Wu Shang

Wu Zhicuo was restless all day long, sitting quietly on the sofa staring at the blank cell phone.

He is waiting, waiting for Shang Mozhi's call or Yu She's call, just give him a contact to make him feel at ease.

However, his waiting was in vain, there was no phone call from Yu She, and no news from Shang Mo Zhi. Since last night, he has evaporated from his life as if he had disappeared.Maybe the surrounding environment didn't change much when he was in or out, but his state of mind was very different, and he always felt that something was missing in his heart.

Is Shang Mozhi serious?It was just an angry talk last night, Wu Zhicuo kept comforting himself in his heart.

He didn't change his movements until the sun slanted westward, and the phone remained blank.Several times he wanted to take the initiative to call Shang Mozhi, but he forcibly suppressed them.It was he who let Shang Mozhi go, and what language did he use to bring him back?He has made it very clear what Shang Mozhi wants, but Wu Zhicuo hasn't figured out too many promises. He doesn't want to disappoint each other even more, but he doesn't want Shang Mozhi to really leave either.Why do you have to choose? Is it not good to be in that state all the time?No matter what happens, there is still a way out for both of them.

He waited like this until it was dark, and there was no movement on the phone or outside the door.For the first time, he realized that he was also the one who could calm down for so long, not moving for a whole day.

"Forget it..."

This is what he said to himself, there is nothing that can never be forgotten, no matter where he and Shang Mozhi are, there is too much difference, too much uncertainty is only dangerous.

On the second day, Wu Zhicuo went to work again, and everything was normal, which was a bit scary.

"Xiao Wu, you don't need to be so busy, these documents are not in a hurry." Qi Ji felt a little uncomfortable watching his busy movements.

"How can this work, I took a day off yesterday and I'm behind schedule." Wu Zhicuo stared at the computer screen without squinting.

"But... don't be in such a hurry." Since the morning Qi Ji saw that there was no gap between him processing the documents, and he didn't relax for a moment when it was time to rest, and he didn't give himself a chance to breathe.

"It's okay." Wu Zhicuo has maintained a half-smiling expression since the morning, and his whole person is like a machine that has been set up.

"Hmm..." Qi Ji tried to calm down his state, "Xiao Wu helped me negotiate such a big deal last time, and I haven't invited you to dinner yet, how about having dinner together this afternoon?"

"Okay." Wu Zhicuo readily agreed, what he needs now is occupied time, as long as he doesn't have his own private time, he won't miss that person, and won't want to see him with him.

The place to order food was still the unique box in Yuxi Building, Qi Ji ordered a good dish and poured Wu Zhichao a glass of red wine: "Has Xiao Wu encountered any unhappy things?"

"Unhappy, are you?" Wu Zhicuo smiled stiffly.

Qi Ji pinched his face: "The smile froze, did you still say no?"

Wu Zhicuo suddenly felt sour and warm liquid bursting out of his eyes.

Qi Ji was frightened, and quickly took some tissue to wipe his tears and said concernedly: "What's the matter? Did someone bully you? It's okay, be good, don't cry, don't cry."

Originally, Wu Zhicuo could suppress it, but Qi Ji was so gentle that he felt that he could rely on him like an elder brother, and the depression in his heart couldn't be held back all of a sudden.

Although weeping, he must not make a sound, Wu Zhicuo bit his lips tightly, he is not a child anymore, it is too embarrassing to cry so easily!

"Xiao Wu," Qi Ji suddenly hugged him, "It's okay, if you have any grievances, don't hold it in your heart, just tell me, I will help you."

Qi Ji's words became more gentle and moving than each sentence, Wu Zhicuo cried even more sadly, sobbing in Qi Ji's arms, how long has it been since he was cared by others.

Wu Zhicuo couldn't help but yelled from the bottom of his heart: "Brother, thank you Brother Qi."

Qi Ji was stunned for a moment, then a slight smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "It's okay, it's okay, Brother Qi is always here."

