After wearing the book, the sickly junior brother always plots against me

"I heard that you are most greedy for life and afraid of death."

Chang Xiu threw the knife in his arms on the table, his eyes were lazy: "How about, let me see whose life you value more."

"Seeing how determined he is, how about poking my heart like that?"

Chang Xiu could tell that this was a submissive temperament, and he probably would have trembled holding this dagger, let alone stabbing himself, he would definitely not dare.

But Liu An kept bowing down for such a person, is it worth it?

What is there to be reluctant to give up this obsessive person who is greedy for life and afraid of death?

Chang Xiu was very puzzled, his lazy eyes turned back and forth on his body, becoming more and more cold.

"You really want me to see him?"

"You...you won't lie to me, right? Once a word is spoken, it's hard to follow!"

Hua Ming decisively picked up the dagger on the table, and when the tip of the knife approached his heart, his hands trembled even more.

"If you're afraid, don't force it."

"It's better to sit down, eat well, and take care of your body."

Chang Xiu spread his hands and smiled warmly: "You don't really care about him that much, why bother yourself?"

Hua Ming was a little annoyed, wishing he could pounce on him and beat him up.But... people are under the eaves, they have to bow their heads...

"I'm afraid of death, because I haven't fully experienced the beauty of this world. There are many delicacies that I haven't eaten or seen. I can't come here naked and leave with regrets."

Hua Ming's hand holding the dagger also tightened secretly, and his tone was also a little eager: "What's wrong with being afraid of death? Is it a big shortcoming?"

"I'm afraid of death because I still have love for this world, and I still have happy people to take care of. I just can't bear it."

"Chang Xiu, aren't you afraid of death?"

Chang Xiu was stunned by his question, and didn't know how to answer for a while, so why isn't he afraid of death?

Because there are still ties in this world, so I cherish my life very much, I can't lose my sweetheart and grow old alone.

At the moment when Chang Xiu was in a daze, Hua Ming hesitantly stabbed the dagger into his heart. Although the stab was not very deep, blood was already gushing out of it, seeping into his clothes.

it hurts!

It hurts to ride a horse!

Hua Ming was in so much pain that he wanted to scold his grandma, he wished he could jump up and scold him, but he couldn't stand up because of the pain, how could he have the strength to jump?

"Is it not deep enough? Do you think I'm not sincere enough?"

Hua Ming asked tentatively. He was really afraid of pain. He felt as if he was going to die at this moment. He took another breath and looked carefully at Chang Xiu.

But since he has taken this step, he has to finish it. Liu An can die for him, why can't he give up?

Isn't it just broken skin and bleeding, and the rest will be done in one breath!

"I really... really want to see him..."

"Changxiu, I'm afraid of pain, I can't let go of heavy hands, why don't you do it yourself?"

Hua Ming even stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, his legs were trembling, but he gritted his teeth and said firmly: "I... I might cry out in pain, don't worry, it's too painful ..."

"Go ahead, I'm not afraid!"

Chang Xiu stared at him blankly, then shook his head, and took the dagger again: "Aren't you afraid of being shamed by the world when you protect a traitor like this?"

"This Liu'an is sorry for you Chao Wushan. It is a serious crime to deceive your teacher and betray your ancestors. If you have anything to do with him, you will die miserably."

Hua Ming pouted, but said stubbornly, "I want to see him."

Chang Xiu dropped the dagger in his hand on the cold ground and made a crisp sound. He brushed his slightly wrinkled sleeves: "I really don't know if you are afraid of death or if you don't want to live."

Hua Ming: Why does this person talk so much nonsense!

Whether I want to die or not is none of your business!

"If you draw a clear line with him, you can still protect yourself, don't you think about it?"

Hua Ming rolled his eyes and looked at him angrily: "Why should I draw a line with him, what kind of bullshit is good or bad? He has a blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

"Do you think you are great?"

"He treats me so well, how can I give up?"

"I, Hua Ming, have a conscience!"

What does a good guy or a bad guy have anything to do with me? If he treats me well, he is good!

"It's fine if you don't poke my heart, tell me his whereabouts!"

Hua Ming covered his aching heart with one hand, the hot blood stuck to his palm and flowed out from between his fingers.

"Sit down and eat something, no hurry."

Chang Xiu picked up the chopsticks, picked up some vegetables and put them in his bowl: "Don't tell him that I neglected you."

"I can not eat."

Hungry is really so hungry, his stomach is growling, but he really can't eat it, and when he sees this table of food, he will think of Liu An.

I don't know where Liu An is at the moment, if he's eating well, if he's sleeping well, if he's vomiting blood again, in such a difficult time, he should be with Liu An.

Thinking of this, Hua Ming sighed deeply again, full of self-blame in his heart: "You let me see him."

"Could it be possible not to call him, you are still on a hunger strike?"

Hua Ming frowned, a little angry: "Hunger strike is hunger strike!"

"I'll forget it if I starve to death!"

Chang Xiu was a little helpless, and smiled: "For a smart and decisive person like Liu An, why do you..."

"I'll tell you when you're done eating."

Hua Ming's eyes widened. Is it that simple? There must be no fraud...

"If you don't want to, I'll leave, just starve to death in this room."

Seeing that Chang Xiu was about to leave, Hua Ming quickly grabbed his arm and confirmed the answer again: "You must not lie to me!"

"I'll eat it, I'll eat it right away, I'll eat it all!"

"I eat very fast, you wait for me, wait for me..."

After all, Hua Ming grabbed the chicken leg with his bare hands and gnawed on it. With the other hand, he eagerly scooped up the soup and hurriedly put it into his mouth, wishing he could use two more hands to pick up the vegetables.

He ate so fast, he didn't taste the taste at all, all he could think about was where Liu An was.

He even thought: God, please keep Liu An safe and sound, I am willing to be a vegetarian all my life and give up my favorite meat.

"Don't be in such a hurry."

Hua Ming shook his head and murmured: "I need it, I need it urgently, don't let him have an accident..."

"My junior brother is waiting for me."

The chopsticks were too slow, Hua Ming simply grabbed the rice with his hands and brought it to his mouth, his face flushed as he devoured it, he kept patting his heart, and coughed violently.

But he still didn't stop, he picked up the bowl of soup with trembling hands and poured it into his mouth, his body was covered with oil stains, and his eyes were red: "I really... really want to see him..."

Hua Ming knelt down on the ground weakly, clutching his sleeves with his fingers, with rice grains still on his face, tears dripping from the corners of his eyes: "If he dies, what should I do?"

"I can't...I can't let him die alone, let me stay with him, please."