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Staring at the rearview mirror vigilantly, Yan Ge's hands holding the steering wheel trembled uncontrollably, cold sweat broke out from his palms, and his breathing was rapid and unsteady.

The car behind did not turn on the high beam, but the light of the headlights was still dazzling, especially when Yan Ge noticed that someone was chasing the car.

Considering the safety factor, Yan Ge still drove at a constant speed and did not speed up to get rid of it. He quickly sketched the route of this seaside area in his mind.

He has walked this road countless times, and he can imagine which road leads to where with his eyes closed.

Yan Ge didn't dare to relax for a moment as the car behind followed him not too far away. He suddenly remembered the suspicious figure he had glimpsed at the door of his house two months ago.

At that time, I thought it was a paparazzi who wanted to spy on his and Jin Siyan's privacy, but now that I think about it, it might not be that simple.

Yan Ge considered the possibility of having an illegitimate child, but felt a little inexplicable.

When he was the most popular, he had never seen such an aggressive fan, not to mention, such a dangerous driving behavior, in case of a mistake, he would either die or be injured, he couldn't believe it was done by his fans.

It's almost the same as being a fan of the opposite family.

Cold sweat dripped from Yan Ge's forehead.

Driving to a remote road, Yan Ge glanced at the rearview mirror, the car behind started to slow down, it seemed that he was not familiar with the road conditions in this area.

The road ahead is even darker, and there are even no street lights on some branch roads. Not far away is a scenic spot with a low mountain.

Going further, it was completely dark.

Yan Ge had lingering fears, suppressed the panic and looked at the reaction of the car behind him, closed his eyes, and remembered that 3 minutes' drive ahead, there was a road passing through the mountains.

He has only been there once, and he is not very familiar with it, and the mountain road is winding and uneven. Normally, he would never take this risk, but this is an excellent opportunity to get rid of the car behind.

Licking his lower lip embarrassingly, Yan Ge took a deep breath, trying to force himself to calm down, his eyes were fixed on a hole torn out by the headlights ahead, his heart was beating fast, and he predicted the distance of the fork.

Turning on the high beams and seeing a little further, Yan Ge looked at the chasing car in the rearview mirror, slowly took a deep breath, and held his breath.

The fork in the road was exposed ahead, and it was already within the range of the high-beam lights. Yan Ge gritted his teeth, stepped on the accelerator, and rushed out at lightning speed, and then turned the steering wheel to the full, making a sharp friction With a sound, he slid sideways into the dark and dead mountain road.

Staring intently at the dirt road ahead, Yan Ge's heart was about to jump out of his throat. He had no time to think about what was behind him, so he could only keep accelerating. The body was bumped by the uneven road, but Yan Ge couldn't pay attention.

After filling up the accelerator and charging for 3 minutes, almost flying out from the mountain pass, Yan Ge turned onto the coastal road in the opposite direction without thinking about it, intending to make a detour before going back.

Who knows if that car will be waiting for him on the way home again?

His body was stiff and his nerves were tense. After driving for 5 minutes and returning to the downtown area, Yan Ge breathed a sigh of relief and had time to glance at the rearview mirror.

The car was gone, and it was probably abandoned on the mountain road.

Different cars gradually piled up around him, with prosperous neon lights in front of him, and the sound of horns and music could be heard, Yan Ge was relieved.

The neckline was already soaked in cold sweat, sticking to the neck, Yan Ge wanted to take off his clothes uncomfortable, but he stretched out his hand and pulled it off irritably.

A little afraid to go home tonight, Yan Ge sighed helplessly and turned into the underground garage of a hotel.

As soon as the car stopped, the phone rang suddenly.

Yan Ge was startled, and it took him a long time to realize that it was his phone. After searching around in the car, he found the phone under the passenger seat, and the ringing had stopped.

Yan Ge leaned over and took out the phone with difficulty, opened it and glanced at the screen, and was stunned.

three missed calls,

It was all played by Jin Siyan.

After swearing, Yan Ge scrambled out of the car and called back while walking towards the elevator.

Jin Siyan answered in seconds, preempting him before he could speak, his voice was a little anxious, "Yan Ge?"

Yan Ge's breathing was unsteady, so he quickly said, "I'm sorry I was driving just now, I didn't hear you."

Each missed call was made 10 minutes apart. The first call was when Yan Ge found out that someone was chasing the car. Because he was fully focused on getting rid of the car behind him and the sound of the engine was interfering, he didn’t hear the phone ring.

Jin Siyan called him twice but didn't answer. He felt something was wrong and was about to ask his agent when Yan Ge called back.

"I didn't answer the phone all the time, so I thought something was wrong." Jin Siyan relaxed slightly when he heard that he seemed to be fine, "Are you okay?"

"I..." Yan Ge habitually opened his mouth, and suddenly everything that happened just flashed through his mind, and the words swirled around his mouth, his voice lowered, "...It's okay. What's the matter with you?"

Jin Siyan paused for a while, and said after a while, "Are you free next weekend?"

After reviewing the recent itinerary in his mind, Yan Ge replied, "If there are no accidents, there should be one. What's the matter?"

Hearing the affirmative answer, Jin Siyan said bluntly, "I want to go to your house for dinner."

"Ah?" I didn't expect him to make such a request, Yan Ge was also stunned for a moment, and when the elevator reached the first floor, he could barely speak, "Yes."

"Yeah." Jin Siyan quickly replied without saying anything. He was silent for a moment, as if he felt a little embarrassed, "I can..."

After waiting for a while, but still not waiting for the next sentence, Yan Ge asked puzzledly, "What?"

There was a pause on the other end of the phone, and then a slightly shy voice came,

"Can I order food?"

