After amnesia, the prospective ex-wife is a little wrong

Aomori Cemetery is located on the outskirts of Xicheng. Tall pines and cypresses are lined up along the stone steps. From time to time, birds fly over the forest tops, bringing a rustling wind.

Zhen Zhen led Lu Jiaren all the way up the mountain, because it was not the time for sweeping graves, the cemetery was not crowded, and the atmosphere was very quiet and peaceful.Zhen Zhen stopped in front of a tombstone in the middle of the mountain.

This is the place where her parents are buried. It has been taken care of by a special person for a long time, so it looks very clean.It was the first time for Lu Jiaren to visit, so he stopped when he saw this, and gently placed the Phalaenopsis bouquet he had prepared in front of the tombstone.

Zhen Zhen's parents were still very young when they passed away. In the photo, both of them were talking and laughing at Yan Yan. Zhen Zhen squatted in front of the grave, quietly picking up a few scattered leaves. Lu Jiaren knew that she was depressed and stood by her side.

It turned out that she had been carrying such a heavy psychological burden. If it hadn't been for this sudden whim to come back and give her a birthday surprise, Lu Jiaren would never have thought that this person actually regarded the accident of his parents as his own fault, and carried it for so many years. .

"For a long time before, I often dreamed about the day my parents had an accident. I woke up very early that day and ran to my parents' room to knock on the door. It was too cold, and my father picked me up and stuffed me into the bed , my mother smiled at the side, the quilt was really warm in my memory.”

"Originally we wouldn't drive that road because I was on the way to my grandfather's house. I suddenly wanted to buy a doll with the same birthday as me, so my father temporarily changed the route and took a detour to the nearby electric park. In my dream I try to remind myself every time, don't let him drive, don't go that way, but it never works."

Zhen Zhen's voice was very soft, and it was still heard clearly in Lu Jiaren's ears in the silent cemetery. She sighed and said softly, "All this is all because of my fault."

For a long time, it seems that only by punishing yourself without hesitation in this way can you make yourself less difficult to let go when facing the loss.

Lu Jiaren listened to her words quietly, his chest was filled with soreness, and he could hardly speak.

The wind was very cold, and the palms of her hands outside the coat were blown icy cold, but she didn't seem to notice it, she just felt very sorry for the person in front of her.

Thinking of Zhen Zhen who was so young, she had to silently endure the loneliness of losing her parents, and also use this loss as a reason to punish herself. She felt so distressed when she thought of how many cold eyes and loneliness she had endured.

"I'm sorry," she took a deep breath, as if apologizing for the self who never appeared in her past, and as if taking over the burden for Zhen Zhen, "but it's not your fault."

"It was supposed to be a happy day. They wanted to take you to celebrate your birthday. They wanted to hurry to that paradise and buy you the cutest doll even at the last moment. I believe that what Mom and Dad thought in their hearts must not be blamed. .What they want to leave you must not be regret, but love."

Lu Jiaren's voice was a little trembling. Although she obviously didn't want to cry, the tears seemed to be unstoppable, and kept pouring out of her eyes. She wanted to say something to comfort Zhen Zhen, but when she said it, it was all regret.

I'm sorry, the amusement park that didn't arrive, the birthday party that couldn't be completed in the end, and Zhen Zhen who stood alone in the memory.She knew in her heart that even if she went back in time, she would not have much chance of meeting her and comforting her at that time, but her heart was still clenched in pain.

She felt very regretful, regretting that she hadn't discovered this reason earlier, that she hadn't celebrated her birthday before, and that she hadn't been honest with her, and let her stay alone in loneliness and sadness for so long.

Seeing Lu Jiaren's unstoppable tears, Zhen Zhen seemed a little flustered. She stood up and wiped her tears. When she touched her face, she froze: "Why is it so cold?"

She blamed herself for being careless, knowing that Lu Jiaren was afraid of the cold, she relented and didn't put on the big scarf when she acted like a baby.

"I'm really fine, don't cry." Luo Luo was unknowingly replaced, leaving only the weeping person in front of him, Zhen Zhen helped her warm her hands with a breath, coaxing her with a gentle tone.

