Second marriage [Zerg]

Ning Bai, who returned from the front line with honor, did not seem to be as happy as Chu An imagined.

He sat quietly at the table and finished his dinner. After a long silence, he suddenly raised his head, stared at his hero eagerly, and asked, "Last time you said you didn't like the food I cooked... What kind of taste do you like? I can imitate it." .”

"Uh, why do you still remember this..." Chu An smiled helplessly, "I really just saw that you were too stressed that day, so I just made a joke to make you happy. I don't choose what to eat, and I can eat everything And you are also good at cooking, the caramel cheese nectar toast and egg white mushroom soup are delicious, I like it very much."

The names of these two dishes were a bit of a mouthful for Chu An, but because he just wrote them in the novel a few days ago, he said them smoothly.

Ning Bai was obviously suspicious, and asked incredulously, "...Really?"

"Of course it's true. Why would I lie to you?" Chu An added some food to Ning Bai, poured another glass full of nectar drink, and said in a warm voice, "Eat more, and we'll do mental therapy after eating."

This night's treatment was still carried out in Ning Bai's bedroom.

The two sat face to face on the bed as before.

The light was a bit dim, and when Ning Bai blinked lightly, Chu An could see tiny light spots flickering in the light golden eyes.

Under Chu An's gaze, Ning Bai hesitated for a moment before taking off his shirt.

The female worm's physical recovery ability is very fast. In the news photo that swept the Internet before, Ning Bai stared at K12's crumbling national flag solemnly, with wounds and blood on his face.

But now, the wound on his face has completely healed, and his body is not damaged at all, as perfect as before.

The only scar on Ning Bai's body was on his wrist, and the scorched black mark of the electric shock was extremely conspicuous on his fair skin, showing the torture he had endured during his time on the front line.

Although Ning Bai explained that he was so focused during the battle that he didn't notice the discharge of the wristband at all, Chu An still felt distressed.

I don't know when he started, he has completely regarded Ning Bai's mental health as his own responsibility.

He hopes to realize the requirement that the fluctuation of mental power for three consecutive months does not exceed the threshold of the bracelet as soon as possible, and then apply to the government to release Ning Bai from the shackles.

He didn't want to see Ning Bai suffer anymore.

Chu An smiled gently at Ning Bai, and then gently touched Ning Bai's body.

He carefully observed Ning Bai's state when he was receiving the adjustment of mental power, so as to adjust the strength of his release of mental energy in time.

But tonight, Ning Bai was not as cooperative as in the past, always lowering his head to avoid his gaze.

"You're not paying attention." Chu An reminded him, "Is there anything else on your mind?"

"I...not." Ning Bai replied in a low voice.

Chu An recalled the frontline battle report news he had read these days, and stroked Ning Bai's hair with a silk thread of spiritual power, and said in a gentle voice, "If you have anything you want to tell me, I am willing to listen."

Chu An knows that the battlefield is cruel and dangerous, and many soldiers will have varying degrees of psychological stress after the battle. Even if Ning Bai is a major general and military god who has experienced many battles, I am afraid he will not be ashamed of the blood and fire. indifferent.

He must have been under tremendous pressure this time.With a very small force, he went to the front line against the obstruction of the parliament, shuttling through the artillery fire, narrowly escaped death, but in the end he still failed to save the colleague he wanted to save, and sacrificed his old subordinates and good friends for many years.

Even if Ning Bai didn't say anything, Chu An could still feel his depressed mood,

It is said in the data that for females, the time of mental therapy with their partner is the most relaxing, the most tender, and the most suitable time to relieve stress.

Chu An hopes that Ning Bai can trust himself and tell himself all the bitterness in his heart.

"The hero..." Ning Bai's eyes were suddenly covered with a thin layer of tears.

Chu An immediately hugged him, and stroked the soft hair on the back of Ning Bai's head with his hands.

"Can I tell you anything?" He asked Chu An softly.

Chu An put her lips next to his ear and told him firmly: "Well, anything is fine."

"I..." Ning Bai opened his mouth, but still didn't make a sound. He buried himself on Chu An's shoulder, was silent for a long time, sighed a long time, and then talked about Qu Ming's sacrifice.

Skipping over the old events that have been sealed in the confidential archives of the military, Ning Bai said: "... Qu Ming is my good brother and comrade-in-arms. I failed to protect him, and I am sorry for him."

"But he died for the motherland," Chu An stroked Ning Bai's back, "We will always remember his exploits."

"And there's something else... I don't know if you want to hear it."

Ning Bai's voice was buried on Chu An's shoulder.

At this moment, he suddenly wanted to tell Chu An many things, and a strong desire arose in his heart. He wanted Chu An to understand him, and he had to say something.

But what else could he say?

There are too few things he can really tell Chu An.

"I went to the mine on planet K12 to find the body of my female father, but I couldn't find it."

Chu An was surprised: "Your female father?"

"He used to work there as a laborer. He died and was buried in the collapsed mine tunnel with no bones left."

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That night, Ning Bai told Chu An about his childhood.

Both his male father and female father were D-class Zerg from the slums.