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Lying on the unfamiliar big bed in the hotel, Yan Ge completely relaxed, staring at the extremely white ceiling, Yan Ge moved and pressed the quilt under his body.

Suddenly remembered the phone call with Jin Siyan just now.

After asking if they could order food, both of them fell silent, Yan Ge was a little at a loss, and Jin Siyan really had nothing to say.

After a while, he said a little embarrassedly, "Forget it, forget it, you can do whatever you want." After a pause, he added with a click of his tongue, "Cengfan also ordered food, it sounds like I'm so greedy."

Yan Ge subconsciously laughed.

"It's okay," he said, "what would you like to eat?"

"What will you do?" Jin Siyan asked.

Yan Ge thought about it carefully, "On the same level as last time, I can change a few dishes."

"Is there any soup?" Jin Siyan licked his lips.

Hearing the hidden meaning in his words, Yan Ge unconsciously curled the corners of his lips, and his voice softened, "Yes."

"What soup?" Jin Siyan asked again.

"What soup would you like to drink?"

Jin Siyan was silent again, sounding like he was thinking.

After a while, he realized, "Oh, I didn't ask for it. I can drink whatever you do."

Yan Ge pursed his lips helplessly, smiled lightly and shook his head, "Your polite words are really clumsy."

Jin Siyan was probably really thinking about what kind of soup he wanted to drink, and suddenly realized that it was Yan Ge who was cooking, and he shouldn't want this or that, so he said this.

But it was really too clumsy, it was hard for Yan Ge not to laugh, Jin Siyan probably never said such hypocritical polite words before.

"Thank you for telling me that my acting skills are clumsy." Jin Siyan also choked back half-jokingly.

"It's okay, really," Yan Ge brought the topic back, "Tell me, what do you want to drink?"

Like a child, he has to be coaxed to speak about what to eat and drink.To some extent, Yan Ge annoyed children.

But Yan Ge didn't bother Jin Siyan at all.

"Then I told you?" Jin Siyan asked tentatively.

"Tell me—"

"The soup tasted good last time."

"Thank you." Yan Ge smiled.

"Can you change the chestnut?" Jin Siyan said, and quickly added, "I have no opinion on the chestnut, I just want to try other things."

"Okay, what do you want to replace it with?"

"Hmm...what's better this season?"

"The lotus root and yam stew are both good, which one do you like?"

"Which one do you like?"

After the words fell, both ends of the phone fell silent.

Yan Ge just pulled out his room card to open the door, when he heard this sentence, his wrists paused.He pursed his lips nervously and said nothing.

Jin Siyan probably also realized the ambiguous atmosphere inside and outside the words, paused for a few seconds, "I mean, which one do you recommend?"

Yan Ge took a deep breath calmly, suppressed the heat on his face, and said casually, "Yam, I happen to have some at home."

"Then yam." Jin Siyan agreed happily.

"Ah."

"it is good."

"..."

"..."

"Did you die?" Yan Ge asked tentatively.

"Oh..." Jin Siyan responded, and then remembered something, "Wait a minute."

"Ok?"

"The thing I told you last time." Jin Siyan said, paused before continuing, "I have no other meaning."

"...which thing?"

"Ask if you want to sign with my company."

"..." Yan Ge fell silent, not knowing why he brought this up again.

"I didn't notice it at the time, but after thinking about it carefully, it seems a little..." Jin Siyan's voice was slightly low, as if he was thinking, "I didn't mean to give you anything, but I just think you are very talented and you are serious about your work , I always feel a little pity if I don’t continue to act.”

Yan Ge lowered his eyes, pulled his lips, and heard a familiar voice, but it couldn't make him happy anymore.

"If I offended you at that time, I apologize to you."

Jin Siyan's voice was sincere and gentle, with a bit of exhaustion after busy work, and the tail was slightly raised as always, with an imperceptible smile, but he was very serious, and the sincerity in his words could be heard.

Yan Ge sighed inwardly.

It is not an exaggeration to say that He De can make Jin Siyan treat him so well.

Swallowing with difficulty, Yan Ge sat down on the edge of the bed, unconsciously pinching his fingertips, his voice trembling slightly, "I... I didn't mean that, I know you mean well. But..."

Taking a deep breath, Yan Ge continued, "Some things are really complicated for me. I... am not as dedicated as you imagined. I came to act not because I like it so much, but because I have nothing but this, Nothing else."

Jin Siyan didn't speak, but Yan Ge knew that he had been listening.

The window of the room was not closed, and a few strands of cold night wind rushed in. Yan Ge sniffed and rubbed his whitened fingertips vigorously.

"Jin Siyan, I really appreciate you, really, you are really kind." Yan Ge lowered his head, only feeling that his eyes were so dry that he could hardly open them, "But I still don't want...to let down your kindness again."

He's always been a weak man, whether he admits it or not.

He is afraid that what happened in the past will happen again.

In the past, he was actually not that scared, because he had experienced it once before, and doing it again would not make the situation worse.

But it's different now.

If he was the only one to bear it, Yan Ge wouldn't mind at all, but he couldn't get Jin Siyan involved.

He never thought that he could come to this point with him, as if they were really friends for many years, Jin Siyan would care about him and joke with him.

At first, all he expected was to be able to watch from afar.

Of course Yan Ge knew that it was not certain that he would repeat the same mistakes, but as long as there was even a slight possibility, he would not dare to take the risk.

How dare he risk Jin Siyan's life?

Jin Siyan's kindness is like a rose with thorns, the more he wants to hold it tightly, the more afraid he is to see it soaked in his own blood.

He is really grateful for Jin Siyan's kindness to him, but all greed and extravagant expectations will only make his cowardice worse.

How dare he risk Jin Siyan's life?

He never dared.