve the problem, otherwise, if it drags on for so long, sooner or later there will be problems."

Xu Jia let out a "huh" without distraction, but kept looking into the room, and then asked, "Can I go in and see him now? Will it disturb him?"

Looking at him, Zhang Yi sighed and moved away.

Immediately, Xu Jia rushed to the bed without waiting, held Fuer's hand, and leaned forward to look at him closely, from the eyebrows to the eyes, from the eyes to the nose, and then to the mouth, neck, hair .

His eyes suddenly turned red again, he stretched out his other hand to touch him, and choked up, "Brother, I'm sorry."

The eyebrows under his fingers frowned slightly, and then Fu Er slowly opened his eyes, and when he saw clearly that it was Xu Jia, he smiled with difficulty, as if he wanted to comfort him, but that smile was as pale as him at this moment. The sharp contrast between his face and his face made Xu Jia feel even more guilty. The tears in his eyes couldn't hold back, and they fell straight on the back of Fuer's hand. Xu Jia lowered his head, kissed his hand lightly, and Where the tears flowed, I kept saying sorry, and the words were heartbreaking.

Fuer raised his hand with difficulty, touched his face, and said with a smile, "Are you alright?"

Xu Jia's throat choked up and said, "Yes."

Fuer, "Why are you still crying? Is there something wrong?"

Xu Jia didn't speak, and pressed Fu'er's hand on his heart, pressing firmly, with his head down and motionless.

My heart hurts so much, it hurts so much that it's about to explode, it hurts so much that it's about to burst.

What flows inside is Fu Er's heart and blood, and what lives inside is Xu Jia's sweetheart.

Perhaps because Bingduhua stayed in Fuer's body for more than ten days, he actually felt Xu Jia's discomfort and pain at the moment, so he stretched out his hand and gently rubbed Xu Jia's hair, comforting him, " I'm fine."

"You're fine, I'm fine, we'll be fine in the future, okay?"

Xu Jia was sobbing like a little wolf cub, and he didn't have the kind of strategizing outside, raised his eyes pitifully, kissed Fuer's finger with his mouth, and agreed, "Okay."

From now on, we'll all be fine.

Xu Jia didn't dare to mention the inner demons to Fu Er casually, fearing that it would arouse his disgust, and even more afraid that Fu Er would fall into a nightmare again. This needs a suitable opportunity before we can discuss it in detail.So Zhang Yi became the person Xu Jia tried his best to keep. He told Zhou Shun to find someone to follow Zhang Yi 24 hours a day, and he had to take good care of him.

It just so happened that Xue Rongbao had nothing to do recently, and now Xu Jia was restless all day long because of Fuer's affairs, Zhou Shun was afraid that Xue Rongbao would run to Xu Jia again without knowing his eyes and make trouble, so he just took this opportunity to send Xue Rongbao away. go out.

Maybe it was unintentional, the old lunatic and the little fool get along pretty well.Every day, Zhang Yi took Xue Rongbao to drink in wine shops, or to seek pleasure in the land of flowers and willows.

But Xu Jia didn't have such an easy time as him. A few days after he woke up, there were a lot of things waiting for him to deal with, the most important of which was the matter of Sheng Wanwan's tire failure.

Besides, after Sheng Wanwan's miscarriage, there seemed to be something wrong with her spirit. She was nagging all day long, sometimes she would just sit in a daze for a day while sitting under a flower tree, and sometimes she would just sit in a daze while eating. Suddenly burst out laughing.

Coupled with the fact that Xu Jia was in a coma some time ago, everyone in the palace guessed that Sheng Wanwan must be divorced, so even the maids in the palace slacked off a lot.When Xu Jia arrived at the Yudie Palace, Xiao Zhi was reprimanding the maids with her hands on her hips, "What's the matter? Normally, the empress treats you with all her heart and soul, how good she is to you, you, you and you, When the emperor was going to hit you last time, did you forget who stopped you for you? Now it’s good, can one or two go to heaven? You can’t even handle it?”

"The Emperor is here—"

The noisy voices stopped immediately, and everyone turned to the door and said respectfully, "Your Majesty sees you."

Xu Jia glanced around the room with her hands behind her back, looked back at Zhou Shun, and went in silently.

Seeing Xu Jia leave, the court ladies just wanted to breathe a sigh of relief when they heard Zhou Shun say in a low voice, "Pull it down! Everyone is [-] bucks! See if anyone who dares not to have a long memory in the future will give me twice as much." fine!"

Xiaozhi glanced at the maids proudly, and echoed, "No."

When Xu Jia entered, Sheng Wanwan was sitting on the bed, with a white thin coat over her head, counting the beads in her hand in a low voice, "28, 29, thirty, one, two, seven, thirteen ..."

A bit of bitterness suddenly flashed in Xu Jia's heart, but in just a few short months, things have already changed.

I still remember that when I first saw Sheng Wanwan in Qingxiu Palace, the little girl stared at him with bared teeth and claws, fearing that he would hurt her child; after entering the palace, the whole person became cautious; until not long ago, this The delicate balance was finally broken, and the little girl became a little lunatic.

Xu Jia didn't dare to get too close to her, and stopped a few steps away from the bed, "Sheng Wanwan?"

Sheng Wanwan didn't seem to notice that someone came in, she was still counting the beads on the bed non-stop, and every time she couldn't count to five, she would forget where she had just counted, so the counting was disorderly and messy.

She is immersed in her own world and does not want to communicate with anyone.

Sheng Wanwan has never been a strong-minded person.

She has been a pampered young lady since she was a child, and she once had the idea of ​​committing suicide when she was violated by Sheng Yi. It was because of the child in her belly that she had the desire to live.

This simple and great maternal love supported the timid her to plan her suspended animation, and supported her to survive every cold night in the harem. They all felt that this child was a burden to her, it was this child who ruined her and dragged her down. she.

As everyone knows, this is also her only salvation.

Later, the redemption was gone, and the light was gone.

She was the only one left walking alone in this boundless night.

My child, will you choose me as your mother in your next life?

In my next life, I will be a good mother, okay?

Not long after Xu Jia left Yudie Palace, news came that Sheng Wanwan had hanged herself in Yudie Palace.

A white silk ended her hasty and absurd life.