The person in the photo is quietly looking at the pair standing in front of the tombstone.

"Actually, every time I come to see my parents, I feel a little heavy, but this time I feel much better." Zhen Zhen helped Lu Jiaren smooth out his messy temple hair, and said softly, "Thank you for being with me."

Let me finally no longer be a person.

Lu Jiaren held her hand back, because the tip of her nose turned red after crying, she sniffed and smiled, "I will always be with you from now on."

The two stayed in the cemetery for a long time, and Lu Jia was still driving the car on the return trip.She held the steering wheel and drove the car directly on the opposite road from the way she came.

Seeing the approaching, lively and colorful playground entrance, Zhen Zhen asked in surprise, "Why did you come here?"

Lu Jiaren entered the parking lot while queuing with the traffic, and said, "I'm here to make up your seven-year-old birthday."

When she was in the cemetery just now, she had such an idea that she wanted to accompany Zhen Zhen to make up for the past regrets, so that this matter would not stay in her heart forever and become a reason to bother her.

The park is full of music and laughter. It is the time of the winter carnival. The lights of various giant electric toys on the square are twinkling, attracting the attention of many children.

In order to avoid attracting the attention of tourists, Lu Jiaren bought herself a fluffy rabbit ear hat in a souvenir shop. The hat was so big that it almost covered half of her face. After putting on a mask, she couldn’t recognize her actress without looking carefully. identity.

After disguising herself, she chose a bear hat with round ears for Zhen Zhen with great interest, and helped her put it on her head with a smile, regardless of her expression of resistance written all over her face.

"It's boring to be the only one in disguise," she said coquettishly while wearing Zhen Zhen's shoulder, "shall we wear a pair?"

Hearing the word "a couple", Zhen Zhen's resistance suddenly became lighter, and she obediently asked her to put on the little furry brown hat.

Little Rabbit and Little Bear entered the paradise hand in hand. Little Bear was obviously a little dumbfounded by the dazzling array of electric toys. In the end, Little Rabbit led her to find the window of the coin booth and bought a basket full of game coins.

Lu Jiaren handed the heavy red basket to Zhen Zhen, and asked boldly, "Which one do you want to play?"

Zhen Zhen had never been to this kind of place since she was a child. At this time, she was holding a basket in one hand and Lu Jiaren in the other, like Alice, a schoolmaster who accidentally entered Wonderland, hesitated. Look at this, then look at that, and whisper, "I haven't actually played it before"

Lu Jiaren held her hand tightly, and said lightly, "That's great, you'll have so many new experiences in this way! And I happen to be very good at playing video games, so I'll show you how to play."

Zhen Zhen nodded, shaking her round fluffy ears, and said meekly, "Okay."

After saying this, she felt that Lu Jiaren was holding her hand with increasing strength, leading her through all kinds of flashing game machines, until she came to the shining dancing machine in the center. stop.

This machine looked conspicuous and domineering. Zhen Zhen assessed its difficulty, and before he could say "no", he was pushed onto the stage by Lu Jiaren.

"Let's warm up first." The person next to him moved as fast as lightning, and pushed a few game coins into the card slot of the machine. The huge screen made a "boom" start-up sound, and the dazzling information screen after screen was fast. skimming.

Zhen Zhen watched Lu Jiaren tap the buttons with his toes and skillfully operate the machine, feeling a little nervous: "I've never played this before, can you choose a less difficult one?"

It was Lu Jiaren who answered her with a sweet smile: "Honey, do you know what this is? This is called the c king of the electric park, we must respect its status in the world. Just rest assured, everything will be left to me, the little princess of the park."

As soon as she finished speaking, a bright picture flashed in front of the screen, with the unusually conspicuous five stars and the small crown logo on the edge of the picture, which looked very cool.

What does it feel like to be under the spotlight?This was the first question Zhen Zhen ever had after learning about Lu Jiaren's occupation.For her who has always been used to keeping a low profile, she often feels a little uncomfortable when surrounded by other people's eyes.

But now she can't care about being uncomfortable at all.Accompanied by the exploding explosive electronic music, countless arrows indicating up, down, left, and right directions flowed rapidly on the screen, and combined with the changing and rising colorful lights under her feet, she was in a hurry.

