Healing black lotus

When Huayou heard this, her face flushed unnaturally, but she didn't realize it, she just straightened her body and didn't dare to move, even Bian Chengyi accidentally pulled her hair, she None of them said a word.

Looking at herself in the mirror, Huayou's heart is very complicated now.

Although it is difficult to be completely calm in getting along, Huayou has been restraining her heartbeat.She told herself clearly that the interaction between her and Bian Chengyi was just a part of the mission. Without the guidance of the temporary mission of the mission system, Bian Chengyi would never have come to this point with herself.

Not to mention that in Huayou's impression, Bian Chengyi's true love in the original novel is Fang Jinyu.

But when we are really together day and night, it is inevitable that the heartbeat will speed up, like a distraction between completing tasks.Huayou thought, she can't blame herself for this.

Bian Chengyi knew that she sometimes got involved with Huayou, but seeing the girl under her hand who was in pain but still sitting upright, she unconsciously thought of teasing her.She controlled herself gently, turned off the hair dryer to help Huayou wipe her hair, and patted her head again: "Why don't you tell me about the pain, kitten."

Huayou was still asking about the system progress bar just now.Currently it is 80.00% of the task progress bar and 30.00% of the blackening value.As long as the task is completed before the blackening value is full, everything should be fine and nothing will happen!Just as she was distracted, when she heard this sentence, she replied belatedly, "Ah...it's okay."

Bian Chengyi felt a little helpless: "Next time you have to tell me directly, otherwise I don't know when I will hurt your hair."

And the next hair dryer?Huayou questioned for a moment, but the interface was still fast: "Okay! Make sure to complete the requirements! If it hurts me, I will immediately yell until the entire corridor lights up!"

Bian Chengyi shook her head: "If you really have the ability, that's fine."

When the two went upstairs, they naturally held hands.

It seems that it is very common for them to hold hands now.Bian Chengyi took out the key to open the door, and when she went to take a shower, Huayou scanned through Bian Chengyi's homework on the weekend with her consent, and found that she had indeed made considerable progress in her logical thinking in mathematics.

Just as she was watching more and more vigorously, while thinking about how to continue teaching Bian Chengyi, Bian Chengyi came out of the shower.She has a slender figure, and Chunri's pajamas make her look thinner. Huayou is sometimes worried that a gust of wind will blow her away.Just when Huayou was thinking wildly, Bian Chengyi walked up to her lightly wearing cotton slippers: "Is it okay?"

When it comes to homework, Huayou's eyes don't look around, and the words are opened at once.While she was analyzing seriously, Bian Chengyi's ears had been listening hard, but his eyes gradually became empty a little unconsciously.

Her kitten seems to be... cuter when she is engaged in learning.

After Huayou finished talking about the big topic: "...In short, if you see this condition, just do it." She suddenly stepped back and looked at Bian Chengyi with some vigilance, "What's wrong?" She touched her Face: "What's on my face..."

Bian Chengyi smiled: "Don't move."

She opened the glasses case, and put her gold-rimmed glasses on for Huayou.

Huayou's eyes widened, and she said in a little confusion, "Sister Bian, I feel that your prescription is not deep, and I don't feel dizzy after wearing it."

Under the dim yellow light, Hua You, who was wearing bear pajamas and glasses, looked like a cute big doll bear.Bian Chengyi resisted her urge to hug, and she warned herself that if she didn't want to lose her good teacher and good friend, she had to learn to control herself.So, she just moved her throat and said:

"You are very suitable." Bian Chengyi tilted his head, "I feel more imposing wearing this topic."

"Really?" Hua You took out her makeup mirror and looked at herself carefully. For no reason, she felt that she was a bit like a combination of Bian Chengyi and herself... Stop and go, mainly because the gold-rimmed glasses also resemble in a sense It's like some kind of symbol of Bian Chengyi.

"Yeah." Bian Chengyi stood beside Huayou, bent down and approached the mirror with her: "I'll buy you a pair when I'm free."

"Stop, stop, the fee for private tutoring will be overdue long ago, and I'll teach you for 20 years and I won't be able to pay it back!" Huayou protested loudly, did she know what the price of the glasses represented by the logo on the glasses, "I have Opportunity to buy a nine yuan nine single frame online, it should work well."

Bian Chengyi smiled: "The quality is not good. I will go to the optical shop to try them on after the mid-term exam. I think that if you don't feel dizzy wearing my glasses, you may also be a little short-sighted."

Huayou wailed: "No! My proudest eyesight is 5.0! As long as I don't buy glasses or have an optometry, I will never be short-sighted!"

