Invisible diva

"Auntie is right, Xia Xi is too persistent." "She will always love me persistently."

"Because you know her persistence too well. So you know that we can't be separated no matter what, so you put the problem on me."

"You asked me to be rational, but this rationality is to retreat."

"As long as I take this step back, my feelings for Xia Xi will be incomplete and impure."

"Xia Xi is too pure, she will definitely feel my withdrawal and my impurity immediately."

"Then, she'll be thinking wildly, wondering why I'm doing this." "She won't even push me, ask me."

"Because she loves me so much..." Gu Feixue smiled helplessly.

"After a long time, she may even foolishly feel that I don't love her anymore." "Yes, she will definitely think so, because you said she was paranoid."

"The paranoid is because of her illness, not because of her distrust of me."

"...I seem to understand it all of a sudden." Gu Feixue suddenly thought of Hua Yunchu's deeper meaning, and she said with admiration: "Xia Xi is right, Auntie, you are a strategist."

"You love Xia Xi so much, you don't trust me, you don't believe that I can tolerate her illness, because I have never seen her like that. So you test me over and over again."

"From the slight temptation on the first day of meeting, to the helpless acceptance later, and the mutual understanding in the next week, they are all preparing for the last sentence of today."

"Test whether I can love her with all my heart like Xia Xi. If I don't, I agree to your request, and I won't pass your test."

"Because that means that I am ready to separate from her at any time."

Because of Xia Xi's specialness and her impurity, it will become the fuse of the conflict between the two.

It may be fine for one or two years, and it’s fine for three or four years, but as time goes by and more and more conflicts arise, problems will eventually start to appear.

"You will not force us to separate."

"The only one who can separate us is myself." Gu Feixue took a deep breath.

"And you keep reminding me, I think deep down in your heart, you want me to reject you."

"In this way, you will solve the last problem between me and Xia Xi."

Gu Feixue, "So I'm sorry, Auntie, I can't agree to your request..."

"In this life, she is paranoid, and I will be paranoid with her. She loves me persistently, and I will love her persistently."

"I won't be like before, just silently accept."

"I will turn loving her, like she loves me, into the instinct of life!"

"In my life, I will never have the option of being separated from her!"

Gu Feixue finished speaking these words seriously and firmly.

Hua Yunchu's expression gradually softened, and she finally said: "Now I finally understand why she fell in love with you so uncontrollably."

Because Gu Feixue deserves it.

At the beginning, Hua Yun needed to use repeated temptations to understand Gu Feixue.But Xia Xi didn't need it, she could understand Gu Feixue's purest heart just by using music.

As Xia Xi said, Gu Feixue's heart is so strong and beautiful.

In order to test Gu Feixue, she spent a lot of thought, and even deliberately chose to say these words to her when she left at the end, just to know whether Gu Feixue's love for Xia Xi was really that deep.

Is Gu Feixue ready to spend his life with Xia Xi?

After Gu Feixue found out about Xia Xi's paranoia, would she find her weird and could she tolerate her?

As long as Gu Feixue is even slightly wrong, she will not truly admit to Gu Feixue.Be prepared for the two of you to break up eventually.

She will save her daughter on the day they parted ways.

But fortunately, Gu Feixue is smart enough... Maybe she shouldn't use smartness, because this is not a test of Gu Feixue's intelligence, but her love for Xia Xi.

As Gu Feixue said, only by making love Xiaxi her instinct, can she detect the trap she set.

Before Gu Feixue met Xia Xi, Xia Xi could still suppress her feelings and love her silently.

But after the two met, this kind of love grew wildly and reached the point of irreversibility.Not to mention that the two are now in a relationship.

Xia Xi couldn't bear to have it and then lose it.

Hua Yunchu walked back to Gu Feixue's side, and then hugged her forcefully.

"Xiaxi's illness is indeed what I am most worried about, but I don't think I need to be afraid anymore."

"Forgive Auntie. Xia Xi doesn't want a pure relationship, she needs it. I don't allow any small possibility of hurting Xia Xi in the future."

"She won't appear that way in front of you." "She used to be paranoid, withdrawn, weird, and difficult to approach..."

"It's very difficult to love someone with autism..." It took her five years to let Xia Xi communicate with her.Call her Mommy.

"But I believe that with you here, she won't get sick again."

"For you, she can overcome her natural disease."

"Thank you...Thank you for being able to love such a her."

The two found another place and sat down to chat.

Hua Yunchu told Gu Feixue a lot, all about Xia Xi.

Gu Feixue finally understood how difficult it is to be an autistic mother.

The situation where there is no response no matter how much love is given, really not everyone can persist.

It wasn't until the two of them heard the boarding prompt that they had to end the conversation. "Okay, I really have to go. In October this year, you have to take some time off to go to Country Y and take a group photo with your family."

"To make her happy, this is the real request." Hua Yunchu finally said.

Only then did Gu Feixue truly confirm that she had passed Hua Yunchu's test.

After seeing off Hua Yunchu, Gu Feixue drove home.

Xia Xi was waiting for her at home, and when she opened the door, Gu Feixue hugged her and kissed her fiercely.

After a long time, she said to Xia Xi, "Xia Xi, you know, I almost lost you."

If her feelings for Xia Xi were a little bit impure, if she was a little bit prepared to separate in the future, she would fall into Hua Yunchu's trap.

After that, it was probably the time when Hua Yunchu really wanted to use his means.

Xia Xi finished listening to Gu Feixue's narration.

But she can't complain to Mommy, because Mommy has really calculated everything for her.Everything I do is for her own good.

"You won't lose me, never," Xia Xi said.

Because she believed in Gu Feixue, and Gu Feixue did it.

"I never thought that one day, my mind could turn so fast. You know what? I heard your mommy say that when I was asked to be rational, I lost my voice."

It was her instinct telling her that she couldn't agree.So she temporarily lost the language function.

She is a singer, she is Gu Feixue, she is a queen.She lost her voice.

Xia Xi is very happy, because this can only be done if she loves her very, very, very much.

Gu Feixue kissed her again, and then went to untie Xia Xi's clothes.

Xia Xi was taken aback, "What are you doing?"

It's broad daylight!

"Your mommy gave me a task to make you happy." Gu Feixue said seriously.

"I haven't really made you happy yet..." "So, don't reject me!"

How could Xia Xi reject Gu Feixue? She just felt that doing such things in broad daylight...

Shame!

Gu Feixue has been thinking about this for a long time, since the first time she accidentally got counterattacked, she has always been the one who enjoys it.

It's not that she hasn't thought about counterattacking, but she always has no chance. Xia Xi has been exercising all year round. She looks thin but her body is much better than hers.

Whenever she was intimate, she was the one who was exhausted first, and Xia Xi persisted in not letting her exhaust the last bit of strength and not end.In the end, the tired fingers didn't want to move, so there was no way to counterattack.

Today she can finally eat Xia Xi!

The beauty in front of me is so tempting...

She kissed every inch of Xia Xi's body like Xia Xi usually kissed her, and used her fingers to trace every inch of outline...

Halfway through, Gu Feixue stroked Xia Xi's lips with the other hand, and said, "Don't bite, don't suppress, Xia Xi, I want to know that you are happy!"

Xia Xi opened her eyes and looked at Gu Feixue, then she let go of her lips, letting the movement of voices prove that she is very happy...