After binding the Yokohama Ancient God system

The ending is sad.

Nakahara Chuya seemed to have a small motor flying at low altitude.

Before I plunged into the sea twice, I felt a huge force dragging my two arms, pulling me out of the sea like a carrot.

So it's fucked up.

Zhong Yuanzhong also used his gravity ability to throw me from the sea to the soft sand.

My whole body rotated 180 degrees, and I collapsed on the soft sand surface like a big cake with a touch.

When I got up from the beach with my face pulled, a piece of sand like bread crumbs stuck to my back because of the sea water.

I don't even want to live anymore.

"you……"

Zhong Yuan also seemed to want to scold me first, but when he saw my calm face, he suppressed his anger and turned off the fire.

"are you OK?"

He took off his suit jacket, put it on me lightly, squatted beside me, and asked me carefully.

"I know, these times are not very pleasant for you. If you have any pain in your heart that makes you unbearable, can you talk to me?"

"As long as I can do it, I will try my best to help you solve it as before."

His tone was very concerned, just like the boy on Leibo Street in the past.

Obviously, I don't have a deep impression of Zhong Yuanzhong, but I can always find his past shadow from the short time I spent with him.

【Your sanity is shaking】

The inexplicable voice in the brain came again.

But I didn't feel the slightest irritability and uneasiness. Instead, I felt that this is the real world.

"Zhongye, let's not hide the truth."

I looked up at the man in front of me seriously, and my eyes gradually became firm.

"I feel like I've lived for more than twenty years, and only during this time can I truly be alive."

Zhongyuan Zhongye: "?"

He was taken aback when he heard this, but he was also patient.

"What do you mean?"

Me: "I think there are too many things wrong with me in this world now. I think this feeling will not make me uneasy, but it will gradually make me see the truth of the world."

"Flowers have their own world, birds have their own world, and people have their own world. I should also have my own world."

Zhongyuan Zhongye: "..."

He was dumbfounded, looked at me strangely, and then said slowly: "Is there any causal relationship between this and your jumping into the sea?"

"Don't you understand?"

I said seriously, and looked at Chuya Nakahara suspiciously.

"I don't belong here, I don't deserve to be here, I want to get out, this shouldn't be my world."

After saying this sentence, my thinking began to gradually clear up.

"What Yokohama is to me, I actually don't know. There is always a mysterious attraction that brings me back to Yokohama; but the deep consciousness in my mind tells me that this is not the point, and I have to move on."

【Your sanity is shaking. 】

The sky is the world of birds, the sea is the world of fish, Yokohama is the world of people, Yokohama is mine—

What is Yokohama to me?

Why am I attracted to Yokohama?

Why does Yokohama make me feel warm, comfortable and happy?

【Your sanity is shaking】

I raised my head dully, and my eyes passed through the shoulder of Nakahara Chuya, and came to the endless sea.

Above my head, the sky that has hovered for tens of billions of years is watching me silently.

Magnificent and dazzling Sunrise is a brilliant red dwarf star.

What is Yokohama to me?What am I?

These chaotic thoughts kept colliding in my head, and finally, a terrible thought was revealing the relentless answer to me-I was stuck.

I'm stuck with human fragility and my mind.

Perhaps, I should be a more magnificent existence.

【Your sanity—】

"Pomelo apricot!"

Zhong Yuanzhong also hugged me suddenly and called my name loudly.

The hot temperature in his body dispelled the coldness brought by the sea water in my body.

"Uh..." My thoughts were interrupted, and I was in a blank sage time.

[Your state - sanity. 】

I:"?"

I was stunned, and looked down at Nakahara Chuya's shoulder.

"Youxing, you're just too tired, it's fine."

Zhong Yuanzhong also patted my back lightly like a child, comforting me with a deep voice.

"Don't be afraid, there's nothing wrong with it, I'm by your side, you're safe now."

I could feel Nakahara Nakaya's wet long hair gently rubbing against the skin of my neck.

It wasn't uncomfortable, on the contrary, it was warm and cozy.

"You Xing, this is your world... Think about the first time we met when we were young, you were wearing an old dress like a torn sack, looked at me with disgust, and said [Where did this dirty monkey come from? 】”

I heard Zhong Yuanzhong also seemed to smile slightly.

His not-so-broad palm was patting my back rhythmically, and the human temperature came from his palm, which was warm.

Nakahara Chuya: "In the beginning, I didn't really like you very much, because you talk like a cobra that can spit venom."

