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Sheng Ci stuck to Ming Xu's chest dully.

He thought, if Mingxu's heartbeat represented how much Mingxu missed him, then Mingxu probably missed him and went crazy.

"Sheng Ci, I can't sleep." Mingxu rubbed Sheng Ci's hair almost relaxed, and sincerely begged Sheng Ci: "I want to hug you to sleep."

"I thought you would come back to me first," Mingxu rubbed his lips against Sheng Ci's forehead, "I didn't... I didn't think about separating from you."

After a long time of contact, the familiar body temperature and smell made people a little dizzy, Sheng Ci couldn't help taking a deep breath and sniffing.Mingxu's hand was very strong, and it hurt a little from holding Shengci, and it was also a little difficult for him to move.

He pressed his right hand on Mingxu's shoulder, raised his head, and was trying to meet Mingxu's gaze. He wanted to make Mingxu not hug her so tightly, because he was about to be out of breath.

But when he met Mingxu's eyes, he saw Mingxu's reddish eye circles.

He thought, if Mingxu looked "poor" when he went to discuss the New Year's Eve dinner with Uncle Wang, then the current Mingxu should be "poor" and multiplied by ten times.

"Teacher Ming..." An indescribable distress spread in Sheng Ci's heart.He suddenly wanted to take back the words of 'I want to see Mingxu flustered and sad because of him', because when Mingxu really did like this, what he felt was not secret joy, but heartache and discomfort.

He felt that Mingxu seemed to hold back for a long time, until he finally couldn't hold on when he hugged him.He felt that every grievance of Mingxu was accusing him of leaving at the beginning, making him soft-hearted and blame himself.

"Sheng Ci," Ming Xu still hugged him, his voice choked up, "Are you really unhappy when you're with me?"

Sheng Ci did not know how to answer this question.

Reason told him, yes, he used to be happy, but then gradually he became less happy, and instead became dull.But sensibility told him that he should say, no, not very unhappy.

He thought he should coax Mingxu, he didn't want to see Mingxu so sad.

But within a second or two of his hesitation, Ming Xu seemed to know the answer.A tear came out of his eye socket, some of the water droplets hung on the eyelashes, and the rest fell straight on Sheng Ci's cheeks.

Only Mingxu cried in Shengci's world.

Mingxu shouldn't be crying, he thought.

He straightened up and raised his hand to wipe Mingxu's newly dripping tears.When his fingers touched Ming Xu's face, the temperature difference in his skin was too great, and only then did he realize how cold his hands were.

He quickly put his hands to his mouth and breathed out, but later felt that it was futile, so he could only roll up the corner of his sleeves and said, "Mr. Ming, don't cry", while wiping Mingxu's eyes in a panic.

Ming Xu hugged Sheng Ci's waist, buried her face in Sheng Ci's shoulder childishly, and remained motionless.Sheng Ci also stopped his movements, letting Mingxu hold him.

After a long time, his shoulders were almost numb, but Mingxu still didn't move.He patted Ming Xu on the back and couldn't help teasing: "Mr. Ming, do you know what you look like now?"

Ming Xu was bored in the same place, and objectively evaluated himself: "You are not calm and naive."

Sheng Ci was amused by Mingxu's candid attitude.He moved his numb shoulders in a small arc, and said, "It's like the 'immature me' you said."

"But I don't dislike it." Ming Xu quickly clarified for herself.

"Then why do you always have to reason with me? I think you ask a lot of me." Sheng Ci said: "But not everything I can meet your requirements."

"I just think," Ming Xu pulled out from Sheng Ci's shoulder, looked at Sheng Ci, and said, "This is relatively mature for you at this stage."

"But I'm not naive, Teacher Ming." Sheng Ci paused, and said, "I can do many things, I understand many principles, and I know what I should do. But I'm only naive in front of you, Do you know why?"

Mingxu seemed to already know the answer, but he didn't rush to answer, and waited expectantly for Shengci to announce the answer himself.

Sheng Ci bent his eyes, leaned over and kissed Ming Xu's lips, and said, "Because I love you so much."

Therefore, he doesn't need Mingxu to be the wave that pushes him forward, he just needs Mingxu to be on the shore waiting for him to go home together.

"I'm in love with you, not with reason." Sheng Ci said, and then threw a multiple-choice question for Ming Xu: "Which side should the scale lean towards, should you love me or be reasonable?"

