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Yan Ge felt that he probably drank too much today, and when the cold wind blew, the smell of strong wine rushed to his head, burning it until his eyes were hazy.

Standing beside him, Jin Siyan smiled faintly, squinting at him as if inadvertently, with inexplicable emotions in his eyes.

He said he had come to see him.

Pinching his palms hard, he regained some sanity amidst the pain, Yan Ge pressed the tip of his teeth against his tongue, forcing himself to wake up, but his heart was still screaming in his chest.

At this moment, he had an extremely crazy and absurd thought:

Even if Jin Siyan is straight, even if he will never like her, Yan Ge will always love him, even a little more every day.

Because he gave too much, no matter whether it was intentional or inadvertent, it made Yan Ge very attached to him, enough to support the motivation of a moth to the flame.

Without saying a word, Yan Ge lowered his head, looked at the shining white snow, his lips were tightly pressed, and he tried his best to suppress the trembling breath in his throat.

A hand suddenly stretched out in front of him, flexed his fingers casually, and gently raised his head.

Jin Siyan looked at him with a half-smile, "Aurora is not on the ground."

The four eyes met, Yan Ge's pupils moved slightly, the man in front of him smiled gently, the sharpness and habitual indifference faded away, leaving only the unique ease and idleness in front of him.

"I want to see a beautiful view..." Jin Siyan supported his shoulders, letting him face the empty sky that was brewing with light, his voice was low and hoarse, as light as if it was attached to the ear, " ...you have to lift your head up first."

The voice in the ear was soft, Jin Siyan seemed to be getting closer, the breath of the man gradually enveloped along with the body temperature, Yan Ge didn't feel cold, but really shivered.

"Yange." A voice suddenly came from beside my ear.

The person whose name was called paused for a moment, then looked up belatedly.

Jin Siyan didn't look at him, but just looked at the sky in the distance with great concentration, but spoke to him, "I thought, at least you were curious about my sudden appearance."

"But..." The man lowered his eyes, looking rather disappointed, "You didn't say a word, and you didn't care about me."

Yan Ge was slightly stunned, facing the man's gentle and almost embracing gaze, he couldn't stand for a while.

"I..." Yan Ge raised his hand, holding on to the railing, and wanted to say something, but his throat seemed to be blocked, and he couldn't say a complete sentence.

Jin Siyan looked into his eyes, caught a little strangeness from the haze, tilted his head slightly, and lowered his head to get closer, "You seem a little unconscious."

Yan Ge subconsciously tilted his head back, pointed to the small table next to him, and answered vaguely, "...wine."

Jin Siyan paused, then turned his head to look, there was a cup on the table, Yan Ge used it to drink two glasses of wine just now.

Suspiciously picked up the cup, sniffed it lightly, the pungent smell made Jin Siyan frown suddenly, and laughed a little reproachfully.

"You're playing wild." Jin Siyan looked up at him, his eyes tinged with teasing, "You can drink such strong wine as soon as you pick it up."

"Ah?" Yan Ge was still a little confused, staring at him blankly, "I don't know..."

I just saw that others were drinking, and Yan Ge was also thirsty, so he took a glass casually, thinking that most of them were alcoholic beverages, and he would not play too much, but he didn't expect it to be spirits.

No wonder I didn't feel anything after drinking it, but after a while I started to feel confused.

Jin Siyan looked at him, hesitated for a moment, and lowered his head slightly to check his condition, a little worried, "How much did you drink? Do you want to go back and rest?"

Yan Ge's face was hot, he didn't know whether it was from the wine or his heart was dry, he turned his face away, pursed his lips and shook his head, "Two glasses, not much, I won't go back."

After returning to the wooden house, he couldn't stay with him anymore, there were only two beds in the room, Yan Ge was unwilling to ask Jin Siyan to stay in a hotel, and he was even more unwilling to see Jin Siyan sharing a bed with Li Huixing.

He didn't want to waste every second of being alone with Jin Siyan, let alone the nonsense and outrageous reason of drinking too much.

Blame myself for drinking without seeing clearly.Yan Ge was a little annoyed.

Jin Siyan saw that he was frowning slightly, he didn't know what he was thinking, and looked quite troubled, his heart softened for a moment, he stretched out his hand, put his arms around the man's shoulders, and brought him a little in front of him.

Yan Ge was startled, his body stiffened.

"I'm afraid you won't be able to stand up, and you'll be in trouble if you fall." Jin Siyan said grandly, with a serious face.

"……Oh."

The number of people watching the aurora gradually increased, and the two of them were squeezed into the corner of the terrace, and they didn't look awkward next to each other. Jin Siyan supported the cold railing with his arms, and slightly turned sideways to block the bustling crowd behind him, enclosing a small area.

The man looked at the distant sky very seriously, as if he was really expecting the aurora to appear, Yan Ge raised his eyes quietly, looking wantonly at the person he hadn't seen for a long time with his peripheral vision.

He didn't notice his gaze, which made Yan Ge a little lucky.

