I was on the clouds

Ye Xi's father is the fourth eldest in the family, with two older brothers and one older sister.

Her third uncle's name is Ye Deming. He is tall and thin like Ye Desheng. He also has thick eyebrows, big eyes, high nose and thin lips. They are both aggressive and handsome. However, Ye Desheng always wears a straight suit. Ye Deming always wears muddy and dusty clothes and a dusty hat on his head.

Ye Deming and Ye Desheng are similar in appearance, but they have no similarities inside. Ye Deming is optimistic, cheerful, contented and happy, and his brain is not so smart, while Ye Desheng has a lot of thoughts and endless desires, and he has a smart brain.

Ye Xi took a look at the hat, it was a limited edition of a certain brand, with ears of wheat embroidered on both sides of the hat, Ye Xi saw it at a glance when he was shopping with Ah Qing during the summer vacation of the freshman year of high school, and she came to it during the Chinese New Year This hat is specially given to Ye Deming.

Ye Deming didn't know the price of this hat. If he knew, he probably wouldn't wear it on his head to do farm work anyway.

Ye Deming and Ye Xi's third aunt Liu Shuyan saw her and asked her enthusiastically about her studies and future development direction.

To be precise, only Ye Deming was enthusiastic, and Ye Xi's third aunt's face was intentionally enthusiastic.

Liu Shuyan has always disliked Ye Xi, and she always looked at Ye Xi with a slight guard. She tried to keep her precious children away from Ye Xi when she was very young, but she always failed because Ye Xi didn't want to see She succeeds.

Ye Xi can always resolve those little tricks of hers effortlessly. As time goes by, Ye Sheng will always surround her, Ye Xi, and when Ye Zhou encounters trouble, the first person to ask for help will always be Ye Xi.

In their eyes, Ye Xi is more trustworthy than their biological mother. They will never understand her painstaking efforts, because in the eyes of Ye Sheng and Ye Zhou, she is just a rural woman who has not studied much.

How can it be compared with Ye Xi.

No matter how pure the emotion in the world is, it will be mixed with a trace of dirty selfishness, just like the shadow under the sun and the bacteria on the white tablecloth that can only be seen with a microscope.

Liu Shuyan has done a lot of useless work. Except for the complaints from Ye Sheng and Ye Zhou, her wish has not been fulfilled, but she will not do less than the enthusiasm that should be expressed on the surface.

Before Ye Xi came, I made dumplings for her, made delicious supper for her in the middle of the night, and always asked her about her studies when I saw her, and always advised her not to study all the time, but to pay attention to the balance between work and rest.

So many people said that Ye Xi's third aunt treated her like her own son and daughter, and everyone around her thought so, including Ye Desheng.

This is a very sensitive and intelligent woman, completely different from Ye Deming.

Ye Xi also hated her hypocrisy and her inconsistency, she would make her regret sooner or later, she glanced at Liu Shuyan who smiled and handed her the job bowl, and smiled coldly in her heart.

Ye Deming was washing fruit on the stove, bent over and asked Ye Xi: "Ye Xi, I heard that you are going to study in a university in the United States. How are you preparing now?".

What else can she do? She will not go to the United States until her depression is completely cured. She does not want to die alone abroad. If she is tortured to death, then she will turn her death process into a blunt knife that cuts off the flesh and blood of the person she hates little by little, so that everyone can taste the pain.

Since no one is willing to take her to heaven, let everyone go to hell with her.

The venom in her heart was boiling, but a smile appeared on Ye Xi's face. She has always smiled beautifully, thanks to her mother, who inherited her peach eyes, her dimples, and her very fair skin. skin.

The only regret is the two eyes with different colors on the face. Although many people say it is cool, the feeling of harmlessness to humans and animals will always be destroyed by these two eyes.

Ye Xi heard her own sweet and tired voice saying: "No, I'm not ready yet, my English is very poor, and I will definitely not be able to keep up with Ye Deming's speed when I go to the United States to study."

Ye Deming nodded, and glanced at Ye Zhou: "It's hard to speak foreign languages. My family's two four-level exams have not passed the exam three times."

Ye Zhou smiled and said nothing, but Ye Sheng started to fight back sharply: "Dad, sister Xi is so smart, she always said that English is the most difficult to learn, let alone me and Ye Zhou, two scumbags, Besides, Dad, your brain is holding me back, so don't pick me up."

Ye Deming put the Shaguo in front of Ye Xi, his sun-tanned face showed kind creases with a smile, he bit a Shaguo and sighed: "You two just don't work hard on your own, and you find the reason on your parents. You spend the whole day reading in the barn, what are you doing, huh? You just look for transparent stones in the sand behind the house every day, or squat in front of the TV watching Donald Duck and Mickey Mouse, when Read every day like Ye Xi."

Ye Xi felt a little embarrassed when she was praised. It was strange to say that she could always deal with those hypocritical compliments calmly, but once she received warm compliments from others, she would feel very embarrassed.

And at that time, she didn't like reading at all, she just thought it was very stupid to look for stones in a pile of sand with bare feet, if she didn't play with other people, the adults would start to say that she didn't fit in, and then point fingers at her and tell her What should she do.

She didn't want to do what they said at all. At this time, she just needed to find a quiet place to sit with a decent book in her hand, and no one would come to her and make noise.

Ye Deming was talking about her well, Ye Zhou and Ye Sheng were listening there with bitter faces, Ye Xi was thinking about it in embarrassment, the third aunt gave Ye Deming a dark look, and put it in Ye Deming's bowl It was a fat chicken leg, so Ye Deming immediately turned his attention to the chicken leg.

The dinner ended in a happy atmosphere.

Ye Xi left the dinner table early, went back to the room and took medicine, and the date on the calendar was crossed out by her with a pen.

She sat lazily on the desk, spread out her notebook and recorded the state of the day.

"I have a poor appetite and a bad mood, but there is nothing particularly unpleasant. The medicine really encouraged me a lot, but it also caused me great pain. Now I am like a programmed computer. I can only operate mechanically according to the program. I no longer think about my future, my thesis, or the meaning of my existence. I am only an empty shell, and my soul has left me forever. It made me more terrified, my determination to insist on taking medicine began to waver, I hated this false feeling, I wanted to get my soul back, and I wanted to live like a normal person.”

The signature pen wrote a line of beautiful and neat words on the paper. Ye Xi looked at the words she wrote, and felt that every stroke of those words looked so depressed.

She is rarely happy.

She will never be happy again.