After wearing the book, the sickly junior brother always plots against me

Xuan Bai used to learn the martial arts of three-legged cats, and he was a little too shy when he used them, so he looked a little timid when he held the long sword.

"You...will you laugh at me?"

Chang Xiu didn't speak, but walked to his side, held his fingers with his fingers, and said softly, "Hold the sword steadily."

The fingers are warm, the skin is touching the skin, and the scorching breath spreads to the ears, making the red ears even redder.

Xuan Bai didn't know what was wrong with him, but his body was tense and his expression was a little stiff, even the corners of his mouth couldn't be pulled away.

"What is Xiaoxuan thinking?"

Changxiu supported his waist with one hand, and clenched his fingers with the other hand, correcting his posture for holding the sword.

"Be careful..."

Xuan Bai nodded blankly, but his heart beat faster, and he swallowed nervously.

A gust of wind gently brushed across their faces, it was still a gentle wind and waves, their sleeves fluttered slightly in the wind, and the fallen leaves slowly fell from Chang Xiu's eyes onto Xuan Bai's head.

"Xiaoxuan, don't be so nervous, take it easy."

"Xiaoxuan, you... you look like this, I can't teach you, I can't play, am I making you uncomfortable?"

Seeing that his hand was about to let go, Xuan Bai's other hand tightly covered the back of his hand, and he stammered when he was in a hurry: "I...I will work hard!"

Chang Xiu: "??"

Although he was a little surprised, he still couldn't help laughing out loud: "I don't eat people, why are you still afraid of me?"

"Xiaoxuan, do you not like me? I see you are always nervous."

Xiaoxuan immediately shook his head, his face flushed, and he lowered his head: "No, it's not..."

He didn't learn much martial arts that day, but he covered Chang Xiu's hands with heat, and for some reason, he got into Chang Xiu's arms.

The four eyes meet, the breathing is hot, and the Adam's apple rolls.

Xuan Bai's hands were hidden in his sleeves, clenched tightly, his toes were also tense, and his body was also straight.

"Xiao Xuan, your back is so straight and your waist is so hard."

For some reason, Xuan Bai felt that his blood was boiling, and his heart was jumping with joy. He squeezed his lower lip and mustered up his courage: "Then what do you think of me?"

"I mean, do you hate me?"

"I mean, I'm so bad, I can't do anything."

"I just feel, like, I should..."

Chang Xiu loosened his waist: "If you want, you can come with me, or I can stay with you for as long as you want."

There is no reason to be happy with each other.

Probably because you think I am pleasing to the eye, and I think you are good-looking.

Xuanbai thought Changxiu was gentle, and he was so happy that he would die.

Changxiu thinks Xuanbai is cute, and his eyes are full of greed.

No one said it clearly, but Air knows, Air can feel their feelings.

But on the night Xuanbai got drunk, that is, the night before Changxiu was about to leave, he tearfully grabbed his sleeve and choked up: "Can you not leave, Brother Xiu, I still have a lot to say .”

"Brother Xiu, don't go, don't go..."

Xuan Bai's wet eyes were red, he was holding on to Chang Xiu's sleeve, and he was still muttering: "Why are you leaving?"

"Brother Xiu, why are you leaving?"

Chang Xiu brushed his fingers away, and supported his arm again, with some disappointment in his eyes, he looked at the sparkling lake helplessly: "Why are you drinking so much?"

Only after drinking so much can I dare to look you straight in the eye, grab your sleeves to death, and dare to speak my heart to you.

Brother Xiu, I can't bear you, I really can't bear you.

Only you think that I am fine in this way and that. With your gentle eyebrows and eyes, I am also gentle.

Xiaoxuan couldn't hold back his tears, grabbed his sleeve and sobbed continuously, his voice hoarse: "Don't you know, Changxiu, can't you see it?"

"Who will teach me martial arts in the future, who will teach me piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and who will show me the scenery of the mountains and rivers?"

"I'm worthless, I'm rude and unreasonable, who will approach me?"

No one should come near me.

I don't want anyone.

"Changxiu, you said you would take care of me, how can you just leave?"

Chang Xiu raised his other hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and his eyes tightened: "There is no banquet in the world that lasts forever. Although we are family friends, we are still outsiders after all."

"Then it's good to be a family?"

"Brother Xiu, didn't you say that you treat me as a younger brother, then we are a family."

"This is your home, don't leave, okay?"

Brother Xiu, in my heart, you have long been an inseparable part.

