Forget the year

If, I mean if...

If there wasn't that fateful elevator, if there wasn't that unexpected encounter, I think it would take a certain amount of time to fall in love with her, and I walked into that elevator without any psychological preparation or defense. The elevator, and she, walked into my heart....... When I didn't even realize it.

Without this encounter, I think, my life will not change, more precisely, it is me, my life will not change.

Handing over a handkerchief is very gentlemanly, and I do feel sorry for not being helpful to her ex-husband, which is how I defined my behavior at the time.My life hasn't been any different since then, I don't think it's unusual for me to follow the gossip about the queen of high heels, because everyone loves to follow the cover of the entertainment page... Even, I used to rarely I read this kind of entertainment magazine, and when I read it, most of it is because of Zhenan, who has an affair with a star.

The first time I met her in the gallery, she and Tian Rui were together, very close. I was holding the magazine in my hand, which happened to be the page she was on. When I saw her coming, I stood up and smiled. Greeting her, and closing the magazine naturally, nothing special, I walked towards Yu Weiting who had just arrived.

At this time, I am not very familiar with her, and there is no need for excessive greetings.

But I know that the reason for the hasty words is not this.

When chatting with Wei Ting, we saw that she tore off the page with her photo. Wei Ting said that she was sick and suffering from stealth, but I refuted a few words for her. I don’t know why Yes, it's just that I simply don't want to see her sad.But when I found out that my actions were inappropriate, I quietly brought the topic back to Yu Weiting. I didn't want her to find out, and I didn't want to find out about myself.

The second time we met in the gallery, I praised Tian Rui a few words at the beginning, and seeing her seem to agree, I felt a little uncomfortable.

But I know that Tian Rui is not suitable for her, and she deserves better care, so I secretly advised her to break up, and I told myself that it was just to help a young man, that's all, because I and her It's comfortable when chatting.

This gallery is really meaningful to us, so I bought it later and gave it to her to take care of it as a souvenir.

The third time, I knew very well that my concealment could no longer deceive me. Just the cover of a magazine made me unable to resist going to the gallery to wait for her. I knew that the development of some things was no longer affected. I'm out of control.

Still, I'm not in love with her, at least not yet.

I just, a little bit care.

When she smiled and said to me that she was using my method to soothe my emotions, my heart suddenly warmed up a lot. How long has it been since I had this feeling? , he has too deep contradictions and too many misunderstandings with me.

I also forget how long I have not helped a person for the sake of profit, and even cared about a person's views on myself and feelings on myself.

At least, her actions prove that we have a certain degree of compatibility and intersection in our hearts.

I am very relieved and suggest that she give up her current job and seek better development.

She smiled and took my advice, I like to see her smile, I don't want to see her cry.Just like she said to me later, she likes to see me smile, but doesn't like me to frown...

She said she would be distressed.

But I changed the subject with a smile, she often brings me psychological touch, I need time to digest, so that my heart can melt slowly, and my defense can last longer, so that even if something happens No matter what, it won't throw away your armor.Although, I know it's unfair to her to do this, but I can't get rid of this habit.

But I don't know when, the habit that I couldn't get rid of, disappeared unconsciously in front of her, so that when I was sick later, I was so embarrassed and unbearable, I even hated the woman who quietly unloaded his heart, hated myself Jealousy that can no longer be concealed, crazy jealousy.

That's not He Feng. He Feng wasn't like that three years ago. I just want to be the one she knew three years ago. I went to Swallow's Nest to look for her, but I was hugged by her. After I hugged her, it was difficult for others to find out Yes, a little dull, martin was pressed softly in his arms.That martin would jump off the swimming pool to save her the night before, and promised her that he would intercede in front of Song Shiwan and would not trouble her again.

At that time, only I knew how much I hated Song Shiwan, but looking at her weak in the pool, I took the initiative to say that and asked Shiwan for help.

Many people think that I am a good person, Yu Weiting thinks so, even she does.Actually no, at first, I was just being nice to myself.Later, when I was kind to myself, I was also kind to her, and only to her.

However, I never explained that I have never been a good person, and the Martin she saw was not like that, but I didn’t want to destroy that image, because I’m afraid that what she likes is precisely that image of me ,so.I pretend to be magnanimous, I hide my jealousy, when I was in the park with Shi Taihe, he said that Jesscia likes to eat ice cream in Wanchai Park, I said

"Wanchai Park, right..." I resisted the urge to crush the ice cream in my hand. I am a person with a strong desire to control and possess.

