Talking about love is worse than making money

Okay.

"I don't really think about it, so you still give me money secretly?" I caught up with him from behind, saw him enter the bathroom, and went straight to the run-up and lay on his back.

So Gu Xu became in a position where he had to carry me behind his back.

I thought he would throw me off, but he didn't, and started to wash up very familiarly.

I don't know when it started, but the cups he used to wash began to appear in my room.

And his towels.

He is comfortable here, as if it is his own bedroom, or rather, it seems to belong to our separate world.We are like a couple in the most passionate period, he tolerates all my nonsense, and I just act like a child who is not sensible at all in front of him.

"It's weird, isn't it?" I asked him.

He froze for a moment, then nodded his head after me.

He actually admitted it.

I asked him, "Then what's so strange to you?"

He said, "You didn't curse."

"..." I don't usually scold people, okay?I don't breathe fragrance all the time!

It was a very good atmosphere, but it was disturbed by his few words.

I struggled to get off his back, but he actually told me to stop.

I said, "Aren't you tired?"

"Finish brushing your teeth," he said.

"..." I'm really convinced. If you brush your teeth again, you will have to change your dentures in advance. Doesn't it feel heavy to carry me?

He didn't put me down until he was about to wash his face.

I stood barefoot on the ground, Gu Xu frowned and picked me up by the waist and threw me on the bed.

Gu Xu: "There is water on the bathroom floor, what are you doing?"

"..." It was obviously a reprimand, but I was so happy.

He had a stinky face, "What are you laughing at?"

I hooked his waistband with my feet, "I'm laughing at you, Gu Xu, why do you care about me so much and never say you like me, are you embarrassed?"

"You are so narcissistic."

He was leaving, and I said, "Then you like my body."

"..." Gu Xu turned his head and gritted his teeth, "What do you mean? Do you think you are exchanging your body for me?"

"Then what do you think, if not, don't sleep with me in the future if you have the ability." I suddenly lost my temper.

Don't love me, don't be greedy for my body, just to take care of me and give me half of your money?

I think you are the reincarnation of the Virgin Mary.

Gu Xu left angrily after washing up.

Inexplicably like couples in love, inexplicably having a big fight, it happens every time, the charming atmosphere stops abruptly, I really can't tell who is more disappointing between me and Gu Xu.

Is it my fault every time?

Because of my dissatisfaction, my wanting to go further, my insatiable greed, every time Gu Xu's impatience towards me becomes even higher...

Since I will hate it after all, why would it give me those fatal illusions.

Damn, don't want to.

Xiaotao chatted with me when we went back to school.

[Xiaotao: How is it? Have you met Gu Xu? Have you discussed it? 】

I returned an OK face.

【Xiaotao: Don't be perfunctory with me. 】

[Mu Xingran: There's no perfunctory, it's OK. 】

[Xiaotao: Can Gu Xu listen to you? 】

[Mu Xingran: Of course, if you get angry at him severely, he won't want to care about me anymore, so he won't secretly send money to me. 】

[Xiaotao: ... Killing one thousand enemies and self-defeating eight hundred refers to this kind of move, right? 】

[Mu Xingran: As long as it works. 】

The qualifying round is coming.

Although the school curriculum is tight, I go to the piano room to practice piano every night.

Xiaotao came and said, "In the finals, there must be a hot spot. You can't always follow the literary style, you have to learn to dance."

"...Wu for dancing or Wu for martial arts?" I asked.

Xiaotao rolled her eyes, "...I didn't send you to become a monk, of course you dance."

"It's as if you are asking me to take the art college entrance examination. How many years of skills do you have?"

Xiaotao: "Kung fu pays off."

"One minute on stage and ten years off stage."

"Take you to find those gossip bigwigs vying to spend money for you." Xiaotao turned and left.

"Hey sister Tao, I made a mistake and I will practice right away."

A clumsy figure appeared in the dance room.

Gu Xu was even more angry than before, as if he had eaten explosives.

For the next week, they never came to my room to look for me again.

It seemed that he wanted to prove to me that he was not with me for my body.

But what can this prove, is it because of love?

Why did he pretend to be so noble, as if the most pure feelings were tarnished.

Then I couldn't help but feel that I was at a loss. I signed a four-year contract of prostitution with him. Originally, the only benefit was that I could be greedy for his body. Now it's better, and I don't know what his little head is thinking day by day.

I tore off another page of the calendar, and the day when I ended my marriage with Gu Xu was one day closer.

I am grateful to Xiaotao, to Du Guiyi, and to them for giving me a normal life, wrapping me in a normal person's coat, seeming to be working hard for my dream, which makes me often forget that there is another Gu Xu, He will make me sad, make me worry, make me want to stop.

