straight to heaven

It has been three days since Geng Zong came to look for me in the institute.

Pei Yanlai has always been lukewarm to me, never saying a word of nonsense outside of work.If it wasn't for Geng's constant poking, no one would think that he and I still have a relationship.

It would be a lie to say I'm not depressed.

People are really strange animals.In fact, I didn’t see Pei Yanlai in the past few years. I didn’t feel how difficult the life was. I came here step by step, mediocre, and in a daze. Looking back, I can only see a monotonous straight line.

But after meeting again, I found that time can pass very slowly, and it can also go fast, which made me want to reach out and grab a special time node to stop it, and also want to express some blank and tasteless minutes and seconds directly. Pull the progress bar to skip.

To put it mildly, people can also be Prometheus.He crackled and brought sparks splashing around, which made me happy and disturbed.

I was knocking on the indictment, thinking about something, when I was shocked by a gust of wind blowing from the side of my face, and the smell of inferior rolling paper irritated my sensitive and troubled eyes.

"Xiao Shan, do me a favor!"

Xie Yi ran past me with a roll of paper, stopped at the corner, turned his head and ran to me, leaning heavily on my shoulder: "I ate the barbecue at the Cape of Good Hope last night. Clean, my stomach is making a lot of noise, please, please, help the world."

His face was really ugly, his legs were crumpled together, and he was sweating coldly in the winter.

"You said."

Xie Yi seemed to see a savior, he almost kowtowed and knelt down three times, his relieved expression made me wonder if this guy would be pulled in his crotch as soon as he breathed a sigh of relief.

"Pei Lu's eyes are uncomfortable, buy him some eye drops for me, and I'll report it to you later..."

It was like pouring a pot of boiling water on my head, which made me shiver.

Perry?Are your eyes uncomfortable?

The matter of Pei Yan's coming is my business—even though he 100% didn't mean it, it's almost my instinct to meddle in his business.This instinct has been silent for a few years, and once it erupts, it is like dry wood and fire, and it can't wait for a second.

Before Xie Yi could utter the word "pin", I felt as if my ass was burned by something, and I jumped off the stool with a kick.

"I'll go." I grabbed my coat and asked, "What's wrong with his eyes? What eye drops do you want?"

"Eye fatigue, you buy..."

Putting on my clothes, I blurted out: "Blue bottle eye lotion."

Xie Yi looked at me in surprise, opened his mouth for two seconds, and asked, "Ah, yes, he said he only used this one. It's an old brand, how do you know?"

I grew a mouth that is not good at lying, so I pushed him to change the subject: "Aren't you going to the toilet?"

He hissed and ran away with his hips between his legs.

I went to the pharmacy, and I knocked on the door of Pei Yanlai's office with a box of eye drops.

When he saw it was me, he paused to sign.

Although it sounds a bit cheap, I do feel happy for Pei Yanlai to show any moments that are not "Pei Yanlai".

"it's me."

The smug nature makes me often have untimely courage.This bad habit is rooted in my flesh and blood, so that I am daring to act recklessly as soon as I taste a little sweetness that is not sweet.

I approached in two or three steps, and spontaneously handed the eye drops in front of him, "I'll deliver the medicine for Xie Yi."

The packaging of the blue bottle eye lotion has been revised several times, but it remains the same and can be recognized at a glance.

Pei Yanlai didn't answer: "Thank you."

"It's easy to do." I was a little disappointed: "Are your eyes okay?...Pei Lu."

Pei Yanlai has a good appearance. His eyes are narrow and long. When he lowers his eyes, he will always cover part of his sarcasm or sarcasm. It makes people unable to figure out whether he is happy or angry.

His eyes were red: "I'm fine, go get busy."

This is the eviction order.

It's just that a good opportunity comes once in a thousand years, and I'm not willing to leave like this.

"Otherwise," I unwrapped the eye drops in a strange way: "Let me help you."

Pei Yanlai's pen tip stopped suddenly, and the signature pen split across the document, drawing an inappropriate ink mark.

He doesn't know how to use eye drops, and I'm probably the only one who knows about that.

The air conditioner is a central air conditioner, and the whole room is extraordinarily quiet because there is no white noise.

Damn it, I thought, should I just sneeze to lighten the mood now and tell him I'm still sick and that's why I'm confused.

