Talking about love is worse than making money

After all, Gu Xu wouldn't want to look at me more.

Now that I have grown up anyway, if I want to change the fate of my previous life, the only way is to leave him.

No matter how high-sounding the words are, they are just putting gold on my face. After all, I don’t have any fate. If I force rhetoric, I can also use the four words "fate and fate" in "Preface to Farewell to Prince Teng Pavilion".

But since I can remember, it seems that Gu Xu is the only one in my life, and the only thing I can change is to make him stop hating me and stop hating me even more.

I knew that when Gu Xu got engaged at the age of 24, there would be a big fire at the engagement banquet.

That might have been the catastrophe of his life, at least that's what I thought when I rushed in to save him.

But when I was rescued from the scene of the fire and felt that my soul was gradually disappearing, I began to understand that it was not his catastrophe, but the liberation of the two of us.

It is my relief, and it is his relief.

At that time, Gu Xu was not in the burning banquet floor at all, and he was not in any danger. Of all the injured people that day, only a dumb person like a fool died.

It was me who was unlucky, Mu Xingran.

Look at my name, maybe I was destined to burn in the fire in my previous life, burn out my only brain cells, and then live as a brand new me.

Maybe God sees me as pitiful and hateful, and wants to give me a chance to live again to redeem my sins, hoping that I can live with dignity this time.

I believe I can do it.

I stood in front of the mirror to cheer myself up, and then I heard Gu Xu knock on the door outside and said, "Mu Xingran, come out for lunch, how long are you going to stay inside?"

It was his voice.

At the first listen, I was still a little excited and throbbing, and my dignity, which was as thin as a filament, was a little shaken, but I quickly pulled it back.

Outsiders like to use "cold" to describe Gu Xu's voice, only the former me secretly thought in my heart, this tune is not good, and everything I say carries the feeling that I owe him 800 million.

Listening to it in this life, I still feel that way.

The difference is that I can say it quietly this time, "Do I owe you money, Gu Xu? Why do you always speak so aggressively to me?"

I'm sorry, after thinking about it carefully, I do owe him money, so I'll take it back first.

Gu Xu knocked on the door again, "Mu Xingran, I know you haven't slept, so come out for dinner."

After he said this, I felt as if my stomach hadn't eaten in a lifetime, and I was so hungry.

I limped to the door, opened it, and looked up at him, but subconsciously I didn't speak.

That's right, in Gu Xu's eyes, I'm just a dumb person, and I don't talk much in front of him.

In the past, it took me about 1 minute to finish a sentence, which was extremely long for him who hated me, and he didn't have the patience to listen to me.

And Gu Xu seems to be used to getting along with me without talking.

His eyes looked me up and down.

I pointed to the stairs and signaled him to go first, and I would follow.

I remember it was the same in my previous life, because it was his birthday and all the aunts in the family were invited out by him, only his friends.

His friends don't like me as much as he does, only he calls me for dinner.

No, I'm confused, how do I remember that in my previous life, he put the food at the door for me, I was hungry for a long time, and only opened the door by myself when I really wanted to eat?I found that there was food at the door, and finally brought it in to eat in the room.

I did go downstairs afterward, but that was because I wanted so badly to be at his birthday party.

But why is he calling me now?

Just when I was hesitating, Gu Xu suddenly frowned and said to me, "Mu Xingran, you are walking so slowly, I will carry you down."