The humble stand-in decides to become scum

The old man that the Shen family referred to was Shen Dusheng's grandfather, the current head of the Shen family, Shen Gu.

Although it is said that the Shen family's Xinchu Entertainment controls half of the sky in the entertainment industry, the Shen family is actually quite a traditional family, and this can almost be fully reflected in the old man of the Shen family.

This is the main house of the Shen family. Although Luo Qin has been here many times before and met this old gentleman many times, no matter what time he comes here, he can't help but feel a sense of nervousness. .

The old man Shen has many rules, no matter outside the family or within the family, even Shen Dusheng, who looks bad-tempered to outsiders, also dare not say a word in front of the old man Shen, and behaves Very well-behaved.

The reason why Luo Qin got engaged to Shen Dusheng was actually to deal with this old man.

According to Mr. Shen's rules, the descendants of the Shen family must make a marriage partner after they turn 23.

In this respect, no one can tell whether he is obstinate or liberal.He has no requirements on the identity, status or even gender of the marriage partners of his descendants, but he has extremely high requirements on their moral character, words and deeds.

According to his words, the Shen family does not need to consider what kind of family is right, because there are not many people who can be right with them, so only character and education are the most important, and the family tradition of the Shen family cannot be destroyed by this, so The future partners of the children and grandchildren will have to stand the test for a long time after they get engaged before they can get married.

Although this sounds outrageous, it is indeed the rule of Mr. Shen.

Shen Dusheng didn't find a suitable future partner before the age of 23. Luo Qin heard that he had been considered as the candidate, but the other party's mind didn't seem to be on him, so he went there soon after graduating from university. Abroad, so Shen Dusheng has no other choice.

If there is no engagement partner, Mr. Shen will find a suitable partner for him to marry, so without any choice, Shen Dusheng found Luo Qin.

Originally, Shen Dusheng just wanted to try, because with Luo Qin's junior high school dropout education, he should not be able to get the affirmation of Mr. Shen.

Unexpectedly, when Luo Qin brought Shen Dusheng to the front of Mr. Shen, Mr. Shen was very satisfied with him.

To this day, even Luo Qin himself can't tell why Mr. Shen took a fancy to him back then.But it was precisely because of this that Luo Qin stayed in the Shen family, successfully got engaged to Shen Dusheng, and started pretending to be fiancé with Shen Dusheng.

Now, after entering the mansion, Shen Dusheng brought Luo Qin to the study where old man Shen usually practices calligraphy.

There was a faint smell of burning incense in the study. After entering it, Luo Qin saw the old man standing in front of the desk, staring at a calligraphy and painting on the desk.

When he heard the sound of someone coming in, he didn't react at all, he just looked down intently until Shen Dusheng couldn't wait any longer, coughed lightly and said, "Grandpa."

Mr. Shen finally turned his head slowly, and when his eyes passed by the sound of Shen Du, he frowned slightly, and when he saw Luo Qin, he finally showed a little smile, and waved to Luo Qin: "Here you come? "

Luo Qin nodded, obediently stepped forward and came to Mr. Shen: "Mr. Shen."

The old man raised his eyes and looked at Luo Qin. Although his gaze was not intimidating, it still made Luo Qin's heart tighten. Then he changed his words a little uncomfortably: "...Grandpa."

Only then was the old man satisfied, and then waved Shen Dusheng away casually, and asked Luo Qin to accompany him to look at the newly received paintings.

Mr. Shen was very satisfied with Luo Qin as Shen Dusheng's engagement partner, which was obvious from the very first meeting, but Luo Qin was extremely nervous and panicked about it.The old man's status, as well as everything that stands behind him, are like an invisible cloud hanging over him, because before seeing old man Shen, Shen Dusheng had already told him a lot, and even specially He emphasized the precautions for an hour, so he always felt that getting along with him was a matter of caution. As long as he was a little careless, the old man's anger would be difficult to control.

Under such pressure, every time Luo Qin went to see Mr. Shen, he was unusually cautious in his words and deeds, not daring to relax for a moment, and it is still the same until now.

Fortunately, Luo Qin didn't know anything about calligraphy and painting because of the needs of filming roles, so he was able to accompany Mr. Shen to say a few words.But Shen Dusheng turned around and left the room angrily, leaving time for them to get along.

Only Luo Qin and old man Shen were left in the room. The old man got excited and wrote a few words by himself. While writing, he asked Luo Qin: "I heard from the people around me that Du Sheng asked you to attend the meeting recently. Got the show, you got the role?"

Luo Qin didn't expect the old man's news to come so quickly, but he didn't dare to ask any more questions, and just nodded seriously: "Yes, Grandpa."

Old Man Shen laughed again: "Not bad."

He only gave a simple two-word evaluation, and did not continue. Luo Qin didn't know what his evaluation meant for a while.