Ming Xu said, "I want to love you."

"Then you love me a little more, Teacher Ming." Lying on the bed, his lips moved, and he began to say after a while: "My parents have new homes, and they don't want me anymore. When I was young, I always listened to the teacher. Say 'warmth', 'happiness'... it's simple and optimistic."

But his life was not like that.

Ming Xu lay down after him, hugging Sheng Ci's waist sideways.Sheng Ci turned his head, and continued: "I want you to love me, a lot of love, and I want you to give me everything they owe me, will you give it?"

"Well, here you are." Ming Xu stared at Sheng Ci, then pressed him down, kissed him, mumbled 'I'm sorry', and said 'I won't make you unhappy anymore'.

After the long and hot kiss was over, Mingxu seemed to suddenly think of something, his eyes flashed, he clasped Sheng Ci's hands, and asked, "Who is He Xin?"

Sheng Ci looked at Mingxu who was above his body.The scene was switched too quickly, he was 'ah' for a long time, and his reaction was too slow.Mingxu leaned over and bit his lip, and asked again: "Who is He Xin?"

"Ah." Sheng Ci licked his lips that had just been bitten, and slowly recalled He Xin, "It's my friend's friend."

"He likes you."

Sheng Ci raised his eyebrows slightly, the corners of his eyes flickered, nodded, and said 'hmm'.

"Don't do this in the future." Mingxu was serious and stubborn: "Don't go out to play with him, and..." He paused for a moment, thinking of something, with a sad face on his face: "Don't leave me, and don't dislike me. "

Mingxu looks a lot like an isolated kid in the kindergarten, no one understands him, and no one likes him, and Shengci is the person he looks around and longs to get close to.Therefore, when he saw other children beside Sheng Ci, he lost his calm and reason, looking pitiful and lonely.

The little bit of badness in Sheng Ci's heart was easily dissipated because of Ming Xu.It's like he once persuaded himself to "let go", but because of Mingxu's sentence "I miss you every day", he still couldn't let go openly.

He stroked Mingxu's face and said, "How can I not like you?"

Ming Xu didn't need to give him an answer, he already knew it very well.Soft-heartedness is a disease called Mingxu, and there is no cure for it.

When sleeping at night, Mingxu held Shengci from behind.Sheng Ci tried many times to break Ming Xu's hand tightly wrapped around his waist, but all failed.

"Teacher Ming." Sheng Ci smiled helplessly: "I can't breathe anymore."

Mingxu relaxed a little.After a long time, as if he didn't wait for what he expected, he coughed lightly as a reminder.

Under the dim light, Sheng Ci secretly raised the corners of his mouth.He turned over and said, "Teacher Ming, why didn't I realize you were so childish before?"

"No, you're obviously very mature." Sheng Ci patted Ming Xu's arm as if suddenly realizing it: "Ah, you're not performing a 'bitter trick' today, are you?"

Ming Xu quickly defended: "I didn't." After speaking, he was afraid that the grand words would not be believed, so he added: "It's because I miss you."

"Okay." Sheng Ci kissed Ming Xu's lips, "Good night, Teacher Ming."

Mingxu used the warm yellow light to describe every inch of Sheng Ci's outline.He stroked Sheng Ci's bridge of nose, cheeks, and mouth with his warm fingertips, and finally landed on Sheng Ci's closed eyes.

His movements are very gentle and gentle, as if he is stroking a priceless treasure that has been treasured for a long time, without any distracting thoughts, just very precious and cherishing the person in front of him.

The departure of Sheng Ci once made him understand too much.He understood that love should make people happy, that so-called self-confidence is worthless in front of grand words, and that regret is not a good feeling.

He kissed Sheng Ci's forehead, kissed Sheng Ci's eyes, kissed Sheng Ci's lips, and finally kissed Sheng Ci's heart and said 'good night'.

Sheng Ci smiled and said, 'It's so itchy'.

After a long time, Sheng Ci was already asleep, his legs were hanging on Mingxu's waist unscrupulously, his hands were exposed to the warmth, and climbed onto Mingxu's shoulders.

Ming Xu didn't fall asleep, he held Sheng Ci's wrist and put Sheng Ci's hand back under the quilt.

He called Sheng Ci's name softly, saying "Sheng Ci,"

And keep saying "miss you", "miss you", "miss you", "I love you".

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The old man was crying in front of his wife!He is so pitiful, my son is soft-hearted, damn it!