There were more and more people, Jin Siyan didn't like to be next to others, so he kept leaning towards him. Knowing his temperament, Yan Ge shrank into the corner to give him more space.

Suddenly, shouts of surprise erupted from the noisy crowd, Yan Ge paused, and subconsciously looked towards the horizon.

Not far away, on the deep sky, dotted with strands of purple-blue light, like a stone falling in the water, rippling and jumping in the sky.

The ever-changing aurora is like a grand ceremony gifted by nature, covering the bustling crowd, and when you look up, the eyes are filled with fine stars.

"It appeared." Yan Ge smiled, and turned around in surprise, but it happened that Jin Siyan also lowered his head to look at him at some point.

Breathing stagnated, Yan Ge's pupils trembled slightly, and the man in front of him could see the eyebrows and eyes so clearly, he subconsciously closed his eyes, and was about to step back, when Jin Siyan let out a low cry, and the whole person suddenly fell forward.

The familiar scene, dodging unexpectedly, Yan Ge pressed his back against the railing, and there was no room to dodge, his heart stopped beating for a moment, and he felt something rushing over his dry lips, which was as cool as it was.

Yan Ge was in a daze, turned his head, and heard the crowd start to booing, looked intently, and not far away, a man knelt on one knee, opened the ring box in his hand and proposed to his lover.

The crowding and commotion just now was probably caused by this.

When he came back to his senses, Yan Ge was a little stiff, subconsciously looking at the man in front of him.

Jin Siyan looked down at him, his eyes were deep, no emotion could be seen, against the light, Yan Ge couldn't even see where his eyes were falling.

"I'm sorry," Yan Ge's throat tightened, his spine was a little chilled, he unconsciously licked his lips, looked at him annoyed and blankly, his heart was beating rapidly, "I didn't mean to—"

Before he finished speaking, he was blocked by all.

Looking at the man approaching by surprise, Yan Ge was slightly stunned. In the next second, a light kiss with unknown meaning fell, a little restless, a little absurd, encroaching and encroaching, instantly sweeping the entire small and cramped space.

Yan Ge's eyes widened suddenly, he subconsciously held his breath, the hand hanging by his side was clenched tightly, and the real and intimate touch on his lips made him momentarily stunned.

Yan Ge felt that he drank a little too much tonight.

His mind was running fast, but he couldn't find the reason. He couldn't think like a rusty gear. He could hear his own heartbeat and breathing. What's more frightening was that he also heard Jin Siyan's heartbeat.

Calm, powerful, lively, calm not controlled by desire.

A hand went up from the waist, resting on his back, separating him from the hard and harsh railing, and bringing him into his arms.

The man seems to be in control of everything, the rhythm of breathing, every in-depth exploration and pause, full of possessiveness but not too arrogant, easily grabbing Yan Ge's thoughts, bit by bit, luring him into the abyss.

The aurora was constantly circulating above his head, but Yan Ge had no time to appreciate it. His limbs and bones trembled slightly as if electrified, and his heart was filled with inexplicable emotions, as if he was about to drown, but the feeling of dying only made him more excited.

Jin Siyan let go of him slowly, without speaking.Yan Ge didn't open his eyes, but turned his head, in an ambiguous posture, bowed his head, his forehead resting on the man's shoulder, and the corners of his eyes were a little sickly red.

The human voice was still loud and piercing, making people's hearts throbbing. Yan Ge closed his eyes, bit the tip of his tongue, and calmed his disordered breathing amidst the blood.

I don't know how long it took, and there was a panting sound in my ear.

"Yan Ge." Jin Siyan called him in a low voice, patting his back lightly as if to comfort him.

Yan Ge's shoulders stiffened, he didn't answer, he leaned against him as if he was drunk, and hummed softly in his throat.

The man was silent for a moment, his voice was restrained and impatient, but Yan Ge never thought of what he asked.

"Can you do it to a man?" he asked.

Suddenly startled, Yan Ge's heart beat violently, he opened his eyes in disbelief, looking at the dazzlingly white snow under his feet, his thin lips parted slightly, unable to speak.

Indescribable heat spread from the bodies that were close together, restless and unbearable, like soaking in boiling spirits, ecstasy, making people a little delirious.

He understood what Jin Siyan was asking, and the body that was close to him could even clearly feel every change. A ridiculous idea flashed in Yan Ge's mind. He was actually admiring Jin Siyan. .

Yan Ge despised himself in his heart, but at this moment he was actually glad that he didn't love the wrong person.

Gritting his teeth, Yan Ge closed his eyes, desperately suppressing the surging tears, slowly raised his hand, and quietly hooked Jin Siyan's clothes with unnoticeable strength.

"I can." He said, his voice was about to break, almost begging in a low voice, "but you have to teach me."

Jin Siyan was stunned for a moment, and then gave a very low "hmm".

The moment he got the man's answer, Yan Ge felt relieved as if he had been forgiven. He didn't look up, never looked at Jin Siyan, and didn't want to see even a little contempt in the man's eyes.

Just let Jin Siyan think he was drunk.

What a drunk does is, presumably, more forgivable.

So, let's take it that way.