lightly cooked

can not hear……

What does inaudible mean?

The former Xu Shuyuan didn't have this problem, he had very good ears, Fu Jia remembered it clearly.

Once in a large lecture hall, he hid in the corner to eat snacks, and just opened the bag when he met Qingming's eyes in the front row.Xu Shuyuan looked at him, as if saying: Classmate, you disturbed me.

In order to cover up the embarrassment of being caught, he even complained first: "Hey, you don't read books, what are you looking at me for? I have no words on my face."

What was Shuhara's reaction?It seemed that he was dumbfounded for a moment, but he remained silent.I don't know why, but Fu Jia always finds it so interesting to tease him.

But now it doesn't work anymore, now Fu Jia can only stand in the hall where people come and go, raise her voice and ask dryly: "What's wrong with your ears, did you suffer from some kind of illness or some accident?"

"Don't worry, it's none of your business."

Xu Shuyuan had no expression on his face, and his tone was indifferent, which made Fu Jia's heart tense.

"That's not what I meant. You misunderstood, I just want to care about you..."

"care?"

"It's... caring..." Although he knew that his words were hypocritical, he still pursed his lips with difficulty, "We can be considered old classmates, no matter what."

After the words fell, Xu Shuyuan frowned slightly for a moment, and then smiled mockingly: "Well, old classmate."

Fu Jia was speechless.

During the few seconds of silence, Xu Shuyuan looked a little impatient, and raised his wrist to look at his watch.

"So how did you do it?" Fu Jia pointed to his right ear.

"Personal privacy, it is inconvenient to tell you."

"You don't have to be so defensive. I just want to see if I can help. After all, I... I owe you."

As his voice became lower and lower, Xu Shuyuan's complexion became worse and worse, and finally he said coldly: "I appreciate it, but I dare not excuse you."

Fu Jia turned her face sideways, and was no longer in the mood to look directly at that cold gaze.He questioned in his heart, Xu Shuyuan, do you have to speak like this?Four years have passed, what else do you want from me?That was just a joke.

But his hands were clenched tightly, and he tried his best to squeeze out a smile: "Well, if you need help, just ask." After a short pause, he said as relaxed as possible, "Oh, yes, forget about it." Just to tell you, I will not leave for the time being when I come back this time, and I plan to find a job in Linjiang and settle down."

Xu Shuyuan paused for three seconds, as if he didn't care, and perfunctoryly said: "Why don't you study abroad?"

"No matter how good it is abroad, it's better than at home. Besides, my parents are getting older. Parents hope that their children can stay with them and enjoy the family happiness."

After I finished speaking, I realized that I had said the wrong thing.

The person in front of him was abandoned since he was a child, and he has never even met his biological parents. What would he think when he heard those words just now?But when he raised his eyes, what he saw was a calm and calm face, as if he was already used to this kind of treatment.

"Sorry Shuhara, I'm sorry, I..."

"Sorry for what?"

Fu Jia's heart ached, and she almost blurted out: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't bring up the matter of my parents. I didn't mean it, but I just forgot about it, so—"

"okay!"

Xu Shuyuan interrupted, frowning deeply, "Fu Jia, have you said enough?"

"Shuyuan—"

He still wanted to explain, but when he raised his head and met Shuyuan's gaze, the rest suddenly stuck in his throat, and he couldn't speak anymore.

There was disappointment, indifference, and even disgust in that look.

So he kept his mouth shut.

"Well, whatever you want."

Such Xu Shuyuan made him feel very strange, and he couldn't resist.In the past, Shuyuan was reluctant to say a word to him even serious words, and the most angry thing was to ignore him, go out of school to work part-time, and would find time to report to him no matter how late he was.

Four years changed everything, from color to black and white, and memories blurred.

"I have something else to do, excuse me."

Xu Shuyuan turned and left, walking towards the revolving door in the hall.Fu Jia was still standing there, watching his tall figure go further and further away until it disappeared into the bright sunlight at noon.

Back home, Fu Jia was still thinking about whether she was right or wrong when she came back this time.

Pushing open the door of the bedroom on the second floor, he felt uninspired, and lay down on the bed to rest without taking off his sweater, only to wake up when he heard a knock on the door.

It's Dad, here to ask about the morning.

"Your Uncle Liu said he didn't meet with you, so why did he make such a fuss, why did he leave without saying hello?"

It is reasonable to say that it is very rude to make an appointment with the elders and then break the appointment, but his father's tone is not strict, but a bit of an understatement.

He sat cross-legged on the bed, thought for a while before answering the question: "Dad, do you know any authoritative doctor?"

"Why do you ask this, is there something uncomfortable?"

"It's not me, it's a college classmate of mine." Fu Jia paused for a second or two, "I don't know the details, I just know that he can't hear in his right ear now, I want to find a doctor for him and ask him, see See if there is still a transfer."

Only then did the father breathe a sigh of relief: "It's simple, just a phone call."

Fu Jia immediately emphasized: "Dad, he has no money."

"There is no money to treat any disease."

"Didn't you teach me to be happy to help others since childhood? Now that the people who need help are right in front of us, why don't you just let me die..."

His father glanced at him: "I will blackmail your father."

