The humble stand-in decides to become scum

The moment he heard the word "Fang Jinran", Shen Du was in a daze.

He could hardly remember all the entanglements between himself and Fang Jinran.

In the past few days, all his energy has been occupied by the name "Luo Qin" for some reason, but when he heard Lian Xinyu say the word "Fang Jinran", he felt as if he had passed away.

For a moment, Shen Dusheng couldn't help feeling that Fang Jinran's influence on him seemed to have weakened a lot.

why?Because the other party has been away for too long?Or is it because of some reasons that even he can't explain?

No, it's impossible for him to give up on Fang Jinran.

Shen Dusheng's eyes were gloomy, and now he has temporarily withdrawn all his thoughts. He felt a lot of contempt for himself who had self-doubt, and then made a conclusion in his heart extremely firmly.

No matter what, Luo Qin has no way to compare with Fang Jinran. Luo Qin is just a tool without dignity and can never affect him.

In this world, only Fang Jinran can make him treat her wholeheartedly, and no one else deserves it.

After Shen Dusheng made such a conclusion, it seemed that he had finally overturned the big rock that was pressing in his heart. He began to feel that his breathing was no longer so heavy. , Shen Dusheng finally recovered his usual demeanor, and said again: "Does Fang Jinran have any plans recently?"

Lian Xinyu made a "tsk" sound, and seemed to laugh: "I knew you would definitely ask this question. I have already inquired for you. He doesn't seem to be too busy until the show starts in five days. If you don't If you have the nerve to ask him out, we can make an appointment for you, anyway, he will definitely not refuse our few friends."

Shen Dusheng hesitated for a moment, then said, "No need."

He doesn't need anyone to do anything for him. Regarding Fang Jinran's matter, he is more cautious than anyone else, and he will never allow anything wrong.

He said seriously: "I will invite him myself."

When Shen Dusheng said this, he naturally did so. In fact, although Fang Jinran had changed his mobile phone number and all the communication accounts when he went abroad many years ago, Shen Dusheng still found his number quickly.

He wanted to contact Fang Jinran, and to re-enter Fang Jinran's world, it was actually the easiest thing.

But hesitant to the end, he still did not do it.

He kept Fang Jinran's number, but he never dialed it once. He only looked at the number occasionally, pretending that the other party was still by his side.

Perhaps in front of outsiders, Shen Dusheng is strong and not easy to provoke, he is a person who can do whatever he wants to the extreme, but in front of Fang Jinran, Shen Dusheng is always cautious in doing things, and he doesn't even dare to take extra actions, just for fear of annoying The appearance of the other party.

He never dared to be too presumptuous in front of Fang Jinran. Even in the craziest period, he still tried his best to restrain himself.

At that time, everyone said that he was too dependent and possessive of Fang Jinran, but only he knew that his behavior towards Fang Jinran was only due to his uncontrollable uneasiness.

Only Fang Jinran could ease his anxiety.

So he just wants to get close to the other party, absorb the power from the other party, so that he can gradually maintain calm.

He did this originally, but for some reason, ever since he first met Fang Jinran, he felt the feeling of keeping him peaceful from Fang Jinran, and it was difficult for him to feel it anymore. In order to prove the existence of that feeling, Shen Du Sheng kept approaching Fang Jinran, getting closer to him, becoming more and more "obsessed", but even at this point, it was still difficult for him to draw that sense of security from the other party.

It was precisely because of this that he began to gradually become panicked, and his approach to Jin Ran became more and more excessive...

These were not what Shen Dusheng hoped for at first, but it was obvious that before Fang Jinran finally left, he could no longer control himself.

But now it's different.

Shen Dusheng's eyes were heavy, he was thinking like this, until the moment the call he dialed was connected, he suddenly seemed to wake up.

Fang Jinran's familiar cold and shallow voice came from the other end of the phone: "Excuse me, who is it?"

Shen Dusheng's Adam's apple rolled, and after a while, under the control of strange emotions in his heart, he said softly: "It's me."

He believed that based on the relationship between himself and Fang Jinran, the other party could tell who he was without him needing to say his name.

And the fact is just as he guessed, there was a weird and long silence on the other end of the phone, this atmosphere lasted for a long time, until Shen Dusheng finally broke the silence, he said with a chuckle : "Are you still refusing to talk to me?"

Fang Jinran finally sighed softly, and then said: "I guessed that you would come to me, but I didn't expect it to be so soon."

