In a dream

In the huge ward, only a small bedside lamp was turned on, and the dim yellow light illuminated a small space. Xia Yanhuan pressed the towel in the basin, submerged it in warm water and wrung it dry. Wiping Mu Elegy's skin exposed outside the oxygen mask, she turned around again, shook her hands, and asked the person leaning against the door with her hands on her back, "Has everything been arranged for JW?"

Wei Ran nodded, his light blue eyes shone like a cat's blue light in the darkness, he took off his feet that were bent back against the wall, raised the water basin, took it to the bathroom, and poured out the water in it After drying the towels, he came out again, "When the newspapers about Wei Shi declaring bankruptcy come out tomorrow, I will start arranging to take over JW."

Tucking the corner of the quilt, Xia Yanhuan bent down and looked at the monitor on the bedside table seriously, and after confirming that there was nothing abnormal, he turned and said to Wei Ran, "Where's Chen Jingrong?"

Glancing at Mu Elegy lying on the bed like a lifeless doll, Wei Ran sighed, "The information you gave has already been handed in. If there is no accident, his smuggling case will be brought to trial soon. This sentence is estimated to last until death." They can't get out."

The person curled up on a hospital bed next door groaned as if having some bad dream, Wei Ran turned his head to look at the dark side, lowered his voice and asked, "Are you really planning to take her to America? "

Rubbing his swollen temples, Xia Yanhuan helplessly followed Wei Ran's line of sight, only a small bump could be seen on the small hospital bed in the darkness.With a dejected expression, he turned his eyes to the motionless person lying on the bed, brushing her slender fingers between her brows which were still furrowed while asleep, "I can't do it, just watch her die like this..."

"Xia Xia, it's not fair to her if you do this..."

Xia Yanhuan shook her head. About Mu Elegy, she explained to Weng Xue that she loved and waited for him. That person holds a very important position in her heart. If you can't be indifferent to her, if you can't, just let her go.

Get up and walk slowly to the bed next door, brushing that soft face with the palm of your hand, Xia Yanhuan leaned forward and kissed "Xiao Shanbao" accurately on the forehead in the dim light, smiling softly at her, "You You understand me, right?"

Weng Xue turned slightly to face Xia Yanhuan, stretched out a warm hand to shake her palm and blinked at Xia Yanhuan, "Yes." In fact, she had woken up a long time ago, but she has been with her for the past few days. Seeing Xia Yanhuan taking care of Mu Elegy in the hospital, she felt a little tired, just when Wei Ran came over, she knew they had something to talk about, so she didn't say much, who knew, she was discovered.

Xia Yan smiled happily and shook her hand back, turned around and pulled the bed curtain and walked out. She heard her say to Wei Ran, "Where is Liang Chen? Why didn't you see him coming with you?"

Wei Ran shrugged his shoulders, he was a little unhappy when he said this, it was Liang Chen's fault for taking Mu Elegy out, but when Xia Yanhuan saw Liang Chen coming back with Mu Elegy in his arms, he rushed up and slapped him. Some guardians were dissatisfied, "You are so fierce, it's no wonder he dared to come."

Xia Yan laughed happily, bent his right index finger on his forehead, looked at Mu Elegy, and said slowly for a long time, "Say sorry to him for me..."

"Okay," Wei Ran let go of the hand holding his chest, took the coat that was on the back of the chair beside him and put it on, "I'm leaving, call me if you need anything."

Xia Yanhuan followed Wei Ran to the outside of the ward. Except for the bright light of the nurse's station in the quiet corridor, the rest of the place had the unique darkness of the hospital. The peaceful footsteps went all the way from the door of the ward to the door of the elevator, looking at Wei Ran. After pressing the elevator, Xia Yanhuan quietly said, "If you have time, you can visit Xie Jingwan in person tomorrow."

Wei Ran raised his eyebrows and asked puzzledly, "Why? Don't you hate her so much? Why are you looking for her?"