"Yeah!" Wu Zhicuo nodded, and finally suppressed his crying perfectly.

After crying, he finally felt better. After the meal, Wu Zhicuo went upstairs with heavy steps. He was looking forward to it, hoping that the brat who opened the door would still be there.

But...it still disappointed him.There was nothing much in the empty room but the silent lights.

He seemed a little sure that Shang Mozhi was serious.So what should he do?Are you really going to never see him again?

"Shang Mozhi, you bastard!" Wu Zhicuo squatted on the floor angrily. From the very beginning, Shang Mozhi broke into his peaceful life without warning, and left him when he could still get away. But he found the door again.Finally, now that she couldn't do without him, he could leave herself so easily.

It would be great if I didn't meet him, it would be great if I didn't meet him.Now Wu Zhicuo wants to see him, wants to hear him talk, especially wants to...

He didn't want to stay in the house, at least not if he couldn't fall asleep as soon as he got home. There were too many traces of Shang Mozhi's existence in this house.

He took the elevator to the first floor, and he needed a walk in the park to relax.

With his head down, the elevator door opened and he stepped out, but accidentally bumped into someone.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Wu Zhichao apologized again and again.

When he raised his head, he was shocked. It was the face he had missed for a long time, but the current face was too cold.

"Shang... Shang Mozhi?"

"Excuse me." Shang Mozhi just said something lightly, and went straight into the elevator with an indifferent face as if he had never known him before.

After the elevator went up several floors, Wu Zhicuo was still in a daze, was that Shang Mozhi just now?

Indeed, and this answer made him feel chilled, Shang Mozhi really kept his word, if he didn't appear in his life, even if he met, he would still be a stranger.Wu Zhicuo's heart was pierced like a knife, it was the first time he was treated so indifferently by Shang Mozhi, and he did not expect to be so uncomfortable.

Wu Zhicuo feels that he should be thankful that he lives alone, no matter how much he cries, no one will see him and he will not lose face.He buried his head in the pillow and let the tears flow down his face, but his mind was full of the look of being at the end of his life.

"Useless things, trash, idiot!" Wu Zhicuo scolded himself over and over again, he hated himself for being so worthless.He was the one who let him go, but in the end he was unable to bear the loneliness after he left.

For the first time since he was born, he wanted to be with someone.But what can I do?He didn't have the courage to accept him yet, more because he was afraid that the two of them would have a bad ending, so he didn't dare to take risks.

He admits his timidity and cowardice, but this is also his necessary attitude towards life.

In the entanglement and discomfort, he finally survived for a few more days, and he may understand more and more why ostriches can survive in such hot conditions.

Another day passed in a daze, and if it wasn't for throwing out the trash, he would never go home and go downstairs again.At night, the park downstairs was quiet, and Wu Zhicuo sent the wrapped garbage down. He was not used to dealing with others, and he didn't like others to pay attention to his existence, so he would choose to go out in the dead of night every time.

As soon as Wu Zhicuo threw away the trash and turned around, he saw a black luxury car appearing at the door of the apartment. Except for Qi Ji, it was the first time he saw such a grand car.

The car door opened, and a slender leg stepped out first. When the whole person got out of the car, Wu Zhi was stunned.

It turned out to be Shangmozhi!

I saw him with a stern face, standing quietly beside the car, wearing a delicate and elegant suit that perfectly and moderately highlighted his beautiful figure.

It was the first time for Wu Zhicuo to see him in a formal suit, but he did not expect to be so handsome!Wu Zhicuo's heart speeded up gradually, and two words that made him feel ashamed suddenly popped up in his mind-male god.

No, no, Wu Zhicuo shook his head vigorously, this is a word that only a little girl would think of, so what are you talking about!

Just as he was hesitating whether to go forward or not, another person appeared in the car. He was two heads shorter than Shang Mozhi. He was petite and cute in a beige shirt, and stood with a bright smile on his face. Zhi aside.

