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In the report of Art Monthly in January this year, a part of the page was devoted to the introduction of emerging artists at home and abroad, including Kevin Zhou, the "Most Valuable Young Artist".

It is written in the column introducing him: "Zhou is a very pessimistic optimist. His growth experience is the same as that of some famous artists. It is a not-so-beautiful past. However, it is this tragedy that Incomplete family, unhealthy relationship and other elements frequently appear in his works. Of course, there are also elements about love. However, what is strange is that in the latter works, Zhou’s image always tends to show optimism On the bright side, perhaps this also represents his personal view of feelings..."

"How did you read the book?"

When Wang Yihua passed behind Pei Ye, he naturally attracted the attention of the magazine in his hand, but when he saw the introduction of the attention-grabbing characters on the inside page, he immediately closed his mouth unnaturally.

It really is a pot that cannot be opened without mentioning.

Before he came, Pei had also read the book for a long time.It wasn't until he was alarmed that he realized that his eyes were so sore.

He closed the magazine and blatantly lied: "I have nothing to do after the meeting."

Wang Yihua pretended to believe it, and asked tentatively, "Oh, are you free to attend Mr. Gao's dinner tonight?"

Pei Ye didn't even think about it: "I'm going to accompany Zhou Ze."

...well, boyfriends matter.

Wang Yihua left in despair.

Before leaving, he saw Pei Ye picking up the magazine again.

——You obviously don’t understand these things, so what’s the use of watching them so many times?

As soon as he walked out of the office, a group of employees surrounded him eagerly.

Wang Yihua shook his head helplessly at them.

Then there was a chain reaction of sighs.

Some people said: "I don't understand, the boss and the boss's wife... the boss's father? Who has provoked who? It's been a long time ago and the old things have been picked up. Now it's all right. The popularity is sick. The boss even the company No matter, no wonder public opinion is the best weapon since ancient times, I have seen it.”

Wang Yihua waved his hand: "The door of the office is not soundproof, please keep your voice down."

In fact, he couldn't figure out why his boss suddenly became popular when he came back after a new year, and even hung up with his boyfriend on the Internet for two days.

At the beginning, the netizens were happy and noisy with the handsome cp, and he thought it was a good thing, which gave the company free exposure—so he bought two waves of popularity overnight, but he didn’t expect Then I digressed, the two of them were stripped down to their bottoms, and the black history of that year was brought out for public display.

But before this happened, he really didn't know that Zhou Ze had something to do with Pei Ye's adoptive mother's death.

assisted suicide...

This crime can be big or small, and no one dares to speak nonsense.Not to mention there is another thing - pushing classmates down the stairs, causing disabilities.There was a lot of scolding on the Internet, and then I heard that Zhou Ze was hospitalized. Now, the whole company has to pretend to be a grandson until the person concerned speaks out.

Originally, Pei was supposed to come back to work on the third day of the Lunar New Year, but because of this incident, it took almost a week to come to the company today, and he was forced out by investors.

Didn't give an explanation, it's really worrying.

When the group of people were whispering together, Pei Ye suddenly opened the door of the office.

He gave them a sombre look.

Everyone immediately became quiet like a chicken, and went back to everyone, pretending to be working, but actually listening to all directions.

Pei Ye's lips were pursed into a straight line, and he kept pulling the door until they all escaped his sight.

Only Wang Yihua approached without fear of death: "Are you leaving?"

Pei Ye finally moved: "Yes."

Wang Yihua patted him on the shoulder: "...It's okay, everything will pass!"

His consolation didn't do much, and Pei briefly accepted the kindness.He took two steps forward, then stopped suddenly, and said slowly: "Hua Zai, you have worked hard during this time."

I don't know why, but a great sense of mission arises spontaneously from the bottom of my heart.

Wang Yihua nodded solemnly: "Let's go!"

He waved his hand towards the elevator and thought to himself: Sure enough, he is the hope of the company...

Wang Yihua's rich psychological activities here are not felt by the other party at all - to be precise, Pei also has no energy to deal with things other than Zhou Choice at this time.

"Although there were early warning signs, Zhou Ze fell ill the day after the news broke, and his symptoms were worse than ever before."

This is what Zhou Xuan told him, and it is also Zhou Ze's state in the past two days.

The original plan to celebrate the New Year in Pingjiang was interrupted, and they didn't even stay in Pingjiang until New Year's Eve—not long after the class reunion, Zhou Ze fell into symptoms of extreme anxiety and depression and couldn't get out.

Fortunately, it didn't take long for Ma Wenjing and Zhou Xuan to arrive, and Pei followed him to the home of an old professor, and injected him with some sedative drugs to calm him down.

It was also on that day that Pei also knew that Zhou Ze had not been doing well in the past six years.

...Everything that is going well is a lie to him.

"Mr. Pei, are you going to the hospital?"

Sitting in the driver's seat, Xiao Liu didn't dare to drive without the boss's instructions. He waited for a long time before opening his mouth to ask a question.

Only then did Pei Ye realize that he was distracted, and immediately pinched the bridge of his nose irritably, and hummed.

...I can't make any more mistakes at this time.

Now anyone with a discerning eye can see that Pei is not in shape, and Xiao Liu is no exception, but he, like Wang Yihua, can do nothing but comfort him dryly.