Ever since I met him again, the long-dormant impulse in my body is waking up.Now that this step has been taken, there is no reason to go back.

It's hard for him to lose his composure like this. If I become a deserter now, I won't have the next opportunity to take advantage of the loophole.After thinking about it, I decided to throw my face and brain out the door.

I miss him so much.

I can not hold it in.

Evil comes from the gallbladder.He didn't say a word, I took advantage of the loophole and rushed to him.

"I just washed my hands, it's clean, don't worry."

The scene is so funny, it's like coaxing a child.It's just that I'm no one's grandfather, and Pei Yanlai won't be anyone's grandson.

Accidents are no surprises.Pei Yanlai didn't reject me, nor gave me a response, but just maintained the posture just now, like a sculpture that won't be damaged by wind.

He was still holding the pen, the tip of which pierced the paper.The blue veins on the skin on the back of the hand suddenly protruded, and the Adam's apple rolled heavily, as if he was on the verge of an emotional explosion.

But I know he won't.

I have been thrown out of the line by him, and the anger of Tongtian will not burn on me again.

It is very strange, perhaps when death is imminent, the death row prisoner will also obtain a kind of transcendent peace due to a certain hormone in the physiological mechanism one minute before the execution.

I gently raised his head, he didn't have the heart to resist, he didn't know what he was thinking, maybe it was to save face for me.

A muffled sound.

The nib of the black pen snapped and splashed to the edge of the table.

Pei Yanlai and I met our eyes.

His eyes are very strange, but I must have seen them some day in the past, but because I haven't observed them so closely for a long time, I felt strange for a while.

"Hang on." I lightly lifted his eyelids, "It will be fine soon."

He didn't move and was very obedient.I finished the drops in both eyes very quickly, and it went so smoothly that I felt a little at a loss.

I suddenly stammered and said, "...Okay, okay."

Pei Yanlai closed her eyes, allowing the eye drops to fully moisten her eyes, and the eyelashes were covered with some tiny drops of water due to the blinking of the eyelids, as if she was crying.It was completely different from this person's usual, exuding a kind of fragile beauty.

I have seen this scene many times, but the memory has faded, like the moon in the water disappears once it is fished.

"Lin Xiaoshan."

With his eyes still closed, he called me.The tone of these three words is very light, very light, but I began to feel palpitations.

Pei Yanlai suddenly opened his eyes, there were still some lustrous water samples in the eye sockets, as if coated with a layer of flowing precious metal.His Adam's apple rolled, and the heavy emotions suddenly dissipated.What I just did was outrageous, but he was still polite to me.

"Anyway, thank you for your help." He calmly took the eyedrop bottle from my hand and wrote lightly: "But this is a bit out of line, I think."

Overspill.

Yes, he was right.If my lover does not go to prison, then it must be my weak boundary awareness that sentenced me to life.

When I thought of something, my fingertips tingled nervously, and my fingers curled up in embarrassment.But ten years will not be long in vain, and I quickly completed self-discovery.

There are countermeasures below.

Cowardice gradually gave way to instinct, and the increasingly uncontrollable desire made me unable to stop: "Sorry, I remember before..."

In the past, there were many taboo words, and to mention it was to forcibly open Pandora's box.Suddenly stuck, I couldn't continue talking.

Pei Yan came calmly: "Lin Zhu, people can learn, this is common sense."

Red blood cells are renewed every 120 days.

He clearly wanted to distance himself from the past president, and simply put the gap of several years in front of me, telling me that the present is not what it used to be, and I should stop playing the game of recalling the past.

I was very sad, but the unknown fire overwhelmed the depression and suddenly jumped up.

He is not the only one who has changed.

To this day, I have also learned to pretend to say things against my will, silently sneer: "You are right."

I was really angry, and I nodded and left.

When he walked to the door of the office, he had already pressed the doorknob with his hand.But in that moment, I realized that going out was a white flag, and I couldn't just be a loser to him all the time.

I raised my head and smiled at him unskillfully, my expression should be pretty good.

"People change." The thorns on my body protruded, and I didn't know who I wanted to stab, "But there are already better eye drops in the pharmacy, but you, Pei Yanlai, are only willing to use the old one. "