"But later, because there are very few members of the sheep, only you can take care of me - you taught me to bathe, washed my hair tirelessly because I was afraid of getting lice, and told me not to eat with my hands, saying that there would be lice in my stomach. Big white worm."

"At that time, I knew that Youxing was actually not a bad person."

"Uh..." Zhong Yuan was also silent for a moment.

"Thank you for taking care of me at that time."

"Thank you, too, for coming back."

He pulled me up from the beach without saying a word, and stretched out his hand to pat the sand on my back.

"That bastard old man who bullied you, I will help you teach him a lesson, and he will surely tremble subconsciously when he sees young girls for the rest of his life."

"So Yuxing, don't think about it."

Zhong Yuanzhong also took my hand, and in the other hand he carried my high-heeled shoes and bag, and he led me towards the coast.

In the sunlight, Nakahara also turned to look at me.

His blue eyes were soft, and he had a determined face that couldn't be broken under any circumstances.

"If you miss Yokohama, stay and I will do my best to take care of you."

"Let go of the unpleasant things that got you down and start a fresh start."

I:"……"

I always feel that Zhong Yuanzhong seems to have misunderstood something?

But after hearing what he said, a flash of inspiration suddenly appeared in my mind, and I seemed to think of something——

In my memory, there seems to be a middle-aged man who likes to transform into Doctor Strange and always has a blond loli with him.

He has a face as mature as old wine, and a pair of eyes that are a little darker than mine.

"Would you... the port side agree with me to settle in Yokohama?"

I don't know what's going on, I said this sentence reflexively.

"Uh..." Zhong Yuan was stunned when he heard the words, and he slowly turned his head to look at me.

"Did you know something?" he asked.

Me: "I don't know too well, I just asked intuitively."

Zhongyuan Zhongye: "..."

He frowned.

"It's not seven years ago, and there is absolutely no possibility of me betraying the port mafia; so those terms and conditions are relatively ineffective."

"The leader will agree, you don't have to worry."

The two walked while chatting, and when I looked up again, I found that I had reached the coast.

Nakahara also put my shoes and bag in the base box of the motorcycle.

Then he took out a helmet and put it on for me.

"Where are we going?" I asked.

"Go to my place first. Don't worry, there are many rooms inside." Zhongya Nakahara said.

"Your current situation is not suitable for living alone."

I:"……"

Me: "Forget it, Chuya, I feel much better now, I won't do extreme things anymore, let me go back to the hotel."

Nakahara Chuya didn't listen to my opinion this time, he acted unexpectedly tough, and directly rode me back to the apartment where he lives now.

Along the way, due to the wetness of the sea water, and Zhongyuan Zhongya riding very fast, my whole body was almost frozen into a hard tilapia.

After getting out of the car, he drove me into the room to take a shower, and then asked his subordinates to send me two new clothes.

While I was taking a shower, Zhong Yuanzhong had already cleaned the guest room. He took away all offensive items in the room, and then checked whether the windows were closed tightly before he felt relieved.

"You Xing, take a nap first, if you wake up halfway and feel hungry, we can eat at any time."

Zhongyuanzhong also changed into light gray home clothes.

From my vantage point, he is holding the remote control in one hand and trying out the air blowing in the other.

The lights in the entire room were warmer, and his body gradually became like a burning bonfire in the warmer colors.

Do not know why……

The small and trivial voices in my head gradually quieted down.

It was a warm, but almost vicious temptation.

The temptation from the world called "Human World".

……

After Zhongyuan Zhongye left, I had a dream.

I dreamed that the next morning, Zhongyuan Zhongye asked me if I wanted to go to the mall, and he took me to eat something.

I promise...

So Zhongyuan Zhong also took me to the mall. In addition to shopping for food, he also bought me a lot of clothes and skirts.

Seeing me twirling in a red dress in front of the fitting mirror, Nakahara asked me if I was in a better mood.

I said [thank you, I feel better. 】

So I saw Chuya Nakahara smiling.

In the dream, I will live in Chuya Nakahara's house for the next month.

Because I was in a state of vagrants, when Chuya Nakahara went to work, I learned to do housework and cook at home.

Because my taste is demanding, I have learned a lot of Western and Chinese advanced cuisine.

When Nakahara Chuya got off work, we enjoyed food and wine tasting, exchanging our experiences and ideas about red wine.

After waiting for a month, with the support of Chuya Zhongyuan, I began to take the adult self-study university.

After more than half a year of study, I was admitted to a local university in Yokohama, majoring in fashion design.

During college, because I didn’t get along very well with my roommates, Zhong Yuan Zhong also rented a house next to my college, and came to accompany me when he was free, and usually let me live alone.