The old man continued to ask: "Is the injury better?"

Luo Qin was startled, thinking that during his hospitalization, the only gift he received was from the old man, he nodded quickly and said: "It's all over, it's all right."

The old man put down his pen and patted him on the shoulder: "It's fine, this time, you saved my grandson's life."

Luo Qin lowered his eyelashes and said in a low voice, "It's enough as long as Mr. Shen is fine."

"That kid, I don't know what kind of people he has provoked. He doesn't behave properly every day." The old man mentioned Shen Du's voice, snorted coldly, and then said to Luo Qin: "But I heard that During your hospitalization, he did fairly well, guarding you every day in the hospital?"

Luo Qin was stunned again when he heard this sentence.

Then, under the gaze of the old man, he nodded with a forced smile and said, "Well, Mr. Shen... Du Sheng takes care of me every day."

The old man nodded in satisfaction: "This kid finally knows how to love others. We have sent people to deal with those who hurt you, including the guy behind him. Don't worry."

He probably lost interest in calligraphy and painting, so he waved his hand to ask people to take away the things, then turned around and said, "If Du Sheng has something to do, you can tell grandpa that the two of you are going to get married in the future, Du Sheng has a bad temper." No, you have to keep an eye on him, usually the two of you take care of each other, if he does something wrong, you should be more tolerant and tolerant to him..."

Speaking of this, he didn't know what he thought of, and his eyes were slightly absent.

Luo Qin inexplicably felt that there was something in his words, and the words seemed to be about Shen Dusheng.

But when he wanted to ask again, the soul of the scumbag in his mind had already said in a cold voice: "Stop, if you continue to care about that scumbag, I will control your body and do something uncontrollable."

Luo Qin couldn't imagine what he would do if his body was controlled in front of Mr. Shen, so he almost immediately gave up the idea of ​​continuing to ask.

After finishing the chat, Shen Dusheng just finished a conference call and came out of the room, and the three of them had dinner together.

During the meal, they still maintained a superficial harmony. Luo Qin and Shen Dusheng seemed to be real fiancés. Shen Dusheng even took the initiative to add food to Luo Qin. It seemed that they were very harmonious. The old man Also quite satisfied.

However, after dinner, the old man went back to his room to rest, and Luo Qin followed Shen Dusheng back to their room, the smile on Shen Dusheng's face disappeared instantly, and his expression became cold again.

Shen Dusheng pointed to the bed in the room and said: "You have to live here tonight, you can sleep in this room with me, but I have other things to do, you go to sleep first, I will need you tomorrow morning Play with me and show the old man."

Out of old master Shen's sight, Luo Qin's mood also became depressed. He looked up at Shen Dusheng intently, shook his head and said, "I'll go to sleep in another room."

Shen Du paused, and said, "As you wish."

Most of the time in the past, after returning to this mansion, Luo Qin and Shen Dusheng would sleep together in this room, but both of them knew that this was just to deal with Mr. Shen, even if they slept in the same bed , Shen Dusheng never had any intimate behaviors with Luo Qin, and Luo Qin was always reserved. There seemed to be a very deep dividing line between the two of them, making them unable to reach each other.

But even so, Luo Qin has always cherished the opportunity to get along with Shen Dusheng.This was the first time that Luo Qin offered to sleep in another room.

The next room had already prepared pillows and blankets. Luo Qin took his coat and walked outside. Shen Dusheng stood in the room, looking at his back and feeling irritable for no reason, but he didn't say much, only reminded coldly: " Remember to go back to the room early tomorrow, and don't let the old man see the problem."

Luo Qin paused, nodded and walked out.

The room next door should be a guest room, and it was cleaned neatly. Luo Qin walked out of Shen Dusheng's room quickly as if escaping, and then locked himself in this room, holding his chest and panting heavily.

Every time he came to this mansion, he always felt a feeling of breathlessness and depression. He couldn't say why, but he felt that he probably didn't like it here.

With his back against the door, as if he was worried that someone would break in at any time and break the peace of this moment, Luo Qin stood at the door, and after a while he finally straightened up again, and then dragged his tired steps to the bed and lay down .

The bedding was clean and soft, with a comfortable fragrance. Luo Qin lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling absently, unable to remember what he had experienced during the day.

In his confusion, he slowly recalled that today should have been a very meaningful day for him.

During the daytime, he was appreciated by the two directors because of his good performance during the audition process, and finally succeeded in making a choice, and got the core role in the movie that he didn't even dare to dream of.

His joy and excitement at that time were real, and he hadn't felt such a relaxed and happy feeling for a long time.

However, when he saw Shen Dusheng and accompanied him here, it seemed that all his happiness was discounted.

