you better be

Yan Zimi's hand was under the faucet for a long time before he remembered what he was doing here.

Lin Chang's voice continued outside.

"When I saw this photo, I felt something was wrong. I took a closer look. Isn't this Yan Zimi?"

"Pei Huan is actually gay."

"He's not gay, why would he go to a gay bar? Normal men go to that kind of place?"

"I know the person in the photo. He said that Yan Zimi sent many WeChat messages to many people that night."

"Pei Huan, aren't you the most disgusting homosexual?"

……

"Okay." Pei Huan stopped him.

Yan Zimi's hands and feet were cold, and when there was finally silence outside, he turned on the water and washed his hands meaningfully.

But he didn't go out after washing his hands, he was still standing, not knowing what to do.

Everyone in Pei Huanyi's dormitory was there, everyone must have seen the photo by now.

Yan Zimi didn't know what they were thinking, nor what Pei Huan was thinking.

I don't know what Pei Huan's expression is now, whether it will be like his original dream, disgusting and disgusting.

The chest tightness came too fast, Yan Zimi supported the sink, and was a little out of breath for a while.

After a while, Yan Zimi heard Zhao Di's voice.

"Where did you get these photos?" he asked.

Lin Chang laughed: "You don't doubt that the photo is fake, do you? I don't think so," he added, "Don't worry about where I got it from, anyway, I know it is."

Zhao Di: "Who told you to go gay, playing with gays is gay?"

Lin Chang seemed to pause for a moment: "Then, why not?"

After a few more seconds of silence outside, Yan Zimi finally heard Pei Huan's voice.

He seemed very calm, and asked Lin Chang: "Do you have anything else to do?"

Lin Chang's voice was a little cowardly: "No, it's all right."

A few seconds later, Lin Chang said oh, and his voice became weaker: "Then, then I'm leaving."

A few seconds later, there was the sound of a door closing outside.

Then there was the sound of Zhao Di coughing, coughing deliberately.

Yan Zimi still stood on the sink without moving, and there was no mirror here, so he didn't know what expression he had.

It's definitely not pretty anyway.

It was very quiet outside, Yan Zimi stood motionless, as if his feet were covered with lead, he couldn't move a step.

When Pei Huan appeared at the bathroom door, Yan Zimi caught it from the corner of his eye.

But he didn't turn his head, his heart beat faster and his mind was confused.

"Have you washed your hands?" Pei Huan asked the first question and walked in.

Yan Zimi's fingertips were still stained with water, he nodded weakly: "Washed."

Yan Zimi was startled when Pei Huan reached out his hand suddenly, and turned around to see that Pei Huan was handing him a paper.

"Thank you." After Yan Zimi finished speaking, he took it and wiped his hands.

Pei Huan asked: "Did you hear the voice outside just now?"

Yan Zimi became nervous for a moment. He thought about such a simple question for a long time before he said, "Yes."

Pei Huan seemed to hesitate for a few seconds before he thought of a word to ask, "Are you?"

After he finished speaking, he added a sentence: "Is it convenient to say?"

Yan Zimi suddenly felt that there was no point in denying it anymore, so he simply nodded, even more so.

"Ah."

The bathroom fell silent again, Yan Zimi had poked a big hole in the tissue in his hand.

Yan Zimi closed his eyes lightly, and opened them all at once as if trying to understand.

But before he opened his mouth, Pei Huan spoke first: "You don't need to worry about it."

Yan Zimi was stunned for a moment.

Pei Huan continued: "If you don't want others to know, I can pretend that I don't know, and they can too."

Yan Zimi was silent for a moment, then turned to look at Pei Huan.

Pei Huan added: "Also, I don't hate homosexuality."

I don't know what happened to these words, but it immediately hit Yan Zimi's nerves, his nose was sore, and tears suddenly flowed down.

He just wanted to tell Pei Huan that if he felt sick, he could leave.

Pei Huan probably didn't expect Yan Zimi to cry, he was stunned for a few seconds before turning around and closing the door.

"What's wrong?" Pei Huan walked a few steps towards Yan Zimi: "Why are you crying?"

Yan Zimi shook his head, but fortunately he didn't cry very badly, he quickly suppressed his tears with the paper in his hand, and suppressed them: "I didn't cry."

It's just that I was overwhelmed by tension, and I didn't cry.

He took a light breath and looked up at Pei Huan: "Don't you dislike me?"