Shen Dusheng was noncommittal about his evaluation and response. The atmosphere of the conversation between them was not very harmonious, but this did not prevent Shen Dusheng from telling Fang Jinran his purpose. He said in a depressed and deep voice: "Tomorrow night, I will ask Ji Ye to pick you up, I have something to see you."

Fang Jinran: "I'm not..."

Shen Dusheng sounded as if he was not willing to discuss at all, so he restrained himself and said, "Seven o'clock."

After saying this, he seemed to be afraid that the other party would continue to refuse, so he quickly hung up the phone.

And it wasn't until the call was finally over that Shen Dusheng finally let out a long breath, turned his head to look at the glass not far away where his reflection was projected, and seemed a little more in a trance.

Shen Dusheng thought strangely in his heart, when he was talking to Fang Jinran, it seemed that he was no longer as nervous and unable to restrain himself as before.

Why is this?Because of time?

Or is it that he began to gradually realize that the thing he was obsessed with in the past is becoming more and more difficult to see in Fang Jinran's body...

Shen Dusheng spent a moment in a daze, but from the beginning to the end, whether it was the conversation between Shen Dusheng and Lian Xinyu, or the conversation with Fang Jinran, Ji Ye who was standing next to him could hear clearly .

As a conscientious secretary, after hearing his name mentioned, Ji Ye asked carefully after Shen Dusheng hung up the phone: "Mr. Shen, at seven o'clock tomorrow, am I going to pick up Mr. Fang?"

Shen Dusheng was slightly stunned, as if he had just discovered Ji Ye's existence, so he looked over and asked bluntly, "You haven't left yet?"

Ji Ye: "..."

He smiled helplessly and said, "Boss Shen, you didn't let me leave."

It was all heard by the other party, and Shen Dusheng didn't say anything else, just nodded to express that Ji Ye was in a hurry to pick up people, but when Ji Ye asked where he was going to pick up people, and where would he send them to in the end? Suddenly, Shen Dusheng was stunned.

Then he said: "Where to pick up people, you can investigate by yourself. I don't believe that you can't even be this angry."

Ji Ye fell silent again.

And Shen Dusheng continued: "As for where to go..." He pondered for a moment, and finally made a decision, "Take him to the villa that the old man gave me before, and tell him that I will wait for him over there."

Shen Dusheng's idea was very simple. He believed that Fang Jinran should have known about his engagement to someone long ago, and he brought Fang Jinran to that villa just to let Fang Jinran see clearly.

There was hardly any trace of his betrothed living with him in that villa.

His engagement with Luo Qin was just a show, and Luo Qin meant nothing to him, he never gave up on Fang Jinran.

Shen Dusheng was right to think so, but there was another thought in his heart that forced him to make such a decision, but he couldn't explain it clearly.

And the most unexpected thing was that he didn't expect that under such circumstances, they would just bump into Luo Qin.

Before Luo Qin went out, he didn't think about what he would encounter today.

He has been seriously preparing for his new role these days.He stopped exercising every day. Although it was a bit unaccustomed to him, because the role he played was a weak and gloomy image, so his physique could not look too healthy.

And he also went on a diet during this time, he belongs to the kind of physique that loses weight quickly, and the effect of dieting is almost immediate.

His whole person has changed almost visible to the naked eye, and he is getting closer to the role. However, when he was preparing, packing his things and preparing to leave for the shooting location in advance, he found that the one he was most used to The pen, and the notebook he usually takes notes in, are not in his rental house.

After reminiscing for a while, Luo Qin remembered that it was because he had to pretend to deal with the sudden appearance of Mr. Shen last time, so Luo Qin went to the residence where he and Shen Dusheng lived together for two days, and his notebook and pen, That's when it fell over there.

Thinking of this, Luo Qin couldn't help feeling a little annoyed. He needed those two things very much. When he joined the crew, he was used to taking notes on performances and deducing the emotional changes of the characters in this way.

However, he didn't want to see Shen Dusheng so soon.

Although he had already made a decision in his heart, he also believed in his heart that he would never change his decision no matter what, but under such circumstances, it would be better if he could not see Shen Dusheng.

But thinking about it this way, Luo Qin remembered that that residence was not a place where Shen Dusheng often went.

In other words, maybe when he went to take the notebook, he didn't see Shen Dusheng at all.

After thinking about it in this way, Luo Qin felt a little more relaxed, so on the next afternoon, he specially picked Shen Dusheng's weekly meeting time in the company, and came to this place where he and Shen Dusheng were supposed to live together. residence.

Luo Qin remembered the password of the gate of this place, he entered the room in a short time, and then found what he wanted.

However, just as he was about to leave with his things, he suddenly heard the sound of a car stopping at the gate.