"Mu, she always calls her in my dreams... I'm afraid..." Xia Yanhuan hated Xie Jingwan, hated her for taking away the person she tried her best to keep, hated her He made random conclusions without knowing anything, hated her for thinking she was the most pitiful one but didn't know anyone was more pitiful than her, hated her for giving Mu Elegy a real death sentence, but she had to inform her When she came to the hospital, Mu Elegy had a high fever since she was carried back by Liang Chen. In her coma, apart from shouting for pain and mother, only the words Xie Jingwan were left. She was really afraid that Mu Elegy would not be able to hold on.. .She didn't tell Wei Ran that she invited the best doctor in the country to come for a consultation, but they all shook her head and asked her to take care of the aftermath. The pierced blood vessel was still bleeding out, and no one dared to help her with the operation with a success rate of less than 20.00%, because even if they were lucky enough to win the 20.00%, Mu Elegy would not be able to get off the operating table. Will die of heart overload... She is just kidding herself when she says she will be taken abroad for medical treatment.

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Xia Yanhuan pushed open the door, squeezed her temples with her index finger and thumb together, walked through the bathroom at the door, and naturally turned her head to look at the person on the bed, but was pleasantly surprised to find that Mu Elegy had woken up.

"Mu!" Xia Yanhuan quickly stepped to Mu Elegy's side and squatted down, her eyes filled with tears quickly, Mu Elegy slept for three days, she thought that she would never wake up again...

"Yan Huan..." Laughing weakly at Xia Yan, Mu Yange raised his hand, trying to lift the oxygen mask hanging on his face, but found that he didn't even have the strength to raise his hand to lift the quilt. "Excuse me...can you, help me...help me take off...the oxygen mask..." A short sentence, divided into several paragraphs by her, still made her feel strenuous, and Mu Elegy gasped. Breath, the white breath smoked the oxygen mask into a foggy white and quickly dissipated.

Xia Yanhuan helped her take off the oxygen mask with trembling hands, took a tissue and wiped her red skin pressed by the oxygen mask and asked softly, "How do you feel? Is it still hurting?"

Mu Elegy tilted her head lazily, as an answer to Xia Yanhuan's question, her eyes turned to the dim yellow lamp by the bed, she held her breath and looked at the slender lamp quietly, blinking her eyes Without blinking, it seemed that the light that was not strong but still dazzling was not stimulating to her. After some time, she finally took a breath, "So it's not that hard not to breathe..."

"Mu..." Xia Yanhuan held her hand under the quilt, buried her head on the side of her bed, her voice choked up, Mu Elegy looked like a dying person sharing the feeling before death.

"I had a lot of dreams..." Ignoring Xia Yanhuan's call to him, still looking at the dim yellow light, Mu Elegy tried to breathe more gently, and said slowly, "I dreamed that my mother never It fell from a tall building, flying and flying, like autumn leaves, falling all the way, and finally landed at my feet. I saw a lot of blood, slowly flowing out from under her long hair, and soon Wet my feet, I want to cry, I want to cry, but I can't cry, I feel so painful, I want to hug her, I want to tell her I'm tired and cold, but she doesn't care I just closed my eyes..."

"Mu, stop talking, stop thinking..." Xia Yanhuan wiped his eyes, and touched Mu Elegy's face with trembling right index finger, "It's all over..."

Mu Elegy laughed, under the dim yellow light, her pale face had a desperate and terrifying smile, and soon she took another deep breath, "I saw Jing too late."

Xia Yanhuan raised her head, turned her head and glanced around the ward, in the small space blocked by the bed curtain, she didn't see anyone, and in the specific scene in the hospital late at night, she actually felt a chill down her spine, and opened her eyes. Just as I was about to ask Mu Elegy what she meant, I heard her faintly speak.

"She was annoyed at me for intentionally pissing her off with her and Li Guosen. She said she hadn't done anything, but I told her that she liked Li Guosen so he would let him kiss her. She said it was just an accident...but Li Guosen's Damn, took her first kiss away, I know she doesn't like her, but I don't like her asking him to take her home, even though it's because I ignored her and she was angry with me on purpose."

Knowing that Mu Elegy was recalling the past, Xia Yanhuan no longer stopped her and only let her continue.