For the first time, she realized what it means that the movement cannot keep up with the brain consciousness. After stepping through a short section of music with difficulty, a large group of audience has gathered around the dancing machine, accompanied by the small voices of the children.

With continuous hard work, the "iss" prompts on Zhen Zhen's side of the screen rained down like rain. On the other hand, Lu Jiaren on the other side was completely at the other extreme. She looked at the screen intently, and her feet were as accurate as if she had installed a locator spontaneously. Stepping on the pedal, the body shakes with the rhythm of the music, and there is even a sense of ease.

Zhen Zhen couldn't remember how she managed to make it to the end of the dance music. The sound effects of gold coins falling kept ringing, and the children watching the fun cheered enthusiastically, all for Lu Jiaren.Lu Jiaren waved his hands proudly, and dragged Zhen Zhen off the dance floor like a victorious princess.

After strenuous exercise, those peach blossom eyes looked particularly attractive, shining like a pair of sweet crescent moons towards Zhen Zhen. In order to avoid revealing her identity, she did not dare to take off her mask, so she could only whisper in Zhen Zhen's ear: "It's so hot."

There was the same enthusiasm in the breath, which made Zhen Zhen's ears feel hot. I don't know if it was a psychological effect or the dopamine produced after the exercise. The gloomy mood before seemed to have completely dissipated without knowing it.

Lu Jiaren smiled and pinched her red earlobe: "I'll take you to play something else."

Worthy of the title of "Little Princess of Paradise", Zhen Zhen discovered that Lu Jiaren was really good at playing video games. She was carrying a small basket in her hand, like a basket of treasures leading to a happy castle, and was led by Lu Jiaren in the crowd. Walking through the middle, the pair of rabbit ears on her head were bouncing, every movement seemed to be dancing.

From basketball shooting competitions to racing games, and from taiko drum masters to doomsday crisis, all kinds of new amusement projects are overwhelming. Zhen Zhen has been restrained at the beginning, and then completely let go of herself, immersed in the intense game, and with a group of The children yelled and scrambled for victory.

The last basketball was thrown into the hoop, looking at the glittering "victory" on the screen, she turned her head excitedly, like a child who got full marks in an exam and was waiting for praise, she smiled and looked at Lu Jiaren on the sidelines.

The other party immediately reached out and gave her a big hug.

At this time, two hours have passed since they arrived at the playground, and their almost exhausted physical strength disappeared together with the rapid passage of time.

"Let's go eat," raised his hand and glanced at his watch, Zhen Zhen shook the empty little basket again, after they played all the time just now, the basket full of game coins was used up without knowing it.

Lu Jiaren nodded, and took Zhen Zhen's arm affectionately. As soon as he walked to the front of the passage, Lu Jiaren suddenly said "ah".

"Forgot one important thing!" Her eyes stopped on the row of doll-clamping machines by the gate wall, "I haven't got your birthday doll yet."

Those claw machines have obviously just been restocked, and through the transparent window, you can see different kinds of plush toys, and the prize pool is so full that it seems to be within reach.

"But we don't have coins anymore," Zhen Zhen couldn't help but smile at her reluctant eyes, "I'll go buy some more."

However, there was a long queue at the entrance of the coin booth at this time, and Lu Jiaren grabbed Zhen Zhen: "It's okay, I have a solution."

She smiled mysteriously at Zhen Zhen, and her eyes began to slowly search for the target in the amusement park.

Zhen Zhen didn't understand, so she followed Lu Jiaren, watching her skillfully walk towards some of the machines, then bent down, and put her hand into the slot under the coin slot.

One machine after another was searched. Seeing her serious look, Zhen Zhen couldn't help but persuade, "Why don't I go buy it?"

"Found it!"

Lu Jiaren straightened up in surprise, a little light flashed on his white fingertips, it was a game token that had been missed.

Zhen Zhen took the game coin and asked with some doubts: "How can one coin be enough?"

Lu Jiaren tapped her palm lightly: "As the little princess of the amusement park, let's cast a spell on Zhen Zhen right now."