I was on the clouds

The white towels were folded neatly and squarely, and Ye Xi held them on the palm of her hand. Her hands had just touched the water, and her skin was white, delicate and moist. She rolled her hands and grabbed the towel with her slender fingers. The veins are slightly raised, and the blue-purple blood vessels are looming under the skin.

Ye Xi took the towel and walked to the bed, Chi Xiangnuan's eyes were empty, she looked like her soul was out of her body, her face was very red, this red spread down her neck to the collar, it was very daydream, buried in the A red tip protruded from the ear in the hair, so red that it could bleed, Ye Xi thought that Chi Xiangnuan must have inherited her father's habit of blushing when she disagreed with her.

When the warm towel touched Chi Xiangnuan's face, Chi Xiangnuan's heart trembled, his back was cold and his whole back was stiff as hell, but a burst of electric current surged from the tailbone, and flowed down the spine. On the other hand, Chi Xiangnuan's neck was numb and his head was muddy.

Ye Xi held the towel and carefully wiped her face. When she wiped her eyes, Chi Xiangnuan's closed eyes were bent by the towel. After the towel was removed, they stood up one by one, soft and soft. Flexible feel.

Something suddenly flashed through my mind, the figure hugging her beside the iceberg in the water under the deep blue sea, the huge whitebait breaking through the ice, and the eyes with alternating day and night.

Ye Xi's hand holding the towel froze suddenly, she looked into Chi Xiangnuan's eyes, those eyes looked at her tenderly, so gentle that it made people want to cry.

But the pupil should not be this color.

What color should that be?

It should be a little lighter. When the sun shines in her eyes, her eyes are clear and bright. At this time, her eyes will be slightly narrowed, with a smile in her eyes, always warm and warm.

Many unfamiliar pictures flashed in my mind frame by frame, and I only had time to see a few blurred outlines clearly.

Something suddenly collapsed, and the loud noise broke Ye Xi's heart. Suddenly, a strong stabbing pain appeared in her heart, and the sound of disintegration filled her head. She bent down in pain, and the wet towel fell from the His hand fell on the quilt, making a dull and soft sound.

Chi Xiangnuan suddenly held Ye Xi's trembling hand. The bones of that hand were clear and delicate, and the nails were painted with lotus-colored translucent nail polish.

How could a cancer patient who just finished an operation wear nail polish? Ye Xi looked at the silver powder in the nail polish suspiciously.

This little question floated in her mind for a little while, and was soon washed away by unknown things.

Ye Xi looked at his hands and picked up the towel that fell on the quilt.

Sitting on the hospital bed, Chi Xiangnuan looked at her quietly for a while, then suddenly stretched out his hands to pin a lock of her hair behind her ears.

Ye Xi was taken aback, and stared at her blankly.

Chi Xiangnuan held her face in his arms, and gently stroked her cheeks with his delicate hands. Suddenly, a sigh came from his ear, like a thousand years later: "Who do you think I am?".

The beast in my heart opened its scarlet eyes, and its sharp fangs were covered with bloody pieces of meat. It let out a painful cry, and then fiercely hit the cage that trapped it.

The stern roar of the beast, the winding red stream flowing from its head, the cage was knocked open a huge gap, the dense darkness floated from outside the cage, the howling of wild ghosts and lonely souls resounded in my ears, and when it was about to rush out At the moment of the cage, countless pairs of invisible hands stretched out from the void and shackled its freedom.

The hypnotic spell fluttered in the boundless raging phosphorous fire, wrapped in an irresistible force, the scarlet eyes closed sleepily, and the beast hung its powerless head, lying in a pool of blood, and gradually fell into a deep sleep.

On the empty wilderness, snow falls quietly from the dark blue sky.

"I was lying on a cloud dreaming

It's you who call me in life, call my earthly name

So I kicked off my shoes and socks, ignoring stepping on the clouds

like two longed-for notes

You and I meet holding hands between the staffs of the sun

I don't know how to love you, I look at you

I follow you around

With my talent and my wisdom I devote myself to you

If it's not enough, just use faith, if it's not enough

I promise to give my life

It's so easy, you and me

each other in unsatisfactory lives

Met a good person, so I love you

with your flaws your path

and your troubled past

From now on we hold hands

Walk in the same direction until it gets dark

When life is over, we are over

Looking back, what we see is not a wisp of smoke

but the life we've known each other

Deep and shallow, heart to heart"

With the vast sky above her head and the boundless wilderness under her feet, she recited Haisang's poems with burning eyes.

Ye Xi stepped forward and brushed off the falling snow between her eyebrows. The snowflakes fell on her fingers and melted into small water droplets.

Ye Xi took off the white rabbit fur ear bag and put it on her head, covering her red ears from the cold.

