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When Sheng Ci arrived at Zhang Yang's house, he was taken care of by Zhang Yang's parents.Zhang's father and mother, who haven't seen Sheng Ci for a long time, wanted to have a thorough chat with Sheng Ci, but they still took Sheng Ci's body into consideration, and asked him to rest after a few words of concern.He also specially told Zhang Yang to take good care of him and call them if he had something to do.

Zhang Yang complained to his parents that he was indeed a "son" and was ignored by Zhang's parents and Zhang's mother.

Sheng Ci smiled weakly, took the medicine with warm water, sat on the bedside for a while, and then lay down limply.

But Zhang Yang still couldn't hold back the gossip.He skillfully got into Sheng Ci's bed, rubbed his hands and asked, "Why did you two break up?"

why?

It seems that the reason is very simple, but when someone asks, there is still no way to talk about it.Every small conflict is not the main reason, and he can't find the fuse. He just feels that his brain is short of oxygen and his heart is tired.

"I don't know." Sheng Ci shook his head and said.

Sheng Ci lay flat on the bed and grabbed the quilt, his head was dizzy and his nose was sore.He couldn't help thinking about the last time he met Mingxu in the office yesterday.

Sheng Ci sat on the sofa and played the game ecstatically. It wasn't until Ming Xu called him for the third time that he raised his head and asked, "What's wrong?"

There is still unsatisfactory interest in the game on his face.

Ming Xu glanced at the game console in Sheng Ci's hand and said nothing, but Sheng Ci obediently turned off the game, walked up to Ming Xu, and continued to ask him "what's the matter".

"I just asked the teacher." Mingxu paused for a while, then continued: "The teacher said that you are the only one in the class who has no specific direction after graduation."

Sheng Ci nodded honestly, and said, "I'm still thinking about it, and I'm starting to make preparations."

Ming Xu pinched his chin with his left hand, clicked send on the newly edited email with his right hand, looked up and asked him, "Where are you going?"

To put it bluntly, based on his own standards, he is already halfway through the preparation, and he hasn't told the teacher yet because he thinks he hasn't made the best preparation yet.But for Mingxu, his half is probably barely qualified for the first step.

"Hmm..." Sheng Ci said hesitantly, "Let's take the first step..."

"Shengci." Mingxu paused for a while, then continued with the mouse: "Time is very precious."

"I know..." Sheng Ci hung his head like a wilted grass, and said, "But I think..."

But I feel very happy with you, I just want to do some happy things, even if it is a waste of time.

He didn't say this rebuttal, probably because he didn't want to confide too much due to his long-standing fatigue and powerlessness. At many similar moments, he would brake in time.

"What do you want to say?" Ming Xu asked him.

Sheng Ci raised his head, "No."

Mingxu was silent for a while, only tangled for a moment what Sheng Ci wanted to say, and then continued in a vigilant tone: "Don't do too many things that you will regret."

His tone of voice was flat and without ups and downs, if it was heard by others, it might have some positive influence, because Ming Xu seemed too safe and reliable, no one would think that he was not a wise man.

Although he is indeed a charming wise man, Sheng Ci only feels disappointed and lost.

Sheng Ci felt bored all over.

As if trapped in a sealed glass jar, he knocked on the glass vigorously and shouted loudly, but because of a barrier, no one could hear his voice.

I can't hear his anxiety, confusion, distress and grievance.

The longer you stay bored, the more bitter and bitter the air you breathe.Bad emotions for no reason are like a pair of invisible hands, squeezing the last bit of clean air in the bottle.

Sheng Ci took a deep breath and asked, "Then do you think I will regret breaking up with you?"

"Don't be angry." Ming Xu wanted to stretch out his hand to pull Sheng Ci over, but Sheng Ci suddenly turned around and sat with his back to him.

The angry back made Mingxu withdraw her hand that hadn't been fully raised.He was speechless for a moment, and wanted to say something, but he was afraid that the more he said, the more he would not be able to calm down.

He couldn't understand Shengci again.

Not angry and furious, nor speechless at grand words.It's that they really simply can't understand Sheng Ci's actions, and don't know what Sheng Ci wants.

Suddenly there was a muffled sound, and the game console fell on the carpet.Sheng Ci calmed down for 10 minutes, and finally said "I want to separate".

The antipyretics took effect, Sheng Ci's head was as heavy as lead, and he had to respond to Zhang Yang, an annoying spirit, in a daze.

Zhang Yang touched Tan Shengci's forehead, seeing that it wasn't as hot as before, he was slightly relieved.

He asked: "I don't know? Why? Isn't it you who proposed to break up?"

People who have just broken up are more sensitive to the word "breakup", but now Shengci's consciousness is muddled, his thinking has been dull for a long time, and when Zhang Yang no longer expects to answer, he said: "It's not appropriate."

Zhang Yang paused the funny video his girlfriend shared with him on his phone, and asked, feeling funny but not quite understanding: "Inappropriate? We've been together for more than two years, and now are you saying it's inappropriate?"

"If it wasn't because you are my brother, I would have felt that you were perfunctory to me." Zhang Yang didn't see the eyelid-closed Sheng Ci, and analyzed by himself: "But, I thought it was very easy for you to get together at the beginning." wonderful."

"It's like..." Zhang Yang was thinking so hard that even his eyebrows were working hard.He turned his head and glanced at Sheng Ci, only to find that Sheng Ci had fallen asleep blushing.

Just like...

Like the long winter, the crushed snow falls on the branches, caressing a tree that is afraid of the cold.