lightly cooked

Before going to the office, Fu Jia suffered from insomnia for several days.

It is said that auditing is a hard job, dealing with numbers and forms all day long, and working overtime until midnight is common.But now that a decision has been made, there is no way to retreat.

Soon on Monday, he got up to wash in the morning.

Even I am not used to the look of formal wear and leather shoes, so I looked left and right in the mirror, and couldn't help but turn around and ask, "Mom, does this tie not match my suit?"

"Take a ride, my son looks good in anything."

This time he chose to go to the office, and his mother supported him the most, saying that there is nothing wrong with young people having more experience.On the contrary, his father was afraid of wolves and tigers in the past. He was afraid that his son would suffer hardship and he would lose face.

Smiling and sending him downstairs, his mother did not forget to ask the driver to drive slower: "We are not in a hurry, safety first."

The driver is also inexperienced, and he chatted with him leisurely on the road: "When will I pick you up in the evening? It can be around six o'clock. Boss Fu usually gets off work at this time."

After get off work at six o'clock, wouldn't it be seven o'clock when we got home?I usually have dinner at six o'clock.

"I'll give you another message tonight." Fu Jia lay on her stomach and looked out the window. The sun was shining brightly, and there were as many cars as sardines.He thought in his heart that from today onwards he will be self-reliant.

As a result, I completely underestimated the difficulty of the morning rush hour, and it was already ten o'clock when I arrived at the office.

He hurried upstairs and was led by Secretary Li to the site of the fourth department, but there were very few people in the department.When Secretary Li went to ask Mr. Liu for instructions, he waited quietly in the corner, his eyes flicking in a certain direction intentionally or unintentionally.

I remember the last time, Xu Shuyuan sat in that position.Now it's another one.The other party noticed his gaze, raised his glasses and looked at him, and he could only smile and nod.

"newcomer?"

"Yeah," he said.

"Social recruitment?"

He shook his head: "I'm a freshman."

"Fresh graduates have already finished their jobs."

"I came back from studying abroad, and I was delayed by something."

The other party groaned, and watched Secretary Li take him into the partner's office respectfully.

I didn't see Xu Shuyuan all morning, so I don't know if he was on a business trip or asked for leave.After receiving the computer and office supplies, Fu Jia found out that employees below the manager do not have fixed seats here. The long tables without partitions are commonly known as food stalls. Anyone can sit, but a small team usually sits together to facilitate communication. .

Because he didn't know anyone, he had to go downstairs to eat by himself at noon.After eating, I went upstairs and heard chatter outside in the bathroom.

"It's terrible. Another VIP came. I heard that he doesn't even understand the basic loan relationship."

"Ah? It's really... the four parts are almost becoming VIP shelters, and they're still stuffed."

"Isn't it? I don't know what Mr. Liu thinks, that person can't do the job just by looking at it."

"How else can you think about it? In order to attract business, do you have a good father? I don't know which group is so unlucky that it needs to raise more trash..."

Fu Jia didn't realize they were talking about himself until he heard half of it.

After the outside calmed down, he went out and washed his face.In the mirror, his face turned red, which was caused by the warm air from the overheated air conditioner, and he looked non-aggressive.

why?I'm not a very bad person, he thought.

Doing nothing all afternoon.

Now is the beginning of the busy season, and all the CPA exams are back. Everyone is busy with their own work. For a long time, only the sound of keyboards like rain falling can be heard.

He found a corner position and studied office software by himself.

Those audit aids are difficult to learn.He wanted to ask someone for advice, but he raised his head and looked around, but he still couldn't open his mouth.

Everyone seemed to have decided that he was here to add color to his resume. No one arranged a job for him, and no one took the time to give him induction training.He sat there all afternoon, feeling more helpless and lost the more he thought about it.

What are you doing?

At six o'clock in the evening, the driver came to pick him up and waited downstairs.He hid in the corridor to answer the phone: "Go to dinner first, I'll call you later."

I can't explain why I don't want to leave, I just feel that this day is a waste of time, and I am not reconciled.

Sit until eight o'clock, lie down and rest for a while.

In my sleep, I seemed to hear someone talking next to me. The voice was a bit familiar, and I walked around with the words and footsteps.

"Fu Jia?"

When he raised his head, most of the light in front of his eyes was blocked.Xu Shuyuan was wearing a shirt and trousers, his lips were pale, and his face was tired. There was a sense of cold distance in the light.

Fu Jia woke up instantly, stood up and pulled his clothes, then turned his back to rub his cheeks.

I don't know, maybe the face is swollen, and the eyes are also swollen, I don't know.

"Why did I fall asleep..." He glanced at Xu Shuyuan guiltily, then dodged quickly, "Too sleepy."

"Go home when you're sleepy, this is not a place to sleep."

After speaking, Xu Shuyuan turned and walked towards the window, and walked to a row of lockers, with his back to Fu Jia.

Fu Jia thought that he was going to return her earrings, and felt agitated for some reason, and felt a little embarrassed.Standing up and following, he said in a low voice, "That..."

"Stay out of here."

Xu Shuyuan wanted to open the cabinet.

"...Oh." Fu Jia had no choice but to take a small step back and looked at him eagerly.The shirt he was wearing was very ordinary, and the stitches around the cuff buttons were still loose, but he was tall and leggy, and he was very handsome.

It is said that people rely on clothes, but books are not needed, Fu Jia thought to himself.

"When did you come here? I thought you wouldn't come today." Fu Jia said softly.

"just."