However, self-control is also very strong. I clearly know my strengths and weaknesses and can control them well.Perhaps, speaking from an immodest point of view, this is my most brilliant place.

I hope she is happy, I hope to get it, some things must be tolerated, I have endured for more than [-] years, not bad for this moment, not bad for this person.

Although, this ninja sometimes loses control, and I also have times when I am not sober.

Just like when I learned that the Swallow’s Nest was a trap, when Yu Weiting threw out the conjecture that I didn’t want to admit in front of me, I was very unhappy and very angry with her. I don’t want our relationship , her hug dependence is mixed with these things, even if she is just a little impatient, even if her feelings for her are true, but I don't want that.So, I chose to let go, and I thought, it would be easy for me.

But the truth is, I have fallen in love with her, but I only found out after we broke up. From the beginning of caring, to the later liking, unknowingly, it precipitated into love.

I have always been ruthless to others, but I can be even more ruthless to myself.

I went to the Indonesian island to seek sobriety, and came to the place where I saw the god statue. I don’t know how many times Yu Weiting asked me to bring this place, but I never brought her here.

I asked myself, what are you asking for?It has given up, so, can you give me something as compensation.But, as Yu Weiting said, I have everything, what else can I make up for except the only thing I want? !

I never felt that it would be very difficult for me to control one thing, but I did encounter it. Her repeated phone calls made me upset, and I buried myself in work every day. In the end, I didn’t know I'm struggling with what I'm doing and controlling my behavior towards her.

The ring that was returned told me that I would also be heartbroken. He Feng's heart was indeed torn open by someone, and the instigator was himself.

When Boogie met again, I gave up, and there was something I couldn't do, that is, I watched her walk past me, but I couldn't keep her, and I had no reason to keep her.

She is angry with me, and I, knowing that she loves me more, still choose to bow my head first, let's bow once, it's nothing, there is no one here, and, in my life, I only want to Such a marriage.

I know it won't be too hard to impress her.

In the evening, we had dinner and danced.Maybe she was too happy, she drank a lot and was very naughty, so that when I sent her back to the room, she didn't obediently lay down on the bed to sleep, but went to the pool to play in the water, saying that I must have been peeping at her that night Well, after drinking, she really became bold, and dared to describe me like that, and she wouldn't say these things to me normally.

I was a little funny, a little helpless, that day, I seemed to be paying attention to her.

Inadvertently, she fell into the swimming pool. I was shocked. When I was about to fish her up, she showed her head and said with a mischievous smile.

"Come save me!"

I rubbed my forehead, didn't notice my doting smile

"Come here, the water is cool" accompanied by a gentle voice.

At my age, I don't feel comfortable playing this kind of game with her.So, of course I won't go down.

She was not far from me, and I could catch her with my hand, so she couldn't escape.

I picked it up, and her clothes were all stuck to her body. Those looming temptations were once like air to me, and I could turn a blind eye to them.However, if it is her...

The water was cold, but my body was heating up. She drank too much, but she was not drunk. The water in the pool made her wake up a lot.So, he quickly discovered my abnormality. I didn't even realize that the arms holding her were so tight. I just looked down at her.Slightly shy to refuse....

Still, it happened, and from then on she was mine.

The morning afterward, she said with a little resentment that I

"Why don't you look like a 60-year-old, so energetic?" She curled her lips in dissatisfaction and looked cute.

I remember being serious and serious at the time

"A few days ago, the doctor checked and said that my body is no different from that of 40 years old. I have always been healthy. You can rest assured to be with me"

Holding the naked/naked body in my arms, I reacted again, but I still endured it, got up and got out of bed to take a shower, and I have to register today, I don't want to tire her out.

I have known for a long time that I will encounter all kinds of difficulties when I am with her, and I am ready to face it. No matter who it is, I think there are very few people who can stop me. As long as she does not change her position, it will be fine.

Indeed, Tetsuo is the only one who can get mad at me, even got sick and hospitalized.

I planned to talk to him calmly, but when I saw him push Jesscia down, I changed my attitude, maybe it was wrong to connive and give in repeatedly.

After marriage, the family finally stopped being deserted, although Tetsunan moved out because of this incident, which made me very uncomfortable.However, when I come home from get off work every day,

It is comforting to know that there is always someone waiting at home who can warm you up.