Xiongfu, like Ning Bai, has an extremely sensitive physique of mental power, and the degree of sensitivity is much deeper than Ning Bai's. Medically, it has been judged as a rare mental disorder.

Ning Bai said that there has been no effective treatment for this disease. Fortunately, at that time, the Royal Academy of Sciences had a research project on mentally sensitive diseases. After participating, he could get some experimental drugs for free. His male father relied on those drugs to continue his life. life.

"But the Academy of Sciences requires regular follow-up inspections. For my family, the travel expenses are also very expensive, so the female father has to work hard to make money.

At that time, planet K12 often came to the slums of the insect star to recruit miners. They had a special cage car, which was to install small cages on the spaceship, and each cage lived with a female insect.After the females got on the cage truck, they were transported to work in the mine during the day, and locked back in the cage to rest at night. Day after day, they had no freedom and earned a meager salary by coolies. "

Ning Bai said that he didn't want the female father to go to the cage car to suffer, so he secretly found a job in an underground colosseum to make money.

The underground colosseum is in a big cage, where he fights desperately with alien beasts for the audience to gamble//gamble and have fun.Because of his good looks and good skills, the boss paid him a high salary.

"I thought I could make a lot of money. I took all the star coins I earned home and wrote letters to the female father every day, telling him to get out of the cage and come back quickly. I thought that if I entered the cage, I would be able to put The female father was replaced from the cage," Ning Bai paused, "But one day, the boss didn't want me anymore..."

Having said that, Ning Bai hugged Chu An's shoulder.

Chu An could feel his body trembling.

Even though Ning Bai is now a well-known major general, he still feels pain from the bottom of his heart when he thinks about what happened back then.

"Why doesn't he want you anymore..." Chu An asked softly.

"There was a rich classmate in school who said he liked the color of my hair and wanted to decorate the dolls at home, so I grew my hair long, shaved it off and sold it to him... Then, the boss of the arena disliked me If you look ugly, don't want me."

"I didn't make a lot of money. Later, my male father died in a hospital bed at the Royal Institution, and my female father died in the mines. I never saw them again."

The bedroom was so quiet that the breathing of two people could be heard.

The silver bracelet on Ning Bai's wrist suddenly crackled and released an electric current. Chu An hugged him hard, but still couldn't restrain Ning Bai's emotional fluctuations.

"Xiong Lord, it's okay, it doesn't hurt." Ning Bai's voice, whose mental strength was on the verge of limit fluctuation, remained steady, and he apologized softly to Chu An, "I'm sorry for letting you listen to these boring stories, which spoiled your mood."

"Ning Bai." Chu An patted him on the back, "I'm here with you, cry if you want."

Ning Bai shook his head: "It's all in the past, I won't cry anymore."

He left Chu An's embrace, raised his eyes, and gazed at the handsome male in front of him.

"Xiong Lord, you said to stay with me, tonight, can you stay with me all the time?"

"This……"

"I can sleep on the ground and won't disturb you." Ning Bai lowered his head, "My mental state is unstable, but I wear a bracelet, so I will never hurt you, I just want to get some comfort from you. If it's too far away from you, I'm afraid I won't be able to hold on..."

"Okay." Before Ning Bai finished speaking, Chu An suddenly made up his mind, "Let's go to my room to sleep. I will accompany you."

They went to Chu An's bedroom together.

This was the first time Ning Bai entered this room, but he didn't pay attention to the furnishings around him, and followed his steps with his head down.

Chu An led him directly to the bed, as if afraid that he would be cold, and covered him with a thick quilt.

"Let's go to bed early."

They both lay down.

Through the quilt, Chu An hugged Ning Bai.

It was pitch black all around, and Ning Bai's light-colored eyes were like the light golden starstone he brought back from the battlefield, radiant and vivid.

"Xiong Lord," he touched Chu An's hand cautiously, "Thank you."

Chu An suddenly felt that Ning Bai was like a cat pleasing its master. He touched Ning Bai's hair and cheeks, and his voice was tinged with pampering that he didn't realize: "Go to sleep."

However, the sound of electric current from the wristband was still heard, even through the thick quilt, Chu An could still hear that short discharge sound.

So Chu An released the thread of spiritual power to comfort Ning Bai's ears and neck, and hugged Ning Bai even tighter.

Ning Bai breathed the aura that belonged to Chu An, and bright golden spots shone in his eyes.

Huh?gold?

Chu An noticed the light.He looked out of the window in doubt: "Where is the light coming from? Are there fireworks outside to celebrate the victory?"

"Maybe it is... Fortunately, it is far away, I can't hear you, and it won't disturb your rest," Ning Bai said, tucking his neck into the quilt, "Xiong Lord, good night, I wish you a sweet dream."

"Good night, Ning Bai."

The bedroom fell silent.

In the dark night, golden laurel-shaped worm patterns shone brightly under the warm quilt.

Ning Bai curled up in Chu An's embrace, motionless.

After an unknown amount of time, Chu An had completely fallen into a dream.

Ning Bai moved closer to Chu An, and gently stole a kiss on the corner of his mouth.

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