The first time I saw you, I didn't want to be an outsider with you. I wanted to be the closest and dearest person with you, surpassing strangers and passing through kinship.

Xuan Bai thought to himself, if you were not blind, how could you not see my eyes, I wish you could see it.

However, I am also afraid that you will see it and be rejected by you.

Chang Xiu bent down to tuck the quilt up for him, but he didn't want to be wrapped around his waist by his hands, but he was not in a hurry to untie those fingers, but lowered his body and leaned on his shoulder: "But if I Don't you simply want to be a family with you?"

"What if I want more?"

"I'm afraid I'll take you on the road of no return, so I have to go."

The neck was damp and hot, although his head was a little dizzy, but his consciousness was still very clear, his hands tightly hugged his waist: "It doesn't matter if you don't return, it's good to walk with you ?"

"Brother Xiu, do you believe in looking at Wannian?"

"Brother Xiu, if I want to go on with you, even if it's just... just the most ordinary identity."

Chang Xiu moved closer, his breath fell on his ears evenly, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down: "You can be ignorant, but I can't drag you into the water."

"Xiaoxuan, you're still young, so let's stop while some choices are still undecided."

"You know, Uncle hopes that you will take over the cloth village at home as soon as possible, marry a wife and have children, and in the future..."

Before he finished speaking, he was crushed under the body by Xuan Bai who turned over. Xuan Bai's eyes were red, and he roared angrily: "No! I don't want it!"

"I don't want to marry a wife and have children, I don't want it!"

"Brother Xiu, I thought you were different from them, why can't you understand me?"

Chang Xiu didn't struggle at all, smiled bitterly, and said slowly: "Then I can't just watch you make mistakes, I don't want to be a sinner."

Mistake?

Is following one's heart a sin?

Sinner, is all my joy unworthy!

The more Xuan Bai thought about it, the more angry he became, and the hand pressing on his shoulder became more and more forceful. He bent down, gritted his teeth and said, "I don't want you to worry about me!"

"What's wrong with being a sinner, I like being a sinner! I want you to be guilty with me!"

The long night is long, the wind is more urgent, not all emotions can be suppressed, and what is intertwined is fate.

Maybe it's a good fate, maybe it's a bad fate...

And once the choice is made, it will either be a result or a bitter fruit...

Chapter 219 In this way, you have always owed me, and you can't get rid of me in your life

Xuan Bai was unfilial, even after decades, he still felt guilty.

He could never forget the icy raindrops falling on his head, while he was kneeling in the yard with a cold and arrogant expression, his hands resting on his legs, tightly clenched into fists.

A yellow umbrella fell on top of his head. It was the big maid beside his mother, and his mother also aged a lot overnight, and a lot of gray hair grew on her temples.

"Xuan'er, why are you like this?"

"Mother, why did you feel sorry for you? Why are you so cruel?"

A tear dripped from the corner of Madam Xuan's eyes, she stretched out her hand to cover her heart in pain, she simply squatted beside him, shaking his shoulders with her hands, trying to wake him up who was drowsy.

"Xuan'er, why are you so cruel to your mother!"

"Xuan'er, look at Mother, how did Mother feel sorry for you?"

Xuanbai knew that he was the one who should say sorry, but he didn't think he was at fault.

But he was so full of guilt that he didn't dare to raise his eyes to look at his parents, but his clenched fists became stronger.

Xuan Bai bit his lower lip, lowered his head, and said through gritted teeth: "Mother, you just think my son is dead."

He didn't want to be a puppet in the hands of his parents, at their mercy. He didn't want to marry a wife and have children in his life, and then live in Buzhuang with peace of mind. What is the difference between such a life and death?

He was very disgusted, so he wanted to follow his own heart even more strongly.

He wanted to go with Brother Xiu, he really wanted to.

Xuan Bai didn't dare to raise his eyes to see his mother's injured eyes, he could only bite his lips, and said mercilessly, "If you force me to stay, all you will leave is my dead body."

"Only be a Xuan family, without my son."

Mrs. Xuan clutched her aching heart, dizzy, and the rain became more and more intense, wet her delicate sleeves, and her voice was hoarse: "Do you want your mother to die, Xuaner, you Why are you torturing your mother so much!"

"You can kill your mother, you can kill your mother, don't torture your mother like this."

Mrs. Xuan's emotions completely collapsed, shaking his arm vigorously, the water droplets on her face were not known to be tears or rain, her lips were trembling, and her hands were getting weaker and weaker.

How did her son become like this?