"Mr. Pei, it will be fine. You and Mr. Zhou are both lucky people. It will be fine if you pass this hurdle."

Pei replied without emotion: "Really? A monk once said that we are not blessed."

Then that fool bought a black rope with a month's salary.

How can the rope be kept safe?

He touched his wrist, which was still attached to it, but lifeless.

The car drove into the hospital, Xiao Liu parked the car skillfully, watched Pei Ye go down, and said as usual: "Mr. Pei, I will pick you up tomorrow."

President Pei still straightened his back and didn't look back.

Xiao Liu sighed, like an audience watching a story, forever helpless.

Pei also went straight to Zhou Ze's ward as usual, but when he reached the door, Zhou Xuan, who was sitting on a bench, stopped him.

"He will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow. Dr. William, who was in charge of treating him in Edinburgh, has already returned home. My mother is going to let him have one-on-one treatment at home. Considering the doctor's future schedule, she may take him to the UK again."

"I'm with him."

Pei also answered without hesitation.

Zhou Xuan shook his head.

"Your job is here, how do you go? Your company will not agree, and neither will he."

Pei Ye is not a child, so he naturally understands this.

But weighing the pros and cons doesn't work in this case.

Zhou Xuan smiled suddenly: "I'm actually a little curious, what do you like about him?"

Pei also said seriously: "There is no reason, he deserves it."

Zhou Xuan said: "But he always tells the doctor that he is not worthy of being liked by you."

Pei Ye was taken aback: "Why?"

"Because he'can't save himself'." Zhou Xuan said, "This is his original words - he said you are a very vital person, but he is not, he is fragile, fragile, just a paper tiger, and psychological The treatment of diseases requires people to be able to save themselves at critical moments, which he said he couldn't do."

Every depressed patient feels that there is no need to save himself because he doesn't want to save himself at the end, so let's just do it.

Pei also hurriedly retorted: "Didn't it mean that he has recovered? That's why he can go back to China..."

Zhou Xuan interrupted him: "That's what we thought." He paused and said, "We were all deceived by him, and so was he himself. In fact, he is not well at all. Once stimulated, he will reveal his true colors."

Pei also buried his face in his hands dejectedly, and remained silent for a long time.

"William told me that when he first received treatment, the symptoms he showed were fear of a certain thing." Facing his complicated eyes, Zhou Xuan nodded slowly, "It's a carving knife.

"At that time, we thought that letting him get in touch with the things he liked would be helpful for the treatment, but we didn't expect that he would show extreme fear and resistance when he took out the carving knife, so we had to find something else for him. It can not only divert attention, but also slowly alleviate the phobia, and then William let him try clay sculpture."

Pei Ye's body cooled down inch by inch.

Of course he knew why Zhou Ze was afraid.

It was found that the tool used by Su Ya to commit suicide was a carving knife, and that knife was given by him.

So Zhou Ze was afraid, not only because that knife ended a life, but also afraid that Pei would blame him and hate him because of that knife.

That's why he listened to Ma Wenjing and hid.

Zhou Xuan remembered something, and said again: "He has undergone MECT treatment several times in the past few years, so his memory has decreased. I heard that you found that he forgot some things?"

Pei also added: "I forgot a friend, and then I remembered it. I usually forget what I said occasionally, but this is rare. I thought..."

"It's normal." Zhou Xuan explained, "He has forgotten a lot of things, but he only remembers the time in Pingjiang very well."

He took out a USB flash drive and said in a low voice: "There are a few videos of his treatment in here, which are actually not suitable for you to watch, but I still copied a copy, not for any reason, just to keep you safe."

Pei also took it without saying a word, holding it tightly in his hand.

Then he heard Zhou Xuan's voice above his head again: "Of course, you can also understand that I am asking you for help-I don't expect you to make him heal, but I hope you can also give him a hand. So rare for your sake."

After saying what he had kept in his heart for so long, Zhou Xuan felt extremely refreshed. He patted the man on the shoulder and left silently.

Only Pei also sat quietly outside the ward for a while, finally got his mood together, and then opened the door and walked in.

The person on the hospital bed had just finished being sedated and fell into a deep sleep. Occasionally, his breathing would become heavy, which would surprise him.

It wasn't until Pei Ye repeatedly confirmed that the other party was fast asleep that he gently sat down beside the bed.

"I heard from the doctor that you are afraid that I will blame you, so you don't want to see me?"

"..."

"How could I blame you?"

"..."

"But I'm really angry because you didn't take good care of yourself and lied to me...you obviously had a bad time."

"..."

"...Compared with you, I am the one who has a better life."

"..."

"I remember that monk said that our lives were not good, so you bought this for me. Although I think he is a liar, but now I hope it is true—"

"..."

Pei Ye smiled and touched Le Qing's wrist distressedly.

Afterwards, he untied the black rope from his hand, and carefully put it on the opponent's wrist, just in front of the circle of bruises.

——I will give you my blessing... bless you from now on, be safe, healthy, free from disasters and diseases, and live a long life.

The author says:

holiday explosion more

This is really the last pocket knife!

ps: After the book is finished, it will be reversed, family members should make up lessons in time!