desolate

When was that scar left?

The people around him slept soundly, but their breathing was not as shallow as a sigh.Pei also tucked back the quilt that had slipped off his shoulders, but the other party turned over restlessly immediately, so he had no choice but to stop moving, leaning against the head of the bed like a sculpture.

Back to the question just now, the origin of that scar.

Pei Ye was actually reluctant to recall that scene, because the queen mother was so afraid that even now she felt palpitations.

That should be a certain day when they embarked on their third trip, and the destination was a Miao village in western Hunan.They didn't go to many places in the past six months. Every time they went out, they would go back to Seoul for ten days and half a month—or for treatment.

The early stage was exceptionally smooth, and Zhou Ze has been very cooperative. Whether it's treatment or going out to relax, he has shown a very positive side, and the occasional negative state has quickly adjusted back.

Until that time, they had a quarrel over a trivial matter. In fact, Pei didn't even think it was a quarrel. At most, it was because their opinions didn't agree.

But Zhou Ze still lost his temper, and booked another room next to the hotel where the two were going to stay.But this is not the first time this happened, he thought it would be the same as before, and it would be fine the next day.

But it wasn't until the next day that he couldn't knock on the door of Zhou Ze's room that he realized that this time was different.

——It is not only the patient who suffers, but also his family...

It wasn't until then that Pei Ye really understood what William had warned him.

Not alarmist.

When the man lay lifeless in front of him, his hands couldn't stop the bleeding, his voice couldn't wake up his lover, and every second after that was torture.

……

"……what time is it?"

Zhou Ze lifted the quilt from his face, danced his hands in the air, and finally landed on his stomach.

Pei also said truthfully, "It's ten o'clock."

This time is still early for him.

Zhou Ze buried his face back again: "What are we going to do this afternoon?"

Pei also lifted a corner of the quilt to prevent him from suffocating himself: "After getting up, let's go shopping nearby, or...do you want to do something else?"

His hand slipped to another place restlessly, Zhou Ze hissed, and shrank his whole body, he chased after him relentlessly, Zhou Ze hid from the head of the bed to the end of the bed, finally he could only stand on the ground, Throwing the pillow on the chair against his face.

"Did you forget yesterday's bet?"

Whoever can't hold it in first will reboot for a month.

At that time, Pei Ye didn't know why he agreed to this bet that had no chance of winning in a daze.

But it doesn't matter.

He threw off the quilt and got out of bed, and grabbed him back.

"You didn't say which month it was."

"?!"

Zhou Ze fell on the bed, and before he even started, he felt that his calves were starting to go weak. Just as the other party was about to bend down, his stomach suddenly yelled and protested for him.

The two looked at each other.

Zhou Ze smacked his lips and poked the other person's chest with his hand: "Brother Pei, I'm hungry."

"..."

Pei also sighed and sat up resignedly: "Whatever you want to eat, I'll make it for you."

Zhou Ze said, "Mmm...duck blood vermicelli soup."

Pei Ye paused while putting on his clothes: "Why do you suddenly want to eat this?"

Zhou Ze said, "I don't know, I just remembered it suddenly."

Pei didn't delve into it either.

At least the other party also gave an answer.Unlike some time ago, Zhou Ze once fell into a state of low desire, not interested in anything, and the answers he asked for every question were indifferent.

"Ah... still can't see anything."

Zhou Ze opened the curtains, and the mysterious Namjagbarwa was still completely covered by the thick sea of ​​clouds.

He was a little disappointed, but he felt that it should be so.

When he was young, he might feel that he was always lucky, and the pessimist on the surface was actually positive and sunny, but when the moments of luck became less and less, he dullly discovered that all this was just a halo imposed on him by useless self-esteem.

He himself was of no use at all.

"The clouds are pretty nice too. Why do we have to see that mountain?"

Pei also walked behind him and completely opened the half-drawn curtains.

Zhou Ze looked back into his eyes, a little puzzled: "But everyone came here to see it, and besides, Yun can be seen every day."

Pei also said lightly: "Isn't it good to see it every day? Some things are rare and expensive, but the scenery is different. You can just think it's beautiful. Besides, I'm here with you, and there is no fart outside. , I still think it's pretty good, what do you think?"

Must it feel like everything is bad?

Even if it's a bad thing, there should be something meaningful about it.

Zhou Ze nodded thoughtfully.

...

When they came out of the room, they happened to meet yesterday's family of three who were about to leave. The child was sitting at the back of the car looking at the trunk, holding a gift bag in his hand, which should be a bookmark gift for his friends.

His parents were checking out at the homestay, and Sister Fang washed out some photos and gave them as parting gifts.

Seeing Zhou Ze, the child waved his hands excitedly. Just as he was about to say something, he saw the other party make a booing gesture.

He understood immediately, and put his finger in front of his mouth.

The interaction between the two was mysterious, but no matter how Pei Ye asked, he said it was a secret between them.

It may be useful to deceive others, but it cannot deceive Pei Ye.

He knows Zhou Ze too well.

Sure enough, he grabbed Zhou Ze's wrist and found that the other party was not wearing the bracelet.

Pei also asked: "Didn't he not accept it?"

