wait, i'm chasing you

In recent days, Hao Zhifeng went directly to the study after dinner, watching today's stock market on the computer, while Wang Lin sat on the sofa and watched her evening TV series.

As long as Tao Yi is not around, basically every night the house will be divided into three parts: Wang Lin's living room, Hao Zhifeng's study, and Hao Chen's bedroom.

No topic, no one interferes with anyone.

When Hao Chen stood at the door of the study with his mobile phone, Wang Lin glanced at him, but didn't say anything, and continued to eat the freshly cut apples.

Hao Chen took a deep breath at the door, opened the door and entered the room.

"Dad, I'm done calling."

Hao Zhifeng responded without looking at him.

"Let it go."

"I'll go to grandma's house tomorrow, and I'll come back after dinner, and I'll tell her."

Hao Chen put his mobile phone on the desk and began to report, but Hao Zhifeng still ignored him.

"Tell your mother about this, and just ask her not to cook for you."

Hao Chen hesitated, and closed the door from the inside.

"Dad, can I talk to you?"

Hao Zhifeng paused when he moved the mouse, and he was silent for a while before speaking.

"I don't want to talk to you, and I have nothing to say."

"but…"

Hao Chen pinched his fingertips and said in a low voice.

"I don't want to stay like this..."

"Then you go and break up with him!"

Holding the mouse, Hao Zhifeng threw it on the table and turned to look at him angrily.

"I gave you a solution, but what about you? How did you do it? Don't think that if I let you into this house now, it means that this matter may be resolved. I tell you it is impossible! I will not agree ! I can’t understand you either!”

"Keep your voice down! It's not embarrassing!"

Wang Lin's dissatisfied voice came from outside the door.

"The sound insulation effect of this house is terrible, the whole building is aware of the noise, who can raise their heads!"

Hao Zhifeng slammed the hammer on the table, cursed in a low voice, and squeezed the space between his brows patiently.

"Dad, I'm sorry."

Hao Chen looked at the blushing eyebrows pinched by Hao Zhi, and felt blocked and depressed. Those emotions that had been deliberately suppressed finally burst out wantonly, binding him like a rope.

Before, Hao Chen had always hoped that his parents would accept Chen Yiran and this relationship in the end. Perhaps as long as he could find a suitable reason and way to persuade them, they might be able to live together peacefully with a smile like Wei Yun.

But how could there be any perfect final result? They were originally unwilling to accept it, and they didn't want to accept it. Maybe they were willing to coexist peacefully in the end, and it was probably just a concession to Hao Chen, and there was nothing they could do about it.

What he wants to fight for now is the helplessness of his parents...

"Dad, I'm sorry..."

Hao Chen blinked vigorously to clear his blurred vision, and his voice was hoarse.

"I know I'm selfish now, but I really can't help it...just like I can't leave you, I actually...I love you very much..."

Hao Chen paused, pressing back the sore pain in his throat.

He never thought of saying such things to Hao Zhifeng, it was too pretentious to say, but once the words started, there would be no shackles.

"My mother and I have been arguing like this since I was a child. Sometimes I really don't understand why she treats me like this. I thought about renting a house by myself, and I thought about living alone...I thought about being independent. But I never thought of really leaving you, you are a good father to me...really...I have always thought so, so if I can, I don't want to let you down..."

"I'm actually afraid that you won't want me in the end, I don't want to have no home..."

Hao Zhifeng closed his eyes and did not speak, listening to him continue talking.

"I didn't like anyone before. I thought about waiting until I graduate from college and I can work stably. Maybe I will go on a blind date and find someone you think is not bad to live with for the rest of my life."

"But I like him very much, and he likes me very much. When I am liked by him, I feel that my life is meaningful. I can no longer convince myself to give up on him and live the second half of my life."

"So Dad... I'm really sorry, I don't know what to do to..."

Hao Chen pinched his fingertips hard, looked at the pen holder on the table, and didn't speak again.

The two of them were silent, and the TV in the living room stopped at some point, only the faint sound of Wang Lin's footsteps.

"You don't know what to do, but I know what to do?"

Hao Zhifeng sighed helplessly.

"I can't understand why you became like this. Since you said it, then you obviously wanted to get married and have children. Why did you become...become this kind of person halfway? I can't figure it out, and I can't accept it. .”

"I haven't become someone. I've always been me, and maybe I've always been like this, but I didn't realize it before."

Hao Chen defended in a low voice.

"And, if you feel that you have no children, I can adopt them. If you feel that you can't get married, I can go to a legal place to get a certificate. If you feel ashamed, I will work hard to become better in the future and not let you down in other aspects ...This way, can't you..."

"Since I was a child, no matter how bad your mother says about you, I always think my son is great."

Hao Zhifeng diverted his words and continued on his own.

"When you quarreled with your mother when you were young, you felt that you were nothing in her eyes. She didn't say anything about your strengths when she asked her. That night, I told her your strengths one by one. I was also angry. I There are so many good things about her son, why can't she tell..."

