Younger brother can't be bothered

Fu Siyan was silent for a few seconds before saying, "I still remember."

There has never been a moment as clear as it is now. Searching the memories in my mind, the details that were ignored before are gradually enlarged. In fact, everything has a reason. Talk to yourself against a piece of wood.

At that time, Fu Siyan seldom responded, and once in a while, it would make Shan Mo happy for a long time.

"It's been so long, you don't need to remember." Everything has an expiration date, just like the washed fruit on the table, the first day is crystal clear and watery, and the second day will be eclipsed. It will rot over time until it is discarded.

Shan Mo didn't understand why Fu Siyan suddenly mentioned this. The old memories made him a little dazed. Although Fu Siyan didn't respond too much during that time, at least he was very comfortable. It would be very happy to secretly talk to Fu Siyan a few more words.

He is easy to be satisfied, and occasionally fantasizes about his future life, and looks forward to being friends with Fu Siyan. After all, the identities of the two are very different. If it is not at school, it is really difficult to see this person.

Fu Siyan didn't respond any more, and picked up Shan Mo. The two of them took a bath, ate together, and slept together these days. The process was boring, basically there was no conversation, and even the physical touch became very formal.

Fu Siyan was wasting Shan Mo's patience, and if he didn't give him a good time, he was just wasting it.

In fact, it was mutual. Shan Mo felt that while Fu Siyan was making him feel bad, so was Fu Siyan.

Ever since we did it once in the lounge, the intimacy between the two of them was limited to touching and kissing. In the past few years, Fu Siyan seldom kissed him. It was basically a matter of venting and leaving. If you don't clean it up for him, it will often cause him a stomachache or a low-grade fever the next day. Regarding the same-sex love, I only gradually understood it after searching the information on the Internet silently.

Shan Mo actually had a shadow on the bathtub, maybe Fu Siyan discovered this detail and used the shower to help him take a bath.

The first time she did it, Shan Mo woke up and found her body soaked in icy cold water. Fu Siyan was standing beside him dressed neatly, squinting at him with a bit of disdain.

Then it was the time when I ate with Yu Huai, I felt my body was filled, but my heart was empty.

The weight of his body was supported by his back, and the wall felt a little cold. Shan Mo let Fu Siyan move around him without saying a word, with his eyes slightly closed, neither resisting nor cooperating, Fu Siyan could do whatever he wanted, Even though the temperature had dropped a lot and he hadn't exercised, Fu Siyan helped him take a bath every day, and even Shan Mo himself hadn't been so diligent.

Maybe only in this way can we find a reason to touch Shan Mo.

"Open your eyes and look at me." In the quiet space, Fu Siyan finally spoke.

"..." Shan Mo obediently opened his slightly closed eyes and looked at Fu Siyan's appearance. Could this helpless look be Fu Siyan's?It must be my own dazzled.

"Tell me, what do I have to do to treat me like before?" Fu Siyan asked in a deep voice, his body was drenched by the unturned shower head, but no one seems to pay attention to this problem now .

Fu Siyan leaned Shan Mo against the wet and slippery wall of the bathroom, a little mist steamed in the air, confusing his eyes.

"I was stupid before." Shan Mo whispered.

What can I do if I go back to the past, but I will experience the feeling of being trampled on my heart again.

Fu Siyan would still get tired of it, but it was just a sudden feeling of freshness. He took this kind of thing seriously like a fool, and then he was indifferently ignored.

Anyway, there is no shortage of people around Fu Siyan, and Shan Mo doesn't have much confidence in his appearance. He doesn't think he has the ability to seduce Fu Siyan, so that Fu Siyan will be devoted to him in this life, and he will not marry a wife. Social pressure, able to withstand family opposition.

Shan Mo feels that he is too greedy, and people who do not know themselves will not end well. If they don't know the heights of the world, let it be left to the past. Now he is a very practical person.

The oppressive atmosphere was the same as before, the difference was that Fu Siyan unbuttoned the shirt that was almost transparent with water, revealing a perfect body, without a layer of fabric isolation, and Dan Mo's skin-to-skin contact, feeling the gradual rise in each other's bodies temperature.

"You actually like being treated like this by me, don't you?" Fu Siyan asked in a low voice, his thin lips approaching Shan Mo's side face, looking at Shan Mo's face that finally changed slightly.

"I'm also a man, and it's normal to have sex." Shan Mo turned his face slightly, seeing that Fu Siyan didn't respond, and said, "It's not because of you, it's okay to do this with anyone."

"Yu Huai said you rejected him."

"...I only thought of him as a friend."

"Who else have you been with besides me?"

"...You have no right to ask." It's just a sexual relationship, and it doesn't involve personal feelings. What right does it have to interfere with the other person's original life, but Fu Siyan has always been like this. He is obviously in a relationship with others, but even he No friends are allowed.

Fu Siyan's eyes sank slightly, he was praised by fans as a walking hormone, even many men couldn't resist his charm, not to mention that his body was so close to Shan Mo at this moment.

The frequency of breathing can be felt.

Fu Siyan's hand touched Shan Mo's wet hair, and gradually went down along the end of the hair. This action made Shan Mo's heart tremble slightly, but he quickly restrained his expression. As a male body, sometimes it is too Being honest, Shan Mo kept his eyes on the opposite hook, not wanting to admit defeat in this contest.

It's just the fall of the pure body, no need to have feelings and consciousness.

"Do you want it?" Fu Siyan asked softly, his movements were gentle, he would take Shan Mo's reaction and feelings into consideration, and he was no longer just blindly plundering like before.

This kind of thing is mutual. In the past, it was his unilateral catharsis. Occasionally Shan Mo would feel pleasure, but more often it would be pain. Shan Mo is very afraid of pain, and even a small pain can be magnified on his body Countless times.

The environment in which he grew up and his family were so well protected that he hardly suffered any injuries.

It was Fu Siyan who made him get used to the pain gradually, exhausting him every time, and he didn't know how to restrain himself. Several times after Fu Siyan left, Shan Mo lay in bed for a whole day, so that When Mo saw Fu Siyan coming to him, he would adjust the class with the teacher in advance, so as not to be noticed by others because of his inconvenience.

And the most painful time was when Fu Siyan almost broke his leg, and when the bone cracked, it hurt so badly.