Luo Qin in the room was slightly stunned, and then through the window, he saw the figure getting off Shen Dusheng's car.

That figure was [-] to [-]% similar to him, and it was Mr. Fang Jinran that Luo Qin had heard of not long ago.

Before Luo Qin could react, at this moment, another car stopped in front of the door, and after a while, Shen Dusheng walked out of it.

The two of them had apparently made an appointment in advance to meet here.

Shen Dusheng came very early, but according to the previous situation, he had probably been waiting in the room for two hours.

He didn't know what his change was. He thought that when he saw Fang Jinran again, he might have a lot to say, he might become emotional or even not like himself, and he might become the same as before.

But none of those.

He didn't react at all, but when he saw Fang Jinran, he observed his appearance a little bit, and found that he seemed to be a little darker and thinner than before, but he didn't seem to resemble Luo Qin that much.

Thinking of Luo Qin, Shen Dusheng's irritability rose again.

That guy is still so easy to affect his state of mind, even at this time, he shouldn't think of Luo Qin's time at all.

Shen Dusheng's face was sullen, and when he thought of Luo Qin, he unconsciously changed his expression, and then he finally said to the person in front of him: "Long time no see."

He originally thought that he should say these four words in a more aggressive tone, but now it seemed that he was calmer than expected.

He even had leeway to continue asking, "When did you come back?"

This tone sounds like old friends chatting, Shen Dusheng thought sarcastically.

And Fang Jinran on the opposite side also responded with an ordinary tone: "Yesterday."

Fang Jinran and Luo Qin are indeed very similar, they have the same temperament, but Luo Qin's facial features are more three-dimensional, while Fang Jinran is not aggressive and gentle.

Fang Jinran was wearing an elegant and simple suit at this time, with a tall and elegant figure, just like at any time before, always seemed to be able to do a job with ease.

This is the biggest difference between Fang Jinran and Luo Qin, Fang Jinran is always calm, even though he is sometimes unwilling to face Shen Dusheng's strong offensive, but he never lets himself look embarrassed under such an offensive , he can fight back in the most sensible way.

But Luo Qin is different, Luo Qin can't even hide his inner humbleness and embarrassment, he is always like a doll who has lost his mind, always being teased wantonly without knowing it.

Shen Dusheng thought viciously, feeling a sense of revenge in his heart.

Look, Luo Qin can never compare to Shang Jinran.

He said so in his heart.

And at this time, Fang Jinran spoke again: "You came to me, what do you want to say to me?"

Shen Dusheng did not answer immediately, but pointed to the door in front of them: "Maybe we can go in first."

Fang Jinran frowned, but finally nodded in agreement.

But when Shen Dusheng lowered his head to open the lock, he asked again: "I heard that you are already engaged, it seems that you have let go of it, right?"

Shen Dusheng's movements stopped instantly.

He guessed that this should be the reason why Fang Jinran agreed to come here.

Did he let go?

Shen Dusheng's face was gloomy, and the moment he heard these words, he inexplicably thought of the scene when he and Fang Jinran met for the first time many years ago.

That day was originally the day he least wanted to recall in his life, but because of Fang Jinran's appearance, that day didn't seem to be so bad.

Fang Jinran rescued him. After he was trapped in a narrow basement by a group of people, and his nose was bruised and his face was swollen, it was Fang Jinran who found him.

Shen Dusheng felt that he would never forget the scene that day until he died.

In the dark basement full of sundries and smells, the 15-year-old Shen Dusheng was hugged by someone who was bruised and cold. The other person gently comforted him, talked with him, and exposed all the softness in front of him. ...

Since then, he thought many things were doomed.

Later, he couldn't remember how other people found the basement, and how he was sent to the hospital. Later, he found out Fang Jinran's information and found Fang Jinran's information after seeing the signature signed by the other party when he sent him here. over him.

Shen Dusheng's obsession with Fang Jinran began at that time.

What happened that day had a greater impact on Shen Dusheng than everyone thought.From then on, Shen Dusheng couldn't fall asleep all night at night, and he couldn't restore his previous appearance. Even if he wanted to, he found that he couldn't do it at all.

From staying in the hospital at the beginning to returning home, as long as he stepped into his original room, he would uncontrollably want to vomit, destroy, and smash everything he could see.

Later, probably out of necessity, the family moved his room upstairs, and he began to adapt to the new environment again.

However, even so, Shen Dusheng was still unwilling to speak, his whole body gradually became gloomy, and he was unwilling to actively communicate with anyone.