He laughed without saying a word.

One phone call to find an ENT specialist.The other party suggested taking the patient to receive a face-to-face consultation and examination, and specifically said that there is no need to register, and they only need to notify in advance before going.

But how should I contact Xu Shuyuan?

In a hurry, Fu Jia didn't have a chance to ask his new number.Even if he got in touch, would he accept it? His kindness...

After charging and turning on the old mobile phone before going abroad, a lot of marketing text messages came one after another.Turning to the bottom, the familiar name came into view.

It may be unbelievable to others, but he and Xu Shuyuan have been in touch with Xu Shuyuan through mobile phones for half a year.

To solve problems and relieve boredom, he paid Xu Shuyuan.Shuyuan was an idiot, poor and spineless. For the 3000 yuan a month, he would rather endure harassment and teasing from him all the time.

At first, he didn't think there would be a future, but later Shuyuan proposed to meet, and he found a lot of excuses to delay.

"Why do you always want to see me, Xu Shuyuan, are you worried that I'm ugly and not good enough for you?"

"No." Shu Yuan said clumsily.

"No, no, I think you are." Fu Jia slammed it up, and even found a photo from the Internet and sent it, "Here, I will satisfy you, a superficial person."

"Is this you?" Shuyuan asked him.

"Am I pretty?"

"Ah."

"Tsk tsk, do you like pretty ones?"

The reply has not come for a long time.

"talk."

The book was originally a confession: "I like it."

Fu Jia stared at these two words intently, satisfied and dissatisfied, and asked against the back molars: "Do you like pretty ones?"

"No."

This time Xu Shuyuan answered quickly, and when Fu Jia saw it, he proudly turned off his phone.

Memories are like a gust of wind and mist, making people want to hum a song in a vain way, and want to shed tears in vain.

Unknowingly came to the office again.

It was very busy there even at night, and many taxis were queuing up at the turntable.The driver at home asked Fu Jia: "Wait here for your friend to come down?"

He said, "Yeah."

In fact, what's the use of waiting, I didn't call beforehand.At the speed of a turtle crawling, he raised his head and silently stared at the layers of lights upstairs.

"Are all companies here exploiting people like this?"

The driver was taken aback for a while.

"It's still brightly lit at ten o'clock at night."

Xu Shuyuan spent these four years here?Working overtime all day long, traveling on business, working overtime, living like a busy and cheap ant.

The driver didn't know how to answer him, so he smiled in the rearview mirror and said, "It's not easy, there is no way to earn a living."

He felt upset, "Go to the front square, I will walk by myself."

Putting his hands in his pockets, he stepped on the fallen leaves with his feet over and over again, until he saw a familiar figure before stopping.

Xu Shuyuan came out from behind the revolving door with a bag in his hand.

Isn't it cold to wear only a shirt and a suit jacket in the late autumn weather?And why not buy a car.

Next to it is the subway entrance, Fu Jia took it for granted that he was going down.But his eyes followed silently, only to see him walk to the bus station and stop under the dim street lights.

It's so late, there is still a bus?If there is one, it will be the last bus.

Fu Jia was not sure, so she had to watch quietly from a distance.

On the road, trams with lights on came one after another, and occasionally a double-decker was sandwiched between them.They wobbled to a stop, wobbled to open the door, many people went up and down, and wobbled away again.Two girls in high school uniforms stopped beside Shuyuan, smiling and talking to him shyly, but he just shook his head flatly, as if rejecting their request.

He used to be very popular with girls.

Maybe the girls in the ivory tower like this type, they are handsome, and they usually don't like to talk.Just because I can't understand his appearance, I think he is fake and lofty, and his appearance is inconsistent, which is very contemptible.

Thinking of the past, I feel sour in my heart. I am ashamed, nostalgic, and wish it never happened.

After finally raising his head from his depressed mood, the figure disappeared.I hurriedly looked around, and soon saw him at the back door of a parked bus.

The car door swung open to both sides.

He looked serious, standing on one side and staring inside.Maybe it was crowded because it was the last bus. Passengers got off one after another, one after another. He waited patiently until the end, before stepping up to support someone.

Who made him so nervous?

Taking a closer look, Fu Jia's eyes widened in surprise.

It turned out to be a young woman, an ordinary woman who couldn't be more ordinary, her facial features and attire couldn't pick out any outstanding features.But there is one thing about him that is different from others.

Her lower abdomen was swollen, and it seemed that she was about to give birth.

After helping the person down, Xu Shuyuan loosened his frowning eyebrows, and helped her move slowly to the side.He wanted to stop the car, maybe he was anxious to get back to his warm home, but his body protected her on the side away from the driveway, lest she might make a mistake.

Is Shuhara married?

As soon as this guess came out, Fu Jia shivered.

The wind blows many fallen leaves across the road, and people step on them with a crackling sound, but the street is quiet.At this dimly lit pass, I suddenly felt angry and anxious.

It seems that there is something that you thought was there all right, but it has long since been lost.Those who understand and don't understand, remember and don't remember, come to my heart indiscriminately.

After standing still for a long time, he sucked in his breath, pinched his face tightly, it hurt, and then called the driver to bring the car over.