She has entered my life, I saw her when I opened my eyes, and she was the one who said good night to me in my ear, and even, in front of my friends, I suddenly smiled inexplicably because of her, because I thought of what she did What a funny thing, or she said some nasty things to herself, which is the kind I can't accept... No way, she likes to see me speechless.

But in front of outsiders, fortunately, I often smile, so it's okay to smile.

Only once, Yu Weiting teased me, whether I ate chitin or pistachio...

I shrugged helplessly, coped with her teasing, drank the water in the glass and ate the chitin she prepared for me.

Is my performance that obvious?Right now, this is what I'm thinking about.

However, life cannot be happy forever, and our problems soon appeared, Zhe Nan and Wei Ting, the most obvious problem between us.In fact, there is another person, Shi Taihe, but I won't say it like her, so she doesn't know.She doesn't know that I won't sell that island not only because Yu Weiting has been my friend for more than [-] years, and not only because it is valuable.This uncompromising move also lies in the fact that I want to find a balance. I have no way to erase the memory between her and Shi Taihe. When I am unhappy, I will eat ice cream and perform magic tricks. I know, I really mind this indelible existence.

So, I must also have something to contend with, and I cannot be lower than anyone else.

I know she doesn't like me seeing Yu Weiting, since she made it clear, I have also avoided it.However, at the right time, I still have to contact her. She can help me in some ways. She only pays for me, because she cares about the relationship of the past [-] years, or is it another kind? emotion.

I know, but never explicitly.

I do use her occasionally, which seems mean, but I don't mind using some extraordinary means to get my way.

She can always make me lose my temper, and let my emotions show such an imperfect crack. I never lose my temper with others when I am outside, but...maybe I care too much about her , can not be indifferent.

In my memory, every time after the awkward fight, it was she who surrendered first and took the initiative to coax me, because she loved me more, so I felt that I was not good enough for her.

Usually, it only takes a few words from her to soften me up and lose my temper.

In fact, I was also very uncomfortable when I had trouble with her, but in these two things, I never felt that I was wrong.

However, when I found out that I was wrong, when I finally admitted it, I lost her. I thought it was just a moment, but who knows, it will be forever.

Although after treatment, the Philippines is no longer an obstacle to me, but I still don't want to recall it.

Whenever I think that I beat her because of my own illness, I will lose the courage to continue to love her. That's not good, I can't.

During the days when I was sick, I hated her, so I didn't regret my unfeeling, suspended animation, everything, and I didn't intend to let her know. At that time, I thought that she would no longer be sad for me.

But in fact, what I pretended in my subconscious mind is that she still has Xunxun, and after the illness is cured, I will come back and wait for me.

I can't wait anymore, I was too cruel to her, her world lost me and Xun Xun, I overestimated her strength, she disappeared forever in my world.

When Tetsuo told me about it that night, I didn't even feel it.Because my world collapsed, she gave me a beautiful world and took me out of the original world.

Then, she left again, taking everything that belonged to me with her.

Since then, I am homeless, a real old man, no longer keeping my youthful vitality for anyone.

I severed the relationship with Zhe Nan. He knew the reason. I never thought that I would deny this son who was connected with me by blood and lived with him for more than 30 years. It stands to reason that Zhe Nan should be more important than her.

At this time, I realized that I was wrong again, it wasn't like this, and at some point, she took the most important position in my heart away by her own initiative.

Died on the Indonesian island, in front of that illusory Buddha statue, I was happy, because I could finally not think about it, and it would not hurt.More because, I came back to life and found her in another past.

I don't have time to lament the unbelievable, living is living, there is nothing to pursue.

When I woke up quietly on the hospital bed, the memories of the previous life and this life overlapped in my mind, and I concluded at that time that she also loved him with memories, how dare she, how could she, Forgive him? !

He whispered in his heart, the woman lying in his arms,

jesscia, how much you love me.

Can death teach you a lesson?Nice, I thought, because I was too.

I thought of the days when I had no memory of the previous life. At that time, she avoided me, resisted me, and was afraid of my distrust. No matter how smart I was, I never thought that we would have such a painful experience.

And this kind of past made it easy for me to fall in love with her again.

Although I would still fall in love even if I didn't have a past, it's just that the time will be longer, as the previous life has already proved.

She refused to come in at the door of Zhe Nan's room. She was shocked when she first saw me, and then deliberately ignored me.