Pei Huan asked back, "Why should I dislike you?"

Yan Zimi's voice paused: "I, I like it, boys."

Pei Huan seemed to smile, and asked Yan Zimi, "So?"

Yan Zimi didn't know why.

Pei Huan said again: "So what if you like boys, it's just your sexual orientation."

Pei Huan's voice was very soft and gentle, as if he was afraid of hurting Yan Zimi.

Yan Zimi's nose was sore again, and for no reason, he asked Pei Huan like a child: "Then will you still play with me in the future?"

Pei Huan really laughed now, and he touched Yan Zimi's head reassuringly: "Why not?" He said, "Does it matter?"

Yan Zimi blinked hard a few times, held back her tears, and replied softly, "Oh."

Pei Huan patted Yan Zimi's forehead lightly: "What a big deal."

The two stayed in the bathroom for a while, and Pei Huan waited for Yan Zimi to recover before opening the door to go out with him.

The dormitory is still the same as before, it seems that Lin Chang has never been here, everyone is doing their own things, and because Yan Zimu has come out, they have not looked at him more.

But even so, Yan Zimi was still very embarrassed.

He didn't know if he should leave now, or if he should really pretend that nothing happened and continue to stay.

Listening is not over yet.

Just as he was struggling, Pei Huan suddenly asked, "Playing games?"

With this question, Yu Nan and Xiaodong immediately became excited.

Xiaodong: "Come, come!"

Yu Nan also quickly took out his cell phone: "That is to say, I brought all my juniors back to the dormitory, and I still listen to my hearing."

Xiaodong continued: "Natural justice is too much!"

Pei Huan then asked Yan Zimi: "Listening or playing games."

The eyes of the three people cast on him at the same time, as if he was going to make a very important decision next.

If this is still listening, it is a bit contrived.

Yan Zimi smiled and said, "Play a game."

Xiaodong immediately said, "Open it! My name is Refrigerator."

Yu Nan: "Online!"

Pei Huan touched Yan Zimi's head, turned around and sat on the chair, picked up his phone.

The psychedelic development, from Lin Chang's arrival to the beginning of the game, Yan Zimi felt that he was already in the wild before he could react.

Moreover, he found that Yu Nan and Xiaodong were particularly active when playing the game today, and even Zhao Di, who hadn't participated in the game, also talked about being awesome.

This atmosphere gave Yan Zimi a very reassuring feeling.

In fact, he doesn't think what's wrong with him liking boys. He will deny it because he doesn't want to be troublesome, and he will deny it because the other party is annoying, but he will not deny it because he is shameful.

With Pei Huan's attitude now, he was not afraid of anything.

"This Lin Chang, I don't like him for a long time." After a while, Zhao Di suddenly clicked his tongue: "Zimi, he has a younger brother in your class, right?"

Yan Zimin hummed.

Zhao Di: "How is his brother?"

Yan Zimi said, "Very annoying."

Zhao Di smiled: "Sure enough, the two brothers are the same thing. I have never seen such a shameful person in my age. He is in the advanced stage of pink eye disease."

Yu Nan followed: "Be careful."

Xiaodong: "It's so long-winded."

Zhao Di said again: "I'm really full, so it's none of his business."

Yan Zimi smiled.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw that Pei Huan seemed to be looking at him, so he raised his eyes, and sure enough, Pei Huan was looking at him.

Yan Zimi smiled at Pei Huan again.

Pei Huan also smiled, and patted the back of Yan Zimi's head quite habitually.

This dozen, one dormitory and one afternoon were all confessed in the game.

The sunset in winter came quickly, and it didn't take long for the sky outside to show signs of getting dark.

"I see you didn't rub your eyes this afternoon, is it much better?"

As soon as it was over, Pei Huan asked Yan Zimi.

Only then did Yan Zimi remember that he was still suffering from itchy eyes.

"It doesn't itch anymore." Yan Zimi shook his head.

Pei Huan reached out again and pulled Yan Zimi's collar down a little: "It's not popular anymore."

Yan Zimi: "The doctor said it's okay here."

It's almost time. After this time, everyone retreated and went to the cafeteria to eat together.

After eating, Pei Huan dripped a drop of after-meal eye drops on Yan Zimi, and asked him: "There is one more drop before going to bed, what if I'm not by your side then?"

