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"How did you come?"

After work was over, Yan Ge didn't even have time to take off her makeup and change her clothes. She hurried over and looked at the smoker leaning against the door with a little surprise.

Seeing him coming, Jin Siyan put out his cigarette. The moment he raised his head, he stared at him in a daze for a moment, and then said lazily, "Yang Ge, is it my illusion? How do I think You seem happy to see me here?"

"..."

"Or is it really just me thinking too much?"

"..."

Yan Ge was speechless and didn't know what to say.

Although, the answer is yes.

He didn't know why Jin Siyan came to the set again, anyway, he definitely didn't go to Romania.But he had to admit that the moment he saw Jin Siyan standing by the railing, his heartbeat definitely accelerated a lot.

is a surprise.

"Is this question difficult for you to answer?"

Jin Siyan was puzzled, it seemed that doubts and why a simple question of "yes and nos" could make the man in front of him hesitate for a long time.

"I..." Yan Ge hesitated for a moment, squeezed a corner of the hem of his clothes extremely awkwardly, looked at Jin Siyan's overly magnanimous expression and seemed a little uninterested because of waiting, the short words stuck in his throat, and he struggled to squeeze out, "I Just finished filming..."

Jin Siyan nodded, looked at him with folded arms, and waited for his next words.

"Haha... That actress has never been able to get into the role, and then I taught her..."

Yan Ge scratched his hair, gasped quietly, clasped his hands, the palms were sweating, and said some irrelevant nonsense uncontrollably, but the more he said, the more embarrassing he felt.

"She was almost crying by the director, and I can't disobey the director's emotions... I just taught me a little bit, and she thanked me very much, just..."

"I know, I saw it, so you don't need to tell me." Jin Siyan interrupted him, after a little thought, his brows were slightly frowned, and his eyes became suspicious, "But what are you deviating?"

Being pointed out so sharply, Yan Ge was taken aback suddenly, "I..."

"Or is it that filming with that actress made you feel happy, and then your emotions have continued until now? It has nothing to do with me?"

"Yeah, that's not right..."

"What is that?" Jin Siyan tilted his head slightly, staring into his eyes, his tone was full of incomprehension, "Obviously you just need to nod or shake your head."

"I……"

"Or you don't really want to talk about this issue, and I made it difficult for you?" Jin Siyan guessed on his own, running further and further away.

"No..." Yan Ge's palms were full of sweat, he tried his best not to lose his composure, and laughed dryly, "Why do you bother with this?"

"I was just asking casually." Jin Siyan said, "But your reaction made me care more and more about the answer to this question."

Yan Ge lowered his eyes and forced a smile, "Since it's just a casual question, don't worry too much about it."

"It means that now it's up to you whether I care about it or not?" Jin Siyan immediately asked back, frowning slightly.

Yan Ge sighed softly, seeing that he was about to be offended by his own sloppiness, he couldn't help but cautiously flattered him, "I obviously didn't mean that..."

"Come on, I'm tired of talking to you."

Jin Siyan waved his hands and turned his body slightly, as if he didn't want to continue this meaningless topic.

Looking at the slightly sullen side face of the man, Yan Ge felt a little sour in his heart, but he couldn't open his mouth anyway.

What is he going to say?What can he say?How dare he say it?

Want to say "Yes, I'm glad to see you here"?

He and Jin Siyan haven't seen each other for a week, and every morning when he wakes up in the hotel bed, he will habitually check his phone to see if Jin Siyan has sent him anything.

And the two of them seemed to have tacit understanding, and they never communicated with each other again, and they seldom even talked about "work".

Yan Ge had no reason to look for him, and...to be honest, he had no qualifications to look for him, so as not to delay his work.

A golden branch like Jin Siyan must have a lot of socializing and entertainment every day. Even if you send him an insignificant message asking him if he is busy recently, it may be drowned in the overwhelming information and may not be seen by him.

What's more, he didn't know Jin Siyan very well, so this kind of greeting was somewhat flattering.

Yan Ge is working hard, and praying from the bottom of his heart, not to let the relationship between them go to that flattering and dirty level.

He didn't want to post for a little resources and money like those young actors around Jin Siyan.