It was as if he had been beaten back to his original form, and he became timid again, worried about whether there was something wrong with his every sentence, worried about whether he would annoy Shen Dusheng, worried about whether the old man would change because of his words His opinion of himself and Shen Dusheng.

Since when did he start to feel that the feedback he felt from Shen Dusheng was not what he wanted?

In the past, he thought that as long as Shen Dusheng was good, he could accept it no matter what, but now why did he start to think about many other things?

Obviously it was hard to see Shen Dusheng again, but Luo Qin found that he didn't seem to be looking forward to it as he imagined.

"That's right, because you have gradually started to have a 'self' in your heart, instead of just Shen Dusheng." Probably because he heard Luo Qin's thoughts, Zha Gong's soul suddenly appeared in his mind No sound, but that's all he said, and soon he stopped talking again, "No, I'm very angry today, and I decided not to talk to you today."

Luo Qin said sadly: "I'm sorry."

Zha Gong Soul asked back: "What are you sorry for?"

But he quickly said in annoyance: "Why did I speak out again? Don't let me keep talking! How do you want me to scold you before you can understand? That guy treats you too much, you help him block it!" It’s fine if he didn’t come to see you, but he still arranged it in front of the old man, saying that he was taking care of you every day in the hospital, how could he have such a big face? What kind of ecstasy drug were you given to help him? hide?"

Luo Qin could only apologize up to now, and after apologizing, he said helplessly: "Do you think I'm useless?"

Slag Gong soul said angrily: "Of course! Donkeys are not as stubborn as you! You are so stupid! You are so determined to be played like this by scum!"

Luo Qin closed his eyes tiredly, and didn't speak for a long time, and Zha Gong's soul didn't continue to make a sound. The two of them kept a tacit understanding of silence. There are many things I want to ask, but there is no way to ask them in this situation.

And probably when it was almost midnight, the soul of the slag Gong on duty was about to leave, Luo Qin heard him say to himself in his mind: "Forget it, I won't blame you, think about it yourself, I hope next time I When you come again, you have already changed back to what you should have been."

Luo Qin opened his eyes and murmured, "Next time?"

However, he didn't hear the other party's response again, and the other party had obviously left.

The questions Luo Qin asked himself from the bottom of his heart never got a response, and he could only ask himself in the end.

Luo Qin didn't know how he fell asleep, but he didn't sleep well that night.

The next morning, almost before dawn, Luo Qin pushed open the door and returned to Shen Dusheng's room.

More than half an hour later, someone knocked on the door, Luo Qin and Shen Dusheng packed up and came out of the room, and then had breakfast with Mr. Shen in the restaurant downstairs.

On the next day, the old man and Shen Dusheng seemed to have family matters to talk about, so they left and went to the lake, while Luo Qin stayed in the house, looking for something to do to pass the time alone.

Luo Qin has been to this mansion quite a few times, but he has never walked around it much, because the Shen family has a lot of rules, and he is afraid of accidentally touching things that should not be touched, so Luo Qin always walks carefully in it. of.

But today, due to various reasons, he walked around the mansion in a trance, and when he came back to his senses, he was already standing in front of a certain door.

Luo Qin remembered that this place seemed to be an empty room, and no one lived in it at all, but for some reason it was not used as a guest room.

There are many vacant rooms in the Shen family's mansion, but most of them have owners, but the owner of the room is usually away, like Shen Dusheng, who only comes back to live for a few days when he has something to do, only Mr. Shen is away most of the time. live here.

But the room in front of him has no owner.

Luo Qin knew that he shouldn't touch other people's privacy at will, and he didn't want to do such a thing, but when he turned to leave, he didn't know if he didn't close the door when cleaning, and the door was blocked He touched and opened a gap, and through the light penetrating through the door, Luo Qin saw a photo hanging on the opposite wall in the room, and the person in the photo seemed somewhat similar to him.

Because of this brief glance, Luo Qin stopped in his tracks.

Although he didn't know what the reason was, he slowly pushed open the door while pressing his chest, which was beating rapidly.

The room was dark, the windows and curtains were tightly closed, Luo Qin turned on the overhead light, and the room was finally illuminated, and then Luo Qin could clearly see the layout of the room.

There were many toys and stationery in the room. Judging from the furnishings here, Luo Qin guessed that this should be the room where Shen Dusheng lived when he was a child.

It's no wonder that Shen Dusheng's current room doesn't have the slightest trace of his teenage years. It turns out that he has already changed rooms directly.

Of course, there are also some things in this room that are not left over from childhood, that is, the pictures on the walls.

In fact, Luo Qin is somewhat familiar with the appearance of that person. In the coffee shop where he used to work, he once saw this guest. This guest would come to the coffee shop to draw something every day with a computer or tablet in his hand. There seemed to be some similarities between this guest and him, so he was very impressed with this guest.