I really don't want that, I don't want to see the sadness in her eyes when she looked at me that day.

I knew her time was earlier than that embarrassing moment at Zhe Nan's door.An hour ago, I was in my room, I read that newspaper, it was just a picture, it made my heart tighten instantly, but I don't know why, sinking into the vast night, I can't think of why, but this My thoughts were soon interrupted by Tetsunan's affairs. Ringo asked me when I would go to Tetsunan. I said wait a minute and hung up the phone.

Because of the episode brought by her photo just now, I was not very comfortable in my heart. At that time, I was still lamenting whether I was really old, otherwise why the heart disease that I hadn’t had for a long time showed faint signs of happening again, and my mood fluctuated , I haven't passed it for a long time.

In this life, he is at a disadvantage. She knows more than me, but I don't know that I loved her a lot in the previous life.So, this time, I always lose, always the one who compromises first.

When I first met her, I was awakened from a dream, a dream that made me feel so heartbroken, and now I know that it is a reminder, isn't it the same in the previous life?I hurt myself, and then I ravaged her heart, and I always wanted her to feel the same as myself, as if that was the only way I was satisfied.I'm terrible, I've always been, but I hid it well and didn't let her know, if, without that accident, I would never let her know that there is still such a He Feng, such a miserable man, own her.

In these embarrassments, she is the treasure, which she will never know whether in the future or in the past. In fact, she is always above me, and the age alone has knocked me down very low.

Fortunately, I am a confident man, I think I can give her happiness, and I will give her everything she wants.

In this life, I gave up the Indonesian island for her. Even if I regain my memory now, I don't regret this decision.Because no one knows, if I don't do this, will she, who was breaking up with me at that time, really never look back, the wrong thing I did just happened to poke her deepest wound, I dare not do this bet.

If you care too much, more scruples and fears will naturally appear less excessive.

In this life, we have fewer conflicts and more happy memories. I am very fortunate that no matter what memories I have, I have not lost the ability to give her happiness.

Qingdao, Buji, the trajectory of everything has not changed, but the scene has been changed, and some people who should not have been added, Leon, Lin Weier... This may have something to do with those inadvertently changed things, but ,I do not mind.Although the appearance of these people has brought me some troubles more or less.

However, the trip to Qingdao has replaced what should have happened in Phuket.

But it was a little different. On that night in Boogie, she was a little unfamiliar with my desire/desire for men, so she was a little afraid and a little reluctant. Although she was very obedient and tried her best to cooperate with me, I still I can see her timidity, after all, who can imagine that I, who is usually so gentle, will have such a side.I understand, so I patiently and gently tested her until she was completely relaxed before I dared to fully possess her.

But it was not like this in Qingdao. I was surprised by her adaptation and familiarity.

Now I finally understand why she started to beg me after that night in Qingdao, because she had the experience of the previous life, and she knew that I was too eager for her in this regard, so she begged me from the beginning The scheming pretending to be pitiful made me soft-hearted.However, her tricks did work. Although she didn't let her go right away, at least she wasn't as ruthless as she wanted.

I always miss our honeymoon in France, the previous life, I didn't keep my promises, and, moreover, made her sad.But this time, we are in the villa, the two of us, although I sometimes make phone calls and use the computer to handle some business, but try not to let her find out, not to bring the troubles of the outside world to these short few days, not to bring give her.What I can give is sometimes only so much, but she always cherishes it, no matter what, as long as it is given by me.

Pregnant with Xunxun, I don't know which one of the honeymoon days it was, but most likely it was the day I frightened her by pretending to be sick while walking on the beach.That day, afternoon, and night, I released my desires without restraint.

I'm rarely, that unrestrained.

A quarrel after marriage was triggered by the appearance of Yang Zhiqiu. I already cared about Shi Taihe's existence. IELTS in this life is much better for Shi Taihe than before because of guilt. I have always been very concerned, but at the same time Same as in previous life, I still didn't say anything until Yang Zhiqiu appeared that day, Shi Taihe rescued Yasi, and I happened to see her in his arms, although, that was just an accident.But I'm still, very jealous.This jealousy caused me to have a cold war with her for a few days. When I was about to compromise, she disappeared. Tetsunan told me that she used tricks to sabotage his cooperation plan, but I was worried about where she might be.I was angry then, mad at her.So, when she came back, when she was too awkward to let herself treat her wound.The jealousy that had been suppressed for a few days, and the anger brought about by her inexplicable disappearance, broke out. Although I was very restrained, my cold reprimand had already made her heartbroken, because my excuse was Tetsuo, Tell her not to care about our father and son.I ruled her out, so, she broke free from my hand and ran out.

