medicine stone without medicine

Back then, seeing that Zhou Yuanjing and Lian Yao had similar interests, they became close friends not long after they met.

The three of them talked happily over wine and traveled mountains and rivers together.

Both Lian Yao and Jian Zhou are competitive, and they often quarrel over trivial matters.Yuan Jing always has a refined and gentle appearance. When the other two are arguing and fighting, he always looks at them with a smile on the sidelines.

Lian Yao was too quarrelsome and would pull him to comment when she saw Zhou, often laughing and making noise day after day.

In the past few years, the friendship between the three remained the same until one day, Jian Zhou couldn't hold back and told Yuan Jing that he intended to confess his love to Lian Yao and become a Taoist couple.

He originally wanted Yuan Jing to help out with ideas, but what he didn't expect was that Yuan Jing had the same intentions as him.

In this case, the most difficult thing to do is undoubtedly Lian Yao.

At that time, the three agreed that Yuan Jing would go to Wangyou Cliff, and Jian Zhou would go to Luoyuquan.Lian Yao can go to the appointment with whomever she wants to choose, and if she doesn't want to choose, she can stay in Qingyang Mountain, and the three of them will still get along as usual.

At that time, Yuan Jing waited at Wangyou Cliff, and after three days did not see Lian Yao, he had the answer in his heart.

After returning to Qingyang Mountain, he waited for a long time without seeing the other two. He also asked Lian Yao's apprentice, but the child said that the master never came back after leaving the house.

Yuan Jing didn't know what happened at that time until he saw Lian Yao again a year later.

At that time, the girl who used to be bright and flamboyant was haggard a lot. She said that she went to Luoyuquan and was with Jianzhou all the time, but now Jianzhou is missing.

That person suddenly seemed to have evaporated from the world, and there was no trace of him.It was at that time that Yuan Jing left Qingyang Mountain and searched all over the world to find Jianzhou's whereabouts.

Once you find it, it is these hundreds of years.

This is the story Yuanjing has been hearing all along.

But what Jian Zhou experienced was far darker than this oppression.

At that time, he waited expectantly at Luoyuquan, but what he waited for was not Lian Yao, but two ancient strange beasts.

Jian Zhou is a descendant of Phoenix, a demon.Only Yuan Jing and Lian Yao know about this matter.

He has the blood of a divine beast, and he can almost be said to be one of the most powerful monsters in the world today.But in a desperate fight, he was still no match for Xiangliu Jiuying.

He was dragged into the underground palace of the Jade Bone Sect with many scars, and when he opened his eyes again, he saw a familiar person.

According to Lianyao, she was on her way to Wangyou Cliff, but was robbed halfway.

The two of them were trapped together by accident.

Jian Zhou didn't know how he was feeling.

The beloved girl chose someone else, but she turned around and was forced to be tied to him.

There were always screams of men or women in the underground palace, and Jian Zhou quickly understood what those people had gone through.

Feed medicine, have sex, day after day.Those drugs made him unable to control his behavior, and he only moved according to primitive instinct like a beast.

Jian Zhou will never forget the way Lian Yao looked at him at that time.

Soon, they had a child.Obviously, the ultimate purpose of that group of people bringing them here is for this child.

Being forced to conceive something that one never wanted, or even knew what one would be born with, is painful.

At that time, the belief that supported Lian Yao's survival was always going out.She wants to go out, she wants to stand in the sun again, she will not succumb to these monsters, she wants to escape the nightmare, and live like a human being again.

She never gave up.

Jian Zhou felt that she probably hated him.

He was ashamed to see her again, and the way he used to make up for her was to make a big fuss in the underground palace at the last moment, using his own life as a bargaining chip to give Lian Yao a glimmer of hope.

In the end, Jian Zhou died, but Lian Yao escaped with the child in his stomach and the stone containing his consciousness.

Before escaping, she let go of nearly half of the half-demons in the underground palace.

Jian Zhou spent year after year in a daze in the stone, and when he opened his eyes again, he was inside the magical artifact of Qingyang Mountain.

A long time later, a person came into the illusion, and he also smelled the breath very similar to himself.

Jian Zhou never expected that the child in Lian Yao's womb would grow up to be like this.

There was no sign of him or Lian Yao in the man's eyes, but his dark red eyes and ice-attribute spiritual power were enough for Jian Zhou to confirm his identity.

It was the first time Jian Zhou saw Lou Hua, but he couldn't help but hate him.

When he saw this person, he could think of the days and nights in the underground palace, the clear eyes of the girl he loved were covered with dust, and the hatred she had for him.