Although he knew, maybe outsiders, even in the eyes of Jin Siyan himself, he was no different from those people.

But he still wanted to tear the layer of window paper.

"I'm sorry." He whispered, but regretted it the moment he finished speaking.

——As if he was pretending to be pitiful on purpose.

Jin Siyan laughed lightly, as if he had heard a joke, and sneered repeatedly, "Don't be sorry, it's me, I'm the one who's sorry for you, I shouldn't have come here without saying hello, and I shouldn't have asked such an offensive question casually to make you It’s embarrassing, I should apologize to you.”

Like cannonballs, pressing step by step, the tone of the gun and the stick all showed the speaker's contempt, sarcasm and dissatisfaction. They pierced Yan Ge's heart one after another like knives. Dense sting.

The color of his lips turned pale in an instant, Yan Ge gritted his teeth, suppressing the dryness in his eyes, and did not speak.

The director is calling him to pack up his things and prepare for the evening party.

Restraining himself from rubbing his eyes, Yan Ge slowed down for a while before he dared to speak softly, "Then I'll go there first."

Jin Siyan didn't speak, and didn't even bother to look at him.

In fact, from the very beginning, he did ask casually. The nature of this question is no different from "Do you like apples?" You just nod if you like it, and shake your head if you don't.

It was originally an insignificant sentence, but Yan Ge repeatedly avoided it, which suddenly aroused his thirst for knowledge and competitiveness.

Looking at the back of Yan Ge walking towards the crew, the man who is obviously very tall now looks a little bowed, as if he is used to such a life with low eyebrows and bent waist.

Looking down, Jin Siyan tapped his fingertips on the side of the phone boredly, and after a long while, he touched the fingerprint lock.

Just now, when Yan Ge was filming, he stood here and took a photo.

The person in the photo is almost completely different from the person walking far away in front of him. He is not as confident and unrestrained, and he is not even as good-looking as the person in the photo. He is obviously very handsome and gentle. Covered with a mist.

Facing himself, Yan Ge never had any other expressions, let alone such a lively expression during filming.

That's why Jin Siyan paid special attention to the inadvertent joy in his eyes.

It seems that he asked unnecessary, people are not happy for him at all.

·

After tidying up from the lounge, he watched the car close at the gate from a distance. While patting the folds of his clothes, Yan Ge raised his head. Seeing this scene, he was stunned for a moment.

Not going to wait for him...?

Or forget about him at all.

The director called him over earlier, saying that there was a social gathering at night, a casual meal, and many people were having fun together, so he asked him to go there too.

Yan Ge didn't really want to participate in this kind of crowded activity, and at this time, if he said it was "casual" to play and relax, it must be not so clean.

But how could he refuse.

Looking at the car that drove away without stopping to wait for his intentions, Yan Ge's fingers were slightly stiff and hung down weakly.

Because of this entertainment, he left Jin Siyan alone and left, who knew that the two sides would not please each other.

Thinking of Jin Siyan's last expression, Yan Ge still felt panicked.

During this period of time, they finally got closer, and their relationship plummeted because of Yan Ge's weakness and retreat, and they quarreled for no reason.

In fact, he has no right to call it a "quarrel". It's just that Jin Siyan lost his temper unilaterally. He can only listen quietly and then apologize.

The phone in his pocket vibrated, it was a message from the director, only a few words:

【You go with Jin Shao. 】

Before I had time to be surprised, another message came in:

[It wasn't arranged by me, it was what he said. 】

The "he" here obviously refers to Jin Siyan.

Staring blankly at the words on the screen, Yan Ge remained silent for a long time.

It turned out that the man came here today...he really came here specially to find him.

He also pissed people off.

Today is really inappropriate.

Sighing weakly, Yan Ge didn't dare to click on Jin Siyan's WeChat to ask him where he was. He might have already driven away, and it's possible to have already arrived.

Not only would he have to be absent from the party tonight, he might even have to go back to the hotel by himself.

During this period of time, I was shooting exterior scenes, and I chose a development zone in the outskirts of the city, which is some distance from the hotel, and the car is not easy to get.

