I, Seimei, can't be an audiophile

Looking not far away to communicate with the medical officer, asking the other party to take care of them, the boy next to him—the brother with the same appearance as him, unconsciously showed yearning.

"Tch, don't be fooled!" He couldn't help reminding, "That guy never called us by our names from the beginning to the end! To him, we are just two random children, and he put We are weak ordinary people who need protection! You guys still have a crush on him? From the very beginning, the great Onmyoji Master has looked down on us magicians!"

His brother lowered his head submissively: "I'm sorry, I just, I just..."

"cut."

He knew what his brother was trying to say.

His brother, it's just that he has never been treated so tenderly.

The parents who gave birth to them are like tools. In order not to let them be affected by the tendentious feelings of their parents, they are isolated from them from the beginning.When we met for the first time, there was no sense of intimacy at all, just like strangers.

Moreover, the children born turned out to be twins—newborn babies still can’t see what the spell is—

In short, it is very unlucky for conjurers, and it is an object that is disliked by the whole family. Like some unlucky dirty things, people in the family will deliberately avoid it to avoid contamination.

Couples who have experienced this will more or less think that what happened to them is the fault of these two children.Love and family affection, even if they exist, will disappear with time and group bullying.

When the Gojo twins meet their parents for the first time, they see a couple who are cowed and cowering, like complete strangers.

It is even more impossible for elders to exist.They brothers have nothing but each other.

The ages are so similar, the looks are so similar, and it is difficult to deliberately distinguish who is older.

As for that guy, he would only call him brother when he had done something wrong, or when he was afraid. Most of the time, they would still call each other by their first names.

The onmyoji master who had just met them for the first time, but really treated them as children, probably fit the fantasies he had of male elders in his heart.

That guy is too serious, there are no cheap things in this world.Anyone who approaches others and helps others has a purpose.

Only the exchange of benefits is the safest way. At least you know what the other party is planning, so you don't have to worry about stepping on an invisible trap and paying a higher price.

Gojo Yu broke his brother's fantasy, but just wanted him to see the facts clearly.

Don't trust others.

Don't give credit.

The whole world is our enemy but each other.

To Lord Onmyoji, we conjurers are just mere ants, don't feel that you have been redeemed because of the pity of the other party, that's too ridiculous.For those people, at most, it is just a bone thrown to a stray dog ​​on the street.

"No, that person didn't call you by your name, it's not that he looked down on you, it's just that you are too weak."

Said a boy's voice.

The twins of the Wutiao family looked at the source of the voice, and found that it was a young man who was about the same age as them...

"ghost?"

Wujo Yu was not sure, conjurers could see curse spirits, and ghosts were relatively uncommon.Or, because of their own characteristics, they are not easy to see ghosts.

Being able to be seen by him shows how much negative magic power is mixed in the soul.

He observed carefully, and overturned his judgment again.

"No, you are alive."

Unlike the dead, the spirit of the living is full of exuberant energy, which is hard to ignore like a burning flame.

The soul and the curse spirit of the deceased are like a silhouette, a trace left by a strong magnetic field, without such a strong positive vitality.

"As expected of the Wutiao family, your eyes are as good as the rumors say."

The boy stroked his chin and looked at them with a half-smile.

The twins of the Wutiao family are alert, is this person an enemy or a friend?

"Back to the topic just now, you should know that the name is the shortest curse. For that adult, even if you just say your name, you will be cursed."

"W-would that be the case?" Department asked confusedly with uncertainty.

Yuu frowned, remembering that he had heard of such a technique—a technique of using words to cast spells.

"You mean, that person can do speech? He has the talent of speech?"

The young man restrained his smile: "You ignorant and rude boy, you must use honorific words for that adult."

"Yes, sorry!"

Before Yu opened his mouth to sarcastically, Tie hastily bowed his head and apologized.

"You are thinking, could it be a certain spell of the spell? No, there is no need to do anything deliberately. That lord is too powerful, and his words, even if they are casual, can form a curse. If you follow If you accidentally bring your name when you talk, even a blessing can become a curse."

The boy didn't explain further, but Gojo Yu understood what he meant.

So, it's not that they look down on them, but that they are too weak, and they don't even have the possibility of being called by their names.

It is not to discriminate against them in a subjective sense, but it is an objective fact that the weak will be accidentally hurt by the power of the words of the strong.

As if just to explain such a sentence, the boy's figure quickly dissolved into the air.

Later, Yu found out who that boy was.

——One of the disciples of the Kamo family, Onmyoji Ma Cang Yewang!

