Talking about love is worse than making money

I also know he is not sick.

Dr. Lu said that there was no abnormality in his body, but he always fell into a coma without warning, more and more times, and longer and longer.

I grabbed his wrist, "Gu Xu, are you going to send me back after dinner, and then you will come back?"

"Why are there so many problems? Why did you suddenly become a child?" Gu Xu took the car keys.

"I was just a child, I just can't grow up, Gu Xu, if you leave me, I can't fucking survive," I snatched his car keys, "Don't talk about yourself, answer me .”

"..." Gu Xu lowered his head and stopped looking into my eyes, "When did you have this desire again? The thing you want to do the most...is to leave me."

"Then I, Mu Xingran, in your eyes, do I really want nothing but money?"

Gu Xu shook his head, "You still have your hobbies, there are many things you can do, I didn't know you were so good at playing games before, and you have so many advantages besides singing out of tune, so many fans who like you , even for them..."

"You know, I can't do it," I interrupted him. "I insist on this so that you can see me better."

Gu Xu: "..."

Gu Xu finally took me to dinner.

Ate here near this private nursing home.

The environment of the restaurant is very high-end, and the concealment is also very strong. During the meal, he said, "If you are unhappy in the future, and you are afraid of being secretly photographed, come here. I will transfer this restaurant and nursing home to yours at that time." under the name."

I put down the chopsticks and looked at him indifferently, "When will it be transferred to me?"

"After the divorce." Gu Xu was very firm.

"I don't want anything from you. If you really want to leave, then leave now."

Gu Xu continued to pick up food for me: "Don't play childish temper, I was so bad to you, you think I'm good now, but it's because I used to have a bad attitude, now a little bit better will create an illusion, you go and look outside A better person will know that I am nothing, I have not even given you the most basic tenderness... "

"But I never liked you because you were nice to me."

Some people, with just one fucking glance, can love inexplicably, passionately, and even fall in love like this for a lifetime.

As long as love can say some reasons, it is not so pure.

I don't even know what I love about him. I love his bad temper, love his rotten personality, love him for being silent when things happen, love him for making his own decisions, love him as gentle as water but say he hates me for being obedient...

But what's there to love about these things.

But it's because he is Gu Xu.

Gu Xu repeatedly denied that there was nothing wrong with his body, but he still had to go back to the nursing home at night.

He couldn't stop me from following him, and couldn't resist.

Before going to bed, he hugged me quietly, and I asked him with some fear, "Gu Xu, you won't ignore me tomorrow morning, right? You must get up when I tell you to get up."

Gu Xu: "You really disappoint people who want to sleep in like this."

"It's never possible for someone to open their mouth to say something nice, but I just want to disappoint you."

My neck rested on his arm, and I was hugged tightly in his arms. Gu Xu said: "If you call me, I will definitely wake up."

"Will it always be?"

Gu Xu: "I will try my best."

So we all know that.

Why did Gu Xu change his previous fate after I was reborn unscathed... I wanted to ask him if he was reborn, but he didn't have any life-threatening problems in his previous life, so what happened now?

And every time the subject comes up, I can't speak at all.

It was as if some kind of forbidden spell had been applied, making this matter a secret that both of them knew, but they could never communicate properly.

After a long time in the evening, I was still chatting with him, and he replied to me one after another.

I know he's listening.

I found out that Gu Xu has always been with me like this for so long, he always talks too little and does a lot.

Unlike me, who always yells that he loves him and likes him, but he is the last person to find out when he has problems, and he doesn't even notice any abnormalities.

Did he protect me too well, only let me see his badness.

I don't want to fall asleep, let alone let him fall asleep, I want to see him wake up like normal.

The next morning, I carefully brushed his long eyelashes with my fingers, "Gu Xu, I had a dream last night, and the first thing you said to me when you woke up today was I love you. "

His eyelashes moved slightly, and he opened his bright eyes and looked at me, "I love you, which proves that it is not a dream."

I kissed him on the cheek, "Really, how long have you loved me?"

"It's been a long time... When do you think I've loved you, it's a little earlier than you think."

He was rarely willing to answer questions so honestly, and I was so moved.

After a while, Gu Xu whispered, "I regret it, I shouldn't have told you, I love you very much."

"Don't be so stingy."

During these days of rest, I feel very happy, Gu Xu did not have those so-called sleep time at all.

I even felt that this guy united a group of people to lie to me, for fear that I would really leave him if I made enough money.

Ding Qi also showed me her private social account, she and her girlfriend are living very happily, and sincerely wish Gu Xu and I can live the life we ​​want as soon as possible.

Ding Qi said meaningfully, "Gu Xu may be really tired. You know that person's poisonous mouth better than anyone else, so you must never give up on him. If you are not by his side..."

I smiled wryly, "He always says he wants me to find someone better. He'll be happy if I'm not by his side."

Ding Qi: "Don't talk nonsense, he wants to be with you more than anyone else, and he is already able to be together, but he still reluctantly says that he wants you to be with someone else, I think he is more painful than you, if It’s not that there are some unspeakable difficulties, I really can’t figure out how to explain this matter.”

To be honest, I thought so too.

I said, "Think about the bright side, maybe this is all his tricks, after all, I am so popular now, he deliberately said to let me get along with others, then I will be unhappy when I hear this, and the more unhappy I will be." If you are nice to others, won't he succeed?"

Ding Qi was about to be amused by me, "I finally know why Gu Xu likes you. He said that you are eccentric. Although he doesn't say a lot of things, in fact, there are a lot of things in his head. I used to think it was all his own. I made up for it, but every time I spend more time with you, I will find that the advantages he said about you are all real."

"..."

Does Gu Xu always secretly praise me behind my back?I've never heard it with my own ears.

He said that Gu Xu was playing tricks on me on purpose, but no matter how busy I was with schoolwork and work, even if I could only sleep for two hours at night, I would go back to him every night.

Until one morning when I called him to get up, he ignored me.

Seeing that he ignored me, I got out of bed in a panic to wash up, pack up my things, and simply made a particularly unpalatable breakfast.

"Gu Xu, get up and have breakfast, I've prepared it."

He still doesn't move.

I was a little panicked, so I stumbled and ran to call Dr. Lu.

Dr. Lu stood helplessly at the door, "It may have started again. There is nothing wrong with all the indicators, but he is just in a coma."

"Then when will he wake up?" I asked.

Dr. Lu shook his head, "If it is fast, it will take an hour or two hours, if it is slow, it may be three days in a coma like last time, and the worst result is that it will not wake up for a long time."

"Does his family know about this?"

Dr. Lu looked at me with some sadness in his eyes, and he said to me, "Gu Xu repeatedly emphasized that this matter must never be told to the Gu family. He said he knew he would be able to persist until the day he divorced you. , He wants to pack up all the funeral affairs, and hand over all his property and everything he owns to you intact. He wants to ensure that no one can take away the rest of your life, and no one can affect your future. life, and before that, he wouldn't let anyone know he had a problem."

"..."

Gu Xu.

Why don't you wake up first, there are many things you haven't told me yet.

How do you secretly love me?

love me so much.

If I call you, you'll wake up, won't you?

You never lie to me, don't lie to me this time, okay?

I held Gu Xu's hand, it was warm, but I always felt that the temperature was losing, after a long, long time, he actually held my hand back, his voice was slightly hoarse, "Fool, why are you crying?"

I looked up at him, "But you've been in a coma for a day."

"Don't worry, I won't leave you for a day until we divorce and set you free."

"Then don't divorce, okay?"