The two talked for a while, and went to the table to make papers for a while, and soon it was time to turn off the lights.The difference between two-person and four-person dorms is that there will still be aunts who will come to check the dormitory. If you turn off the lights and play with your mobile phone or turn on the small lights, you will be punished. You still have to get up early to make up your homework.Huayou and Bian Chengyi went to their own bed. There was silence in the darkness, only the sound of breathing.

Hua You is someone who thinks she has a good adaptability. She was tired after moving to the dormitory today, but she tossed and turned for a while and couldn't fall asleep. There was no big movement in Bian Chengyi's place.In the end, Huayou couldn't help but opened her eyes and said, "Sister Bian, did you have night chats in your previous dormitory?"

"Night chat?" Bian Chengyi whispered with some doubts, "Is this... a bit of a waste of sleep time?"

"So we used to chat in the dormitory on Thursday night, and go back to catch up on Friday." Hua You turned over and faced Bian Chengyi's bed and said, "Then I won't delay your sleep, Sister Bian, I wanted to chat with you Damn!"

There was a moment of silence in the air.Bian Chengyi said: "Actually... I just haven't tried it, I can try it."

Hua You didn't answer immediately, Bian Chengyi asked again: "What... did you want to talk about just now?"

Huayou thought for a while, and said: "When I was in the dormitory, Ling Wan usually started the conversation, and most of the time I still gossip, such as who fell in love with whom, who broke up with whom... or future plans. Like, when do you want to get married? Will you be afraid of getting married?"

Bian Chengyi smiled silently: "You are considered a married person now, so, are you afraid?"

Huayou said seriously: "It's different. I know Sister Bian's character, and I know that Sister Bian and I are just going through a formality to avoid all kinds of troubles. For OMEGA, getting married is actually quite important. It’s a big event, and few people are not nervous or afraid.”

"Yes, I have to admit that if OMEGA ends a marriage or love relationship, the price and pain it will bear will be higher than other genders." Bian Chengyi took off her steam eye mask, opened her eyes, looked at Huayou and said, " For other genders, I think what can be done is to treat a relationship more carefully."

"Yeah." Huayou sighed and asked tentatively, "Sister Bian... If your feelings for a person, I say if, it may be manipulated by God's will, whether you hate it or like it That's okay, then do you think the feelings that arise are real feelings?"

The darkness flooded up like a tide, and an inexplicable oppression gently strangled Bian Chengyi's neck. This question made her feel slightly suffocated.She hesitated for a moment, then slowly said: "Let's talk about the premise first... I used to not believe in fate at all, nor did I believe in God's will."

But since she was reborn in reincarnation, Bian Chengyi's concept has been shaken violently, which can be said to have completely destroyed the original scientific system in her mind: "Later, I felt that I was wrong."

She sighed slightly: "But if there is really a will, deliberately arrange who I like... I think, I will definitely do it the other way around."

...If it is arranged for me to fall in love with someone other than you, I would rather experience the pain of death again.

Bian Chengyi didn't dare to say this.She just persistently and affirmatively said: "The one I like must be the one I really like, and the person I like is completely independent of God's will and fate."

Fate told her that her talent was not worthy of Ke Da, her family background and inner character were not worthy of being truly loved.

She hates fate.

... If it is possible, she wants to resist fate, even if the price is not to enter reincarnation, not to lose memory, to repeat the boring and failed life again and again, then she must grasp the only variable in life.

flower worries.

She stared at her tenderly, while Huayou, who was wrapped in such a thick quilt, felt cold for no reason.

……

Don't be tempted.

Huayou told herself clearly and cruelly.

You can be nice to her, you can accompany her, you can be her temporary support, you can be her only mentor and best friend in high school, and you can make her completely shift her obsessions, but you must learn to leave at the right time and let Bian Chengyi Welcome to the free and broad life that belongs to her completely and should belong to her.

She dug her nails into her palms, suppressed her desire to cry, and showed a bright smile.

"Sister Bian, I hate fate too...I want to change fate too."

I want to have the complete love of my parents and a happy childhood. It is also good to take a step back, even if I go through all kinds of difficulties, to truly reward this non-scientific power through the system.

You are the most critical link in changing my destiny, and I will give you all my abilities, except love.

"I believe that we can all be admitted to Keda, and then...do what we really like. I may be a video maker about chess sharing, and you may learn the law you have always liked... "

"Hey." Bian Chengyi was a little puzzled, "How do you know that my ideal major is law?"

Huayou smiled slightly: "It's telepathy!"

Then, she closed her eyes and turned over.

"I seem to be a little sleepy. Go to sleep, sister Bian."

"Tomorrow is a brand new day."

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The author has something to say:

Huayou who ran away after graduation: Hmph!Let you talk nonsense!

Bian Chengyi in the chasing wife crematorium: ...I didn't mean that at all at the time!