Gu Xu is really different from before. I tried to come back 10 minutes later than before, but he didn't seem to notice.

Well, maybe he really doesn't care about me anymore, although he didn't seem to care much before.

Would it be embarrassing to admit that I was greedy?

I spent a bit of time in the dance studio tonight.

I know Xiaotao is eager for success, but I have to tell her that my stretching is really not very good.

"This kind of physical condition, Xiaotao, we have to accept our fate." I stretched out on the floor panting.

But Xiaotao refused to admit defeat at all, "flexibility can be practiced, you must persevere, every time you lower your waist, you will scream the most painfully."

I was silent.

I don't think there were so many difficult movements when I slept with Gu Xu, I thought he was already enough to torment people.

Could it be that I am a man who eats soft rice in my bones and is only suitable for being manipulated on the bed?When I was really asked to work hard in my career, I could only face life and kneel down without dignity.

Moreover, the current exercise is to prepare for the finals after the promotion. I don't know if the promotion will be smooth this time.

Forget it, as long as Xiaotao is happy, it's worth living as a rubbish artist like me.

Disheartened, I practiced until nearly eleven o'clock in the evening before I went back.

Before entering Gu's house, I took a look at the incoming call communication, and there was no unread text message or missed call.

Gu Xu was really angry.

Although I was a little flustered, I still pretended to be calm. As long as I didn't go out to cuckold him, I could fight back calmly.

Walking into the hall of the Gu family with his head held high, he prepared a bunch of words to refute him, but when he saw the people in the living room, he choked on his lips.

"Gu, Uncle Gu, Uncle, Auntie, hello."

Well, I'm stuttering again, and it's uncontrollable, it's a nervous feeling.

The two of them were as unsmiling as before. As soon as they saw me, they pointed to the seat opposite and said, "Come here, sit down."

I don't know when Gu Xu came back, I just sat there with a stinky face.

As long as there is a seat next to him, I sit next to him.

Just as he sat down, he heard Gu Xu say, "Come back so late, is it because the Gu family has no rules for you?"

I was stunned at once.

I know he said that he asked me to come back after nine o'clock in the evening, but it is impossible for a normal adult college student to have classes in the evening.

I haven't come back these days, and I haven't seen him make such an afterthought.

I said blankly, "There are no rules."

Gu Xu: "..."

The expressions of Gu Xu's parents also changed. His mother picked up the teacup and took a few sips, and said to Gu Xu earnestly, "When Xing Ran will come back, it is his freedom. You have no responsibility to discipline him, and he is not responsible." Now that he is in college, what path he wants to choose, you must not interfere with him."

I thought to myself, Gu Xu's parents are also considered open-minded, their attitude is as lukewarm as before, but at least they fully respect the individual.

But since I was reborn, I always feel that the two of them don't seem to like me very much.

In the past, I always forcibly ignored other people's attitudes towards me. As long as Gu Xu could see me, I was satisfied.

But it's different now.

I can even feel the disgust of Gu Xu's parents towards me. Is this an illusion?Why do you hate me?

Why do I feel guilty when I meet their eyes, is it because I abducted their son, or because I owe too much to the Gu family?

Listening to this kind of talk now, I feel that they are open-minded, and at the same time... they seem to be embarrassing Gu Xu?

I looked at Gu Xu's eyes from the corner of my eye, Gu Xu frowned and drank white water, and said slowly, "Mu Xingran doesn't know anything, and doesn't understand, what decisions he can make."

Gu Xu's mother laughed again, "You kid, you like to make decisions with Xing Ran since you were a child. When he grows up, you should listen to his thoughts."

Gu Xu's mother actually smiled at me and said to me, "Xing Ran, what do you think?"

"What?" I didn't understand.

His mother tidied the hair around her ears, her dignified and generous appearance made me feel that I was not worthy to sit at this table.

She said, "Your Uncle Gu and I helped you find a good university abroad. You can go there as an exchange student in your sophomore year. This opportunity is very rare."

Gu Xu interrupted her and said, "You also said that he decides his affairs by himself, why did you find him a school?"

She was surprised by Gu Xu's tough attitude, and said inexplicably, "If you don't mention this kind of thing, how does he know that our family is willing to pay for him to study abroad?"

Gu Xu looked at me and asked me, "Then do you want to go?"

I seem to know what it means to smile on the surface and not smile.

Moreover, Gu Xu stepped on my foot under the table.

If I said yes, would the next step be to crush my toes?

"Sorry, Auntie, I don't want to go."

Not just for Gu Xu.