Shen Dusheng actually couldn't remember exactly what kind of situation he was in at that time, he just vaguely felt that he was still trapped in that basement, no matter how he shouted or how he broke free , there is no way to escape from it.

The feeling of uneasiness gradually expanded in his heart, but there was no way to solve it.

Until finally, Shen Dusheng thought of Fang Jinran.

Back then in the dark basement, it was Fang Jinran who rescued him, managed to keep him calm in such a collapsed situation, and even fell asleep soundly.Maybe as long as he finds Fang Jinran, he will be able to calm down like last time.

In that state, Shen Dusheng found Fang Jinran again, and at first he only said that he wanted to express his gratitude and become friends with him.

It was indeed a pleasant time to get along with each other. From Fang Jinran, he found the sense of peace that he felt comforted by the other party when he was trapped in the basement.

However, that feeling seems to be much lighter than before, and there is no obvious difference from the previous feeling.

At the very beginning, Shen Dusheng felt that it was because of the different circumstances that he could not regain the original feeling.

But after that, Shen Dusheng's emotions became more and more difficult to control. He desperately wanted to find that feeling, and desperately needed the other party as his antidote to take him out of that predicament.From his restraint and pretense at the beginning, he gradually became fanatical. He just wanted Fang Jinran to save him and lead him out of the predicament of emotional collapse. He only wanted to find the original Fang Jinran.

But Fang Jinran didn't give him any charity. Fang Jinran gradually became unbearable for his illness, and in the end, even because he didn't want to see him again, he directly withdrew and went abroad.

After that, Shen Dusheng fell ill for several months. In the end, Shen's father forced him to take him to a nursing home for treatment. After seeing countless psychiatrists, his condition gradually improved.

At least it's an apparent improvement.

Shen Dusheng stood expressionlessly at the door, behind him was the man he had been chasing for a long time.He thought the scene at this moment was a bit funny, Fang Jinran actually asked him if he had put it down.

For him, he said Fang Jinran was the antidote a long time ago, but now, he seems like a poison that people can't leave at all.

But what made people desperate was that even Fang Jinran couldn't get rid of that poison himself.

After so many years of precipitation, Shen Dusheng thought about where the problem happened countless times, and then he seemed to finally understand it slowly.

The problem is that what he is looking for may not be Fang Jinran himself at all, but an illusion called "Fang Jinran".

Facing Fang Jinran's question at this moment, Shen Du sneered and said, "Yes, I'm engaged."

Standing behind him, Fang Jinran saw that he gave such an answer after thinking for a long time, so he continued, "I should congratulate you, I don't know if it's too late to congratulate you."

Shen Dusheng snorted noncommittally, the door lock code in front of him was very simple, but he didn't know why it took a long time to open it.

Fang Jinran then asked cautiously: "Who is the other party? I heard that he seems to be an actor?"

Mentioning Luo Qin, Shen Dusheng's expression became displeased again. That person has already had too much influence on his emotions, and Shen Dusheng didn't want to mention him: "We are just acting, and we usually don't live in Together, although this house is our shared residence, we almost never come here."

Fang Jinran was a little puzzled: "A play?"

Shen Dusheng said: "In half a year at most, when our contract expires, I will cancel the engagement with him..."

When he was talking here, he finally entered the password and opened the door.

However, after the door was pushed open, his voice stopped abruptly, and his demeanor also froze a little, showing panic in an instant.

It was a little different from what Shen Dusheng said just now, in this house that was said to be almost uninhabited, there was a person standing at the moment, a person who Shen Dusheng thought would never appear here.

Shen Dusheng looked at him strangely, and murmured: "Luo Qin."

He was not quite sure how much Luo Qin had heard of the conversation between him and Fang Jinran at the door just now.He admitted that the moment he saw Luo Qin, he regretted what he just said, but that insignificant regret was instantly dissipated by the anger in his heart.

It is obvious that this person has been hiding for several days without contacting him, it is obvious that Luo Qin ignored him first, why should he be guilty...

He straightened his face instantly, waiting for Luo Qin to apologize for his untimely appearance, and for him to run out of here in a panic.

However, while he was waiting like this, he saw Luo Qin looking at him expressionlessly, and then said in a flat voice: "I'm sorry to bother you."

Shen Du was startled, he didn't expect Luo Qin to say such a sentence, he was slightly puzzled, and was about to ask, but Luo Qin had already said: "I just came back to get some things, I won't Come again, just continue whatever you want to say.”

After saying this, Luo Qin was neither humble nor overbearing, and walked out of the door calmly, only showing Shen Dusheng his back without looking back.