I was on the clouds

Zhang Xuesong left, his sagging back made him look like a dejected dog.

Ye Xi was still standing in front of the door, her hands were tightly gripping the iron railing, her beautiful face was full of hostility, her eyes were fixed on a certain place in the sky, her lips were tightly pursed.

A trumpet-shaped cloud floated from the sky, and Ye Xi followed it until the little cloud dissipated in the sky.

At this time, she asked herself countless times, whether Zhang Xuesong's appearance today was caused by her alone or the reason why Zhang Xuesong did not seek to make progress.

If his father hadn't died, what would that stupid and vicious man have brought up his son.

Ye Xi closed his eyes, but he could still recall the hot feeling when he slapped his face one after another.

Her ears were buzzing, her heavy and feeble head was being slapped back and forth by the man's palm like a toy, to the left and then to the right, the slap and the buzzing in her ears There was a sound, and she was in terrible pain, and it became difficult to even twist her neck.

She kept crying and crying, tears mixed with snot, she didn't want to cry, but it hurt too much, she didn't dare to reach out to cover her face, so she could only stand there crying and say: Teacher, I was wrong, I will never Dare, I know I was wrong.

But it didn't work.

She came home crying, her mother was coaxing her brother, Ye Zhen kicked down the flour bag, the ground was covered with flour, the white flour was floating in the air, her mother knelt on the ground and swept the flour, her hair was covered with eyelashes and clothes There was a layer of white powder on it.

She stepped forward and cried and grabbed her sleeve, crying softly, and said aggrievedly: "Mom, the teacher hit me."

The flour-covered woman turned around and slapped her hard again, leaving a slap mark with flour marks on her face. Angry was always on her tired face, pointing at her and yelling: " Just hit you, don’t come to me to collect debts one by one, get out of here quickly.”

Ye Zhen came running drooling, smirking and throwing a handful of flour on her head, the flour flew into her eyes, tears kept streaming down her eyes.

The wind blew the leaves and rustled, and thousands of branches swayed together. Ye Xi lowered his eyes, and there was a cold voice in his heart that kept saying: "You are not wrong, you just want to protect yourself, you should do this, You were so small back then, they pretended not to see your wounds, they pretended not to hear your cries, everyone turned a blind eye to you, you could only do this, think about your deaf ear, think Thinking of your swollen palms when you were young, what is wrong with you, you are not at all wrong, you are not at all wrong."

Ye Xi closed her eyes, and the fire ignited again in her mind, she kept asking herself: "But he saved my life, am I really right, why didn't he let me burn to death in that fire I will perish with him, so I can go to hell to take revenge on him, but now, once the gate of evil is opened, I can no longer control it, I am dazzled by hatred, more and more extreme, and destroyed Others are about to be destroyed themselves."

She walked back to the yard dejectedly, lying on the recliner in a daze, her emotional ups and downs consumed too much energy, she looked tiredly at the distant sky, constantly judging what kind of person she was.

She thought about it again and again, carefully recalling the achievements of these years in her mind, all of which were academic achievements and awards in various competitions.

These things that can be obtained by moving the head seem to be of no use. The ranking only proves her intelligence, and she does not need the praise and praise of others, and the medals and trophies at the bottom of the box cannot bring her much satisfaction.

Thinking about it this way, she is really a failure. The things she pursued in her 19 years of life have no temperature at all, but climbing to higher places has become her habit. A gloomy expression.

"I can solve the difficult problems that took you a week to solve in an hour. I can crush you in high school when you undergraduates and graduates put in so much effort. Who made you so happy and happy? You suffered so much from your family. Doting and support, I don't have these, you are so stupid, so stupid, so useless, how can you have what I can't have."

This is a passage that Ye Xi wrote down in his diary, the pen tip scratched the paper in several places, and at the end, he swiped the pen fiercely and cut a big gap across the page.

But now, the proud IQ has been blown into dust by the disease. Only by taking medicine can I preserve my remaining sanity, and prevent myself from becoming a lunatic like Ye Zhen who only screams and throws things desperately. It's really a turn of events, and now she has become what she hates the most.

Unable to read the book anymore, Ye Xi lay on the recliner in a daze, thinking of something, she suddenly picked up her phone and opened Weibo.

In the past few days, she hasn't opened Only Yu's Weibo very much, because she was afraid of seeing some bad news about her beloved author, so she clicked on Only Yu's homepage and saw a new Weibo.

"Thank you for your concern during this time, my little ones. My condition was discovered earlier, and part of my stomach can be removed. There is a high probability that there will be no recurrence in the future. I will have surgery next week. Don't worry about me, everything will be fine. Get up and compare your hearts with all the cuties."

When Ye Xi saw this Weibo, she felt as if she was swept by the tip of a fluffy tail. She thought of Wang Zhaojun from Cai Cai, that ID and her condition, so the 'find my Da Zhiruo' must be only stupid.

With a little excitement in her heart, Ye Xi took her mobile phone and opened the APP of Randeng Literature Network, found the author's column, and voted ten flying cannons for her new article.

onlyyu is the diamond master of the Deng Deng Literature Network, with a large number of diehard fans, this is a magical author, writing brainless little white sweet articles every day dominates the rankings, and writing brain-burning secret room unlimited stream upgrades still dominates the rankings every day, Writing unpopular ancient romances without CP is still dominating the list every day.