"I took it apart, and gave him the tassel on it." Zhou Ze said, "I told him that the tassel can be tied on a bookmark and given to someone he likes. It would be the most special one, and then he accepted it. .”

Pei also said, "What about you?"

Zhou Ze suddenly let go of his holding hands. On the other side of the road was Nanga Bawa covered by clouds. The snow-white peak seemed to come out to look at people just to save face.

He walked to the middle of the road, and he was the only one on the whole road. The white jacket on his body seemed to be assimilated by the snow mountain.

He said, "I don't seem to need it anymore."

Zhou Ze stood on the edge of the cliff and yelled happily at the valley several times.

"I don't—need any more!"

Pei also let him have fun.

Zhou Zeye had enough, and ran back again: "By the way, do you still remember the day I went to see Sun Tianwang?"

"Remember, what happened?"

Pei didn't remember the exact time, but he only remembered that it was not long before he went to Miao Village.

Zhou Ze said: "I fought with him, you don't know?"

Pei also shook his head, he really didn't know.

At that time, people from the company sued Sun Tianwang in the name of spreading rumors. Not long before the trial, Zhou Ze suddenly said that he wanted to meet him alone, and even Pei would not let him listen in. So he still doesn't know what happened that day. .

"He said that he studied hard to get the praise from his parents, and tried his best to perform in front of the teacher, but in the end he couldn't compare to his brother, and after work, he couldn't compare to his colleagues at the same time. My existence made all this unfair and strange. What's more, as the object of envy and envy, I was very angry at that time."

Zhou Ze didn't know why he brought up what happened so long ago, maybe he was out of words, or maybe it was because the boat had reached the bridge, so his tone became rambling: "You know, he is too similar to me to some extent , working crazily to get others' attention, and even being someone who has nothing to do with me... The only difference may be that my sense of morality is a little higher."

Maybe Sun Tianwang would be very happy if he knew that the person he envied and envied was actually as poor as he was.

But at that time, he was not in the mood to explain his embarrassment to the other party.

"Actually, at that time, I didn't care what other people thought of me. If they didn't like it, they wouldn't like it. At worst, I don't want anything."

So later in Miao Village, he really tried to let go of everything, even in the six years before he was ill, he never had any self-harm behavior.

"But now I feel that I am pretty good, and so is the world." Zhou Ze said, "Thank you—thank you for never asking me to live for you."

He raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Pei Ye's face.

This is the second time he has cried in front of himself.

The first time was in the corridor of the emergency room. A tall man about 1.8 meters tall was sitting in a corner crying out of breath. At that time, Zhou Ze wanted to wipe away his tears, but now he finally did.

—My love, what a touching fluke.

Pei didn't cry for a long time either. His lacrimal glands had always been underdeveloped, and the tears couldn't fall from his eyes for a long time. Twice was already rare.

He sucked his nose hard, the tears not long ago seemed to be an illusion.

After that, they sat on the stone pile by the side of the road and chatted about many things.

However, most of the content revolved around when they were still in No. [-] Middle School, or even the period when the two sides were not very familiar.

A notorious school bully and a school bully from someone else's family, although they didn't like each other, they didn't expect to see each other in the end.

Speaking of the reason why he likes the other party, Zhou Ze deliberately said: "Maybe it's because you are handsome."

"Just because he's handsome?"

"That's not it?"

"Then William is also quite handsome, why don't you like it?"

Pei, who was praised as "only face left", was a little unhappy. He thought the reason was a little superficial, but because of face, he could only keep it in his heart.

I simply stopped chatting with you for a day, and lowered my head to shake out the wind horse left in the corner of my pocket.

Over the years, the quirk of the paper crane has not changed.

However, this piece of paper is too small, and the birth process of the paper crane was a bit difficult, and even accidentally broke half of its wings during the final stage of spreading its wings.

Feeling some pain in his neck, Pei also raised his head from time to time, but he suddenly saw something, and immediately forgot that he was still sulking just now.

"Hey! Look there—"

He stood up, and the snow-capped mountains in the distance showed their true face at some point, and the sun above his head gilded the whole mountain with gold.

Namjag Bawa, whom nine out of ten people met, was their most unexpected accident at this time.

Pei Ye stood on the other side of the road and turned his head to wave to him from time to time, but Zhou Ze never moved. He was still sitting on the uncomfortable stone pile, holding their scarves in his arms.

The cold wind is a bit biting, but fortunately, the scenery is beautiful.

He looked at the figure in front of him, as if he had returned to the Chinese class many years ago. The moment he took out his schoolbag, a paper crane with a broken wing fell out from an unfamiliar table.

This is where it all starts and ends.

All the stories start from here until they finally fall in love when the flowering season is the best.

The author says:

Time to finish the small composition: Thank you for reading the last reader, I accept no matter what the evaluation is, the last part of this book is always written and I can’t write it, because I think there are too many difficulties, it seems that there will never be an end, probably the last I went through it with them: "Just get through this time", "Just wait a little longer".With that in mind, I wrote the ending.In the same way, no matter what the process is, I hope everyone can persist until the end, so come on, goodbye!

ps: You can talk about what you want to watch in the side story, try to be satisfied~