Younger brother can't be bothered

Perhaps Fu Siyan kept his promise, and didn't touch him again during this period of time, and Shan Mo was happy to relax, so as not to suffer from that kind of torture-like sex again.

Many times it was Fu Siyan who became interested, and he didn't take his feelings into account, and his desire was so strong that Shan Mo couldn't bear it. Even if he restrained himself, Shan Mo still felt that this kind of thing was like a kind of kindness to him. torment.

Fu Siyan would always reject other people's favors, and even a few times, Shanmo heard some young actors discussing behind his back whether Fu Siyan was frigid.

Shan Mo's expression darkened, he knew better than anyone else what kind of person Fu Siyan was, what kind of indifference and unreachability he was in front of others, and what kind of person he was in front of him.

He will threaten him with the most despicable means and force him to do things he doesn't want to do.

Fu Siyan had a dinner today, Shan Mo didn't follow him, he was alone in the hotel room in a daze, looking at the gorgeous decorations in front of him, the retro European-style wallpaper, and the emotional murals on the wall, he felt that none of this was real .

His current life is like a fantasy.

Every day is muddling along, no longer looking forward to tomorrow, no longer naively fantasizing about the future, if he can't leave Fu Siyan, then he will live like this for the rest of his life.

But anytime the age changes, Fu Siyan will get tired of him one day. Those young and tender teenagers are much more attractive than him.

The vibration of the mobile phone interrupted Shan Mo's thoughts, and he was a little grateful.

Whenever Shan Mo thinks about his current situation, he will become more and more desperate. It's better not to think about it, maybe he can feel better.

The person who saw the caller ID, Shan Mo's finger paused for a few seconds before swiping to answer.

"Xiao Mo, how are you doing recently?" A mellow male voice rang in his ears.

"Oh, that's alright."

"I put the things in the storage room. You can take them away at any time when you come back. I went to Z University today and thought I would meet you."

"..." Shan Mo pursed his lips, not knowing what to say, he could feel Yu Huai's feelings for him no matter how slow he was, he couldn't accept Yu Huai, but Yu Huai never gave him a chance to refuse every time. The words are watertight.

"I don't have any acquaintances in City Z. After finishing my business these days, I have to go home." Yu Huai said with emotion.

"Sorry, Fu Siyan and I..."

"Xiao Mo, I know what you're going to say, and I also know that you didn't want it. Tell me, did Fu Siyan threaten you with something?" Yu Huai has always been very insightful. It can be seen from the contact with each other that Shan Mo is afraid of Fu Siyan, not because of feelings, but just out of fear.

"..." Shan Mo paused. What Fu Siyan did before, both he and Yu Huai were victims, and he knew Fu Siyan's character for a long time. Now he really doesn't want to drag others into trouble , and don't want to owe favors to others. Confronting Fu Siyan will definitely consume a huge amount of capital. They are all adults, so it is impossible for others to help unconditionally.

The last time someone said it was so bad in the bathroom, Shan Mo didn't think those people were wrong. He will be 30 years old in a few months, and he is usually too lazy to take care of his skin. What kind of nature did Si Yan come from, let alone why Yu Huai still had that kind of thought.

If he hadn't met Fu Siyan, had been in touch with Yu Huai for a long time, and felt that his personality was suitable, he would have a normal relationship with Yu Huai. From the time of getting along with him, the care Yu Huai gave him made him feel that for the first time It turns out that I am not invincible.

In fact, what Shan Mo rejects in his heart is not men and men, he is just very tired of this unfair treatment.

When they were together with Fu Siyan, neither of them had a better time. At that time, he said that he was going to leave Z City and go back to his hometown. Fu Siyan put aside his work and came to block him at the door of his house. The cigarette butts in that place were shocking. At that time, Shan Mo even wondered if Fu Siyan cared so much about him.

But later he found out that he was thinking too much.

Fu Siyan has a girlfriend, and he was looking for him just to express hope, maybe because he thinks that he is convenient to use, there are few things to do, and he will not deliberately pester her, let alone interfere with her life.

To Fu Siyan, he is like a tool that has been used for many years. If you lose it and buy a new one, it will be more or less uncomfortable.

Fu Siyan just had this kind of mentality, but no matter how new the equipment is, there will be a day of aging.

"Xiao Mo?" A voice came from the other end of the phone.

"...Fu Siyan is very nice to me.?"

"You don't trust me enough."

"..." Shan Mo sticks to the line of defense in his heart. He doesn't want to reveal his emotions, let alone expose his fragility to others. In front of students, he is a gentle and elegant teacher. In front of his parents, he is a teacher. A sensible and filial son, in front of Shan Wen, he is a kind and upright elder brother.

But he is also a mortal body, and he has never told anyone about Fu Siyan. Only Yu Huai knows the real inside story. They were involved many years ago, but now they are involved again.

"Sorry." Shan Mo apologized softly.

"Stop saying sorry between you and me. I want to help you and I don't want you to reciprocate me. What is the difference between that and moral kidnapping? You know my feelings for you. Accept, I am very happy. If you don't accept, we They are also friends, not to mention that you know the grievances between me and Fu Siyan, you used to be too lazy to plan, but later you figured it out, and you feel that for the villain, your patience will only make him feel that you are afraid of him."

"..." These words seemed to hit Shan Mo's heart, making him start to relax, wondering if Yu Huai could really help him leave Fu Siyan.

"You can answer me after you think it through."

"……Um."

Yu Huai would always leave room for others when speaking, and would not be just blindly aggressive like Fu Siyan.

Sometimes Fu Siyan would give him a candy, and then he would slap him heavily to make him straighten his position.

"Xiao Mo, you have been wronged a lot these years."

Shan Mo's throat was choked up, but his eyes were dry. He was so sad, maybe because he had been strong for too long, he had forgotten what it was like to be sad.

"It's very easy to teach at Z University, the students are very sensible, there is nothing to be wronged." Shan Mo changed the subject, he knew in his heart what aspect Yu Huai was referring to.

"Is the girl you met when I went to find you, is it your student?"

"Ah."

"It would be great if you had the same reaction as her." Yu Huai smiled.

Shan Mo remembered that he also teased Yu Huai, and now he really regrets it, he would have kept quiet if he knew it.

It's rare for Shan Mo to have someone to chat with. The two of them talked for a long time. Before they knew it, it was getting late and the door was opened. It may be because of Fu Siyan's good attitude these days that Shan Mo was slack. He thought his communication will no longer be constrained.