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Qi Luobai heard Li Moxuan's question, opened his eyes and glanced at him, and said calmly, "Do you really want to know?"

"I want to know, are you willing to tell me? Lolo, I really hope you can trust me once, I really won't hurt you." Li Moxuan replied seriously.

Qi Luobai stared at Li Moxuan for a while, and finally sighed softly, "Okay, since you want to know, then I'll tell you."

But Qi Luobai's choice to tell Li Moxuan about his past doesn't mean that he intends to open up to Li Moxuan completely, he's just too tired. He has been burdened with all these heavy pressures by himself all these years.

For the first time, I want to confide these things.

Qi Luobai was born in a very poor family, in fact, it would be fine if he was only poor, but Qi Luobai's father was addicted to alcoholism and gambling, and Qi Luobai's mother abandoned him when Qi Luobai was very young In this family, no one cares about Qi Luobai at all.Moreover, Qi Luobai's father also liked to beat Qi Luobai when he was drunk, and he would never stop until he beat Qi Luobai half to death.If it wasn't for Qi Luobai struggling and fighting with all his might, it would be impossible for him to live to this day.

Qi Luobai has already left that family a long time ago, and has already earned money through his own hard work, and has his own career.However, some childhood experiences still left a shadow on him, which he still can't overcome until now.

The haunted house is the place that left the biggest shadow on Qi Luobai's memory. Qi Luobai's father ignored Qi Luobai when he was awake, and beat Qi Luobai when he was drunk. In my impression, his father had never been kind to him, and always looked down on him.But one day his father treated him very well, saying that he wanted to take him to the amusement park.

Qi Luobai had never been to an amusement park, and it was already very difficult for him to survive, so how could he still have the time and ability to go to an amusement park?Qi Luobai didn't want to go, but Qi Luobai's father insisted on taking him to the amusement park, saying that he wanted to make up for the negligence towards him all these years.

After Qi Luobai's father took Qi Luobai to play a few games, he sent him into the haunted house, "You go to the haunted house to play by yourself, and my father will not go in. He will wait for you outside."

At that time, Qi Luobai actually felt that something was wrong, because there was no one playing in the haunted house, only himself.But his father was very tough, coaxing him while stretching out his hand to push him in.

After entering the haunted house, Qi Luobai finally understood why his father took him to the amusement park so kindly today. It turned out that his father sold him to an old man with perverted hobbies.Not long after Qi Luobai entered the haunted house, the old man rushed out from the shadows, trying to hug him.

Qi Luobai struggled desperately, threw everything at the old man towards the old man, and finally escaped from the haunted house.After escaping, Qi Luobai never returned to that home. As a child who was not yet an adult, he struggled in society to survive. Later, by accident, he signed up for a talent show and finally made his debut.

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When he went to the haunted house for the first time, Qi Luobai remembered this memory that had caused him pain for a long time. At that time, it was Li Moxuan who brought him out of the haunted house.and

When entering the haunted house for the second time, Qi Luobai finally couldn't bear the huge mental stimulation and blow, and passed out directly.

When Qi Luobai finished speaking, Li Moxuan froze completely, sitting there looking at Qi Luobai in shock, unable to believe what he heard.

For a moment, heartache, heartache, annoyance, anger... all kinds of emotions surged up, and Li Moxuan sat there stiffly, his heart ached as if he had been cut into pieces.

"Luoluo..." Li Moxuan was so distressed that he wanted to reach out and hug Qi Luobai. How much suffering did Qi Luobai suffer in places he couldn't see, and what kind of hellish life did he go through to get to where he is today.

Li Moxuan really regrets what he did today. It was he who forced Qi Luobai to come to the place he feared most in his heart. He was the one who forced Qi Luobai to face those bad and painful memories again.He didn't understand anything, but naively used cold war and indifference to revenge Qi Luobai, he didn't deserve to like Qi Luobai at all, he really didn't treat Qi Luobai well at all.

But Qi Luobai avoided Li Moxuan's hand, looked straight at him and said seriously: "Li Moxuan, I didn't tell you these things today to make you pity me, I just hope you can understand why I want to do well so much. My own work. I'm not like you, I really worked hard to get to where I am today, so I can't lose what I have now."