I don't want to chase because my anger is still there.However, it was only 15 minutes, and I couldn't resist that short time. I called, sent people, searched everywhere, and even alarmed the members of the Kang family. I was selfish and didn't want my image to be compromised in front of the Kang family. However, I was compelled to find her.

A few hours later, I found her with mixed emotions. I thought she was unhappy, but she came to the park to eat ice cream, and she didn't tell me like before, let me share.

Because, I made her unhappy.

When I saw that there was no Shi Taihe by her side, I breathed a sigh of relief, she still cared about my feelings at this moment, because of my past life experience, I was transparent in some aspects, so she knew that I would be jealous, There was no Shi Taihe by his side, even if he was alone, a very pale person.

When I walked over, she turned a blind eye to me, but I still stood in front of her and looked down for a while. I have never been impatient with her.

I took off my suit, covered her knees, and hugged her into my arms by the way. Only then did I feel at ease. This night, I was frightened by her, although the frightened was more than that.

Her body was very cold, and I naturally spoke to her in a slow tone, as usual, with a little pampering.

She doesn't like me, at least never when she's really mad.Even, she wanted to say, what would happen if you loved me less.

I kissed her and kept her from finishing her hurtful words.

How can that be, I don't allow her to do that, and I can't even think about it.

When my persuasion finally eased her mood, she agreed to go home with me.

But the moment I stood up, I fainted. Even after I caught her, my mind was blank for a long time.

Looking at the blood coming out from under her body, I was terrified.I had consulted privately with the doctor about her body, especially about pregnancy, because I knew then that she would love to have a baby, the two of them.

The doctor said that it was very difficult, and even if she was pregnant, the possibility of miscarriage was very high.

I never deny my selfishness, just like now, I am not very worried about what will happen to the child, I just worry that if the child is gone, will she forgive me and leave me.

After a long time, I think about why she is angry with me every time I say love to her directly.

In the hospital, she finally woke up, the child was fine, and my worries were relieved, but looking at her pale face, my heart still seemed to be pulled by something.

She woke up, saw blood on my clothes, first asked me what's wrong, I was at a loss for words, couldn't think of how to answer, the first thing she thought of was always me, and I...

After telling her that she was pregnant, the atmosphere became much colder, and I could see that she was afraid.

She kicked me out, but I don't want to, even if she doesn't want to, I still want to hug her, I know, in fact, she needs me, but she doesn't want to see me now.

When I was suddenly pushed away by her, I stepped back a little, but my arms were still around her waist, how could she be as strong as me...

I know she is very sad, even when she is vomiting, she can't stop crying, I have never felt so distressed, even, I didn't know that I would really say the word "beg", I beg her not to cry, don't torture like this Herself......

Now I know again, begging her more than once.

When the doctor came in, I walked out. I didn't want people to see my red eyes, let alone be seen by her. If one day I become weak and can no longer satisfy everything, I would What he didn't want was to be seen by her.

It's not that I haven't exposed my vulnerable side. It was at her funeral. Everyone in the Kang family saw it. I knew that I was holding her and crying in embarrassment. I always thought that I would never cry in my life, but, Without her, I still cry very embarrassingly.

Fortunately, at that time, I didn't care about anything, it didn't matter, so I wasn't afraid of being seen.

It may be that the doctor said something about the fetus being fine, she got better a lot, but still ignored me, and I just sat there quietly watching her, staying with her, never closing my eyes.

Until late at night, she opened her eyes and spoke. I knew she hadn't slept, but she didn't want to talk to me.

She wanted me to go to bed and hug her. I didn't hesitate at all, but my movements were a little stiff, as if something was blocked in my throat, and I couldn't make a sound.

The moment I held her in my arms, I felt that the air around me was no longer so thin, and no longer oppressed me.

She relented, so let me hold her to rest together, I know, this is the beginning of forgiveness.

During her pregnancy, when I was working in the company, I would send someone to take care of her carefully, but I still called from time to time. Sometimes she got annoyed and said I was nagging.I could only sigh and shake my head. In fact, I also discovered when I, who was always reticent, became so nagging, but is she really annoying? !

