In a dream

"Good boy, what's the matter, why are you crying?" Mu Elegy kept hugging Xie Jingwan, trying to relax Xie Jingwan's spirit, and kissed her eyebrows unconsciously, Xie Jingwan cried so much Her heart hurts.Mu Elegy still doesn't know what's wrong, she just lay on the bed and was going to call Xie Jingwan before going to sleep, but just picked up the phone when someone opened the door and came in, she glanced at the time on the phone strangely, Mu Elegy got out of bed and walked out the door, Xie Jingwan ran over in a gust of wind, threw herself into her arms and cried.

Frowning, Mu Elegy felt that her heart was broken by Xie Jingwan's crying, but she still didn't say a word, just silently fell in her arms and wept, Mu Elegy clearly felt the pajamas on her left shoulder. Wet and cold, Xie Jingwan's tears soaked through her thick winter pajamas!

"Is it because of Xie's affairs?" After much deliberation, Mu Elegy can only think of what happened to Xie's family during the day, but even though Xie Jingwan is Xie's boss, Mu Elegy knows her very well. She knew that Xie Jingwan didn't value money that much at all. Although Xie's matter might make her anxious, she wouldn't be so sad and cry.

"Don't worry, I asked a friend for help, and it will be over soon." The thumb moved slowly, wiping the tears from the corners of Xie Jingwan's eyes, looking at her red and swollen eyes, Mu Elegy felt that his eyes were prickly Uncomfortable, she blinked fiercely, her warm lips pressed against Xie Jingwan's trembling eyelids, after a long time, Mu Elegy sat up straight, looked at Xie Jingwan's red nose, and pinched her face "What's the matter, dear?"

"I'm out of the closet..."

Xiumei frowned, Mu Elegy was a little surprised, "Come out?"

Seeing Xie Jingwan nodding, Mu Elegy still had some disbelief, she made random gestures on the space between herself and Xie Jingwan, and stammered, "You...what do you mean? Are you right? ...your mother told about us?"

"Yes, she already knows." Xie Jingwan rubbed her head on Mu Elegy's shoulder with her head down, and looked at Mu Elegy squarely. "I admit it, I said I'm with you."

Mu Elegy blinked and made a big swallowing movement. It was hard for her to imagine what expression and attitude Chen Liran would use to face Xie Jingwan's coming out. "Then, your mother...how did your mother react?"

Speaking of Chen Liran, the tears that Xie Jingwan had just collected came out again, and the tears quickly gathered in the eye sockets into a transparent glass, watching Mu Elegy felt a pain in his heart, hugging her and kissing her "Good boy, don't think about it, don't think about it, What needs to be faced, I will face it with you."

Xie Jingwan couldn't control her emotions, she really didn't have the courage to face the crazy Chen Liran, "Mu Mu, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so scared, I'm so afraid that my mother will get angry with me, I'd rather She hit me a few more times, but I was really afraid that she would rush out to find you, the look in her eyes when she said she was going to kill you really scared me... Mu Mu, I'm sorry, I shouldn't be so rude. ..not promising..."

Faced with Xie Jingwan's apology, Mu Elegy suddenly felt unable to say a word, so he could only hug her tightly and pat her back lightly to make her breathe easier.

"Mu Mu."

"Ok?"

Xie Jingwan lay on Mu Elegy's body, with her face resting on her shoulder, her bony jaw hurt a little, "If my mother comes to you, don't confront her head-on, okay?"

Don't want to confront Chen Liran head-on?The slapping movement stopped, and the face turned away from Xie Jingwan became a little colder. After thinking for a while, Mu Elegy nodded heavily, and replied in a muffled voice, "Okay."

"I promise you that I will not confront her head-on. Don't worry."

"Go." At one o'clock in the morning, Xie Jingwan chose to go home in order to avoid Chen Liran suddenly looking for her in the middle of the night. Mu Elegy sent her to the door, leaned over and untied Xie Jingwan's seat belt, hugged Xie Jingwan's head and kissed her. After kissing her, she stroked her still red eye sockets with fingers, "I can't cry when I go back, it's so ugly."

Xie Jingwan pinched the back of her hand with a sad face, "You are ugly." Opening the car door and going out, before closing the door, leaned in and pressed a kiss on Mu Elegy's lips, "Go back, drive more slowly."

Mu Elegy nodded, restarted the car, closed the door, and sighed as she watched Xie Jingwan's body form a string of long, slanted shadows under the headlights. Find a balance between them, but all this seems to be a waste of effort. If you can still face Chen Liran's provocation calmly, then Mu Yunzhi, who was forced to end her life more than 20 years ago during the lively Spring Festival Will a woman never forgive herself?

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The open-air cafe is covered with a huge hemispherical glass cover. Large flakes of snowflakes flying all over the sky fall on the glass top, and then roll down on the transparent glass like foam chips along the arc, leaving only the snowflakes on the top. A small part gradually formed a small snowdrift on the top of the ball.

The tall woman in the white pastry chef took off the white hat on her head and pinned it to her waist, and smiled as she accepted the light slap on her right face from the smiling daughter with dimples sitting at the counter. After the kiss, he brought out a tray from the counter and walked quickly towards the woman sitting in a daze at the corner of the glass cover.

Mu Elegy cast a nice smile at Xia Yanhuan, and reached out to take the milk cup she handed over, "Thank you."

Taking his own coffee cup out of the tray and placing it opposite Mu Elegy, Xia Yanhuan sat down with his mouth pursed.