It takes a period of time for other authors to become popular. Only Yu is not. The book sold first in the country.

Ye Xi hasn't finished reading any of the books she wrote. Every time she opens the book, the rich preaching and inspirational chicken soup always makes Ye Xi daunted by her books. The reason why she likes her is because she accidentally found her book. Weibo.

This is a poisonous Weibo. Only Yu, as an author, has become a cook on Weibo, posting her three meals a day every day. There are a variety of dishes on the exquisite plate on the light green checkered tablecloth. Next to the dishes It is also equipped with Founder meow fonts and various patterns.

Heart-shaped ketchup is poured on the egg and served in a small dark blue porcelain plate. In the pink soup bowl, the words next to it read: A bowl of delicious and fragrant cherry fish soup lemon tomato noodles, and a little pink heart is added behind the meow body.

The little fans on Weibo were yelling and yelling hungry, or they were posting their own delicacies, and the atmosphere was cheerful, lively and peaceful.

At that time, the Internet was full of information about her Amway, Ye Xi followed her Weibo in his spare time, and turned her Weibo upside down on the first day of following her.

This is a very popular author, so good that some readers will become her diehard fans even if they can't read her articles. To the sky.

Even Ye Xi, who hates chicken soup, squats under her Weibo every day to read her three meals a day.

She used to go to onlyyu on Baidu. There is very little [-]D information about this author, and no one even knows her real name. The author is also very taboo about others mentioning her [-]D information. The interviews are all in text form, and no one has even heard the voice. .

If the author hadn't said that she was female, the readers would almost think that she was a male author with the cold and ruthless writing style of her science fiction novels.

At this time, Ye Xi was very excited after playing a game and chatting for a few days with this great god who never saw the end of the dragon.

After the excitement, she calmed down again, thinking that Only Yu once said on Weibo that she wanted to find a great god to take her to the ranking, she quickly clicked on the glory of the king, found the ID, clicked on the chat interface and sent a sentence: Don’t add a WeChat account, I’ll take you to the ranking after you recover from surgery.”

Her profile picture was dark, and after Ye Xi finished sending the message, she held the phone and waited for her reply, but there was no reply until Ye Zhou and Ye Xi came back covered in mud.

Ye Sheng and Ye Zhou were sweating profusely looking for water, their clothes were covered in green and black marks, their originally white and clean faces were covered with a layer of black ash, and their hair was still stained with grass clippings. those fleeing refugees.

After Ye Sheng drank the water and didn't have time to take a shower, he grabbed Ye Xi and asked in a hurry: "Sister Xi, I heard that you are leaving tomorrow. I really can't bear you. After finishing your paper, you will come back." ?".

Ye Xixin said definitely not, I'm wandering around you every day, doesn't it make you sink deeper and deeper, it's better to get out of here quickly, from now on, bye bye, you can also find your true destiny.

She glanced at Ye Sheng and said, "It depends on the situation, maybe it will, maybe it won't".

Ye Sheng let out a disappointed "Oh".

In the evening, Ye Xi opened the drug compartment and found that the lithium carbonate compartment was empty. She drank a glass of water after taking sertraline, and opened the chat interface of Glory of Kings with anticipation.

At this time, I should come out of the operating room, but removing the stomach is not a trivial matter, and maybe I am still unconscious.

She tossed and turned all night, thinking about going to bed so that she could dream of the girl wearing glasses again, and also worrying about her favorite author Da Da, and she had to pay attention to Ye Sheng beside her to avoid physical contact with her. s contact.

This three-tasking is really tiring. Ye Xi's spirit was not very good, and he thought that he would have to go to the laboratory for re-examination after returning to Shanghai, and he was very irritable.

Ye Sheng did physical work all day, and before he could get bored with Ye Xi, he fell asleep like a dead pig as soon as his head touched the pillow. Ye Xi was amazed by the quality of his sleep.

Early the next morning, Ye Xi woke up. Ye Sheng was still sleeping on the bed. Her luggage was in Ye Zhou's room. Ye Zhou also woke up at this time. After washing, he was rubbing essential oils on his thighs in front of the mirror. There were too many mosquitoes in the grass, and they were all fierce and fierce. Ye Zhou's big white legs were covered with red bumps, and he looked very pitiful.

They didn't do farm work today, Ye Deming and Liu Shuyan both got up late, Ye Xi had already told Ye Zhou not to tell their parents about her leaving this morning, otherwise Ye Deming would have to see her off again.

The two of them tiptoed out with their luggage, looked back like thieves, then rushed to the carport, drove the electric tricycle, and left in a hurry.

Ye Xi pressed the suitcase on the electric tricycle body, Ye Zhou drove a big circle, and stopped at an intersection. After 15 minutes, the passenger car came whistling in the smoke, Ye Zhou waved his hand to stop the passenger car, and sent Ye Xi got into the car.

After getting on the bus, Ye Xi finally breathed a sigh of relief after paying the money. She didn't sleep last night, and now she was extremely sleepy. The bus would drive for three hours. She yawned and adjusted the neck pillow on the back of her head. Decided to catch up on sleep in the car.