Chi Xiangnuan stood on tiptoe and kissed Ye Xi's chin. Ye Xi lowered his head and kissed Chi Xiangnuan's lips.

"We're together like this, right?" Chi Xiangnuan stroked the rabbit fur earbag on his head.

"We've been together for a long time," Ye Xi smiled and took her hand.

The two left a string of footprints in pairs on the snow, and there were two snowmen next to each other in the wilderness behind them quietly watching them go away.

The small country yard is covered with snow.

A fire is burning in the short, small earthen house, and sliced ​​potatoes are placed on the iron cover on the stove.

Chi Xiangnuan took off the rabbit fur earbags, and then took off the scarf around his neck and rubbed Ye Xi's ears: "The winter in the north is very cold, your ears are not resistant to freezing."

Ye Xi smiled slightly, and took Chi Xiangnuan's hand.

The two stood for a while holding each other's hands by the fire.

Chi Xiangnuan didn't let go of her hand until the charcoal fire in the furnace was about to die out. She turned around and took the iron hook to lift up the furnace cover to add coal. She put down the furnace cover and sprinkled some coal on the steaming potato chips. a handful of salt.

There were frost on the window, Ye Xi pressed his palm on the glass, the frost gradually melted, leaking out the wind and snow world outside the window.

Chi Youxin was holding his head against the snow, holding a big carp dug out of the snowdrift in his hand.

A woman with gray temples stepped on a stool and hung two festive red lanterns under the eaves.

A string of red firecrackers was hung on the wooden fence, Chi Youxin tiptoed to light the gunpowder thread, and ran away covering his ears.

The firecrackers crackled, and the red tassels of the red lanterns swayed in the wind.

The woman with gray sideburns entered the room, shaking off her whole body with snowflakes, Chi Xiangnuan smiled and took a piece of potato chips with chopsticks and brought it to the woman's mouth.

The woman touched Chi Xiangnuan's head, a few wrinkles appeared in the corners of her eyes.

Chi Youxin ran into the house and said to Ye Xi: "Xiang Nuan said...you have one...ear to hear...you can't hear it, firecrackers are...specially bought...bought double rings, are you hot... .lively?".

Ye Xi smiled and said with a word of blessing: "No wonder it's so loud, my heart is shaking."

Chi Xiangnuan ran behind her, bit off a piece of tape with his teeth, and pasted the word "Fu" in Ye Xi's hand on her wardrobe.

The large piece of red paper was folded, Ye Xi took the scissors and cut out a red carp window grille, Chi Youxin rubbed his hands and watched from the side, picked up the scissors and looked left and right at the red paper, not knowing what to do.

Chi Xiangnuan snatched the scissors and cut the two paper figurines holding hands. After a mess of cutting, he cut out a four-dimensional image. If he didn't look carefully, he thought it was two gourds growing together.

Ye Xi smiled and bent over, picked up the red paper and cut two paper figurines holding hands and handed it to her.

The woman brought up a plate of freshly cooked dishes and placed them on the table covered with red scraps of paper. Ye Xi took the red paper and handed it to Chi Xiangnuan, and ran out of the house to help.

The oil was sprinkled in the iron pan, and soon there was light smoke. After the onion, ginger, and garlic were tossed in the oil for a while, a spoonful of soy sauce was added to the frying pan, and the carp was put into the pan. It's lively fireworks.

Ye Xi sat aside and picked the garlic, choking on the smell of the garlic and tearing up, Chi Xiangnuan ran over and took the garlic from her hand, and blew it into her eyes several times.

Not long after the twelve dishes were served, Chi Youxin and Chi Xiangnuan's mother put on the red sweaters bought by Ye Xi. Chi Xiangnuan brought a red hair rope and tied Ye Xi's loose hair into a ponytail. .

When celebrating the new year, Chi Youxin lit a fire with kerosene in the courtyard and set off a string of firecrackers. The two stood in front of the fire hand in hand, looking at the white snow in the courtyard that was illuminated red by the fire.

It's twelve o'clock, and the new year is here.

Thousands of households are decorated with lanterns and festoons, the sky is full of fireworks exploding in the dark night, and the colorful sky is full of fiery trees and silver flowers.

Under the firelight, the shadows of the two of them fit closely together, dancing gently with the flames.

Chi Xiangnuan turned his head, his eyes glowing with fire: "Ye Xi, from now on, let's live like this every year."

Ye Xi held her hand, smiled slightly, and said, "Okay."

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The author has something to say:

That poem was written by the poet Hai Sang, "I am a place where you wandered". This poem is actually not very romantic as a confession poem, but Ye Xi probably wants to hear the sentence about loving you in the past that is difficult to distinguish between right and wrong. The words have arrived.