"Li Moxuan, you were born with a golden spoon in your mouth, you will never understand what it's like to be hungry, and you won't understand that you can't find a place to rest in the cold winter night, you can only sleep on the cold floor The feeling of sleeping. You will never be able to empathize with the hardships I have suffered. You and I are completely different people in two worlds. When you don’t want to do these jobs now, you don’t have to do them. When you don’t want to do idol career You can also give up, you don't have to look at anyone, because you have the confidence, you are the young master of the Li family, you have no worries about food and clothing, and you will never have to worry about life."

"But what about me? I'm different from you. If I lose this job, I'll have nothing. I'm going to start all over again, and I'm going to go through the life I had before. You always feel that I'm holding on, You always want me to say it when I am unhappy, but this kind of willfulness is possessed by a talent like you, and it has been possessed since birth, and I have no such qualification at all, and I have no choice since I was born."

Qi Luobai's voice sounded very sad, and the meaning in his words made Li Moxuan's blood almost freeze.

"So Mo Xuan, when you and I were friends at the very beginning, I knew that the ending of the two of us would definitely not be good. Our experiences, views, and concepts are completely different, so we are destined not to be friends. do you understand?"

That's why Qi Luobai didn't get close to Li Moxuan at first. Qi Luobai got along well with the people around him when he participated in the competition, but he was only unfamiliar with Li Moxuan.Apart from the fact that Li Moxuan seemed like a difficult person to get close to, the most important thing was that Qi Luobai knew that Li Moxuan and him were two people in completely different worlds, and there would be no good results in trying to be friends.

"You... what do you mean?" Li Moxuan's voice trembled, and he looked at Qi Luobai with a painful expression on his face.

"I mean, let's be teammates in the future, okay? Let's not have a cold war. I won't take care of your affairs, and you don't take care of mine. Let's just be the purest teammates, okay?" Qi Luo Bai closed his eyes a little sadly, and finally said this sentence.

He once tried to reach out to Li Moxuan, but in the end the bloody and painful lesson was set before him. After all, he and Li Moxuan are still people from two worlds, and there is no way to get close to each other.He tried his best to be a gentle and talkative person, but he was also a real person, he would feel pain, he would also feel sad, just because he didn't say anything didn't mean he wouldn't feel pain in his heart.

When Li Moxuan embarrassed him again and again in front of everyone, no matter how sad he felt, Qi Luobai pretended nothing happened, and still took the initiative to talk to Li Moxuan.But after many times, Qi Luobai's heart was sorely wounded, he no longer had the courage to face Li Moxuan who spoke sarcastically and had no trace of emotion in his eyes.

What broke the last straw was what Li Moxuan did today. Qi Luobai never expected that Li Moxuan would still agree to that fan's request even though he knew he was afraid of haunted houses.The moment Qi Luobai heard Li Moxuan's promise, he was overwhelmed by overwhelming sadness, and he couldn't tell what it was like in his heart at that time.

Li Moxuan was the one he tried to accept by reaching out to the outside world for help.

The first person, but Li Moxuan finally let go of his hand, and became a person who would only stand aside and watch his excitement.

Li Moxuan's hands couldn't help trembling. At this moment, he was in a state of pain and self-sabotage, unable to extricate himself.

Now recalling what he did during this period, Li Moxuan couldn't understand why he was so cruel to Qi Luobai, was it just for a gamble?His cruelty exacerbated Qi Luobai's pain, how did Qi Luobai get here these days?

Qi Luobai has suffered so much since he was a child, and he finally got to where he is today by himself.But after meeting him, what he brought to Qi Luobai was still only pain and sadness, did he really want to continue to torture him like this?

After realizing this, no matter how reluctant and painful Li Moxuan was, he finally nodded to Qi Luobai, and said with all his strength: "Okay, I promise you, I will play good teammates with you character."

This is Li Moxuan

The second time I say this,

The first time he was angry with Qi Luobai, he had no intention of doing what he said, but this time Li Moxuan knew very well that after he agreed to Qi Luobai, the two of them would really be pure teammates from now on.

After seeing Li Moxuan agreeing, Qi Luobai smiled at him, and stretched out his hand towards him, "Well, my teammate, I hope we can work together to lead our group to the top, is that okay?"

Li Moxuan endured the reluctance and pain in his heart, hid all the love for Qi Luobai in his eyes, tried his best to pretend that nothing happened, reached out and held Qi Luobai's hand, "Okay."