Younger brother can't be bothered

It feels so good to be able to say what I miss justifiably.

In the past, he was always thinking about this person in his heart, but he still showed reluctance. It was just because he didn't want to make himself too ugly. After all, to Fu Siyan, he was just a very insignificant existence, and he didn't even dare to say that he missed him. , I didn’t dare to contact him, but I searched for news related to this person on the Internet every day, over and over again.

On the contrary, Fu Siyan was stunned, because Shan Mo had never done such a thing to him, and he rarely said such provocative words.

I have heard the words "I miss you" from many people's mouths, and I am almost tired of hearing them. At that time, I also wondered whether Shan Mo would say it, and if it was Shan Mo, what would it feel like? .

It's just that the relationship between the two of them was close to breaking down at that time, and Shan Mo didn't want to say a word to him at all, and a strong barrier was built in his soft heart.

"What did you say?"

"What's wrong?" Shan Mo asked puzzled, thinking something was wrong.

Fu Siyan lowered his head slightly, kissed him on the forehead, and said, "Very happy."

Shan Mo was baffled, and had no idea why Fu Siyan was happy, after all, the two of them usually had more intimate actions.

"How is Shan Wen doing recently?" Fu Siyan asked.

"He seems to have lost his soul, but I saw Qi Han today, and he looks pretty good, no wonder Shan Wen would like him." Shan Mo said calmly.

"Not bad?" Fu Siyan raised his handsome eyebrows.

"...not as handsome as you, and worse than you in every aspect, can you not?"

"Don't look at other people casually."

"You still had someone to date at that time!" Shan Mo recalled the old story. At that time, Fu Siyan was dating Ye Yan, but he still didn't let him go, and even talked to Ye Yan under that situation. There is also a bit of resentment.

"..." You will have to pay it back sooner or later, Fu Siyan choked on this sentence and didn't know how to respond.

"I haven't forgotten how close you were to her on the phone at that time."

"……It's in the past."

"Now you don't even allow me to look at other people. He is the person Shan Wen likes. What else can I do? I just want to help Shan Wen check it out."

"..." How tough was his attitude in front of Shan Mo back then, but now he is soft. At that time, he didn't want to make Shan Mo jealous. How could he know that Shan Mo didn't show it at the time, and now he's bringing up old accounts.

It's the first time in my life that I like this kind of emotion. Fu Siyan has heard many people say these two words, so he feels it is very false, and he has never believed it. Who knows that he still fell into these two words.

"Have you had your lunch?" Shan Mo put on cotton slippers, walked into the room and asked.

"not yet."

"If I don't come back today, you won't eat?" Shan Mo frowned, maybe because he was used to being served by others, Fu Siyan had to remind Fu Siyan every time he ate.

"Aren't you back?"

Fu Siyan likes to watch Shan Mo's occasional little emotions, this is the real Shan Mo, just like when he was in college, he would complain and laugh, but at that time he didn't know that he would become a partner with Shan Mo, and his attitude towards him was quite indifferent Yes, the other party always talks, he listens, and the reply is very short.

I didn't know that I would value this person so much, and I didn't know that I would become a partner with this person.

If he had known earlier, Shan Mo would not have been disappointed.

Shan Mo went to the kitchen and put a lot of fresh vegetables in the refrigerator. He even bought several cookbooks and learned how to cook. In fact, this kind of experience does not make him feel tired, but makes him feel that his life is full and satisfied .

Shan Mo made stewed pork ribs soup with yam. Drinking hot soup in such a cold day can also warm the stomach. I made three dishes. If there is less, I am afraid of chills, and if there are too many, I am afraid that I will not be able to finish it.

"It smells so good." Fu Siyan said behind him.

"You can eat later."

"I'm talking about you, the body wash I used in the shower this morning smells very good."

"..." Shan Mo's face was reddish, what's the matter...he was wearing such a thick sweater...

"Fu Siyan... If you keep making trouble, don't touch me this month." Maybe it's because of the rapid warming up of the relationship, and because Fu Siyan didn't have an announcement, he just took it easy, and likes to be close to him when he has nothing to do, and then lean on him I started to be dishonest.

I can bear it once or twice, I don’t know how many times, it’s like this every time.

Only then did Fu Siyan let go of his hand on his waist.

Shan Mo brought the dishes to the table, and he didn't eat much at Shan Wen's at noon, so he accompanied Fu Siyan and served himself a small bowl of rice.

Fu Siyan ate quietly the whole time, and didn't make any more noise or say anything.

This appearance makes Shan Mo feel uneasy. Fu Siyan has done so much for him, and he is actually very moved. In order to protect him from the media revealing his identity, he is under tremendous pressure from public opinion alone. Lovers, it's not unreasonable to want to get closer.

Fu Siyan picked up the dishes and put them in a single bowl, then raised his head and asked, "What are you thinking?"

"..." Fu Siyan is better than him in every aspect, whether it's appearance or family background, and now he treats him so sincerely, and enjoys the excellent life Fu Siyan provides, the more he thinks about it, the more he feels bad.

Although there is no absolute reciprocity in love, there cannot be only unilateral contributions.

"What happened to Shan Wen?" Fu Siyan asked again.

"No." Shan Mo picked up the dish Fu Siyan gave him with his chopsticks. It tasted pretty good, and he has gained experience in cooking from recipes these days. Although he is not as good as a professional chef in a hotel, he is still Not too bad.

Shanmo ate a few mouthfuls of rice before putting down the bowl and chopsticks and whispering, "Fu Siyan, if you think I did something wrong, you can tell it. Don't feel indebted to me. In fact, I have many problems myself... "

"I like your little bug."

"...I'm serious, you are so different from before. You always liked to force me before, but now you always give way to me, which makes me feel unreal."

"I didn't know my feelings for you at that time, but now I know."

"..."

"Are you still not sure how much I like you?"

"...No, it's not true...you are too kind to me."

"The closest person around you is only you. If you are not good to you, who is good to you?"

"..." Why does it feel like I'm reciting lines...

"Stop thinking about it and eat."

"..." The inferiority complex has lasted too long, and I still haven't been able to change it for a while. Thinking of Fu Siyan's words, winter seems to be getting warmer.

Shan Mo looked up at the person in front of him, how lucky he was to become a partner with this person, how lucky to be the only one among thousands of people.