"I have never asked you for anything. Except for telling you to be less stubborn with your mother, have I told you anything? I never said a word about you even when you were fighting outside. I think my son has a sense of proportion. He makes sense."

"I just asked you to do this, just this, Hao Chen, I can't convince myself, I can't accept it, your father, I really can't accept it..."

At the end of the sentence, Hao Zhifeng's voice was filled with exhaustion, and his eyes turned red when he looked at him.

"I don't want you to be unhappy, I also want you to go well, but what to do, tell me what to do?"

"I…"

Hao Chen wanted to say something, but as soon as he opened his mouth, tears fell down uncontrollably.

What else can I say, when it comes to this point, every excuse is a knife, piercing each other's hearts, to see who can't bear the pain in the end, and who can feel more distressed in the end.

"Go home and rest."

Hao Zhifeng waved his hand and turned his gaze back to the screen.

"I don't want to talk anymore, you go out."

"Dad... I'm sorry..."

Seeing Hao Zhifeng waving at him again, Hao Chen turned and went out the door.

It's like being strangled by the throat, too uncomfortable and too suffocating...

Back in the bedroom, Hao Chen was lying on the bed, pressing the pillow to his face, his mind was in a mess, thinking of Hao Zhifeng and Chen Yiran.

"Fuck! It's so annoying..."

Hao Chen wiped his face fiercely, but the matter was not resolved, so he cried...

When shaking off the pillow, the back of his hand touched the cell phone buttoned on the bed. Hao Chen took the cell phone and looked at it. After Chen Yiran hung up the phone, he left a message.

——I am waiting for your good night.

Hao Chen stared at the news for a while, then smiled faintly.

Forget it, what's the trouble, anyway, it's the path I chose.

— The first negotiations failed...but no force was used.

Hao Chen sent the message, and within a few seconds, Chen Yiran came back.

——It doesn't matter, as long as it is not violently suppressed, we still have time.

At the end of the message, there was a Shiba Inu emoticon pack with its head tilted.

Hao Chen smiled, okay, take your time.

——I was so nervous just now, now I feel a little tired after relaxing, I'm going to bed first, I'll make up your good night.Good Dream.jpg——Well, go to sleep, soldier, don't think too much, take a good rest.Good night.jpg Hao Chen didn't reply to this message, he probably went to bed.

Chen Yiran looked at the phone and sighed, he was definitely tired, how could it not be uncomfortable to compete with his parents...

Although I don't know how Hao Chen talked with his parents, it will definitely not be easy.He regretted a little, he shouldn't have said his confession and his parents' family together that day, it seemed like he was forcing Hao Chen to move forward, forcing him to solve this matter quickly...

It's because he didn't consider the consequences...

Chen Yiran was out of his mind for a while, and then dialed the phone again.

"What I said before, can it be done tomorrow? I'm in a hurry..."

When Hao Chen woke up the next day, Hao Zhifeng and Wang Lin were no longer at home. Hao Chen soaked a towel in cold water and applied it to his eyes. After a while, he heard the phone ringing in the house, and ran into the house to pick it up. .

As soon as he answered the phone, he heard Tao Yi's cheerful voice.

"Brother Chen, have you had breakfast? I'm at the bun shop downstairs, what would you like to eat?"

Hao Chen glanced at the time and spoke.

"Don't take it, I will go down in a while."

Tao Yi let out a cry.

"That's fine, I'll wait for you."

Hao Chen didn't cry very much, but after crying, the red eyes were hard to get rid of. He looked in the mirror and sighed, tidied up and went downstairs.

"Brother Chen, didn't you agree to start a war and call me? What's going on with you?"

As soon as they met, Tao Yi frowned unexpectedly and began to question.

"Even if you don't trust me, I can help you rescue soldiers."

"I am fine."

Hao Chen asked to sit at the table earlier, looked at Tao Yi with a worried face and said.

"Let's talk about it normally."

Seeing that Tao Yi was about to say something, he added another sentence.

"I couldn't hold back when I didn't talk about the result, and I shed tears to detoxify."

He blocked Tao Yi's words again, looked at him for a while, and then sighed.

"Okay, don't say it if you don't want to."

"Ah."

Hao Chen took a bun.

"I'll go to grandma's house in a while, will you come with me?"

"Okay, it's fine anyway."

After all, the two of them have been like brothers since they were young, and even with a few old people, they love the two children very much, and the New Year's money is four.

"Then should I make a phone call first, don't wait until I go to noon without my meal."

"Need not."

Hao Chen said while eating buns.

"I know you're here today, I told grandma."

"Then eat quickly, and go early after eating."

Tao Yi said while eating.

Originally planning to have dinner at grandma's house before coming back, Tao Yi received a call from Wen Luo in the afternoon, saying that he had returned from a trip.

Because of what happened the day before, Hao Chen's mood hadn't recovered yet, so he simply went out with Tao Yi, walked around the street for a while, and decided to go home first.

As a result, as soon as he got out of the elevator, he saw Chen Yiran squatting in front of his house, and he was shocked for a long time before making a sound.

"Brother? Why are you here?"