In this way, my grades in college were quite good, so when I graduated, through the interpersonal relationship of my tutor and the support of Nakahara Chuya, I had become a well-known fashion designer in the circle and was sent to Postgraduate study in Tokyo.

Three months after I graduated from graduate school, Zhong Yuan proposed to me at a banquet.

"We have known each other since we were young, and we separated halfway, but we met again because of chance and coincidence, and we have been with each other until now."

Nakahara Chuya knelt on one knee and looked up at me.

I could see anticipation and tension in his eyes.

"If possible, I hope we can continue to accompany each other."

"Would you like me to be your partner for the rest of your life?" Nakahara asked.

"I would like to..."

I heard that's what I answered.

Nakahara and I became husband and wife, and I followed him back to Yokohama.

Two years after we got married, we gave birth to a pure and beautiful little angel - Zhongyuan Wenji.

Zhongyuan Wenji has long smoky pink hair and the same blue eyes as Zhongyuan Zhong.

As she grows up, her personality is very similar to that of Zhongyuanzhong. She is bold and loyal, and she is very worry-free. She never caused trouble for the two of us at school.

She can always arrange everything well for herself, even if she encounters setbacks, she is never pretentious and irritable, and she can immediately adjust her emotions—wherever she falls, she will get up from there.

Zhongyuan Wenji is also a very filial child, she always cares about me and Zhongyuan Zhongya, and cares about our emotions.

After the age of 50, Nakahara completely retired from the port mafia.

In the same year, my new media company was officially listed on Wall Street.

The aging Zhong Yuanzhong is also a fashionable and stubborn old man.

He always refuses to admit defeat. He has to touch everything that young people touch, such as new games and new software; he will pester his daughter to teach him.

Zhong Yuanzhong will never admit that he is lagging behind young people.

And because of getting older, Zhong Yuan Zhongye and I also gave up drinking slowly under the painstaking persuasion of our daughter.

When I was 55 years old, I slowly handed over the company to my daughter, and I accompanied Zhongyuan Zhongya to travel around the world.

Nakahara said to me with a smile that he wanted to see me in high heels.

Since I married him, I was always worried that he would look bad, so I never wore high heels again.

But Nakahara Chuya said that he never cared about these things, he said that I look beautiful in high heels, like a model.

After that, Zhong Yuanzhong and I traveled to more than 50 countries around the world and saw many scenery that we had never seen in our life.

Originally, we planned to continue traveling, but my body was not able to do it first.

So we could only rush back to Japan in a hurry.

At the age of 76, I was admitted to the hospital because of the accumulation of basic diseases in various aspects of my body, and finally contracted the pneumonia that was prevalent at the time.

When I was dying, I watched the little old man with white hair sitting beside my bed and secretly wiping tears.

I took Nakahara Chuya's hand: "Will you go with me?"

Zhong Yuanzhong was also stunned.

"Where are you going, your body can't take it anymore, don't refuse to accept that you are old, youxing, we are all old men and old women."

I ignored it and just looked at Chuya Nakahara stubbornly.

"Will you go with me?"

I asked him repeatedly.

"Uh..." Zhong Yuanzhong also stared at me with those old bright eyes, and gradually, he seemed to understand something.

I saw a smile on his wrinkled face.

That smile was warm and bright, just like his youthful appearance.

"Go to your "world"?You have been talking about it for decades, and you can't forget this topic. "

Nakahara also held my hand tightly.

"If the world you're talking about really exists, then we'll meet up there eventually."

"Give me a place, Youxing, let me find you there after I die."

I stared at Chuya Nakahara, and my thoughts gradually began to dissipate.

I saw that the setting sun by the bed was covering my body.

【Wow--】

Finally, I heard the loud cry of a baby.

……

wake up……

I watched Chen Xi slowly climb up the bed curtain, and my whole body seemed a little different from another life.

Walking out of the room, I saw that Nakahara was getting milk from the kitchen.

"Woke up so early? Did you feel dizzy after taking a shower yesterday?" Zhong Yuan asked me.

"No, thank you Chuya, I feel much better."

I shook my head.

Zhong Yuanzhong also put down the glass, and he turned slightly to look at me.

"Pomelo apricot..."

"Do you want me to take you to the mall today?"

Central Plains also asked me.

I:"……"

I stared at him, from his cute young appearance, to his youthful and handsome appearance, and finally to his old and stubborn appearance.

This glance seemed to travel through decades, and finally returned to him.

"No, thank you Chuya."

finally.

I choose to answer this way.