After Pei Huan said this, Zhao Di, who was playing with his mobile phone, raised his head, his eyes seemed to be curious about what Yan Zimi should do.

Yan Zimi smiled dryly and shook his head: "I'll try it myself, it should work."

Pei Huan put away the eye drops: "Really?"

Yan Zimi's voice was a little softer: "Anyway, it's already healed, so you don't need to drop it before going to bed."

That's what it meant, Pei Huan didn't ask any more, but tied the bag and put it in front of Yan Zimi.

Coming out of the cafeteria, it was really dark outside.

It was time to part again, but Yan Zimi didn't say anything, just said goodbye to Pei Huan.

Pei Huan also said goodbye to Yan Zimi.

This time when Yan Zimi left, he didn't secretly turn around to send Pei Huan away.

Some things seem to be the same, but in fact everything has changed.

But what Yan Zimi didn't know was that Pei Huan watched him go for a long while as he walked, and he didn't look away until his figure became smaller.

"Eh? You are here too."

Not long after leaving the cafeteria, a voice suddenly came, and the dormitory looked at each other in pairs, but no one turned their heads.

Lin Chang also has a very annoying character, that is, he is shameless.

Even if Zeng had a lot of unhappiness with his classmates, he could stick to his face in the end.

"I saw Yan Zimi just now." Lin Chang walked up to them, "Are you guys still eating together?"

Pei Huan's tone was very unfriendly: "Does it have anything to do with you?"

Lin Chang laughed dryly: "Isn't he, that one?" He lowered his voice: "Aren't you careful? Especially you, Pei Huan."

Pei Huan asked directly: "Be careful of what?"

Lin Chang: "He's gay, aren't you afraid that he likes you?"

Pei Huan: "Will all men like homosexuality?"

Lin Chang still giggled: "It's not impossible."

"It doesn't matter to you whether he likes me or not, he won't like you anyway," Pei Huan said with a full impatient expression, "Don't come to my dormitory again in the future."

Lin Chang's face suddenly turned ugly, and he wanted to leave with a dry smile.

But before turning his head, Pei Huan grabbed his collar and pulled him back.

"Don't worry about Yan Zimi's affairs, don't let me hear his name in your mouth again, dare to talk nonsense and try."

After speaking, Pei Huan pushed the person away forcefully: "Roll as far as you can."

Lin Chang made himself feel bored, staggered a few steps and nearly fell down, said nothing in desperation, and left silently.

Before leaving, Zhao Di cut his voice: "What is it?"

Yu Nan also said: "Why does he like to get involved in everything, what's the matter with him? Speechless."

Zhao Di: "It's funny, who do you think you are? Dare to say we are Zimi."

Xiaodong: "Exactly."

Xiaodong laughed suddenly as he spoke: "But having said that, I've always heard that it's the first time that I have such close homosexuals around me."

Pei Huan spoke up: "So? What's the difference?"

Xiaodong: "Not really, who knows if you don't tell me."

Zhao Di helped and said, "It's just that the sexual orientation is different, not all of them are men."

Yu Nan: "Indeed."

Xiaodong also: "Indeed."

At this time, Zhao Di and Yu Nan winked suddenly in a place where Pei Huan could not see.

The dialogue in the eyes is roughly as follows.

"Isn't Huan homophobic?"

"I do not know."

"Are you going to ask?"

"I want to ask you to ask."

silence.

Forget it, it seems that you are not afraid.

After a while, Xiaodong said again: "Again, didn't you ask Pei Huan last time if he had a girlfriend? Could it be that he actually has a boyfriend?"

Pei Huan paused: "Boyfriend?"

Xiaodong: "Yes."

The word boyfriend seemed to appear strangely in Pei Huan's dictionary suddenly.

Yan Zimi's, boyfriend?

Pei Huan frowned without knowing it: "Probably not."

Xiaodong snorted, and asked curiously, "Is there any boy you like?"

Pei Huan shook his head: "I don't know."

Here he said he didn't know, but on the other side, some pictures suddenly broke into Pei Huan's mind.

For example, Yan Zimi received the "How are you and your male god?" WeChat.

For example, Yan Zimi would chat with friends behind his back.

For example, Yan Zimi did not admit that night, "Didn't like it?"

Pei Huan's brow tightened uncontrollably, and Xiaodong beside him spoke again.

"Why don't you go ask your junior?"

Pei Huan didn't think well at all, and replied firmly: "Don't ask."