Wu Zhicuo didn't know what they said, the boy happily went upstairs holding Shang Mozhi's hand.

Wu Zhicuo's mind went blank for a moment, they... what's the relationship?For a moment, Wu Zhicuo felt that his heart stopped beating, and he felt his heart beating again, but his whole nerve was throbbing.

Lost, what is lost, my heart is empty, throbbing with pain...

He suddenly felt that he didn't want to back down anymore. How many things would give him back down if he could live for dozens of years?Fear and regret are contesting in his heart, he wants to take a step forward and be brave for the rest of his life. This time, no matter whether the ending is good or bad, it's just once in a lifetime!

The next day after work, Wu Zhicuo rushed back and waited downstairs for Shang Mozhi.He didn't see Shang Mozhi's car until it was getting dark.

When Shang Mozhi got out of the car, he yelled, "Shang Mozhi!"

This time he didn't give himself time to think at all, he knew that once he thought about it, he would shrink back again, so he didn't give himself time to shrink back.

Shang Mozhi was taken aback when he heard the familiar call, and when he saw the person coming, his indifferent face gradually outlined a smile that was sure to win.

When Wu Zhichao approached, he immediately hid his smile and returned to his cold face.

"Shang Mozhi," Wu Zhicuo took a deep breath, "I...I want to talk to you."

"Talk about what?"

"I think maybe we don't have to be so stiff."

"I just want an accurate answer." Shang Mozhi looked at him with burning eyes, never giving in.

"I..." Wu Zhicuo was a little timid again, "We can get along for a while first."

"Goodbye," Shang Mozhi suddenly walked away from him, leaving behind a faint sentence, "You still haven't thought it through..."

Wu Zhi clenched his fists tightly on the spot, but it was so difficult when he wanted to say the decision he made last night.

"I'm not a coward, no!" Wu Zhicuo said to himself over and over again, "The other party is just a little boy, and it's not like we can't take him down!"

He took a bag of wine from the supermarket and drank several cans and finally stepped onto the elevator.

"527...527..." He pressed the building number and took several deep breaths, "Just make it clear, just make it clear."

When he reached the door, he swallowed hard and finally rang the doorbell.

Press twice and there is movement inside.

As soon as the door opened, he closed his eyes and shouted, "Shang Mozhi, I'm sorry!"

Then there was enigmatic embarrassment in the air.

"you are?"

Wu Zhicuo was taken aback, such a weak voice was not Shang Mozhi's.He opened his eyes and was stunned. It was the boy he saw last night.

The boy was wearing a large bathrobe, and his hair was still a little moist from the shower.

"May I ask who you are?" the boy asked in a soft and cute voice.

Suddenly a tear fell from Wu Zhicuo's eyes, and he bowed deeply: "Sorry for the trouble."

As he said that, he ran away, tears running down his face like a flood that would be uncontrollable once the embankment burst.

He bumped into someone in the corridor: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

"Uncle? What about you?"

Wu Zhicuo suddenly looked up and saw Shang Mozhi's familiar face.

"Uncle, are you okay?" Shang Mozhi just raised his hand to touch him, but was opened hard.

"Don't touch me!" Wu Zhicuo pushed him away.

He put aside Shang Mozhi, opened the elevator and went directly to the first floor.

"Uncle, uncle." Shang Mozhi hurriedly chased after him, but the elevator had already gone down, so he gave up the elevator and chased from the stairs.

Wu Zhicuo couldn't stop his tears. What is the reason for so many days of pain and entanglement? Without him, there will be many other people immediately, so what is he?

He thought it was just Shang Mozhi who was thinking about himself, but it seemed that he was just being self-indulgent!

He wiped away tears one after another, the elevator stopped and opened the door, but there was a panting Shang Mozhi outside.

"Uncle, listen to me..."

"Get out!" Wu Zhicuo pushed him away.

Wu Zhicuo felt that he was a fool, that he was cheap!Wu Zhicuo ran out of the community, he didn't want to see Shang Mozhi at all now, he could run away as far as he could.