Is it possible to sweep the shared bicycles back...

Moreover, he was very hungry, so he hurriedly grabbed two mouthfuls of rice at noon, and had no time to drink water at other times.

"Oh." Yan Ge shook his head.

"If you have time to sigh, it's better to get in the car quickly."

A faint sound sounded from behind, startling Yan Ge.

Through the front window, Jin Siyan's eyes were cold and elusive, obviously still angry, Yan Ge was slightly taken aback, and immediately reacted, hurriedly walked around to the passenger, opened the door and sat down.

"Thank you." He thanked in a low voice.

"seat belt."

"I'm doing it, I'm doing it..."

In a hurry to fasten the seat belt, Yan Ge's fingers were still trembling, and he didn't dare to look up at him the whole time.

The car drove away from the set.

Speechless all the way.

Five minutes later, it arrived at Xu Yue's mouth. It looked very high-end, and Jin Siyan didn't like it very much.

No one got out of the car.

Jin Siyan didn't download because he was thinking about something, and Yan Ge didn't download because...Jin Siyan was thinking about something.

...and didn't unlock him.

In the carriage, the atmosphere was instantly stiff and cold to the extreme.Yan Ge uneasily wiped the cold sweat from his palms on his knees, and after a while, he tentatively asked, "Are you still angry?"

Only then did Jin Siyan come back to his senses, and he glanced at him lightly, "Yes."

"..."

Yan Ge had nothing to say, because he didn't know which words would annoy him again.Jin Siyan didn't seem to like his apology very much. Perhaps in his heart, the word "sorry" was worthless, and it was just a perfunctory and roundabout cliché.

But really not.

It's just because, besides apologizing repeatedly, Yan Ge really can't do anything else.

What else could he do?

"I shouldn't have said that to you today." Jin Siyan said suddenly.

"……what?"

"It's very yin and yang, I know. It's an angry word, and I get angry faster with my mouth than my brain." Jin Siyan tilted his head slightly and looked at him, "It's my fault."

Yan Ge was slightly startled, then shook his head again and again, "No, no..."

He has heard words a hundred times worse than those words, so it doesn't matter a long time ago.

"Your thinking is wrong." Jin Siyan frowned slightly again, and looked at him very seriously, "People can't be inferior. Can you say that because one person killed ten people, the other person who killed only one person is innocent? They killed innocent people."

Yan Ge twitched the corner of his mouth helplessly.Of course he understood these principles, and he also thanked Jin Siyan for being considerate of him, but, most of the time, is there a better way than to endure silently?

Jin Siyan is too idealistic, he has never suffered, and it is impossible for him to empathize with those setbacks.

Sometimes, people really don't even have the right to desire the most basic dignity.

"And I think those words of mine faintly belittle you and try to manipulate your emotions. It is indeed very, very inappropriate. You must not believe it subtly." Jin Siyan bowed his head very seriously, "I want to You apologize, sorry."

"Don't..." Yan Ge's voice was extremely low, but he became more and more at a loss.

He didn't cry when he was humiliated before, he didn't cry when he lived in poverty, he didn't even cry when his mother was imprisoned, but now, just Jin Siyan's sincere apology made him want to cry.

He also felt that he was very cheap. He had been treated indifferently and badly for a long time, and even a little respect could move him like this.

What's more, this person is Jin Siyan.

He never really blamed Jin Siyan.

For helping him so much, he should be grateful to Jin Siyan.

Now Yan Ge only feels that he deserves this little apology.

But he didn't want to refuse at all.

"One more thing, I think it's better to tell you." Jin Siyan looked up at him, hesitated for a moment, and opened his mouth.

Yan Ge was at a loss.

Jin Siyan looked at him with deep eyes, almost showing no emotion.He took out his mobile phone, sent the photo of Yan Ge he took before, and said slowly, "I am very upset today, because I was very happy when I saw you, but I didn't get the same response. It's very unbalanced."

"Why are you... happy?" Yan Ge's heartbeat accelerated a lot, and his fingertips quietly became hot.

"I don't know." Jin Siyan said frankly, after thinking for a while, he said, "Maybe it's because I've always wanted to see you."