Younger brother can't be bothered

Chapter 181 Feeling within reach

I went to the Internet to check how to do this kind of thing so as not to get hurt. I bought lubricating fluid and put it in the drawer regardless of shame, just for the convenience of Fu Siyan, because Fu Siyan only knows about plundering, and he doesn't understand that he is also a human being. , he will hurt.

It's quite painful, so many times, not only the body hurts, but the heart also suffers, but Fu Siyan never knows it, and time and time again makes his scattered hopes fall to the bottom.

Fu Siyan gave him money, and helped him buy a house, and there were many cars. Shan Mo didn't want anything, Shan Mo was short of money, and wanted to make money, but what he got in this way would make him change. Get cheap and worthless.

He didn't want to let himself be so lowly that he could be measured by money. He didn't want Fu Siyan to get rid of him one day. The reason was the same as many others. Fame and fortune were enough to seduce people. Bottom line, that's all for this life, no amount of money, no amount of fame, can't compare to this life of being an upright person.

Fu Siyan didn't speak for a while, did he make a mistake?But in his eyes, Shan Mo definitely has an indistinct relationship with Yu Huai. Could it be that Shan Mo kept saying that he wanted to go home, but secretly hooked up with someone else?Isn't it that Shan Mo is always rejecting him, but he can speak kindly to others behind his back?

Why, this is completely different from what he saw.

But Shan Mo doesn't look like he's lying, the ankle is swollen, which is particularly eye-catching on the originally thin leg, and the right foot is weakly forming an arc as if he has lost consciousness. Shan Mo closed his eyes and used his arm to hold his Eyes covered.

Once the illusion of gentleness is exposed, there will be a deeper abyss waiting for Shanmo. He has known it in his heart, but he still cannot bear it when he really experiences it.

Last time in this villa, Fu Siyan talked gently with others, said gentle words, but galloped roughly on his body, Shan Mo did not forget the scene at that time, even though he wanted to completely seal himself off, the reality Keep telling him that he is an intervener in other people's feelings, that he is a thief, and wants to steal things that shouldn't belong to him.

Time was silent for a long time, Nuo Da's empty room was a bit cold, Shan Mo shrank his body, his whole body felt cold, and his body was also very cold.

It was so cold that I hardly felt anything.

Fu Siyan took off his coat, covered Shan Mo's body, picked him up and placed him on the sofa next to him. He didn't say a word the whole time. Fu Siyan was used to being strong, and now he couldn't be sure that it was his feeling. Wrong, Shan Mo was lying.

Because Shan Mo also lied to him, but that kind of deception was insignificant compared to the present.

The ankle was swollen badly. Fu Siyan took ice cubes and applied it on it. Shan Mo kept turning his head and let him fiddle with his body without looking at him. Shan Mo had done this before, but this time Fu Siyan felt sore in his heart.

There were probably several times when I got along peacefully with Shan Mo. That time, I deliberately asked Shan Mo to pick him up at the dinner. The two of them walked together on the side of the empty road. There were no media or cameras around. Fu Siyan knew how much he could drink. , He was not drunk at all, and deliberately pressed on Shan Mo, trying to test Shan Mo's reaction.

Shan Mo was very obedient, and he leaned heavily on his shoulders without saying a word, until he was halfway there, his tone sounded like a coquettish to Fu Siyan's ears.

At that time, he felt that Shan Mo had a good impression of him, because at that moment under the dim halo, Shan Mo's face became unnatural, and then he lowered his head and stopped looking at him, which happened to Shan Mo several times .

Fu Siyan thought carefully, and Shan Mo had no reason to lie to him. If he really wanted to leave him, he should have rejected him as in the future, instead of saying these things like now.

"You don't need to pretend to be kind." Shan Mo said calmly, slapped him hard, and gave him another sweet date?There are too many times like this, and his expectations have been squandered time and time again. This time, he will never accept it again.

"Does it still hurt?" Fu Siyan asked, his attitude was completely different from the cold attitude just now, and it was hard to reminisce.

"Just do what you want. This kind of hypocrisy doesn't need to be used on me." Shan Mo was calmer than ever. The previous few times he would feel uneasy because of Fu Siyan's sudden goodness. Why bother? , there is nothing to worry about, anyway, Fu Siyan's attitude towards him has always been uncertain.

Fu Siyan didn't speak, took away the ice wrapped in gauze, and looked at the wounds on Shan Mo's body, he had too many doubts in his heart, maybe it was because the direct admission would make him unable to accept it for a while .

The feelings that were within reach were destroyed by him bit by bit, and it was he who personally wiped away Shan Mo's feelings for him until there was not even a single dross left.

Speaking of trust, he has always believed in himself. He has never believed in Shan Mo, and all his actions are tempting. He wants to test whether Shan Mo can give him a satisfactory answer. If not, then it is Shan Mo. cheated him.

From the beginning to the end, Shan Mo's concealment from him is probably only emotion, because this is the last bottom line in Shan Mo's heart.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"..." Tell me earlier, and be trampled on earlier?I am not a person in the same world. I thought it was enough to just look up. The active contact in my youth was due to curiosity. As time went by, my eyes could no longer be separated from this indifferent and arrogant person, and I deliberately talked to others. I just want to divert my attention, and keep telling myself that there are many people who want to approach him, and I am just one of them. If I can chat for a few days occasionally, I will be able to surpass many people. Be content, be content.

Shan Mo thought about being content, doing what he should do, following a normal life track, his family background is ordinary and ordinary, and his appearance is not outstanding among the crowd. After finally getting a chance to change his life, he was rejected by Fu Si. Yan ruined, he wanted to complain, and went to Fu Siyan for an explanation like a fool, but Shan Mo didn't want to think about what happened later.

"I broke up with Ye Yan." Fu Siyan said again.

"Well." Without Ye Yan, there will be other people. Anyway, Fu Siyan has never been short of people, and he is just one of the spare tires. He even feels sorry for Ye Yan and feels that he is not qualified. Feel sorry for others, after all, he is the saddest person.

Fu Siyan has always been planning and strategizing, but at this moment, he doesn't know what to say, he can't say apologies, and he can only say sensational words when making movies. In real life, he has all kinds of rich and interpersonal relationships. and experience, but only blank in the emotional aspect.

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