"Yan Huan...you and the proprietress?" Even though Weng Xue's gesture of kissing Xia Yanhuan just now was small, it still fell into Mu Elegy's eyes, which made Mu Elegy sigh. .

Xia Yanhuan plucked his other neat bangs in embarrassment, and the wine red ear hair protruded playfully from the back of the ear, looking very energetic, "Me and her...she is my junior sister in college. ..she chased me before I knew you..."

Mu Elegy nodded, and took a sip of hot milk while holding the milk cup. The warm liquid slid down the esophagus all the way to the stomach, warming it.Looking sideways at the still large expanse of snow falling outside the glass, his eyes became melancholy.

Xia Yanhuan has been sitting opposite Mu Elegy, waiting for her to speak. She guessed what Mu Elegy might say to her, and found out the exact information early in the morning. Xie's side basically waited for Mu Elegy to leave the cafe. It's normal, it's just that Xia Yanhuan doesn't intend to bring this up on her own initiative, she believes that Mu Elegy will come to find her, and she knows that she will ask herself to do something for her, she doesn't want Mu Elegy's prayer, she just still has some immortality Xin, although she has agreed to Weng Xue's request to be together, but after so many years, has she lost so completely?

"Yan Huan, tell me, what is love?"

Xia Yanhuan paused while stirring the coffee, she didn't expect that what she quietly waited for was Mu Elegy's question.But what is love?

Xia Yanhuan thought for a long time, but finally he still couldn't come up with an answer that he was satisfied with, so he could only shake his head, "I don't know."

Mu Elegy sighed, put down the milk glass in his hand, glanced at his reddened palm, lowered his head as if talking to himself, "I always think that love is giving, love is the one that doesn't let love I'm sad, don't let her cry. But... I can't do what I want..."

Xia Yanhuan looked at Mu Elegy quietly, she knew that what she needed now was just an audience, although she felt a little sour, she still chose to keep quiet.

"In the past 24 years, I have dreamed of that mass of blood and flesh every once in a while. Can you believe it? For so many years, if I don't look at the photos, I can hardly remember what my mother looks like. I remember Xie Tingjun once told me that I look very much like my mother, but I have looked at my own face in the mirror many times, and I can't remember my mother's appearance... I hate Chen Liran, I hate Chen's family and Xie's family Of all the people, but, I...love her so much..." His slender fingers rested on his face, and a low, choked voice came out through the gaps between his fingers, "Sometimes I think, forget it, anyway. I won't live long, forget it, forget about revenge, and spend the last year or two happily with her, that's enough, but every time I see Chen Liran, every time I dream of In the orphanage when I was 4 years old, I wished I could kill everyone in the Chen family."

"She is so sad. She came out to Chen Liran yesterday. I don't know what she has faced. She has been crying. I feel that my heart is broken into pieces when I cry. It hurts, but when I face her and say When I don't want to confront Chen Liran head-on in the future, I hesitated, I hesitated, I chose between her and hatred, and finally agreed to her... But I can't do it, I really can't do it, I'm afraid I will die My mother will never forgive me..."

Leaning on the warm cushion, Xia Yanhuan stared at Mu Elegy, who was bent over with her hands on her face and refused to take them off without blinking her eyes. She sat there motionless, without unnecessary movements or expressions, but let People feel infinitely sad, Xia Yanhuan's eyes turned red without any warning when crystal drops of water squeezed out from between Mu Elegy's index finger and middle finger, for so many years, she has always understood Mu Elegy's pain and tiredness, but She chose to be silent, so she had no choice but to keep silent. She watched Mu Elegy drink heavily, watched her gastrointestinal bleeding after drinking, watched her lose weight bit by bit, and watched her and Wei Ran do what they wanted. I also watched her go in and out of the hospital again and again, and finally, watched her get back the death notice... Now Mu Elegy, who has been strong for so long, finally couldn't hold back and finally cried, what she can do Yes, still can only be silent...

After a long time, Mu Elegy's emotions slowly calmed down, and she took her hands away from her face, feeling the tension and pain on her face after tears were shed, she blinked her eyes to get rid of the discomfort of seeing natural light after being in the dark for a long time Looking up at Xia Yanhuan, who was still sitting quietly opposite but had recovered his normal demeanor, he felt a little embarrassed, "I..."

Xia Yanhuan shook her head, motioning her not to say much, "I also found out about Xie's matter yesterday, and I greeted the Industrial and Commercial Bureau this morning, and Situ didn't dare to make any more trouble. There will probably be a news clarification at noon today. You don't have to worry." As he spoke, he tapped the phone screen a few times and flipped through a picture and handed it to Mu Elegy.

"It's her?" Looking at a photo secretly taken on the screen of the mobile phone, Mu Elegy's face changed, "She really doesn't change her mind."

"Be more careful." Xia Yanhuan stood up and glanced at Mu Elegy, "This person has always been difficult to deal with. Power and profit can be discarded at will for her." Looking at the JW building, Xia Yanhuan He sighed faintly, "But you, Mu Elegy, she Li Aimo regards as a treasure..."

"She's a psychopath!" Mu Yange stood up angrily, "I shouldn't have spared her so easily back then!"

Picking up the tray that had been on the table and filled it with the coffee she hadn't drank, Xia Yanhuan turned to face the counter, "It's all because you are too sentimental..."

"I..." Upon hearing this, it was obvious that he was hurting himself. Mu Elegy felt wronged but had no way to refute. He could only watch Xia Yanhuan walk towards the counter, accepting Weng Xue again with a smile. After the kiss, he put on his hat and walked into the kitchen.

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