Jian Zhou also felt that he was quite useless.

He failed to avenge himself and Lian Yao. In the end, he could only vent his anger on one child.

At this time, when he saw Lou Hua again, he didn't know what to say for a moment.

The spiritual flow in that person's body was faintly showing a tendency to get out of control, and he asked him:

"'who is she?"

Yuan Jing on the side noticed that something was wrong with him, and asked Wen Jianxian who was at a loss behind him with a sideways look:

"Excuse me, go and call Shuyue-jun."

Wen Jianxian nodded his head like a chicken pecking rice and ran away.

Yuan Jing stepped forward and grabbed Lou Hua's wrist:

"Young Master Lou, calm down."

"You let me go!!"

Lou Hua raised his hand to shake him away, and with spiritual power in that movement, Yuan Jing was shocked to take two steps back.

A gust of wind blew up from the cold spring, and the surrounding vegetation kept shaking, and crystal clear frost floated in the air.

A layer of scarlet appeared in Lou Hua's pupils.

Parents have always had a special meaning to him.

He used to wonder why his parents gave birth to him and then abandoned him, why they never came to see him, why they didn't want him.

Later, when he grew up, he recalled and realized that maybe his parents didn't want him either.

He was not needed and expected from birth.

If so, why not kill him.

Lou Hua really wanted to ask, since he was an unwanted child, why didn't he kill him, why did he let him live to experience those things.

Later, he meets someone who may be his father.

Lou Hua actually wanted to talk to him, but the man killed him the moment he met.

What about his mother?

And who was his mother, who was the mother who strangled him when he opened his eyes for the first time.

Lou Hua looked sideways at Yuan Jing.

He punched the corner of Yuan Jing's lips, grabbed his collar and asked:

"The stone can't speak, tell me, tell me who that person is! Do you know each other?! Tell me!!"

Yuan Jing knew that Lou Hua's mental condition was not good.

He pursed his lips and comforted:

"Calm down, take your time, let's talk slowly."

"I need to know now!!!"

Lou Hua's eyes were full of scarlet, he raised his fist high, and was about to land another blow, but suddenly heard a familiar female voice behind him:

"it's me."

Lou Hua's movements stopped.

He put down his hand very slowly, and turned his head a little stiffly to look over.

A woman in a lotus blue dress stood not far behind him.

Lian Yao likes purple very much, her dresses are always in this color, and today is no exception.

She has slender eyebrows and almond eyes, and has an aggressive beauty. She always speaks unforgivingly, and she is also very strict when teaching her students.

Lou Hua remembered more things.

Lou Lou would always meet Qin Dongyi when she was sending small wild flowers to her, and the two often spent an afternoon in a room relatively silently.

After he broke Chong Hua's incident, it was Lian Yao who hid him and drove those two people away for him.

And...and when he was chained to Shutong Courtyard, Chang Ying gave him a cup of jasmine tea she brewed.

And yesterday's unpalatable peach blossom cake.

It was her.

Lou Hua wanted to laugh for a moment.

He let go of Yuan Jing, stood up, and looked straight at Lian Yao.

His eyes were covered with scarlet blood, and the blood was so thick that it would overflow in almost a second.

he asks:

"why?"

Why this sentence contains a lot.

Why not kill him.

And why, don't recognize him.

Obviously it was possible to say it a long time ago, and it is obvious that you can take the initiative to say it, even one day in advance.

Lou Hua is actually a very easy to satisfy person, as long as she is willing to take the initiative to tell him, he will be very happy.

But why wait until now, when you can't hide it anymore, to tell him.

If he hadn't come to see Jianzhou today, would she have kept it a secret for the rest of her life?Then since he planned to hide it from him, why did he pretend to be nice to him.

What is this, is she comforting herself?

Look, even though I abandoned him, I was still kind to him, and I didn't feel sorry for him.

Is that right?

Lian Yao turned her eyes away, avoiding Lou Hua's sight.

She curled her fingers slightly:

"You are in a bad state, calm down, and I will tell you slowly."

"I don't want to hear it anymore."

Lou Hua almost gritted his teeth and said these words.

He didn't know when there was a dagger made of ice in his hand:

"I do not care."

Holding the dagger in his hand, he walked towards Lian Yao.

But as soon as he made a move, Yuan Jing rushed up to protect Lian Yao, and even saw the boat condense out of his body, and got out of the broken stone.

"Xiao Hua, put down the knife."

"Do you dare to touch her?"

Lou Hua raised his eyes slowly, looking into the eyes of those two people.

Vigilance, hostility, hatred.

Again.