I used to be just a dandy and ignorant, but...

But now for another man, crazy, crazy, all crazy hehehe...

When Mrs. Xuan stood up, her body was also shaking. She raised her hand and pushed away the maid who was holding the umbrella, and stumbled into the rain. Feeling the ruthlessness of the rainstorm with her pale face up, she murmured: "It's all that Changxiu, it's all him!"

"Why did you come to harm my son!"

"Why did he come to harm me! I want to kill him!"

Mrs. Xuan wiped the rain off her face, staggered towards the door, picked up a wooden stick casually, and put her hair messily on her forehead: "Changxiu, I'm going to kill you! Kill me!" you!"

When she finally became pregnant with Xuanbai, the doctor said that she was too weak to keep this child, but she wanted it so much that she was even willing to sacrifice her life.

During the delivery, the midwife poured out several basins of blood. She was sweating profusely and passed out several times due to the pain.

But she clenched the quilt tightly with her fingers, gritted her teeth, and opened her mouth with the same sentence: "Save the child, protect the child!"

But how did she know that the son who risked her life to save her son actually told her that she should be dead.

It was getting dark for Mrs. Xuan, and she fell into the icy rainwater clutching her heart, and the amazing scene of opening the door was still echoing in her mind, the overlapping clothes, overlapping arms, and her breathing. Then stop.

The rain became heavier and heavier, and Xuanbai's complexion became even paler. He propped his hands on the cold ground, and kowtowed: "From then on, there will be no more Xuanbai in this world."

Parents, you just think I'm dead.

I can't be that kind of obedient son, I won't, I can't do it.

Since then, I have made a clean break with the Xuan family, regardless of life or death.

When Xuan Bai walked out, he was still exhausted.

But fortunately, he saw Chang Xiu who was holding an umbrella, and Chang Xiu stretched out his arms to embrace him, with a slight apology in his voice: "Xiao Xuan, I shouldn't have made you suffer so much."

From then on, there is no Xuan Bai, the young master of the Xuan family, only Xiao Xuan of Nanyuan Villa.

Abandoning the companionship of flesh and blood, just for the romance at a glance, just for the warmth of that night.

It's hard to judge right or wrong, the ending has its own weight, and time will witness right and wrong, love and resentment.

I have to say that life in Nanyuan Villa is really good. He has learned a lot from Chang Xiu, including piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.

Every time he eats, the table is full of dishes he likes to eat, and he doesn't have to stretch his chopsticks to pick them up.

Every time he reads a book, if he is impatient, someone will sit beside him and stretch his tired shoulders.

Every time he kicked off the quilt, someone would take the trouble to tuck him in.

Small favors, small benefits, small details, but it made him feel the joy of being loved and cared for.

Xiaoxuan felt more and more that it was worth it, but occasionally thinking of his family members would make him sad, and he would even have a small blame. Woolen cloth?

"Brother Xiu, will you always treat me like this?"

He was afraid that if Brother Xiu got bored with him, then he really didn't know where to go.

He would even secretly stare at Brother Xiu, would he get close to other people?

He would even be suspicious, but more often he would lower his head and sob: "I really have nothing..."

Fortunately, Chang Xiu is patient, always hugging his shoulders, comforting him softly: "This is your home, and I am your family."

Only then did his heart gradually settle down, but Changxiu was obsessed with cultivation, got a good secret book in the world, and retreated for 49 days.

But the person didn't come out, Xuan Bai anxiously walked around the room, thinking about how to see how Brother Xiu was doing, who knew that as soon as he stepped in, he was grabbed by the white-haired Chang Xiu neck.

"Brother Xiu, it's me, it's me..."

Chang Xiu's consciousness was a little chaotic, although the strength in his hand was loosened, he still grabbed his neck and said, "I'm going to kill you!"

Just when Chang Xiu's big palm was about to strike off, Chang Xiu suddenly fell to the ground, his whole body twitching continuously.

"Brother Xiu..."

"Brother Xiu, what's wrong with you?"

Xiaoxuan squatted beside him, worriedly touching his hot forehead, with tears in his eyes.

"Brother Xiu, I won't let you suffer like this."

In this way, you have always owed me, and you can't get rid of me in your life.

Brother Xiu is the one who values ​​love and righteousness the most, and he wants to make Brother Xiu owe him his whole life.

Xiaoxuan stretched out his hand to cover his head, drawing all the evil energy in his body into his own body, his eyes widened in pain, his body seemed to be torn apart...