And now he saw these photos in Shen Dusheng's room.

He even saw this person's name below, Fang Jinran.

Fang Jinran.

This is a very familiar name to Luo Qin.

Looking down at the name, he seemed to have figured out a lot of things in an instant.

In fact, he has always been very clear about the boundary between himself and Shen Dusheng in his heart. He knows that the relationship between himself and Shen Dusheng is just a contract, he is just a false fiance, and he has no right to ask Shen Dusheng to do anything , he has no reason to ask the other party to give any return for all the sacrifices, it is just his own choice.

At the beginning, because of Shen Dusheng's help, he was able to continue filming and maintain a peaceful life. He was always grateful to Shen Dusheng.

In so many years, since his parents passed away, no one has ever helped him care for him like Shen Dusheng, and gave him almost luxurious tenderness.Since then, Luo Qin has been unable to extricate himself from Shen Dusheng's body, making up his mind that it doesn't matter if he sacrifices everything for Shen Dusheng.

Even later, Shen Dusheng's attitude towards him seemed to gradually become impatient, even though he never got the kind treatment from Shen Dusheng that day, even though he knew that Shen Dusheng seemed to like something else. people.

But at least for Luo Qin, Shen Dusheng's gentle treatment when he rescued him was true.

But it wasn't until today that Luo Qin figured out the real reality coldly.

The person Shen Dusheng liked was somewhat similar to him.

So even if Shen Dusheng rescued him that night, the tenderness he gave might have been fake, not because he was Luo Qin, but because he looked somewhat similar to Fang Jinran.

And after that, Luo Qin didn't want to think about why Shen Dusheng signed an engagement contract with him, and why his attitude towards him changed again.

Thinking about many things will only make him look more embarrassed.

Luo Qin numbly looked at the photo on the wall in front of him. He didn't know how he quietly exited the room, but when he finally regained his thinking ability, he had already arrived at the side of the second floor of the mansion. on the balcony.

There was a small garden on the balcony, and Luo Qin sat down alone in the corner, like a mushroom shrunk in the shadows, not daring to touch the sun.

In fact, he didn't seem to care about it, he and Shen Dusheng were just in a contractual relationship, and he knew very well that he shouldn't ask too much.

But he seems to have no way to be relieved, just because Shen Dusheng was kind to him at first, not because of himself, but because he is a substitute for others.

He couldn't help having an absurd and extreme guess, wondering if it was because of "Luo Qin" that he wasn't entitled to those things in the first place.

Luo Qin's eyes were red, but he didn't make a sound, just sat there blankly.

Until he heard a voice in his head say softly: "Tell me about it."

Luo Qin was startled, but after getting used to the system in his body, he was no longer as surprised by the sudden voice in his head as before. He just paused for a moment and asked in his mind: "You are on duty today..."

"Yeah." The other party smiled helplessly, and responded in a joking tone, "Scum Gong."

It seems a bit inappropriate to say Slag Gong, because this person's voice is really gentle and pleasant, with a gentle and elegant tone, which makes people feel at ease after listening to it.

Luo Qin said unconsciously: "Would you like to talk to me?"

Zha Gong's soul is not as easy to get angry as the one yesterday, he responded tolerantly: "Of course."

Luo Qin said hoarsely: "I..."

He originally thought that he should have a lot to say, but when the words came to his mouth, he felt that everything seemed superfluous. He buried his head in his arms and whispered: "The person on duty yesterday was very angry with me, he Should be very disappointed in me, I haven't had time to say sorry to him."

Zha Gong Soul said, "You don't need to say sorry to anyone."

Luo Qin: "But..."

Zha Gong's soul gently interrupted his words, and continued: "You just love someone seriously, and many people don't even have the courage to give up everything like you. No one has the right to criticize you."

Luo Qin now feels that such reality is like a kind of Ling Chi, he murmured: "But it seems that I made a mistake."

From the beginning to the end, Shen Dusheng's kindness was not to him, but to Fang Jinran who was similar to him.

Zha Gong's soul spoke out again: "If you think your choice is worthwhile, then even if you suffer a bloody wound, it's still your own choice. If you find it's not worth it, it's up to you whether you want to turn back, but You have to remember that when making a choice, put yourself first, and then think about other things, no one can influence you."

Luo Qin was very quiet, he stared blankly at the gorgeous flowers blooming on the balcony under intensive cultivation, and did not make a sound for a long time.

But Zha Gong's soul also waited patiently and tolerantly, and did not bother again.

Until the time approached noon, there was the sound of opening the door downstairs, as well as the conversation between Shen Dusheng and Mr. Shen.Only then did Luo Qin stand up from his trance, and the old man Shen below had already called Luo Qin's name.

Luo Qin stood up against the wall, tidied up his appearance a little bit, and waited until he looked normal before he finally went downstairs.