Xu Shuyuan took out a few documents and quickly put them into the briefcase: "Come and get something."

A page of paper fell to the ground in the middle. Before he bent down, Fu Jia squatted down to pick it up, and then handed it to him with both hands, pursing his lips: "Here."

Xu Shuyuan didn't speak.

Fu Jia waited for a while, but he still didn't speak, as if he was about to leave after taking the things.Fu Jia had no choice but to lower her head, and said softly, "Xu Shuyuan, I haven't eaten yet."

Xu Shuyuan paused for a while, "Downstairs is the restaurant."

There is already more than one person around them paying attention to them.

Fu Jia felt ashamed, and said as if death was at home: "I invite you, I can just ask you a few questions. Today is the first day and I don't understand a lot of things."

"I have already eaten."

Putting the last thing, the power supply, into the bag, Xu Shuyuan refused without looking up.His sister had just given birth, so he had to go to Party A's company during the day and rush to the hospital to take care of her at night.

He took his coat and hurried away with his bag.Fu Jia, however, followed under the suspicious gazes of his colleagues until he reached the elevator: "Xu Shuyuan, Xu Shuyuan."

In desperation, he chose to pull up his sleeves again.

It wasn't until Xu Shuyuan turned around that he reluctantly let go: "Are you in such a hurry, can't we have a meal together? I'm new here and I don't even know anyone. I finally saw an acquaintance, and you still refuse to talk to me. Say something."

Complaining is like pouring beans from a bamboo tube, and you can't stop at the beginning.

"And you don't even know how bad I am today... Really, no one talks to me all day..."

Xu Shuyuan looked at him, his expression gradually became gloomy.

It seems that after so many years, Fu Jia is still like this, he always only thinks about himself, and doesn't consider whether others are in trouble, whether they will be sad or not.

Recalling that time he asked: "Xu Shuyuan, am I the best person to you?"

Such an earnest tone, soft tone, waiting expectantly for a response.

I have no way to resist.

"Besides my family, you are the best to me."

Fu Jia laughed on the other end of the phone and said, "So you have to be nice to me too, right? Kindness is mutual."

"Ah."

"Xu Shuyuan, you must be nice to me."

"Ah."

"You have to be nice to me all the time."

"Ah."

It was only later that I found out that he didn't like talking on the phone because he used a voice changer, and talking too much would easily reveal his flaws.

Right now, Fu Jia looked at him earnestly and aggrievedly, without saying a word for a long time, but the meaning was very clear.He asked for a privilege: Xu Shuyuan had to deal with Jiahao, and there was no room for bargaining.

Xu Shuyuan took a deep breath.

Fu Jia hurried back, conjured up a box of stomach medicine as if by magic, and gave him a box of stomach medicine with a smile: "Here, I brought it for you. Didn't you have a stomachache last time? This is very effective. Every time I have a stomachache It’s comfortable, and my mother will give me this to eat, and the pain will disappear after a while.”

The medicine box has sharp edges and corners, and there is a slight pain in the hand.

Xu Shuyuan walked into the elevator without looking back.

"You..." Fu Jia thought he had rejected her, and the smile froze on her face.

Xu Shuyuan held the elevator door with his hand: "If you want to go downstairs, come in."

Fu Jia was taken aback for a moment, the corners of her drooping mouth raised unconsciously, and she walked in and stood beside him.

At first I stood on his right, but after thinking about it, I switched to the left.

"It's easier to talk like this." Fu Jia raised her head, her eyes smiling like crescent moons.

When eating together, he talked a lot, from being stuck in traffic in the morning to being left out in the afternoon, and vomited bitterness to Xu Shuyuan.

"Those people are too much. I haven't met them before. How can they say that about me? Also, the company's software is really difficult to use. There is no user guide. How can people learn it?"

The restaurant's soft lights shone on his head, his hair was long, it blocked his eyes, and his nose was slightly sweaty.A small insect under the lamp was attracted by the warm light, and rushed into the lampshade like a fire, and never came out again.

Xu Shuyuan listened quietly.

These years, I occasionally think of the old days, the rabbit, and Fu Jia.He never tried to remember it, because those things were already in the past.

On the rainy night of parting, I heard that Fu Jia was leaving.He asked a counselor to find out Fu Jia's address, took his only 200 yuan living expenses, and took a taxi.

1845

I still remember the license plate number.

Fu Jia's family lived in a villa, far away from the university town.The poinciana in the courtyard is always 30 meters high, and it looks red like fire from a distance, and a cloud of fire floats in the rain.

His heart was hot and cold.

Knock on the door, ring the bell, and wait a long time.The servant came out and told him not to wait, and to call the police if he waited any longer.

He can also recite what Fu Jia's father said.

"Young people in their 20s should have a sense of shame and general knowledge, and don't ruin your future in a moment of confusion. You received more than 2 yuan from Jiajia back and forth. I haven't asked you for this money yet. Seeing that you are a College students always leave room for it. If you call the police and make a complaint to your school, at least it is a debt dispute, at worst it is a criminal record, which will have an impact on your entire life. You should weigh it yourself. And listen Said that your family is a poor family living on subsistence allowances, and there is an older sister who has already filed a report to register marriage with a border guard, right? You should think about her if you don’t think about yourself. Military marriages are the most important thing about a clean background. , don’t harm others or yourself.”

At that time, he was standing under the steps, dripping like a bereaved dog.

When he was leaving, the servant of the Fu family threw a raincoat to him, until he was far away, the raincoat was still lying in the mud, like a layer of skin that had been taken off.