Lou Hua's hands trembled slightly.

"Get out of the way, both of you."

On the opposite side, Lian Yao frowned and pushed the two people away.

She looked up at Lou Hua.

That child was already taller than her.

When she saw him, she had to raise her eyes.

"I'm sorry for you, it's up to you to do whatever you want."

Lian Yao walked forward slowly, approaching Lou Hua step by step:

"I didn't say it before because I didn't know how to speak. I shouldn't abandon you. I'm sorry."

Lou Hua's red pupils reflected her figure.

Her eyes were calm, and she looked at him steadily, as if silently persecuted.

Why should it be like this.

Why do you have to force him again.

Lou Hua frowned slightly, facing Lian Yao, raised and lowered the knife in his hand, but finally couldn't do it.

He brushed past Lian Yao and walked straight away.

He only left a sentence when passing by:

"The peach blossom cakes you made are really unpalatable."

Those cursing voices came to Lou Hua's ears again.

He was terrified, and the open space made him feel very insecure.He needs a place that will protect him.

Lou Hua walked briskly in the forest, which turned into a trot and then a gallop.

He didn't know where to go, and finally, he found a giant tree, just like back then, got into the tree hole.

The tree hole was dark and narrow, but it gave him a sense of security.

Lou Hua huddled inside and covered her ears, but she couldn't block those annoying voices.

He seems to be in Jincheng, hiding behind Jun Naiyun, being pointed and abused by hundreds of people.

It was also like being in Fuchuan City, being thrown alone in the noisy crowd and unable to find a way out.

The portrait of Lou was pressed into the water, and the suffocation enveloped him, making him unable to breathe.

why.

Lou Hua's heart is full of these three words, but he doesn't know what he is asking.

why.

I want to die.

If you die, you don't have to endure these.

When he first got sick, the frequency of his attacks was not high, and the symptoms were not serious.

Later, he met Jiuying, and sometimes he could spit out the medicine Jiuying gave him, but more often he couldn't find a chance, so he could only swallow it like that.

Once a month, once a fortnight, once every seven days, at the worst time, he was buried in the abyss of despair like this from morning till night.

But then he knew he had something to do, he couldn't die.

But now, everything he had to do seemed to be done.

Xiangliu and Jiuying were resolved, and their parents were also found.

No one needs him anymore.

As for Qin Dongyi, the only thing he brought to Qin Dongyi was harm, he would be better off without him.

No one needs him.

Like those voices said, he was a scourge, and it would be better if he was gone.

Lou Hua clenched the dagger in his hand.

Really want to die.

But no matter what, I still hope that someone can save him.

The icy blade of the dagger touched Lou Hua's arm, and with a little force, blood dripped from the pale complexion.

It was also at that time that Lou Hua heard footsteps.

He subconsciously looked outside, but saw the crow that was blind in one eye running towards him.

Lou Hua once again experienced the oppressive feeling that the little mute received back then. He wanted to run, but he was huddled in the tree hole, and he couldn't escape.

He could only hug his head, and kept muttering:

"do not come……"

But the crow didn't listen to him.

The person was getting closer, Lou Hua felt a hand touch him.

"do not come!!"

Lou Hua trembled a lot in response, he was so scared, he let out an unconscious cry.

While struggling, the knife in his hand had cut someone, and the bloody smell in the small space became stronger for a while.

In the chaos, Lou Hua suddenly caught a voice from the noise in his ears.

"it's me."

Lou Hua paused, then he heard the man say again:

"it's me."

Lou Hua was stunned for a moment, he slowly raised his eyes, and found that the crow turned into Qin Dongyi at some point.

He was stunned, and then as if he had suddenly grasped a life-saving straw, he gave Qin Dongyi the dagger in his hand without hesitation.

He looked at him and even smiled a bit.

"You killed me...you killed me."

He firmly grasped Qin Dongyi's hand:

"If you kill me, everything is over. Yinglong marrow is in my demon core. You can get it when you dig it out. Here it is for you, it's all for you."

While speaking, Lou Hua was suddenly hugged in his arms.

Qin Dongyi's hands trembled a little, he stroked his hair:

"I don't kill you, you live."

"I don't want to." Lou Hua's eyes were slowly filled with blood, and finally flowed down like tears.

He grabbed Qin Dongyi's sleeve, until his joints turned white:

"They want me to die, no one wants me to live..."

"I think."

Qin Dongyi's voice was slightly choked.

He hugged the person in his arms tightly, he spoke slowly but firmly, as if making an important oath:

"I need you."

"I miss you alive."

"I can't do without you."

"So, don't die, okay?"