Wu Zhicuo stopped the car on the side of the road, but when he was about to get in the car, the door was slammed shut.

Shang Mozhi hugged Wu Zhicuo, took out a handful of money, and shouted at the driver: "Get out!"

The driver grinned unhappily, but when he saw so many hundred-dollar bills, he just cursed and drove away.

"Shang Mozhi, let me go!" Wu Zhicuo struggled.

Shang Mozhi hugged him even tighter, and said softly, "Uncle, listen to me."

"Listen to what you're talking about, let go of me, you bastard, bastard!" Wu Zhicuo cried and cursed.

Shang Mozhi smiled happily: "I'm an asshole, I'm a beast, everything uncle said is right."

"Shang Mozhi, how could you be like this, how could you be like this," Wu Zhicuo grabbed his clothes helplessly, "Shang Mozhi, why are you like this."

"Uncle, I was wrong, don't cry, let's go back, shall we go back?"

Wu Zhicuo pushed him away, and said with a wry smile: "Go back? Heh, where the hell are you going back? What about the guy in your room! I should have known you were such a person, and I saw those people in your villa I should have known what kind of person you were when I was young. I blame my blindness, all of this is my own fault, and I am addicted to you!"

"Uncle," Shang Mozhi looked sad, "I explained that matter to you, and this time..."

"Enough of your mother!" Wu Zhicuo roared, "I don't want to take care of your business, everything has nothing to do with me!"

Shang Mozhi raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and said with a smile, "Irrelevant and crying so sadly? Well, well, he's just an actor."

"Yeah," Wu Zhichao sneered, "what kind of person can you not find? If you catch a lot of such soft and beautiful actors, don't worry, I won't be sad. I admit that I like you, but..."

Shang Mozhi suddenly stepped forward and kissed him, Wu Zhicuo was startled.

Shang Mozhi raised his head with a smile, "I finally said it, this sentence is enough."

"You... what the hell are you!"

Shang Mozhi pursed his lips unsatisfactorily: "I said that he is an actor, not because of his profession but because of my purpose of keeping him at home."

"What do you mean?"

"Uncle is too calm." Shang Mozhi sighed with difficulty, "I really want to go crazy, so I deliberately found such a person to scare you. This is called shock therapy."

"Shock therapy?"

"In our field of economics, it's stimulating demand by giving you oppression."

"Shock your mother's ghost!" Wu Zhicuo punched him in the stomach, but his tone gradually softened, "Do you know, I almost suffocated..."

Wu Zhicuo's punch was really serious, Shang Mozhi covered his stomach and said with a mournful face: "Uncle is so cruel, I didn't mean to provoke him on purpose, but if I don't stimulate our relationship, the relationship between the two of us will be delayed until the year of the monkey. However, in the future I will never make uncle sad again."

"Shang Mozhi, you are too despicable!" Wu Zhicuo scolded fiercely.

"No way," Shang Mozhi put his arms around his waist, "Uncle, you really drove me crazy, so crazy that I can do anything."

Indeed, he was almost driven crazy during this time. If Yu She hadn't kept restraining himself, he would definitely not be able to resist locking up his baby again, no matter what method he used, he must keep it by his side.

As soon as the elevator door opened, Shang Mozhi hugged Wu Zhicuo.

Wu Zhicuo was taken aback: "You...what are you doing?"

Shang Mozhi smiled evilly: "Guess."

Wu Zhicuo had a bad premonition, and sure enough, Shang Mozhi entered the room and turned off the light on purpose, and carried him directly into the room.

Wu Zhicuo was thrown on the bed, Shang Mozhi leaned over him, wrapped him around him and roughly tore off his tie: "Uncle, you owe me this..."

"Hey...hey, you...don't mess around." Wu Zhichao slowly stepped back and tried to get out from under him.

"Hmph," Shang Mozhi smiled and threw the tie aside, "This time...uncle is out of the question."