I smiled knowingly...

The day she gave birth to Xun Xun was a disaster for me. Even now, I can't bear to think about it. Her voice gradually weakened, it seemed to follow the rhythm of my heartbeat...

After that, I asked the doctor about the ligation and the doctor was a bit taken aback and asked me why.I didn't answer him, just what to do.

The doctor shook his head in disapproval, and advised me that the survival rate of sperm at my age is very low, and Jesscia's body is not easy to conceive, so there is no need for that operation.

For this reason, plus I was afraid that she would disagree, so I gave up the idea and didn't tell her that I had done such a thing.

Xunxun is very cute, her eyes are very similar to hers, but sometimes she ignores me because of her son, I pretend not to like it, and hope she spends more time with me, but actually I am very satisfied, seeing them happy makes me very satisfied , not to mention, she never spends a lot of time on me.

Frequent heartaches led me to have a physical examination, the results of which were like a bolt from the blue to me.It was a death notice, telling me that there was still one year to go. Both Ringo and Tetsunan knew about it, so in the days that followed, I rarely let Tetsunan come to the house. I was afraid that he would reveal his emotions. She is so smart. easy to spot.

Within a year, I had done everything, including the will, so that she could live a smoother life after leaving me.Also, I do my best to make her happy every day.When I looked at her, I didn't dare to think that she would leave me. In that case, I couldn't bear it, so I had to procrastinate until I asked a lawyer to hand over the divorce agreement.I still can't say it in person, but I know that I can't hide it.

She came to the company to look for me, she said she didn't believe I would get a divorce, she knew I had difficulties, she knew everything.

Is that me, stupid?  …

Right, I said unfeeling words in a way that I thought I was kind to her, and then, when I saw the mist in her eyes being shattered by me bit by bit, I turned away, how about when I Never said that, okay?don't cry...

She wiped away the tears on her cheeks, then smashed the photo frame, looked at me, I have never seen such a cold look in her eyes, she said word by word, she wanted to take away everything that belonged to her around me.

Every word is nailed to my heart, and I can feel it bleeding.

I tore the [-]% of the photo into pieces again, trying to let the blood dry up, trying to make the two people who were separated in the photo entangled again in the scattered, I am indeed, terminally ill, to be able to do such a heartbreaking What was on her mind was to pick up the photos that she had torn up with her own hands on the ground so spinelessly, and then put it all together and hide them.

I know I'll see her again, and as long as she's alive, I can't help myself, again and again.

And she is also, time and time again, looking for all kinds of relationships, checking me.

Yes, she still doesn't believe it, she really has confidence in my love.

So, ill wait for me to go.

And I, just like falling into the trap she designed in Buji, I knew everything, but I still went.

It turns out that I have not only done such a stupid thing once.

When I picked her up from the bed to take the medicine, I felt that she was much lighter. Now even holding her like this is a luxury, just because she is sick, but I don't want her to be sick.

In front of my face, she poured the medicine, then weakly fell into my arms again, and let me go, but her hands hugged me tightly and refused to let go.

Her scorching breath sprayed on my chest, burning me inch by inch, like Ling Chi.

I think I should listen to her and push her away, that kind of determination is perfect.

But I can't do it, I don't have the ability to refuse to accept her weakness.

I don't know what that day was.All I know is that it is a miracle that I can hold back the heartache and not collapse in front of her.

Later Xunxun was kidnapped, we went to the Philippines, and we slept together.

I can't express how touched I was to hug her to sleep again.

All I know, she said, is that if I leave her again, she won't forgive me.

No excuses, I did it anyway.

So, I got punished, she was in a car not far from me, and that car blew up.At that moment, I lost all my strength, and I couldn't even hold my phone.

Watching the police outside the car looking for it, the fragmented and meaningless hope, when the body has not been seen for a long time, I found some strength, so there is still hope for her to survive, right?

Just stepped out of the car door, took a step forward, and saw not far away, a person found the remains of a body, I don't know if it belonged to her.There was a throbbing pain in my heart, and I knelt down on the ground. The blood hadn't drained, but I couldn't hold it anymore.

I finally knew how cruel what I did before was to her, because at that time, I was experiencing the endless pain.

Fortunately, that ring has brought back my hope, so I have to persevere and find her, even if the corpse...

After I found her, in that warehouse, I knew at first glance that she really didn't want to forgive me.