"'I'm leaving, I won't pester you to ask you if you like me, I won't kiss you secretly, I won't cause any trouble to you, you can go with the boy you like Going for a picnic and taking a walk, you don’t have to worry about having a follower behind you all the time, isn’t it fun?’ I remember sneaking into her room the night before I went abroad and kissing her on the mouth, sitting on the edge of her bed and talking a lot , I heard her sobbing softly, I said a lot of things that made her feel cold, I just wanted her to say to me 'Mu Mu, don't go.' But she didn't... When she and that woman came to the airport to see me off My glasses were red, I pretended I couldn't see her and went to the security check, and then I cried alone on the plane, I thought I lost her, I thought I would never see her again..."

There was no emotion in the gentle voice, Mu Elegy opened her eyes, her expression remained unchanged from the beginning to the end, she looked at the lamp, as if calculating how long it would take for it to go out like herself.

"Actually, I have never understood what love is. I only know that my heart hurts to leave her, so I have to avoid everything about her. I keep everything about her dusty, but I go to fall in love with her." Alcoholism, because only when I am drunk can I boldly tell myself that I am drunk now, and I can think about her...I have no plan to go back to China, really, although I have that agreement with Wei Ran, but, I know he can do it by himself without me. I didn't grow up with her just to get revenge, and I really like her. At first I thought it was just a normal stomach piercing or stomach bleeding as usual, I I have begun to pay attention to not drinking so much alcohol, but the doctor told me that I have stomach cancer... I cried all night in the room alone with the examination report. At that time, I decided to come back, I want to find her, I I want to spend the last period of my life with her. But I met Chen Liran... She reminded me that I hate her and the Chen family. If she hadn't forced me to go abroad, if I hadn't left Jingwan, I wouldn't have Alcoholism, I will not get such a painful disease at such a young age.. I can stay with her, even if she still does not belong to me in the end, we will have memories of ten years or even 20, 30 years more than now...so , I want revenge!"

"Mu, don't talk about it." Listening to Mu Elegy talking about her heart without any ups and downs, Xia Yanhuan felt like a barbed knife was gouging out her own flesh. Pulling vigorously, warm hands were attached to Mu Elegy's lips, Xia Yanhuan shook her head with red eyes, she didn't want to hear any more...she felt sorry for her.

Turning his head, Mu Elegy finally stopped looking at the lamp, and turned to look at Xia Yanhuan seriously, watching her red eyes again because of her "I'm sorry" she said, "I'm sorry, in the next life, we must never meet again. ..”

Later, Mu Elegy talked a lot intermittently. Instead of being sickly before, she talked about everyone she knew in good spirits, and finally got to the final point: "After I die, can you take care of me once in a while?" Her?" She swallowed her dry voice, her voice was low and hoarse, Xia Yanhuan didn't respond immediately, so she stretched out her hand and squeezed her hand, and continued to say "Xie Shi, Transfer it to Wei Ran, the money should be transferred to her account, I just hope that after my death, she can stop working so hard to do things she doesn't like..."

Xia Yanhuan fell asleep, and when Mu Elegy was still babbling, she went back to telling her about Xie Jingwan and her own childhood fun when she was a child, and she finally couldn't resist the sleepiness, and fell asleep beside Mu Elegy.

In the middle of the night, she was woken up by the tick-tick-tick sound intermittently entering her ears. She rubbed her eyes and looked at Mu Elegy, who was sleeping soundly. She reached out helplessly to help her tuck the quilt, and her hand touched her cold chin. Sometimes she bounced up screaming and yelled "Doctor!" before falling flat and unable to utter a single syllable.

Weng Xue, who was sleeping beside her, was awakened by her yelling, she hurriedly turned over and opened the curtains to ask what was wrong, but her eyes instantly fixed on the lifeline beside the bed that had already returned to a straight line...

The author has something to say: It turns out that if I wrote my carefully designed character to death, I would feel so sad..

I can't blame you now

I just hate that I can't resist fate

Intoxicated in love all the time

Who knew the tragedy was already doomed

close your eyes and think of your love

I can't forget the promise you made with me

The long night is silently crying

The infinite pain in my heart calls you

annie i can't lose you

annie i can't forget you

Anne calls you with her life

Love you forever

Mu Elegy is dead

I'm sadder than I thought

I was pulled into the vicious circle by myself

好 难 过

好 难 过

i'm sadder than thanks

gosh