According to rumors, like Daoman, he is currently under the guidance of Seimei-sama.Unlike Daoman, Ma Cang Ye Wang had his own teacher, but a long time ago, his teacher wanted to attack Ping'an Jing, but was killed by the young Ye Wang Dayi.

No one dared to accept and teach such a master-killing apprentice, only Master Qingming ignored these things and guided Ye Wang's homework and Yin-Yang techniques for the He Mao family.

"so good."

He heard such a sigh of emotion, very light, just like his illusion.

He pretended not to hear his brother's sigh, it was just the envy and yearning from the weak.

The twins know each other too well, even if he doesn't like Tei's procrastinating character, he knows what Tei thinks better than anyone else.

Most of them are because Ma Cang Ye Wang is about the same age as them, and they have unrealistic fantasies.

Probably thinking, if they are not magicians but onmyojis, if they also have the opportunity to be taught by that man, they will definitely be able to do better than Ye Wang.

It's a pity that conjurers can only be conjurers. Cursing and madness make them powerful and make them feared by others.

Different from the onmyoji who bring stability and happiness, they are the negative pole of this world, and they are the self-order formed under the darkness.

The shadows should stay in the shadows, avoid their own destiny, and yearn for a world that is out of reach for them, that is too pitiful.

Thinking this way in his heart, Wujo Yu discovered the differences between himself and his brother.

Unlike him, Tie has longing and ambition.

He remembered when they were very young, after they met their parents, the day they cried in disappointment, he asked if they should kill those people and leave the house directly with their parents.

Or, all of them, just the two of them, could go anywhere in the world.

At that time, the department cried and said to him, no need.He was thinking what a crying coward his brother was.

But, looking back now—maybe he didn't want to go, not because he was afraid of the outside world, but because he had desires and ambitions that he didn't have.

Gojo Yu suddenly felt that everything was boring.

He stayed in this family for his younger brother, trying to become the head of the family and change his younger brother's living situation.

However, now that he lost one eye, he also lost the qualification to be the head of the family.He also finally found out that he hadn't seen clearly with both eyes.

In fact, the department does not need him at all. Compared with him, the department with human passion and desire is more suitable to be the head of the family.

— Do I want to get out of here?

he thinks.

For the first time, Gojo Yu had the idea of ​​separating from his brother.

On the one hand, without him, the situation of the department would definitely be much better, and now it is he who has become trash, not the department.Without this same face as Xie, no one would target Xie again.

On the other hand, he also developed a strong sense of emptiness.

All people, even faculties, have their own aspirations.

It seems that there is only him, like something else in human skin, except for the department, there is nothing in his life that he wants and desires.

Fighting—he does like fighting and wants to become stronger, but that's not the ultimate goal.

Fighting and becoming stronger are just means to survive better.He is not some spell researcher, or martial arts fanatic.He might be a little interested in fighting, but not to the same extent as he likes desserts.

Looking back on his short life, Wujo Yu was shocked to find that he didn't have an "ideal", not even the smallest one.

It's so sad, myself.

He couldn't help sighing.

In his life, there is only such a big world?

Gojo Yu doesn't like this imagination, as if he has been denied the meaning of existence.

He began to think and imagine, what would he want to do if he left the Gojo family, the department, the small society surrounded by magicians, and went to a wider world?

Eat desserts all over the world?Go to various places of interest for a punch-card tour?Challenge the powerful monsters?

what……

At this moment, a flash of inspiration came up, and Gojo Yu had a very strong idea that he wanted to do it immediately.

"Speaking of which, that guy looks down on me at all! Sure enough, I still can't bear it!"

Gojo Yu was thinking enthusiastically, he imagined that after leaving Gojo's house, he would go to practice first, let himself adapt to the one-eyed fighting style, and then find that guy, beat him up, and surprise him!

What will the guy say then?Facing a weak person who never even asked for his name, what would that guy say if he could defeat him now?

——It’s amazing, as expected of Yu-sama!

Hmm, it seems a bit OOC, not quite like that man's tone.

——Excellent, what is your name?

Ah, this is also a bit annoying, even now I don't know my name or anything, I feel angry when I think about it!

— Well done, Yuu.

About, would it be like this?

You closed your eyes reassuringly, and lay back on the bed.Imagining the future, one day, he will have a brand new start.At that time, no matter who it is, they have to bow their heads to my uncle!

……

The boy with blood stains on his shoulders and face looked into the distance with empty eyes without focus.

Can't...forget something...name...my my my my my name.

I want to meet that man, he is... Abe Seimei!